lone bird

"Hello, is this Mr. Yan?"

When Shi An heard someone outside the door asking such a sentence, he didn't bother to get up and just lay there motionless and asked Yan Feilan: "Who is it?"

Yan Feilan didn't answer Shi'an, he took the things handed in from outside the door and said: "It's me, thank you for your hard work."

After the door was closed, Shi An saw Yan Feilan come in with a cake box, Yan Feilan walked through the entrance and hid the cake box behind, full of mystery, of course Shi An was also happy to pretend he didn't see it, his eyes widened Staring at Yan Feilan, he asked, "What is it, who is looking for you?"

Yan Feilan's ears turned red under the light, he put the cake box on the coffee table and said, "Birthday cake."

Shi An's acting has always been on point, and his surprise was so faked that Yan Feilan couldn't tell that he was faking.

"It's not easy, Yan Feilan." Shi An raised his eyebrows at Yan Feilan and said, "You know how to buy me a birthday cake, you are careful enough."

Yan Feilan unwrapped the gaudy rope from the cake box. He bought this cake with 300 yuan from the money Shi An gave him. The price of Baijiang's prices is scary. How could such a small piece of cake five years ago be worth it? When it reached more than 300, Yan Feilan wanted to use the money first. It didn't matter. He would go to find a job tomorrow, and if he found a job, he would make up the 300 yuan and return the money to Shi An.

It's not good to rub people for nothing.

Shi An still needs to save money to marry a wife, depending on the price of Baijiang, a university teacher in Shi An may not have much savings, the phone call Shen Qi made while in the car was a bit straightforward, but it was not I was wrong, Shi An's life could have been normal and relaxed, but now there is a free-living person like him in the family.

The style of the cake is very ordinary, there is nothing extra fancy, and the chocolate-flavored cream is written in circles, happy birthday Shigishi, happy forever.

The style is ordinary, and the greeting is also ordinary. When it is ordinary, Shi An wants to save that greeting separately.

Yan Feilan put a circle of candles on the cake in a decent manner. He looked at Shi An and said, "I'm going to turn off the lights. Will you make a wish when you come back?"

Shi An has not done such a thing for a long time, and he failed to make a wish on his last birthday with Yan Feilan five years ago. That day, Yan Feilan said that he would buy cakes for Shi An after everyone left, otherwise Buying the cake back is a sharp weapon for tossing Shi An.

It's a pity that Shi An failed to wait for the cake that Yan Feilan bought five years ago, but what he waited for was Yan Feilan's verdict.

Yan Feilan turned off the only light in the room that was turned on, and the neon lights and moonlight outside the window reflected in the room. Shi An watched Yan Feilan walk in front of him from the dim light, and he took it out of his pocket. After getting out the lighter, he would pull one by one and light it. It seemed that he was a little more pious than Shi An, who was about to make a wish.

"Alright, let's make a wish."

Across a candlelight, this is the closest distance between two people, Shi An is reluctant to close his eyes.

"Make a wish." Yan Feilan urged the motionless Shi An, his smile dancing in the candlelight.

Shi An still closed his eyes, and he clasped his pious hands. He didn't know if there would be a god, a Buddha, to hear his wish, but he still wanted to make a wish, in case someone really heard it Help him achieve it?

I hope he is good, I hope he will be good forever, good in every sense, of course, I hope that his good has something to do with me.

Yan Feilan looked at Shi'an through the flickering candle, Shi'an was really good-looking, so he wondered if he could just keep watching like this, whether he could see seventy or eighty.

Yes, as long as he doesn't say he likes Shi An, as long as he can stand on this line, in this candlelight, he can always look at Shi An like this, and he can only look at Shi An like this.

"Time shore."

When Shi An opened his eyes, he saw Yan Feilan smiling at him and saying, "Happy birthday."

The hour hand always has to pass twelve o'clock, people have to grow up, and they have to learn to use a seemingly ordinary blessing to cover up what they really want to say.

Happy birthday, I will spend the next birthday with you.

It would be great if he was 19 years old, Yan Feilan thought in his heart, if he was 19 years old, he could desperately replace that happy birthday with us together, what kind of shit future, what goddamn other people's eyes, all Go to hell, I don't care how beautiful or ugly the world is, I just want him.

But it’s not working now. The 29-year-old two people have already passed the age of being desperate. Even if what they really want is sitting opposite each other, they don’t have the courage to reach out to hug. Even if they just touch it, they will feel it is wrong.

It's a pity that some people are not brave enough when they are 19 years old, and when they are 29 years old, they start to think that it would be fine if I were 19 years old.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ok?"

What Shi An likes most is that he has a response to every sentence of his name Yan Feilan, even though many of the responses when he was a teenager were "Why! I can't do the questions today!"

"Did you forget my birthday?"

Several candles had been burned to the end, Yan Feilan didn't say yes or no, he just said: "Blow it out soon, or the wish won't come true soon."

After hearing this, Tokigi immediately blew out all the candles in one breath, to make it come true.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ok?"

Shi An dipped some butter from the cake with his index finger, and reached out to touch Yan Feilan's nose. With the speed of Shi An's hand reaching out, it was really easy for Yan Feilan to dodge, but Yan Feilan didn't move. Just let Shi An make noise, and watched Shi An laughingly collapsed on the carpet in front of the sofa and kicked around like a bunny.

Yan Feilan asked him: "Are you happy?"

Shi An stood up and sat up straight and said: "Happy, if you don't forget next year, it will be fine."

Yan Feilan pursed his lips and said hello.

The cake was eaten by two people, and Shi An, who has never liked sweets, took most of it by himself. Yan Feilan said that he just ate two bites.

Yan Feilan really didn't like such sweet and greasy food, but he just watched Shi An eat it and thought it would be delicious, so he followed suit.

"Yan Feilan." After eating the cake, Shi An turned to look at Yan Feilan and asked, "Can you still drink? Have a drink with me?"

Yan Feilan resisted the urge to touch Shi An's hair, he just shook his head and said, "Forget it, it's so late, you should have a stomachache after drinking it."

"But today is my birthday." After Shi An finished speaking, he glanced at the watch on the wall guiltily. At 35:35 in the morning, [-] minutes had passed since his birthday.

Yan Feilan said helplessly: "Okay, then drink, but you can only have one drink."

Once you drink this thing, you can drink it according to the amount you drank before.

When Shi An was about to add a second cup, Yan Feilan still indulged. Shi An didn't drink too much in a glass, and he must not have enjoyed it right now, and he would be angry if he stopped him.

"Yan Feilan." Shi An and Yan Feilan sat by the window, and he looked at Yan Feilan with his head propped on his glass.

The lights in the house have not been turned on since the candles were blown out. The moon is bright tonight, and the neon lights outside the window are still shining in the distance.

"What's the name of the girl you like." Shi An was the one who had an ulcer in his mouth and knew it hurt but always tried to press it with his tongue.

It hurts too much, but only a little pain can make you have a long memory.

In the next life, don't fall in love with anyone so easily, in this life you will definitely not be able to change it.

Yan Feilan propped himself up on one leg, with his hand resting on his knee, looking at the unfinished wine in the glass, there were two words stuck in his throat that he couldn't say no matter what.

Shi An didn't understand Yan Feilan's silence, it was just a name, why did he like it so much that even the name was stingy for others to know?

"Does it look good?" Tokigi changed the question.

Yan Feilan smiled and nodded: "It's pretty nice."

Shi An didn't doubt that Yan Feilan's sentence was beautiful. From Yan Feilan's smile, it can be seen that the girl must be very beautiful, at least the kind of beauty that Yan Feilan likes. Yan Feilan looks very beautiful. I like her, and my eyes seem to hide the expectation of a future with her.

There is no more problem, Shi An just supported his head to watch Yan Feilan, he somewhat selfishly hoped that Yan Feilan would never find a job, without a job, there would be no money, and without money, he could only live in his home and cook for him. Three meals a day count as the rent, and if it works, Shi An feels that his house can be rented out in this way for a lifetime.

But how can it be like this, Yan Feilan is an independent person, Shi An wishes him well, in every sense of the word.

I hope that Yan Feilan can retrieve the many years he lost, and can walk into the future that he had the opportunity but didn't go.

"Go to sleep." Shi'an drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and when he got up, he thought to himself, I'll like it until tomorrow.

No, it will be the day after tomorrow.

Not at all.

Then I like it when that girl comes to look for Yan Feilan.

When Shi An went into the bathroom to take a shower, Yan Feilan was still sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. He watched the dazzling signboard lights not far away go out again, and the night seemed to be bottomless.

No matter how deeply you like, there is a time to hide, no matter how dark the night is, there is always a time to light up.

Yan Feilan's biological clock developed in the past five years was not destroyed by the alcohol last night. He went downstairs for a morning run on time, and made a sandwich for Shi An when he came back.

When he went out, Shi An hadn't gotten up yet, and Yan Feilan left a note on the table lightly before going out.

There was no class at Shi An, and yesterday he was tired and drank two glasses of wine before going to bed. It was already nine o'clock when he woke up, and he was still bombarded by students' WeChat.

Touching the phone and taking a look, Shi An buckled the phone back again, more than 80 unread WeChat messages really broke the teacher Shi who got up late.

When I walked out of the bedroom, I found that there was no one at home. There were sandwiches and a peeled and cored apple on the dining table. The note on the side read [Milk is in the microwave]

The handwriting is pretty neat.

Shi An came out with the milk and sat at the dining table looking at the note with a smirk. Yan Feilan's handwriting was so good-looking as it is today. It is really his credit.

After drinking two sips of milk, Teacher Shi's leisurely morning was interrupted.