ABO Peach

As expected, every word and every word he heard later turned into pieces of blades, lingering on him:

"His right hand has not been healed. It hurts a lot when it rains, and he can't use his strength at ordinary times. He even struggles to hold a pen. Chuyun will be three years old in two months. You can't even hug this baby."

"The blood clot in the back of the brain started to worsen half a year ago. He started to forget. The doctor said that the success rate of the operation was very low. Yiqing is taking medicine every day, but his condition is still getting worse. He gradually lost his memory. There are many things about people, and every time someone reminds him, he can remember who this person is. He told me that at least he will not forget the child and you." Xie Dinglan paused, smiled bitterly, and said: " But a month ago, he didn't even recognize Chuyun. He touched the kid's head and asked him whose family it was. Jin Heng, you disappeared from his life for three years. Guess he sees you now, Do you still remember who you are?"

The car drove all the way into the small town of Huxi, and finally stopped in front of the small foreign building. Jin Heng got out of the car and saw Lu Yiqing standing at the door of the house with a child. The mud had no image at all, he didn't care much, got up from the ground, and ran towards his lover staggeringly.

Jin Chuyun held his father's hand tightly, and when he saw the funny man not far away, he raised his head and called, "Dad."

Lu Yiqing's eyes were also glued to that strange person, but he didn't respond.

Jin Chuyun pursed his lips, resisting the grievance that wanted to cry, and called "Dad" several times.

Lu Yiqing just lowered his head, looked at the child, and said, "Are you calling me? Kid."

Jin Chuyun has gradually gotten used to his father's state. The little godmother told him that his father would not forget him all the time, and that he must be strong and not cry. He held his father's hand even tighter, as if he was afraid that he would It was like running away, and then said: "Who is that person? It's so funny."

Lu Yiqing also rolled his eyes with a smile, and said, "I don't know him either, but it's really funny."

A gust of cool wind blew, Jin Chuyun wanted to drag his father back to the house, fearing that he would catch a cold.

Lu Yiqing didn't move, he stood at the door and murmured, "I remember today, I have to wait for someone to come back."

Jin Chuyun had no choice but to stand at the door with his father, and then he saw that funny man running towards them, getting closer and closer.

As if he was coming towards his father, he subconsciously opened his arms and stood in front of his father, taking a protective posture.

Jin Heng stopped in front of the kid, and he looked at the kid who looked seven to eight times as pretty as Yiqing. The kid changed every day. The most recent photo of the kid in his hand was brought to him by Yiqing a year ago. When he came over, he looked at his son, no matter how much he loved, he was temporarily suppressed. Now all he could see was Lu Yiqing, the lover he had been thinking about for three years, standing in front of him right now, and he could touch him with his hand. .

But he just took a step, and the kid immediately asked very alertly: "Who are you!!!"

"I'm you, Xiaoyun, and I'm your father." Jin Heng said stumblingly.

Jin Chuyun was stunned for a second, then immediately shouted at Uncle Xie who rushed over, "Uncle! There are bad guys here!"

Jin Heng: "..."

Xie Dinglan ran over to pick up the little guy, and explained to him that he was not a bad person. The little guy was hugged by his uncle, and he couldn't feel at ease. He couldn't let this guy who didn't look like a good guy touch his father, but he didn't yell yet Uncle Xie blocked his mouth with his hand and was hugged away. He couldn't express his pain, so he watched the man approaching his father step by step.

At this moment, Lu Yiqing's attention turned to the kid again. He didn't understand why the kid called out that there was a bad guy. He didn't think the person in front of him was a bad guy.

"Yiqing..." Looking at the thin and pale person in front of him, Jin Heng felt a sharp pain in his heart.

He wiped the hand that touched the dirt just now on his clothes, and after confirming that it was clean, he dared to reach out to touch the lover he was thinking about day and night.

But Lu Yiqing backed away slightly, and said softly, "Sorry, I don't know you."

Sure enough, it happened.

Even though Jin Heng was in great pain, he didn't dare to provoke him at all. He asked cautiously, "What are you doing standing here?"

"I seem to be waiting for someone." Lu Yiqing said.

"Wait for who?"

"I don't know." He shook his head, eyes blank.

"Should we wait for another bastard named Jin Heng?"

"Why are you swearing at people?" He stopped and thought for a while before saying, "...Jin Heng? Such a familiar name...Have you seen him?"

"I have seen it. I am Jin Heng."

"You are Jin Heng?" Lu Yiqing said with a smile, bright eyes, "Then why did you call yourself a bastard just now? Why did you scold yourself?"

"Because I should scold."

Jin Heng finally boldly reached out and hugged Lu Yiqing. He hugged her around the waist only to realize that Lu Yiqing was thinner than he saw.

"What are you hugging me for?" He didn't resist, didn't respond, just asked strangely.

"Because you told me that the first thing I did when I came out was to hug you, remember? Yiqing, I can hug you now." Jin Heng held his face with tears in his eyes, his voice trembling : "But you don't remember me, you forgot me."

CP66 (Past events)

Seeing him so sad, Lu Yiqing comforted him and said, "I will remember."

Jin Heng suppressed the tears in his eyes, he leaned over to kiss the person in his arms.

Before touching it, a panicked cry of a child sounded from behind: "You are not allowed to kiss my father!!!"

Lu Yiqing was immersed in the familiar and long-lost pheromone. He didn't think there was anything wrong with this person coming to kiss him. It wasn't until the child's voice crackled that he came back to his senses and stretched out his hand to push the person away slightly.

Jin Chuyun broke free from Xie Dinglan's arms, ran to hug his father's thigh as soon as he landed, and declared his sovereignty in a possessive gesture.

Jin Heng is helpless, he has restrained his feelings for three years and still has to restrain them today.

He Ban made a table of dishes for him to wash away the dust. Jin Heng ate tofu and cabbage for three years. When he first saw the big fish and meat in front of him, he should have moved his index finger to relieve his appetite, but he didn't touch a few mouthfuls of rice. , his attention was always on Lu Yiqing.

The seat next to Lu Yiqing was occupied by Chu Yun, and Jin Heng could only sit opposite him. He watched Omega eating slowly, with the most bland vegetables in his hands. He eats the slowest.

Xie Dinglan skillfully peeled a shrimp and put it in his bowl. Lu Yiqing looked up at him strangely, and Xie Dinglan said her name to him again. Lu Yiqing bit her chopsticks and thought for a while, her face Only then did he burst into a shallow smile, and he said thank you softly.

Jin Heng remembered that Yiqing's right hand injury was not healed, and it must be inconvenient to eat shrimp and crab normally. He also wanted Yiqing to smile at himself. He picked up a piece of braised pork ribs with his chopsticks and wanted to put it in Lu Yiqing's bowl. Only halfway through the movement, Jin Chuyun raised his head and said, "My father doesn't eat such greasy things!"

Jin Heng paused, and He Ban said: "He is drinking traditional Chinese medicine, and he should avoid eating greasy things. The shrimp is boiled, so he can eat it. Forget about the pork ribs. There are too much sugar and oil, and he eats his stomach. will suffer"

Lu Yiqing didn't notice his actions, and didn't even raise his head to look at him, so naturally he didn't know the kindness of this man towards him.Jin Heng felt sore. He and Lu Yiqing had been separated for three years, and now he could not understand Yiqing as well as an outsider.

He put the ribs into Chuyun's bowl, Jin Chuyun looked up at him, took the ribs out mercilessly, and said, "I won't eat your food!"

After lunch, Xiao Chuyun had to go to the kindergarten. Lu Yiqing helped him put the bunnies stacked on the table and the cardboard cut into triangles, squares and circles into a transparent file bag. For the homework, he took the memorized notes and compared them one by one. After making sure that there was nothing missing, he closed the zipper of the schoolbag. Jin Chuyun carried the small schoolbag on his back and leaned over to kiss his father on the face. Everyone can hear it, especially let the "bad dad" standing in the corner and watching secretly know that only I can kiss dad, and the dad belongs to the baby alone.

Jin Heng looked at the interaction between Chuyun and Yiqing. Even if he was kissed by his dearest son, there was no extra emotion in Lu Yiqing's eyes. He may not have realized that this child is his own baby, it was just out of instinct He pampered this baby, like he clearly forgot who Jin Heng was, but still remembered that he had to wait for someone to come back today.

Jin Heng began to regret that three years ago, he shouldn't have let go like that, he shouldn't have taken things so simple and taken for granted, he should have thought about it a long time ago, how could the people of the Lu family accept that Lu Yiqing gave birth to a child of the Jin family? He should have thought a long time ago how hard it would be for Yiqing without him by his side. Obviously, the three years of separation had already verified this point, but he still made the same mistakes, thinking that he made the most correct choice every time, and begged himself She felt at ease, but she never thought about what such a choice would bring to Lu Yiqing.

Then there is endless regret, but regret is precisely the most useless thing in this world.

Xie Dinglan saw Jin Heng lost his mind in a corner, so he pulled Xiao Chuyun over and said, "Send the child to kindergarten."

Jin Heng came back to his senses and took a look at the little one. He squatted down and looked at his son at the same level, stretched out his hand and said to the child, "Let Daddy give you a hug, okay?"

Jin Chuyun's back was stiff and he didn't move a step, Xie Dinglan just gave the kid a little push to throw him into his father's arms, and then pretended nothing happened.

Jin Heng held his son in his arms, and could smell the faint scent of pine wood on the baby's body, which was the prototype of pheromones. He hoped that his son could be differentiated into alpha, so that he could better protect Yiqing in the future .

"Have you hugged enough?" Jin Chuyun said impatiently.

Jin Heng heard that the baby was unhappy, so he could only retract his hand in a sly manner, and then said in a discussing tone: "I'll take you to school, okay?"

Jin Chuyun pouted and glanced at Xie Dinglan unwillingly, Xie Dinglan immediately said: "Uncle has something else to do this afternoon, maybe I can't send Xiaoyun to school." Then he said deliberately: "Or let Dad send you there?"

Jin Chuyun took a look at his father who was sitting on the sofa reading a book quietly. After all, he didn't want to let him be troubled, so he reluctantly agreed.

There was a short distance from home to the kindergarten, Jin Heng wanted to pick up the baby, but Jin Chuyun was unwilling, so he walked faster than adults on his short legs.Jin Heng thought about the three-year-old children he had been in contact with before. Which one was not spoiled and spoiled, and he whimpered and begged for a hug after walking two steps?

Why didn't he and Yiqing's son do the same?

He just wanted to be close to the little baby.

It had just rained the day before yesterday, and there were still many puddles on the road. Jin Chuyun stopped in front of a big puddle and frowned, his short legs couldn't walk over it at all.But he didn't want to be hugged by that "bad daddy". Looking at the clean white shoes on his feet, he really didn't want to get them dirty. Mom would be so tired when the petals were dirty!

There was a battle between heaven and man in his small head, and suddenly, a mysterious force behind him lifted him up, Jin Chuyun yelled "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhss I don't want you to hug me!" ! Ahhhh!"

Jin Heng picked up the little baby upright, stepped over the big puddle easily with his long legs, and then put the struggling child on the ground, and said affectionately to his son: "Look at your shoes are so clean. , if it gets dirty with muddy water, Dad will be unhappy."

"You don't need to worry about it!!!" The kid turned around and pulled his schoolbag, and walked away alone. Jin Heng could only follow behind, wanting to chat with his son, but his son didn't bother to talk to him at all.

All the way to the kindergarten, Teacher Xiaohua was already waiting for the children who came to school at the door. She saw that the person who sent Jin Chuyun to school today was an unfamiliar face, and the atmosphere between the two was inexplicably awkward. Out of concern, she pulled The kid who lived there asked who the gentleman who sent him here today was.

Jin Chuyun didn't want to say that this was his bad father who had disappeared for three years and then suddenly reappeared.

Jin Heng smiled politely, and said to the teacher, "Hello, teacher, I am Chuyun's father, and my surname is Jin."

"Ah, it turned out to be Mr. Jin." Teacher Xiaohua probably knew about Chuyun's family situation, so she could quickly react now: "Chuyun is a very good kid." She praised this kid without hesitation , Said that he would get little red flowers every week without crying or fussing, and he was a little role model in the class.

Jin Heng was very happy to hear it, but Jin Chuyun's ears were red. He wanted to ring the class bell as soon as possible, and then he could quickly end this disgusting praise.

Jin Heng came back from kindergarten in a much better mood. As a parent, he would probably feel a sense of pride when he heard his child being praised, but in fact, he hoped that Chu Yun would not be so well-behaved. Children of this age should be a bit willful and arrogant. I don't want children to be forced to grow up and be sensible at such a young age.

He couldn't be by Yiqing and Xiaobao's side for the past three years, but there is still a long, long time in the future, and he wants to protect them well.

As soon as he walked to the door of the house, he could smell a strong smell of traditional Chinese medicine. Lu Yiqing was sitting on the sofa alone, flipping through a collection of poems. In the world, the outside world is actively blocked.

Jin Heng looked at the man curled up quietly on the sofa, covered with a small gray blanket, and his white toes were faintly visible in the fabric.

He walked over, sat next to Omega, and straightened the blanket for him. With such a small movement, Lu Yiqing seemed to have been frightened by something, and suddenly pulled out of the world in the book. When there was one more person, he shrank back in fear.

He didn't know this person. His fingers instinctively grasped the pages of the book, and the white paper on which the sonnets were printed was crumpled.

Seeing the frightened reaction of a small animal like him, Jin Heng felt bitter in his heart, but he still tried to reach out his hand and spoke very softly, for fear that Yiqing would be frightened again.

"Yiqing, don't be afraid, don't be afraid of me." Jin Heng begged him not to look at himself with such fearful eyes: "I am Jin Heng, can you remember? I am Ah Heng."

After all, this name is engraved on my heart, and I can't forget it easily. Lu Yiqing blinked twice, and repeated softly: "Ah Heng?"

Jin Heng held his right hand in his palm, then nodded: "It's me. I'm back."

Lu Yiqing's whole body relaxed a bit, he put the book on the table, and took the initiative to get closer to Jin Heng: "When did you come back? I seem to have said that I would pick you up."

It was obviously only a matter of the morning, but now he completely forgot about it.

Xie Dinglan told him that the symptoms of amnesia only started to appear half a year ago. At first, he just forgot some important things, just like normal people who occasionally forget to bring their keys when they go out. Later, it became more and more serious, and they would forget to pick up Chuyun from school. I would forget the way home, and later I couldn't even remember people. In just a few months, it has deteriorated to such a serious level.

What happened in the morning, you will have no memory in the afternoon. The person you met half an hour ago will completely forget you half an hour later.

Everyone in this family has adapted to his situation, even a three-year-old like Chu Yun has learned not to cry when his father treats him as a child from another family.

You have to keep reminding him who you are. If he is someone who impresses him deeply, he can remember some fragmentary memories about you, but most of the time, these memories are chaotic.

"I just came back." Jin Heng said while touching his cheek.

"Didn't you say I'm going to pick you up?"

"I can't wait to come back to see you." Jin Heng made up a lie: "So I ran back by myself. You don't blame me, do you?"

Lu Yiqing shook her head: "Of course not."

He sat beside Jin Heng quietly, and waited for a long time before saying: "Why don't you hug me?" He said innocently: "Didn't you promise me that the first thing you do when you come out is to hug me? Ah Heng, you...!"

Before he finished speaking, he was hugged into his arms.He heard Jin Heng say: "Hold it now."

"I feel it," Lu Yiqing said with satisfaction, and he put his arm around Jin Heng's waist, bringing himself closer to him.

When He Ban brought out the dried medicine, she saw two people huddled together on the sofa. She felt relieved and didn't have the heart to disturb their rare time alone, but taking medicine can't be delayed, she can only be a light bulb, Put the medicine on the table and remind Jin Heng Yiqing that it's time to drink the medicine.

Lu Yiqing also smelled the bitter fragrance of the medicine. He buried his face in Jin Heng's chest and whispered, "Ah Heng, can I not drink this bitter medicine?"

CP67 (Past events)

The bowl of medicine was dark, and Jin Heng felt bitter when he smelled it.

He Yan said: "This medicine was prescribed by a retired military doctor in the town. He said it can dispel the cold, so that his right hand will not hurt so much in rainy days."

Jin Heng frowned, hugged the person in his arms distressedly and asked, "Did it hurt every time before?"

Lu Yiqing didn't answer, he couldn't find the answer to this question in his limited memory.

But He Ban watched how Xiao Lu came through these three years, and now he said for others: "At the beginning, it hurt even if it didn't rain, the wound was inflamed, and there was a high fever, and the illness lasted for many days. I also lost a lot of weight, and the traditional Chinese medicine is only for conditioning. After drinking it for more than two years, the effect has gradually improved, but it is better, but it is better not to stop this medicine, and there is a lot of rain in autumn, so I still have to be persuaded to drink it. .”

Jin Heng touched the back of Lu Yiqing's right hand. Compared with his left hand, this hand was a little thinner, and there was a terrible scar across the wrist, which would never disappear in this lifetime.

He thought of that night three years ago again. At the end of that memory, only blood was left in his mind. The endless blood flowed from Lu Yiqing's body. During the more than 1000 nights he was in prison, he was tortured. This terrible nightmare torments.

Only on the first day of every month can he see Lu Yiqing, and then he can be sure that everything has passed and his Yiqing is alive and well.

But he didn't know how hard he lived, and those injuries never let him relax for a moment.

Jin Heng took the medicine bowl, stirred it with a spoon, and took a small sip to the omega's mouth. Although Lu Yiqing said he was unwilling, she knew that there was no way to hide the medicine when it came to her mouth.

There was no need for Jin Heng to deliberately coax him. He opened his mouth and drank the medicine. He was used to drinking this medicine, and his mouth was so weak that he didn't feel much. In front of Jin Heng, it seemed that he suddenly became vulnerable, and he couldn't wait to tell this person a little bitterness in his heart, hoping to get comfort from him.

He Yan saw this change in his eyes. In the three years Lu Yiqing was in this family, except for illness, he never caused them any more trouble. His hands were inconvenient and he could do limited things, but he never Don't bother them more.

Only in front of Jin Heng, it seemed to be different.

During the time when the little guy was going to school, Jin Heng seized the time to be alone with Lu Yiqing. He had a lot to complain about, but Lu Yiqing listened to him expressing his love in a daze, as if he didn't know how to respond. Jin Heng was sleepy from talking about it. The medicine itself has a calming effect, so Jin Heng watched Yiqing yawn, closed his eyes and tilted his whole body towards the sofa. Carry Lu Yiqing upstairs to the bedroom, put him on the bed, and pull up the quilt.

Jin Heng sat on the edge of the bed and watched quietly. The pheromones wrapped up the omega little by little, giving him a good dream.

As a result, as soon as he woke up, he completely forgot about him again, and Jin Heng couldn't tell.

When Xiao Chuyun came back from school, he naturally wanted to surround his father. He couldn't wait to show his new talent to his father. He wanted to make his father happy, so Jin Heng became the background board again.

At night, after Xiao Chuyun took a bath, he lay on the bed waiting for his father to rub baby powder on him. Lu Yiqing sprayed a little white powder on the baby's back, then pulled the baby's hand up and put it on the baby's armpit. Rubbed it there, Xiao Chuyun was afraid of itches, just touched it lightly, and the flowers trembled with laughter, and the cheerful laughter reached Jin Heng's ears. He was wrapped in a small quilt, sitting alone on the sofa in the living room, depressed.

He took it for granted that he would be able to sleep with his wife in his arms tonight.

But the reality is far more skinny than the ideal.

Jin Chuyun didn't intend to let his father enter the bedroom door.

Chuyun played with his father for a while, and when it was time to go to bed, He Ban went upstairs and carried the child downstairs to sleep.

Lu Yiqing has been sick all the time, and the child's immunity is weak, so it's not good to sleep by her side all the time.

Jin Chuyun squatted on the shoulder of the little godmother, said goodnight to his father, and let the little godmother carry him away without crying or fussing. When passing by the sofa, he still didn't forget to say to Jin Heng: "You, you, you , don’t sleep with my dad!”

Jin Heng saw the child's serious expression, and he loved and felt helpless in his heart. Yiqing didn't remember him, and he didn't dare to provoke him. Before the person agreed, he didn't dare to approach without permission.

He could only sleep on the sofa in the living room outside the bedroom. He fell down clutching the quilt, with his head facing the direction of the balcony, just in time to see a bright moon in the sky.

Jin Heng never had any feelings for a poet, but in the years when he and Lu Yiqing were separated, he gradually felt the pain of missing each other. He looked at the full moon and felt desolate in his heart. I hope that the bright moon in his heart will never lose a corner again.

He was used to sleeping on a plank bed in the prison, and his back was rough. Now lying on the soft sofa, he felt extremely uncomfortable, tossing and turning, and even had the urge to simply sleep on the floor.

When he was hesitating whether to sleep on the floor, there was a slight movement in the bedroom. Jin Heng jumped up from the sofa immediately, walked lightly to the door of the bedroom, and put his ear on the door to listen.

He heard a slight coughing sound, followed by the sound of getting out of bed and walking. When Jin Heng was debating whether to go in and have a look, there was a sound of broken glass inside. In a hurry, he pushed the door directly and went in.

The smell of traditional Chinese medicine mixed with mint fragrance came over his face. The night light was on in the bedroom. Jin Heng could see Lu Yiqing standing in front of the table, bending over and covering his mouth and coughing. When he turned on the light, he saw Omega There was a pile of shards of glass at my feet.

Lu Yiqing was still barefoot, if he moved a little, those few pieces of glass could cut the soles of his feet.

Omega heard the sound of someone coming in, but he didn't have time to take care of it. He coughed so hard that his chest hurt, and he was almost out of breath. He bent over and lay on the table, his shoulders shrugged and trembled.

Jin Heng stepped forward, patted the back of the person helplessly.Lu Yiqing recovered from his cough, he supported the table and straightened his waist, his whole body was a little pale, there was still some sweat on his forehead, his eyes were filled with physiological tears from coughing, he looked at the tears that burst out in front of his eyes. A person, and can't identify who this person is.

He used to always wake up from his dreams holding his breath and coughing. After waking up, he could only boil it by himself. If he wanted to drink a glass of water, he had to pour it by himself.

He was afraid of scaring the child who cuddled him to sleep with him every day, so he had already let the child sleep with someone else.

He doesn't have the energy to ask who this "stranger" is now. He is dizzy, his hands and feet are weak, and he just wants to lie back on the bed and sleep. God, found that he had been hugged back to the bed by this stranger, and even pulled the quilt.

"Is there any medicine?" asked the stranger.

Lu Yiqing's chaotic brain reacted for a few seconds before he said, "It seems to be there." He thought for a while and pointed to a drawer and said, "It seems that there is a green box inside."

Jin Heng followed the instructions and opened the drawer. There were all kinds of medicines neatly stacked in it, almost filling a drawer. These boxed medicines hit his heart like bricks, smashing it to a bloody mess.

He forced himself to calm down, and soon found a box of medicine in a green package with the dosage written by the doctor on it. He glanced at the instruction manual and took out two capsules after confirming that the symptoms were similar.I went to the living room to get a good glass, climbed back to the kitchen downstairs, poured some warm water from the thermos, then poured the powder in the capsule into the water to dilute and stir well.

Only then did the medicine be delivered to Omega's eyes.

Lu Yiqing coughed so badly that his throat hurt. Seeing someone hand him a glass of water, he took it and drank it without further ado. It was mixed with powdered medicine, and it was slightly bitter, but these sufferings were nothing to him now. .

Jin Heng took the empty water glass and asked him if he wanted another drink. Omega shook his head and thanked the stranger. He lay down covering the quilt by himself, but he still coughed slightly. How much better after taking medicine.

Jin Heng couldn't convince himself to leave such Lu Yiqing alone in the room. He took off his shoes and climbed onto the bed, and hugged the person into his arms involuntarily. The pheromones were slowly released, wrapping his lover in a protective circle. inside.

Lu Yiqing was immersed in the pheromone, and gained peace of mind and relaxation that she had never experienced in the past three years.

Jin Heng could feel that Yiqing's breathing was gradually steady and his cough subsided. He hugged her tightly again, but he felt uncomfortable at all. The medicine in that drawer was just the tip of the iceberg. How hard it was.

He woke up early the next day, went downstairs and asked Xie Dinglan for Lu Yiqing's medical records.

Xie Dinglan understood what he was concerned about, and pulled out a thick notebook from the drawer.

Jin Heng flipped through a few pages, frowning and trying to identify the "cursive script" in it, but finally had to give up. Except for numbers, he really couldn't read a single word.

He really couldn't understand the doctor's handwriting, except of course what Yiqing wrote.

Xie Dinglan said: "He has to go to the hospital for follow-up visits every month. If you go with him this month, the doctor will explain the situation to you. It's not very optimistic anyway. You have to be mentally prepared."

CP68 (Past events)

Because he had said hello beforehand, there was no need to queue up at the hospital, and Jin Heng saw Omega's current attending doctor.

After the doctor asked Jin Heng's identity, he told the patient's condition without reservation.

He asked Lu Yiqing to come back for a follow-up visit every month, just to judge the location of the blood clot. As long as no important nerves are pressed, everything will be fine for the time being.

The doctor and Jin Heng made it clear that if you really want a radical cure, you'd better go abroad.Continue conservative treatment, sooner or later the condition will be out of control, and it will be too late to do anything.

Jin Heng walked out of the doctor's office holding the medical records. Lu Yiqing sat on the chair with his hands on his lap, obediently waiting for him, and his eyes fell on a few playful children in the corridor.

"Yiqing"

When Omega heard someone calling him, he raised his head and glanced at Jin Heng.

Jin Heng took his hand on his lap and said, "We're going home."

Lu Yiqing stood up from the chair, followed behind Jin Heng and asked, "Do you want to get the medicine first?"

"No medicine this time." Jin Heng said: "The doctor said that Yiqing has recovered a lot. You can take less medicine."

"Ah."

Jin Heng suddenly remembered that the hospital was not far from Z University, so he asked Yiqing if he wanted to go back to the school to have a look.

Lu Yiqing nodded ignorantly, and let him lead her out of the hospital and into the car.

The car drove a short distance and stopped at the gate of the university.

Jin Heng dragged Lu Yiqing to the university. He hadn't been back to school for a long time, but he would recall the past whenever he saw these familiar scenes.

"Yiqing, look, this tree is still downstairs in the dormitory. Do you remember that in the first year of freshman year, I would wait for you here with a lunch box every day. At that time, you didn't pay much attention to me. It’s very strange, you write everything down in your notebook, and at the end of the month, you specially settled the accounts, stuffed 1000 yuan for me, I confiscated it, and you secretly charged money into my meal card, remember? "

Lu Yiqing shook his head.

Jin Heng smiled and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, as long as I remember."

Lu Yiqing said, "Can you tell me everything you remember?"

"Okay." Jin Heng said: "This memory belongs only to you and me, and it is meant to be shared."

"At the two ends of this small road, one is the dormitory and the other is the library. Every time you meet an important exam, you like to stay late in the all-night study room in the library." Jin Heng pointed to the library: " I was still chasing you at that time, using the excuse that it was not safe for Omega to walk alone at night, and I stayed by your side every day, and you had nothing to do. In fact, I am very active, and I can’t sit still in the library. , but because you are there, I feel that I can sit down, don't look at me every time as if I am reading a book, but I am actually looking at you again."

Lu Yiqing blushed and said, "Is that so?"

"Yes, you don't know how much I like you." Jin Heng held his hand and kissed him: "I confessed to you later, because I used to behave badly and always bullied you, so I was always worried that you would Reject me, but you agreed, Yiqing, that is the best birthday present I have ever received, and I will cherish this gift for the rest of my life."

"Did you confess to me?" Lu Yiqing whispered, "I thought I was chasing you, because I always had a dream. The person in the dream was very similar to you. I followed you and called you, You don't even pay attention to me, you are a bit fierce."

"Later, later, I did some bad things." Jin Heng endured the pain in his heart and said, he never thought that Yiqing's deepest memory was like this. He finally realized that some wounds can heal, but scars will never heal disappear.

"Yiqing, I apologize to you, okay?"

"You don't need to apologize, I actually don't remember, and I don't know why you apologized." Lu Yiqing took the initiative to hold Jin Heng's face and said: "Ah Heng, the past is over, I want you Help me remember some good things."

"Okay...we only want happy things. There are many happy memories between us. I will tell you one by one."

Jin Heng took Lu Yiqing by his arm and walked half of the campus, picking up the memories in every corner. Lu Yiqing would occasionally be amused by him, and would recall some bits and pieces of details. Jin Heng wanted to see him happy, But he didn't know how long these memories would stay in Lu Yiqing's mind.

There is a confession wall at the back of the school auditorium. Jin Heng walked over to have a look. He remembered that he had written Yiqing and his name in the middle. Fighting, the traces have long since disappeared in the long river of time, Jin Heng is a little lost.

Lu Yiqing took the chalk in the corner and said with a smile, "Is it okay to write on it?" He took the chalk and wrote two words on the blackboard stroke by stroke: "Is Ah Heng's 'heng' this 'heng'?"

Jin Heng looked up and saw his name appearing neatly on the blackboard.

Lu Yiqing said: "When I think about it, I seem to have been a teacher."

"Have you ever been a teacher?" Jin Heng asked.

"That's right, otherwise, how could you write so proficiently?" Lu Yiqing handed the chalk to Jin Heng: "You write my name on it. It's next to you."

Jin Heng did as he did, and his handwriting was crooked. He saw that although the two names appeared on the wall of couples, there seemed to be some connection missing, so he imitated the young man and drew a heart between the two names.

Lu Yiqing took another piece of pink chalk and painted the heart solidly.

"Write it down so I won't forget it."

Jin Heng hugged him into his arms: "If you forget, I will help you remember."

He trapped Lu Yiqing between the wall and himself, and asked, "Yiqing, can I kiss you?"

Lu Yiqing's face turned red again, but he couldn't say no. He believed that Jin Heng loved him, and it was because of this that he felt that Jin Heng was a very poor lover, because he didn't know that he could remember him. How long, so at this moment, he wanted to respond to his love as much as possible, he took the initiative to move over, touched Jin Heng's lips, and then the kiss was out of control.

They wandered around the school all morning. When it was time for lunch, Jin Heng took him to the food street behind the university. He found several snack bars that he used to eat at school. He remembered that Lu Yiqing liked to eat Chen Ji's small octopus balls. , Cheung Kee's small wontons, and Hung Kee's barbecue.

When he was in school, Lu Yiqing loved and hated these delicacies. He knew in his heart that these foods may not be clean, and he could even list in his mind the parasites that remained in the seafood after grilling, but he was greedy Too bad, Jin Heng deliberately ate delicious food in front of him, so he was brought into the "ditch" bit by bit, especially in the days after the exam, it can almost be said that he was overeating , but he has a physique that can't eat fat, so he naturally has the capital of willfulness.

At that time, Jin Heng always felt that Yiqing's life was too well-regulated, and it was understandable to indulge once in a while, and he was actually very supportive.

But that was ten years ago after all. It was okay to toss about when I was young and strong, but now it is different.

He kept in mind He Fan's advice, avoid being greasy and spicy, and after these two conditions are ruled out, there are not many delicacies Yiqing can eat on this street, so Jin Heng picked a shop with a clean shop In the noodle shop, I ordered a bowl of clear soup noodles.Lu Yiqing took apart the chopsticks, took a few bites and tasted it, but it wasn't too bad.

Jin Heng looked at the menu and ordered another piece of white-cut beef.Lu Yiqing was full after eating only a few slices.

After finishing their lunch, the two were ready to go back. When they went out, Lu Yiqing's attention was attracted by a bunch of candied haws. Jin Heng understood it immediately, and he went to the vendor to buy one.

"Buy another one," Omega said. "Is there a kid at home? He will like this."

Jin Heng said happily: "Do you remember Xiaoyun?"

This time Chu Yun's name was not remembered by others deliberately, but by him himself, which is substantially different.

Lu Yiqing only said: "I know a kid who likes to cling to me very much."

"He is your son." Jin Heng said, "He is our precious son."

Lu Yiqing thought for a while, "Isn't it called Chuyun?"

"Yes" Jin Heng hugged Omega excitedly, and begged him: "Don't forget it again. Don't forget me and the baby again."

Lu Yiqing hugged Jin Heng back, and promised him: "Okay."

The peddler selling candied haws: "Can I still buy you guys?!"

When she returned to the car, Lu Yiqing was holding two candied haws in her hand, one hadn't been removed yet, and the other had already been bitten off.

Lu Yiqing tasted it and thought it tasted really good. He lifted the candied haws to Jin Heng's mouth and asked, "Ah Heng, would you like to bite one?"

Jin Heng obediently bit one. He actually doesn't like sweets very much, but if Lu Yiqing feeds it, he will eat it even if it is poison.

After returning home, Lu