The O that wants to mark the A
Chapter 40 The Seed of Doubt
Doubts are doubts, Luo Can didn't question.
After all, there is no vow between him and Si Xia that lasts forever, and he doesn't ask questions like lovers with sovereignty.
And after getting along for a long time, Si Xia's thorns are not as sharp as before, and her actions will reveal a little tenderness that was rare before.
It's just that once the seeds of doubt are planted, they will grow wildly at the slightest sign of trouble.
Until now, the fragments of Ding Yiyao's existence flooded up in his memory, which would make him feel as if he was suffocating.
For example, that night when he chased to the research institute, he saw Ding Yiyao standing between him and Sixia in a posture similar to that of a flower protector; or for example, when he saw Sixia at the first sight among thousands of people participating in the fireworks conference, Ding Yiyao put Sixia in the next second. The goldfish bag on Xia's wrist was untied and held in his hand; another example is that when he came out of the elevator in the dormitory building, he met Ding Yiyao walking towards him holding Si Xia, who was drunk into a ball of pink cotton, and took the special Omega elevator next to him...
Yes, it was that time, he could no longer convince himself that Sixia and Ding Yiyao had nothing to do with each other, they were pure friends.
"What on earth are you and him going to do? Why did you enter his dormitory so drunk? Didn't I tell you to stay away from him!" He scolded loudly, with sparks in his eyes, and he was so angry that he was about to ignite spontaneously.
Si Xia had an expression of "what a joke in the world", and didn't take his anger seriously: "Why are you crazy? I didn't control my sense of drinking for the first time, I just got drunk too fast, he Just took me to the dormitory to drink some hangover soup, I didn't even spend the night there!"
"He carried you into the building that day, and the look in my eyes was clearly provocative. Do you dare to believe such a person, and dare to get drunk in front of him?! Are you so sure that he has no love for you? Why do you Believe him like that?!" Luo Can tightly grasped Si Xia's shoulders, and pressed Si Xia against the cold wall.
He wished he could swallow the other party now, or lock him up and handcuff him, so that from now on, he would keep it secret.He is the only one in Sixia's world, she can only rely on him, lie in his arms, only smile at him, and only accept his enthusiasm.
But if Si Xia doesn't love him, what's the point of doing all this?
Si Xia seemed to be scratched by him, and stretched out his hand to push him. The difference in strength between the two was huge, and now it was even worse than a tree-shattering difference. Seeing that he did not let go after two pushes, he said bitterly: "Yes. He hates you! He doesn't want me to be with you! But he doesn't have so many fancy and complicated thoughts, and he never touches me like you Alphas! He won't force me to do anything I don't want What I am willing to do! If I don't trust him, who should I trust?"
"Yes, yes, he is innocent and immature. The good ones are him. I have a rich love history, promiscuity, inhumanity, and downright dirty!" Luo Can thought about how many times she had risked being scolded by Luo Yinchuan and locked up in a dark room. If you don’t want to get close to other Omega, but you still have to wait in front of him, your heart hurts like being pierced by thousands of arrows, so you just say, "What is he doing to you, anyone with a discerning eye can see , What nonsense friend! You are pretending to be stupid in front of me, is it just a trick to hang one? In fact, he should have touched the place I touched, but no one will notice, because you have the smell of removing the mark medicine……"
Speaking of this, he laughed self-destructively: "Haha, yes, in fact, you can hang more people, as long as the other party doesn't give you bite marks and knot marks, no one will find out..."
"Snapped!"
Si Xia raised his hand and slapped him loudly.
In fact, it was just a terrifying momentum, the slap of Omega's thin bones and tender flesh was not very powerful, but when the slap hit his face, it hurt his limbs and bones like a high-voltage current.
No one had slapped him for hundreds of years, and even Luo Yinchuan would not teach him this way.He was stunned by the beating, and slowly turned his head to look at Si Xia almost in a daze. What caught his eyes was the paper-like pale face of the other party, as well as the obviously red eye sockets and the tip of the nose.
Si Xia was trembling all over her body, her teeth collided with each other, making an audible "clacking" sound.
The dark green pupils are still shining brightly, but it is not known whether it is the light or the tears.
There is a sad and fierce look between the brows, like an amorous fairy.
Luo Can felt a little regretful in her heart, and let go of the other's fingers one by one, and finally both hands dropped.
Just now, he was just patronizing his mouth, but it was actually very unreasonable - Sixia never understood the truth about Ding Yiyao's second gender, and the potion could not have been made for Ding Yiyao; He knows the traces and the smell the most. The only thing that is clean is two strawberries that he planted on the lower abdomen. How does it look like cheating?
He kept silent, waiting for Si Xia to counter him with articulate words, but what he waited for was that the other party flew away.
After that, there was a cold war between the two sides.
Sixia avoids him, and whenever it involves student union affairs, he does not attend if he can, and if he attends, he stands in the corner; he also treats Sixia as air, and when he sees the other party's figure from a long distance, he immediately looks away.
I wanted to reconcile in my heart, but I was so angry that I couldn't hold back my face.
He admitted that what he said was too much, but he felt that Sixia was not wrong, and he was wrong for a long time. In addition, he now has a clear conscience, so he refused to make any concessions.
When he was unwell and couldn't stand it, he would yell at Ding Yiyao crazily in his heart while smoking a cigarette, hating him for his evil physique, the taste of pheromone was as light as boiled water, and the concentration was as low as zero, so he could enjoy Sixia's endless trust.
But he couldn't tell Sixia, firstly, this matter sounded absurd, and Sixia believed that he was targeting Ding Yiyao, so he would never believe his one-sided words; It shows that the identity of the other party is not as simple as it appears on the surface. It is easy for him to find someone to fight, but it is troublesome to set the fire on Luo Shi's head.
After the cold war, the discomfort in his body disappeared, and he calmed down completely.
In fact, without Ding Yiyao, the two of them may not always be comfortable and peaceful when they stay together.
Facing Ding Yiyao, I was so angry. Sixia's rivals in love could not be counted on fingers. There were many in number and all types. Forced, but there are also some like Duyman who try to bully Sixia and respond to Sixia.
And his unspeakable secret, like a ticking time bomb, one day it will blow up, neither side will be left alone.
Sixia is right, he shouldn't tie Sixia to make him be good with himself, he makes Sixia hurt, and Sixia will stab him, they are a lose-lose ending.
A rose grows in a garden. It has no thorns. It only grows thorns when there are many people who hurt it. How can those who are stabbed by it blame him for having thorns?
Why doesn't he understand this truth?
But he also understands that, except Sixia, no one will hug him tightly in the dark and push him away in danger, so he has to keep Sixia selfishly, in order to experience more of the rare warmth for him.
He was dazzled by that kind of touch and joy, knowing that the two of them would not make it to the end, he still dared to have the idea of falling in love with Si Xia.
Looking at an ashtray full of cigarette butts, he made a decision in his heart.
Now that the opportunity to separate has appeared, let it take its course and stop here.
Two weeks later, the public school organized the last field trip for the students before the third grade.
The event location is a good place with mountains and sea, a summer resort in hot summer.
Students can choose mountaineering, fishing and swimming with the teacher for other recreational activities according to their interests, or they can simply sit and bask in the sun and stay in the hotel to eat seafood.
In the evening, everyone sang and danced around the bonfire and played the king game. The two happened to be sitting face to face, their eyes met, and they left one after another with excuses.
The two were silent all the way, and walked side by side to a rocky hill by the sea.Occasionally people went up there to look at the sea view, and short street lamps were installed beside the steps, illuminating the road very brightly.Luo Can thought, even if they were alone for a while, they could leave safely.
The small hill is windy, cool and free of mosquitoes.They stood silently amidst the sound of the waves, before Luo Can spoke first: "If you don't speak, Ding Yiyao will be looking for him again, maybe he is already climbing the stairs."
Si Xia turned her face away: "He's gone. He left the public school."
Luo Can's heart was shocked, and she had an intuition that Ding Yiyao must have had a conflict with Si Xia, but she nodded indifferently on her face: "It doesn't matter. After he leaves, there will be A, B, C, Ding Er Ding San Ding Si. You are so outstanding and beautiful , don’t worry about lack of friends.”
As if she didn't expect him to have such a reaction, Si Xia didn't respond immediately, and said after a while: "You never believed me."
Luo Can raised her chin, raised her eyes to look at the dark blue cloudy night sky without a single star, her fluffy hair was blown up by the sea breeze, covering her eyes and heavy heart.
"Yes, I don't believe you. Because I'm a child of a wandering family, it's hard to believe in loyalty. If you want me to believe you, unless you jump from here."
After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, not giving each other more opportunities to continue this topic.When the matter developed to this point, he didn't mind being a villain, so he let the matter end with his "suspicious suspicion". More than disgusting.
With his head held high and his chest held high, he "fleeed" down the hill in a rather chic manner. When he "fleeed" for about twenty steps, there was a sudden "plop" from below.
The voice was somewhat distant and mixed with the waves, but for some reason, it was very clear to his ears.
His heart was empty, his eyes opened wide and he turned around. The place where the two stood side by side just now was completely empty!
"Si...Xia?" He looked around, and all he saw were a few small trees whose branches were not dense enough, and a few stubborn rocks that couldn't be blocked by half a leg, and couldn't hide people at all.
He had a sudden realization, ran like crazy to the edge of the low railing, and looked down the hill with piercing eyes—there was no light in the dark sea, how could he see Sixia’s face? figure!
[The author has something to say: Recommended song "Two Cups of Tea" (the song written by Lin Xi)]
After all, there is no vow between him and Si Xia that lasts forever, and he doesn't ask questions like lovers with sovereignty.
And after getting along for a long time, Si Xia's thorns are not as sharp as before, and her actions will reveal a little tenderness that was rare before.
It's just that once the seeds of doubt are planted, they will grow wildly at the slightest sign of trouble.
Until now, the fragments of Ding Yiyao's existence flooded up in his memory, which would make him feel as if he was suffocating.
For example, that night when he chased to the research institute, he saw Ding Yiyao standing between him and Sixia in a posture similar to that of a flower protector; or for example, when he saw Sixia at the first sight among thousands of people participating in the fireworks conference, Ding Yiyao put Sixia in the next second. The goldfish bag on Xia's wrist was untied and held in his hand; another example is that when he came out of the elevator in the dormitory building, he met Ding Yiyao walking towards him holding Si Xia, who was drunk into a ball of pink cotton, and took the special Omega elevator next to him...
Yes, it was that time, he could no longer convince himself that Sixia and Ding Yiyao had nothing to do with each other, they were pure friends.
"What on earth are you and him going to do? Why did you enter his dormitory so drunk? Didn't I tell you to stay away from him!" He scolded loudly, with sparks in his eyes, and he was so angry that he was about to ignite spontaneously.
Si Xia had an expression of "what a joke in the world", and didn't take his anger seriously: "Why are you crazy? I didn't control my sense of drinking for the first time, I just got drunk too fast, he Just took me to the dormitory to drink some hangover soup, I didn't even spend the night there!"
"He carried you into the building that day, and the look in my eyes was clearly provocative. Do you dare to believe such a person, and dare to get drunk in front of him?! Are you so sure that he has no love for you? Why do you Believe him like that?!" Luo Can tightly grasped Si Xia's shoulders, and pressed Si Xia against the cold wall.
He wished he could swallow the other party now, or lock him up and handcuff him, so that from now on, he would keep it secret.He is the only one in Sixia's world, she can only rely on him, lie in his arms, only smile at him, and only accept his enthusiasm.
But if Si Xia doesn't love him, what's the point of doing all this?
Si Xia seemed to be scratched by him, and stretched out his hand to push him. The difference in strength between the two was huge, and now it was even worse than a tree-shattering difference. Seeing that he did not let go after two pushes, he said bitterly: "Yes. He hates you! He doesn't want me to be with you! But he doesn't have so many fancy and complicated thoughts, and he never touches me like you Alphas! He won't force me to do anything I don't want What I am willing to do! If I don't trust him, who should I trust?"
"Yes, yes, he is innocent and immature. The good ones are him. I have a rich love history, promiscuity, inhumanity, and downright dirty!" Luo Can thought about how many times she had risked being scolded by Luo Yinchuan and locked up in a dark room. If you don’t want to get close to other Omega, but you still have to wait in front of him, your heart hurts like being pierced by thousands of arrows, so you just say, "What is he doing to you, anyone with a discerning eye can see , What nonsense friend! You are pretending to be stupid in front of me, is it just a trick to hang one? In fact, he should have touched the place I touched, but no one will notice, because you have the smell of removing the mark medicine……"
Speaking of this, he laughed self-destructively: "Haha, yes, in fact, you can hang more people, as long as the other party doesn't give you bite marks and knot marks, no one will find out..."
"Snapped!"
Si Xia raised his hand and slapped him loudly.
In fact, it was just a terrifying momentum, the slap of Omega's thin bones and tender flesh was not very powerful, but when the slap hit his face, it hurt his limbs and bones like a high-voltage current.
No one had slapped him for hundreds of years, and even Luo Yinchuan would not teach him this way.He was stunned by the beating, and slowly turned his head to look at Si Xia almost in a daze. What caught his eyes was the paper-like pale face of the other party, as well as the obviously red eye sockets and the tip of the nose.
Si Xia was trembling all over her body, her teeth collided with each other, making an audible "clacking" sound.
The dark green pupils are still shining brightly, but it is not known whether it is the light or the tears.
There is a sad and fierce look between the brows, like an amorous fairy.
Luo Can felt a little regretful in her heart, and let go of the other's fingers one by one, and finally both hands dropped.
Just now, he was just patronizing his mouth, but it was actually very unreasonable - Sixia never understood the truth about Ding Yiyao's second gender, and the potion could not have been made for Ding Yiyao; He knows the traces and the smell the most. The only thing that is clean is two strawberries that he planted on the lower abdomen. How does it look like cheating?
He kept silent, waiting for Si Xia to counter him with articulate words, but what he waited for was that the other party flew away.
After that, there was a cold war between the two sides.
Sixia avoids him, and whenever it involves student union affairs, he does not attend if he can, and if he attends, he stands in the corner; he also treats Sixia as air, and when he sees the other party's figure from a long distance, he immediately looks away.
I wanted to reconcile in my heart, but I was so angry that I couldn't hold back my face.
He admitted that what he said was too much, but he felt that Sixia was not wrong, and he was wrong for a long time. In addition, he now has a clear conscience, so he refused to make any concessions.
When he was unwell and couldn't stand it, he would yell at Ding Yiyao crazily in his heart while smoking a cigarette, hating him for his evil physique, the taste of pheromone was as light as boiled water, and the concentration was as low as zero, so he could enjoy Sixia's endless trust.
But he couldn't tell Sixia, firstly, this matter sounded absurd, and Sixia believed that he was targeting Ding Yiyao, so he would never believe his one-sided words; It shows that the identity of the other party is not as simple as it appears on the surface. It is easy for him to find someone to fight, but it is troublesome to set the fire on Luo Shi's head.
After the cold war, the discomfort in his body disappeared, and he calmed down completely.
In fact, without Ding Yiyao, the two of them may not always be comfortable and peaceful when they stay together.
Facing Ding Yiyao, I was so angry. Sixia's rivals in love could not be counted on fingers. There were many in number and all types. Forced, but there are also some like Duyman who try to bully Sixia and respond to Sixia.
And his unspeakable secret, like a ticking time bomb, one day it will blow up, neither side will be left alone.
Sixia is right, he shouldn't tie Sixia to make him be good with himself, he makes Sixia hurt, and Sixia will stab him, they are a lose-lose ending.
A rose grows in a garden. It has no thorns. It only grows thorns when there are many people who hurt it. How can those who are stabbed by it blame him for having thorns?
Why doesn't he understand this truth?
But he also understands that, except Sixia, no one will hug him tightly in the dark and push him away in danger, so he has to keep Sixia selfishly, in order to experience more of the rare warmth for him.
He was dazzled by that kind of touch and joy, knowing that the two of them would not make it to the end, he still dared to have the idea of falling in love with Si Xia.
Looking at an ashtray full of cigarette butts, he made a decision in his heart.
Now that the opportunity to separate has appeared, let it take its course and stop here.
Two weeks later, the public school organized the last field trip for the students before the third grade.
The event location is a good place with mountains and sea, a summer resort in hot summer.
Students can choose mountaineering, fishing and swimming with the teacher for other recreational activities according to their interests, or they can simply sit and bask in the sun and stay in the hotel to eat seafood.
In the evening, everyone sang and danced around the bonfire and played the king game. The two happened to be sitting face to face, their eyes met, and they left one after another with excuses.
The two were silent all the way, and walked side by side to a rocky hill by the sea.Occasionally people went up there to look at the sea view, and short street lamps were installed beside the steps, illuminating the road very brightly.Luo Can thought, even if they were alone for a while, they could leave safely.
The small hill is windy, cool and free of mosquitoes.They stood silently amidst the sound of the waves, before Luo Can spoke first: "If you don't speak, Ding Yiyao will be looking for him again, maybe he is already climbing the stairs."
Si Xia turned her face away: "He's gone. He left the public school."
Luo Can's heart was shocked, and she had an intuition that Ding Yiyao must have had a conflict with Si Xia, but she nodded indifferently on her face: "It doesn't matter. After he leaves, there will be A, B, C, Ding Er Ding San Ding Si. You are so outstanding and beautiful , don’t worry about lack of friends.”
As if she didn't expect him to have such a reaction, Si Xia didn't respond immediately, and said after a while: "You never believed me."
Luo Can raised her chin, raised her eyes to look at the dark blue cloudy night sky without a single star, her fluffy hair was blown up by the sea breeze, covering her eyes and heavy heart.
"Yes, I don't believe you. Because I'm a child of a wandering family, it's hard to believe in loyalty. If you want me to believe you, unless you jump from here."
After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, not giving each other more opportunities to continue this topic.When the matter developed to this point, he didn't mind being a villain, so he let the matter end with his "suspicious suspicion". More than disgusting.
With his head held high and his chest held high, he "fleeed" down the hill in a rather chic manner. When he "fleeed" for about twenty steps, there was a sudden "plop" from below.
The voice was somewhat distant and mixed with the waves, but for some reason, it was very clear to his ears.
His heart was empty, his eyes opened wide and he turned around. The place where the two stood side by side just now was completely empty!
"Si...Xia?" He looked around, and all he saw were a few small trees whose branches were not dense enough, and a few stubborn rocks that couldn't be blocked by half a leg, and couldn't hide people at all.
He had a sudden realization, ran like crazy to the edge of the low railing, and looked down the hill with piercing eyes—there was no light in the dark sea, how could he see Sixia’s face? figure!
[The author has something to say: Recommended song "Two Cups of Tea" (the song written by Lin Xi)]
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