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"Did you do the inspection like this?" Mu Shen watched as Lu Ze's hands kept touching those small scars on his body.

It was probably due to his psychological effect. Originally, those wounds were not a hindrance, and he didn't feel any pain anymore, but after being touched by Lu Ze, the wounds were as hot as being set on fire.

"Then Brother Shen thinks, what should I do?" With a smile on the corner of Lu Ze's mouth, he reluctantly left Mu Shen's body, and reached out to grab the Dieda wine bottle placed beside him.

The mouth of the bottle was tilted, and drops of cold liquid dripped onto the slightly red and swollen scars. The cool feeling made Mu Shen's body tremble.

A ball of anger rose spontaneously in Mu Shen's heart, "You're never finished."

Regardless of the injury on his hand, he pushed the person away with all his strength, "Lu Ze, for the sake of helping me, I have tolerated you again and again, but you have made progress time and time again. I am not you, you Have you ever considered my feelings? What do you think of me when you treat me like this? There are many men and women out there if you want to be in heat. I treat you as a friend, not to do this kind of thing with you. "

Unprepared, Lu Ze was pushed by Mu Shen, staggered and almost fell.

The Dieda wine bottle in his hand also rolled to the ground and shattered, leaving glass shards all over the floor.

He sighed, and looked down at the broken glass on the ground. Last night, Mu Shen didn't refuse his kiss, and even responded to him. He thought that his position in Mu Shen's heart had changed. It seemed that he was thinking too much. "Brother Shen, I know it's hard for you to fall in love with me, and I also want to stay by your side in a way that allows you to adapt, but every time I get close to you, I want to get closer to you, I want to touch you. Touch you. Brother Shen, you once had someone you liked, you should be able to understand my feelings, I treat you like this, not disrespecting you, it is precisely because I like you that I want to be closer to you. "

Lu Ze raised his eyes, looked at the unresponsive Mu Shen, feeling a little disappointed, "I have told you time and time again that I will not give up on you, but in the face of your repeated rejections, I have finally Understood. There is a hurdle between the two of us that cannot be overcome. In your opinion, we are both men, which is simply unacceptable to you, so no matter what I do, it will be futile. Be friends, be brothers, but never be lovers? We can have friendship, family affection, but never love. I also told you that everything I do to you has a purpose, because I like it You, I hope that everything I do for you will make you fall in love with me, but if everything I do is in vain and I still can’t make you fall in love with me, and even cause you trouble, then I will give up. "

Hearing the word "giving up", Mu Shen's hands that were arranging his clothes suddenly stopped, and he looked up at Lu Ze with a complicated expression.

Lu Ze looked at him with a bitter smile on his face, "Brother Shen has been rejecting me all this time, making me unable to be ruthless. I always feel that maybe I can work harder, so this time I let myself cut off the way out." , Stop thinking about it. I give up, I won’t pester you anymore, I won’t bring you any more troubles, anyway, I will leave the crew after the location shooting is over, and I will never contact you again. Do I probably can't continue with friends or anything, if I continue in the name of friends, I'm afraid I will go the old way."

Lu Ze gave Mu Shen a reluctant look, "You still have injuries on your body, take a good rest, and don't forget to tell the crew about your injury, then I won't bother you."

After speaking, Lu Ze turned around and left, as if he really didn't have a trace of nostalgia.

"Heh." Mu Shen sneered suddenly, and the whole person calmed down completely, "Do as you like."

Anyway, he was used to the people he valued leaving one by one, not to mention that this was a man who had nothing to do with him, and he pushed people away time and time again. As a man, how could he accept a man? man's love.

Isn't it good for Lu Ze to leave him?

But looking at his leaving back, he felt a sharp pain in his heart. He thought of his father's departure, his adoptive parents abandoned him on the street time and time again, and then he exchanged his true feelings for Bai Mengfei's falsehood and was betrayed by her.

In the end, this one said he liked him, and cared more about him than himself.Give him a glass of water when he is tired and hungry from filming, and buy food for him through several streets in the film and television city during the short break.People who insisted that they would not give up after being rejected by him eventually gave up.

Mu Shen felt as if his heart had fallen into an ice hole, shivering from the cold.

Maybe it wasn't his father who wanted to abandon him in the first place, nor did his adoptive parents intend to abandon him, or maybe it wasn't Bai Mengfei's hypocrisy.But the problem is all on him, he is not good enough, he is useless, that's why those people he cared about all stay away from him one by one.

It's probably the same for Lu Ze to give up now, whoever can bear it will exchange his sincerity for repeated rejections.It was he who refused again and again, Lu Ze was about to give up now, he should have breathed a sigh of relief, but now it was as if a piece of his heart had been gouged out, and it was so empty.

Lu Ze stopped after Mu Shen's sneer, the disappointment in that tone made him feel suffocated and he was about to lose his breath.

He thought of the night when the matter between Mu Shen and his adoptive parents was exposed, that night Mu Shen slept very restlessly, holding his hand several times in his sleep, crying for him not to leave him.

Mu Shen seemed to have said the same thing when he was drunk more than half a year ago, when he was about to throw him out of the room, Mu Shen hugged him and shouted that he knew he was wrong, don't drive him away.

Mu Shen seems to be very afraid that someone will leave him, now that he says he wants to leave, is Mu Shen also afraid, is there also reluctance, will Mu Shen feel sad when he leaves?

Will it make Mu Shen, who was already afraid of leaving people around her, feel even more lonely and lost.

He suddenly regretted it, turned around and looked at him sitting on the sofa with a dazed expression on his face.

He strode up and hugged him, "Brother Shen, I'm sorry, I was just kidding with you."

That's right, he was joking, how could he give up so easily, he just wanted to gamble whether Mu Shen had such a slight affection for him, and whether he would keep him.

Mu Shen pushed the person away, looked up at Lu Ze, with anger in his eyes.

Lu Ze thought he would scold him again, but Mu Shen grabbed the clothes on his chest with both hands, and said in a trembling voice, "Don't, don't leave."

Lu Ze couldn't believe his ears, Mu Shen was begging him to stay?stay with him?

"I'm not leaving." Lu Ze seemed to be answering Mu Shen, and also seemed to be firm in his own mind.

After the words fell, he held Mu Shen's face and kissed it.

This time, Mu Shen didn't have any resistance, but the hand that grabbed his clothes was even stronger, as if he was really worried that he would leave suddenly.

Mu Shen originally thought that after the people he cared about left from him, he had become indifferent to the so-called relationship, but in fact, in his closed heart, he still had desires, expectations, and hoped that there would be someone who could treat him sincerely.To have such a person treat him sincerely, it doesn't matter whether he is a man or a woman.