The O that wants to mark the A

Si Xia slept until four o'clock in the afternoon.

He refused to stay at the experimental base for a decent meal at noon. After returning to school and seeing Ding Yiyao, he lost his appetite because of complicated moods. He only drank a cup of hot tea and got under the covers. Now when he opened his eyes, his first thought was to be hungry. .

I was so hungry that I felt my chest sticking to my back, my stomach growled every time I took a step out of bed, and I longed for some high-calorie fried food for a long time.

Putting on casual clothes, he went to the cafeteria to eat, and then went to the school supermarket for half a circle, bought some simple fast food and returned to the dormitory, and sent a text message to Luo Can: "Come back to the dormitory."

After eating and drinking, he felt very calm. He picked up the "Sand and Foam" he had read a few days ago, sat on the sofa, and prepared to continue reading.

He saw this book in the library when he was doing literature-related homework last month. Because the cover design was very strong, he took it off the shelf and flipped through two pages. What he achieves, but what he seeks to achieve", I agreed with it very much in my heart, and immediately went through the borrowing procedures.

After the homework is over and the borrowing period of the book is not yet over, he is not in a hurry to return it, but keeps it by his side, and takes it out to look through it in his rare free time.

Si Xia claims to be a serious and practical person who doesn't care about romance, and the reason why she keeps her collection of poems is to find some peaceful time in her memories.

He was smart since he was a child. After learning pinyin with his trainer at the age of four, he started reading for the first time in his life with a broken dictionary that the dean borrowed from him.It didn't take long before he stopped huddling in front of the trainer like other young children before going to bed. Instead, he picked a book from the library corner and sat by the window, temporarily stepping into the ivory tower isolated from the world, enjoying the own fun.

He began to read continuously, looking for everything he could read.When other people have nothing to do, they play football and shuttlecock, play hide-and-seek, fight and quarrel, but he always sits in the corner of the book.

This unique hobby makes him lonely, but he regards it as the gospel, protecting him from noise and troubles.

After school, everyone finally saw that his silence could be turned into gold. The teacher often said that he was smart enough to apply for skipping a grade, but he didn't want to separate from Lin Wan, so he kept procrastinating.

But he ended up skipping a grade in order to get into public school.

After that, his reading volume increased across stages with the change of his life goals, but the original feeling of tranquility and joy disappeared without a trace, because he read very hard—those words, his interest, The future life is irrelevant, they are just the steps he has to step on on the road to revenge.

He didn't feel that his past self was still alive until he read this collection of poems he found by accident.

Not only alive, but like a little mouse, it came out from the bottom of my heart, and opened its round eyes to find the only little beauty left in the world.

Gently opening the pages along the thin and thin red silk ribbon, he saw the sentence on the top at first sight: "When you sing, the hungry listen with their stomachs".Thinking of how hungry she felt when she just woke up, Sixia felt a little amused, smiled slightly and breathed out, her eyes continued to sweep down.

Every time he read a sentence, he thought about it carefully for a while, and felt that every sentence was meaningful and worth savoring carefully.Moreover, it is different from papers and textbooks. When reading it, it is not necessary to carefully memorize it. It will naturally make people remember it, savor it, and get everything in relaxation.

The recent troubles made this experience particularly valuable. Sixia let herself be trapped in the tower of memory constructed by the poetry anthology, so that she didn't even look up when she heard the door opening.When the person came to him, he still didn't give the other person a glance, he just waved his hands twice, and then patted his thigh lightly.

The person who came was naturally Luo Can, who was staring at him with wide eyes.

He didn't look at Luo Can, so naturally he didn't notice the red earlobes of the other party, the curving bangs on his forehead, and the layers of shadows in his eyes.

After Luo Can received his text message, she didn't even eat, so she raced straight to the dormitory building, but went up to the rooftop instead of the top dormitory.

There is only one light on the roof, and the fence is as high as the school gate. It is a cage where you can only peek into the sky.Standing there, he took off his coat at the risk of catching the cold, and let the night wind blow him down.

In the end, he rubbed his face resignedly, walked down the stairs, and returned to this room.

When he went downstairs, he thought that in this dark relationship, he was hopeless.

As promised at the beginning, as long as Si Xia stays by his side, no matter what he does, he can accept it.

Seeing Si Xia's movements, he walked around the coffee table and knelt down to the other party's feet, resting his head on the warm thigh.

Xu felt a bit of the chill he brought, Sixia flipped the pages of the book with one hand, touched Luo Can's head with the other, and gently combed the other's thick chestnut hair with her thin and tender fingers, as if stroking a well-behaved animal. big cat.

The lingering mocha aroma was released, and gently enveloped Luo Can's body, calm and beautiful.

Such omega pheromones made Luo Can feel so comfortable that she was on the verge of tears.He turned his eyes slightly, and quietly looked at Si Xialai.The dark green eyes stared at the book, with a calm expression, but not cold and indifferent, but peaceful and quiet, and an imperceptible smile embellished his lips a little, making Sixia's snow-white and beautiful face vivid and bright.

In the past, such a calm and gentle treatment would have made Luo Can uncontrollably happy, and such an amiable face would have made Luo Can not help but kiss her tenderly.But today, all these things turned into soft knives, and when they rubbed against his heart, what they left were shallow wounds.Blood slowly seeped out of the wound, dripping down, and he was in endless pain.

Why are you happy?Because did you see Ding Yiyao today?So why be gentle with yourself?sorry?make up?Or is it just a matter of whim, by the way?

He looked into Si Xia's beautiful eyes, waiting to find the answer from the other's eyes.

The hourglass in my heart turned upside down several times, but Si Xia never looked at him.

There was a dead silence in the room, and the look in his eyes was like a candle that was blown out by the wind. After a flicker, it was completely extinguished.

Si Xia finally raised her eyes at this time.

She casually glanced at his face, as if she just made such an action subconsciously, but she accurately captured his depressed mood at once.

Frowning her delicate eyebrows, Si Xia asked, "What's wrong with you?"

The candle was lit again, but it was very weak, flickering, as if it was going to be extinguished at any time, but after all, there was an inch of light, which was the light of tears.

Luo Can raised her head, her soft lips twitched slightly, and asked back: "Did you...don't love me long ago?"

Seemingly surprised by his question, Sixia's dark green pupils swayed left and right, but the next second he regained his composure, and closed the book on his lap: "Why do you ask that?"

Suffering in his heart, Luo Can suddenly wasn't going to hide it anymore, he swallowed, and showed his cards in a reckless manner: "I saw it, you hugged Ding Yiyao on the upper floor of the greenhouse."

Hearing this, Sixia picked up the mobile phone on the table, clicked on the message sent by Ding Yiyao, pressed it to the tip of his nose, and said with a stern face, "Are you still jealous?"

After reading that message three times, Luo Can was still flustered.In the afternoon class, Ding Yiyao was so arrogant that he didn't take himself into his eyes. What does this message mean?

"But……"

He had doubts in his heart, but he couldn't and didn't dare to say it outright. The words just now had consumed most of his courage.Just when he was hesitating, Sixia threw the phone on the sofa, touched his arms with both hands along his shoulders, and pressed his face close to him, at a distance of about to kiss, but the pheromone suddenly The coldness came down, causing Luo Can's hands to shake.

"Did I ever ask you if you loved me when you hugged someone else with your arms in front of and behind me?" She spoke slowly and in a calm tone, and Luo Can's blood froze in an instant.

He remembered that he couldn't ask some questions because he was not qualified.

He lowered his eyes and didn't dare to look at the other party's expression, but the other party pinched his chin forcefully, and had to look directly at the other party's face: "I'm asking you something!"

"No." Luo Can closed her eyes and replied softly.

Si Xia let go, but didn't let him go: "If you want to settle the score, let's settle it. After the calculation is over, if you feel that you are at a loss, then we will stop here. The dormitory you rented will be given away. I will return all the bracelets to you, and the depreciation fee will be transferred separately."

"No!" Luo Can opened her eyes, and rushed over to hug Si Xia's legs, "I was wrong, you punish me, don't drive me away."

He buried his face in the other's leg, and exhaled hot air from his mouth, as if he was kissing Si Xia's body through the fabric: "Don't go."

Si Xia looked down at the back of his head, kicked off a slipper, and stepped on the other's kneeling leg mercilessly with bare feet: "This is the punishment you want, don't regret it if it hurts."

Luo Can hugged his leg and didn't move, as if she made it clear that she would not regret it.

"Now let go and take off all your clothes except your underwear."

Luo Can immediately began to unbutton her clothes, and quickly presented her body in front of Si Xia without too much reservation, and the faint fragrance of flowers immediately permeated half of the living room.

Si Xia pulled out the belt from the trousers he took off, wrapped it around his hands, and at the same time pointed in a direction with his toes: "Climb to the next carpet." After Luo Can did so, he ordered: " Flatten your back a little."

Luo Can flattened her back according to what he said. The muscle line of her back was as clear as a knife carving. The outline of her torso was an inverted triangle cut downwards. Her waist was delicate and powerful.

Si Xia directed him to fine-tune his movements, then stood up and turned off the light in the living room, went to the balcony, and opened the floor-to-ceiling curtains.

The dim light outside the window shone on the floor, forming two large rectangular spots of light.Si Xia walked out from the spot of light, went straight to the dark place, stretched out her hand to caress Luo Can's smooth back, then raised her legs, and sat upside down on the other's dog's waist steadily.

[The author has something to say: behind every knife, there will be sugar hidden. ——Two Hundred Jin Daoist]