The O that wants to mark the A

Si Xia had a dream.

In the dream, he was leading someone along a straight street, and there were rows of shops on the side of the street, but they were all empty—he didn’t look around, all he could see was the setting sun at the end of the road, burning like a fire. The clear sky, the gold-sprinkled streets, he just clearly felt the silence of the streets.

It was so quiet that he could even hear the slight friction of the soles of his shoes against the ground.

But he couldn't hear the footsteps of the people around him.

who is it?

Just as he was thinking about it, he felt his left hand being pulled and shaken, so he turned his head and looked to the left.

Standing on his left is a little girl with twisted twists and a pumpkin-colored uniform skirt. The golden sun shines on her face, and a few small freckles bounce up and down as she walks, looking like they are bouncing. Popping candy that bounces off.Her facial features are not exquisite, but the smile on her face makes her look like a sunflower blown by the south wind, bright and fresh, very beautiful.

That was exactly what Lin Wan looked like when he was eleven or twelve years old.

Si Xia suddenly realized that he was dreaming, because the lifelike people in front of him made him feel infinitely sad.

Probably seeing his sad expression, Lin Wan raised her face and said to him, "Brother, are you unhappy today?"

He replied in despair, "It's okay."

This is a conversation they repeated countless times when they were young.Si Xia doesn't like to laugh, but when he was a child, he was able to smile once in a while. As he grew older and closer to differentiation, he saw more and more contemptuous and malicious jokes, and the number of times he laughed more and more The expression on his face became more and more cold and gloomy.

He doesn't make friends with people very much, and he doesn't hang out with anyone. He just studies silently in the library every day. His grades are always full marks, and he will always win prizes when he goes out to participate in knowledge competitions in various subjects.But he didn't smile after winning the award, Lin Wan was the only one who was happy for him.

Lin Wan wanted him to be happy, and to be happy, he had to solve his unhappiness first.However, his reticence made Lin Wan unable to act. She vaguely knew the reason for her brother's displeasure, but gender differentiation was not something that a primary school student could interfere with. She couldn't help.

In the end, she could only express her worries, and then treat her brother better, hoping that he can live a better life.

Si Xia understands what she means, so she just pretends to be herself and has nothing to do.

Lin Wan in the dream was courageous, she didn't just keep her mouth shut, and she didn't change the topic to talk about other things: "Brother, why are you unhappy?"

Looking at the bloody setting sun in her dream, Si Xia said softly, "Maybe it's because... I'm not strong enough."

Lin Wan blinked her eyes: "How strong is considered strong?"

The scene in the dream world seemed real, the setting sun was still dazzlingly bright, after looking directly at it for a while, Si Xia only felt sore eyes and wanted to cry.He turned his head to look at Lin Wan, and slowly replied: "You can always think of a good way to solve the problems you face."

"That's really strong." Lin Wan nodded thoughtfully, but changed the topic, "But brother, there is no such person in the world. Everyone has problems that they can't solve. It's just that someone Some people can solve it more, some people can solve it less. Some things can't be solved for a while, so let's bear with it. Be smarter and more experienced, and you will be able to solve it!"

Si Xia stretched out her hand and touched the hair of the girl who was much shorter than herself.

Lin Wan in front of her was a child, and she spoke childish language.Children's words are always reassuring and optimistic, like the blue sky after the rain, so clean that there is not even a cloud.

However, in this world, there are many times that wait for no one.

He slowly squatted down, looked up at Lin Wan who had a serious expression, and showed a sad smile: "If the matter can't be resolved after waiting for a while, or, before I have the ability to solve it, the matter will go Irreversible, what should I do?"

Lin Wan took half a step towards him, put her arms around his neck, and replied in a sweet and warm girlish voice: "Then it will be hard, but the one who loves you will accompany you through it."

Si Xia closed her eyes in her arms, and shook her head lightly: "For me...it's impossible."

He thought to himself, the person who loves me...will leave me in the end.Whether relatives, friends, or lovers.

Relatives are lost and never regained, friends are never seen again, and lovers... are doomed to have a beginning and an end.

They lined up to him one after another, and then got out of the car one by one like a car arriving at a stop.

However, when it was Luo Can's turn, it wasn't Luo Can who got out of the car, but himself.

The route of the car was originally fixed, and Si Xia knew exactly where it was going. However, the moment Luo Can got on the car and Lin Wan got off, the car's route changed, but Si Xia could still figure out where it was going. where.

But now, the car drove into a long and deep tunnel. There were no lights in the tunnel, and he lost his way completely.

His future seemed to be covered with a layer of black mist, and he couldn't see anything.Originally, he didn't regard the darkness as a terrible thing, because he had seen enough ugliness in broad daylight, and the unknown loneliness in the dark and deserted was safer.

But the darkness in front of him only made him feel confused... No, the loneliness was still the same, but he could no longer bear it.

Just when he was so oppressed that he was almost breathless, a big moist and warm hand touched his cheek, and he heard someone calling his name in the dark: "Sixia! Sixia!"

He opened his eyes at once, and there was a familiar and handsome face in front of him, it was Luo Can.The orange light shone on his face, illuminating his worried look vividly.

Seeing that he finally woke up, Luo Can immediately wiped the cold sweat off his face with her hands: "Are you having nightmares again?"

While shaking his head, he propped up the mattress and sat up: "It's not a nightmare... What's wrong with me?"

Luo Can sat down and helped him: "You are frowning, and you look very nervous." In fact, he didn't finish the sentence. Not only did he frown, but he also moved around rustlingly, muttering in his mouth. With a mouthful of incomprehensible words, Luo Can lowered her head and listened for a long time, only to hear clearly that he called her own name, and she immediately lost her heart and took the following words as a call for help.

"I'm fine." Si Xia pressed her temples, and then noticed that Luo Can who got up to pour boiling water at the table was also wearing pajamas, so she asked, "Didn't you say you won't come tonight?"

Luo Can handed him a small cup of Hot Guozhen, then sat down under the quilt, stretched out her arms and put her arms around him, while gently pinching his arm, and said with a bit of coquettishness: "I was planning to stay at the company Yes, because I missed you so much that I couldn't sleep, so I came back."

The low and soft voice eroded Si Xia's sanity when he just woke up. He took a sip of the sweet Guozhen, feeling like he drank a glass of wine in ignorance, his ears were a little soft, and his face was a little hot.

He pretended to rub the itchy spot on his face with the back of his hand, felt the temperature on his face, and then quickly introspected: "Why am I like this?"

But before he could think deeply, Luo Can said: "It's only four o'clock, after you finish drinking, let's sleep for a while."

Si Xia didn't get enough sleep, she was half dreaming and half awake, she drowsily didn't refuse, she put the empty cup by the bedside, and lay down on the bed with Luo Can.

The lights went out, the dim light in the room and the sense of peace of mind from the lover's side made the two of them feel drowsy quickly. Luo Can hugged Si Xia and pecked his soft and exquisite lips. Si Xia had been kissed before. After that, subconsciously buried her face in Luo Can's shoulder, sniffed the scent of flowers and fell asleep.

After returning to the cage, I slept until ten o'clock in the morning.

There was no class on Saturday, and the laboratory was off again, so Sixia was not in a hurry to get up for the first time, but rubbed her face on the pillow for a while.Luo Can got out of bed first, and when Si Xia came out of the bathroom, his breakfast had just been served, and Luo Can had already finished eating, and was preparing food for two mice in the kitchen.While spreading blackberry jam, which is said to be very nutritious, on the hot baked bread, Si Xia greeted the kitchen with her eyes. Luo Can, wearing a white apron and a heat-insulating glove, stood in front of the induction cooker and the oven. Seriously, he looks like a house husband.

After everything was tidied up, Luo Can took off her apron and gloves, went to the bathroom to wash her face, sat next to Si Xia refreshed, and asked tentatively, "Is it delicious?"

Luo Can herself has a sweet tooth.When he was a child, he never had a decent meal, and white sugar was a scarce item in the kitchen, let alone fruit.As a result, when he first entered Luo's house, the first thing he ate was a slice of strawberry cream cake.The cream slowly melted on his little tongue, and the pervasive sweetness surprised him, and he regarded it as his favorite ever since.As he got older, he always liked to eat these. Fortunately, these sweets did not affect his perfect body shape—probably because he was very hungry when he was a child, and he would not gain weight no matter how much he ate.

Contrary to Luo Can, Si Xia doesn't like sweets very much, but since the last time he fainted and the doctor ordered him, Luo Can pays special attention to supplementing him with sugar, and also pays attention to adjusting the taste just right so that Si Xia won't be overwhelmed. Feel nasty.

In fact, Sixia's requirements for food are not very high, as long as it is not sloppy and does not make dark dishes, he can accept it, so he nodded and swallowed the last bite of bread: "Aren't you tired after waking up so early? "

Luo Can was originally an Alpha with extremely high resistance to stress and strong self-healing ability, and five or six hours of sleep was enough, but Si Xia's question made him feel a little bit like "Xi, group, team, alone, home".Jumping, he smiled with two rows of neat white teeth, and said loudly: "I'm not tired, because I slept with you."

Sixia must have ridiculed when he heard such sweet words before, but now he didn't want to mock, but he didn't know what to express, so he didn't say anything, picked up the glass at hand, took a sip of warm goat milk, A white beard grew from his upper lip.

Luo Can saw that there was such an embellishment on his serious face, and thought he was really cute, so she leaned over and kissed White Beard away.

Si Xia was caught off guard, stunned for a moment, and pushed him with her hands: "Let me drink milk."

Luo Can stopped moving and stared at her little Omega carefully, but she saw a faint gloomy look between the other's eyebrows.

Reminiscent of the nightmare and Sixia's various reactions during the previous trip, he felt that Sixia's troubles should be related to that story-it seemed that although Sixia believed in himself, that story still had a great influence on Sixia.

So he hugged him after Sixia finished drinking the milk: "Sixia, shall we go out to play tonight?"

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