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"You've been following me since the beginning?"

Luo Can quickly denied it repeatedly, let go of her arms and met his eyes, shook her head and said, "No, no, no! How dare I!"

Si Xia had doubts in her eyes.

"Really not." Luo Can pursed her lips, "You used to be unhappy and didn't tell me about you. I didn't dare to ask you anything, let alone investigate and follow you. Besides, you are so smart, If you know what I do, you will definitely feel offended. So I only believe what you say, and treat what you say as the truth, and I will wait for you to tell me if it is unnecessary. "

He raised his two hands around Sixia's waist, and held Sixia's face: "But the day you left, I regretted it. Do you know what I am afraid of? I am afraid that you will be quiet in a place I don't know." Sickness quietly, no one to take care of you, or worse than this, the worst thing I ever thought of was that you pretended to leave, but in fact you wanted to disappear in this world..."

Si Xia couldn't avoid her gaze and could only look at him.Looking at his dry eyes, looking at the endless sadness in his eyes.

"Because you said that you hated yourself and you left me. In fact, you didn't want to cut off my happiness at all. You wanted to cut off your own happiness. You said those things that hurt my heart on purpose to make me hate Yours, but you are afraid in your heart that I really hate you, blame you, and let you go, right?"

There was a bitterness in Si Xia's eyes.

Luo Can was right.

I also imagined that I would put aside all love and hatred, and simply live hand in hand with Luo Can, there would be no lies in life, and everything could be said frankly.But under the complicated reality, he didn't have the confidence to live that kind of life with Luo Can.Instead of worrying about his lover discovering his mean and dark thoughts and actions in the past, it is better for him to expose the secret completely.

He fled far away to a place where there was no Luo Can, and deleted all the contact information related to Luo Can. In fact, it was not to prevent Luo Can from being caught up, but to prevent his will from not being strong enough to escape to Luo Can's side.

Luo Can didn't wait for his answer, and continued: "Lu Yao installed the positioning chip. He was afraid that something might go wrong when you left alone, but you didn't want anyone to follow you, so he had to find someone to get a small one. The chip is fixed on the wristband. I originally thought that after you leave the country safely, you will find a place to burn these objects yourself, so he will know the direction you are going, so you don’t have to follow. But you have kept it all the time. You and Let me be honest, did you secretly wear it when I was not around you? Did you miss me?"

When Si Xia heard this, she knew that Luo Can must have checked Lu Yao's side after she left, and then the two made a deal together, coaxing and tricking her back.But he couldn't complain. When he couldn't see anyone, he could lie to himself that he came back just to know the truth about Wanwan's car accident, but now everyone knows that he actually came back with his arms raised in surrender.

He sneaked a glance to the side. The bodyguards were standing neither near nor far from them. He didn't want to secretly whisper to Luo Can, but if there were any, he was embarrassed to say it directly when other people were present—some Originally, only he knew about his mood when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, but now that Luo Can knew it was not counted, he actually broke it in public.

So he lowered his head, and said in a low voice: "I don't think you pretended to be positioned, so you don't think it's necessary to deal with it. You keep the bottom of the box. I usually only wear the hospital one..."

"The valuables are at the bottom of the box." Luo Can laughed, looking down at him with crooked eyebrows, "I also keep those spray bottles you gave me, I dare not take them out, lest Duyman take them away Throw it away, but I know they're there, just like you."

He hugged Sixia into his arms again, and kissed his forehead, temples and cheeks delicately: "I know you are the same. You asked me to mark you that night, and you were so happy and happy, how could you feel pain?"

"What did you say..." Si Xia was blocked by his words and had nowhere to escape, and she blushed in a rare way, but Luo Can just refused to stop, her arms were getting tighter and tighter, and she had no intention of lowering her voice: " What did I say? Of course, I said what you wanted to say but didn't dare to say. That night you thought you were leaving and had nothing else to give me, so you gave me your most precious and most important thing. And you think Then maybe you won't regret it, right?"

As Luo Can asked, she rubbed his cheek affectionately.His skin is delicate, and it's very comfortable to rub against, and it's warm now, so you don't need to look to know that your face is red.

Si Xia really couldn't help but blush—this kind of thing can be said fucking, what is it if it is not a public execution?He wanted to reach out his hand to stop Luo Chan's mouth, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, Luo Chan grabbed him and pressed him against the back of the sofa with his fingers interlocked.He could only protest: "Stop talking..."

Looking at his pink face from a close distance, Luo Can couldn't help but smile with the corners of her lips curled up.Si Xia's makeup hasn't been removed yet, and his facial features still look like a stranger, but he has already measured every inch of his face in his heart, so now he can see the essence through the phenomenon, and see that he is his original appearance, that is, his hair has changed. It's just long.

He tilted his body, tilted his center of gravity, and easily put the person down on the sofa.On the other hand, he looked at the other party condescendingly, pressed down with a bit of oppressive momentum, took advantage of the other party's confusion and kissed Fang Ze, and then said in a hoarse low voice: "Unless you really say that you love me, and that the real, hidden truth in your heart Things I haven't known for a long time. You said it yourself, so I won't tell it for you. "

His breath has the fragrance of flowers, sticky and lingering like powder, his voice and movements are gentle, but the shadow that presses him is magnanimous, and the strength he uses is irresistible, Si Xia really wants to be tortured by him crazy.

In the panic, his mind was empty, but he said the truth: "I don't know what to say... IX, UY"

"Then I'll ask, and you answer." Luo Can stared into his eyes, which was the place where she would never lie, "Do you still love me?"

Si Xia looked at the soft amber color, it was sweet honey, which made his heart flutter countless times, and it was also a warm and vast golden ocean, which swept him like a tsunami at this moment.

His pupils trembled, and so did his lips.The interlocking fingers tightened, and he finally answered Luo Can: "...love...of course I love you, I always love you."

Luo Can sniffed Sixia's breath and his tears carefully from above, what came out of it was Sixia's real fragrance, wisps of it were slightly bitter mocha, it was very cold when it was cold, and warmed up , will also be very heartwarming.At that time, he lost his mind in the alternation of cold and heat, now he wants this mocha to be warm forever - even if it is a stone, it will be warm if it is placed on the chest, not to mention that Sixia is not a stone, Sixia has its own heat, Just keep the heat condensed in the center, wrapped in an icy crust.

He bowed his head and kissed the tip of the other's nose again, and continued to ask, "How do you know that you love me, and why do you love me?"

"I..." Si Xia thought about this question with tears in her eyes, as if seeing countless blurred scenes in front of her eyes.In that scene, there was Luo Can carrying him forward, there was Luo Can wiping the sweat off his forehead, there was Luo Can forking fruit with a fork and reaching him to feed him, and there was Luo Can unwrapping his clothes and wrapping him up...all the two The good times when we were together appeared in front of his eyes in an instant, and the undercurrent in his heart rose into the sky, stirring in his chest that was always like a stone.

The waves smashed the boulder and made a loud noise, which rang in his ears.

"If you don't love, how can you feel heartache again and again when you are tormenting you?" He blinked, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, he couldn't breathe from crying, choked in his chest, and his face flushed , but his hands became warm and cold.

It's okay not to say something, but once he said it, he remembered all the past, as if it was the first time he knew that he loved Luo Can very much, the more he thought about it, the more he loved Luo Can.Thinking of the end, he didn't care whether there were other people around him, and the tears flowed down continuously, leaving only the sound of his nose being blocked for breathing.

It was the first time Luo Can saw him crying like a child, she quickly let go, grabbed the other's shoulders and arms, pulled him up, sat on her lap, picked up the towel someone handed him just now, and hurriedly Wipe away his tears and snot, and rub his back.

Once the posture changed, the sore breath in Sixia's chest came out, and although the tears were still rolling, she opened her mouth again, and responded with a nasal voice and an uncontrollable vibrato: "I don't know that I love you. What about you...Maybe because you are the only person left in this world who truly loves me...Maybe it is because you can give me a sense of security and trust...But maybe these causes and effects are reversed, I can't tell the difference. I also once thought that I was obsessed with your body and appearance, and I was even afraid that I would fall into it, but seeing your sickness today, I still think you are beautiful."

He sighed, two lines of tears slipped from the wet eyelashes, fell on the skirt, and seeped from the thin fabric, wet the skin on his legs.

The corner of his mouth raised slightly, and he laughed at himself: "I must have become stupid, or else why can't I even find the reason to love someone?"

After hearing what he said, Luo Can suddenly remembered the night when he was drunk, and asked him why he liked such a "bastard" like herself, and he also hugged himself and cried aggrievedly, saying that he didn't know how to do this question, and that he had become stupid , To be kicked out of the public school.

After so long, he hasn't changed, he still looks like this.He hides his suffering and eats it alone, but he refuses to let others share his worries and resolve it for him.To like someone is to go to the end with a dead-brained mind, and to like someone without saying a word.Even pretend to be lofty, put on a show to show that you don't care, but in fact, you feel so sad that you are dying, and your heart is about to bleed.

How can there be such a little fool.

But when Luo Can opened her mouth, what she said was: "You're not stupid, it's just that your feelings are too complicated, you can't tell. But it doesn't matter, you know that you love me, and I love you too, so that's fine. As for the answer, I will give you time to search for it slowly by my side, and it will take you a lifetime to find it. Of course, you are so smart, so you definitely don't have to search for it for so long."

Si Xia felt the corners of his mouth wet and hot in a bright blur, it was Luo Can who leaned over and kissed away the tears from the corners of his mouth.

[The author has something to say: No matter who you are, you have something to escape from.It is the same whether you are noble and glamorous or extremely intelligent. 】