lone bird

After leaving the door, Shi An leaned on the wall and staggered towards the bathroom. The phone in his hand kept ringing again, and he only picked up the call when it was about to hang up automatically.

When he picked up the phone, he couldn't help but make a phone call. Shi An really hated himself like this. When he was in school, everyone was full of fantasies about the future, and Shi An was no exception. At that time, although he hadn't He has thought about what he wants to do, but in his imagination, he is at least a free and happy office worker, going to work on time every day, leaving work on time, completing work on time, and living a life full of flying wild geese every day on time.

But when the future he had imagined came to him, Shi An realized how beautiful his imagination of the world was when he was a child. The world of adults is very different from what he imagined. , the superior who plotted against the law, and himself who is getting worse and worse, all of these are almost out of breath for Tokigi, he really wants to but dare not tell his students, don't imagine the future, even if you imagine, don't expect too much , because one day there will be reality to teach you how to be a human being.

"Hello." Tokigi's breath was full of the smell of alcohol that he hated so much, the more he walked to the bathroom, the more nauseated he felt, and he swallowed a few times to offset the uncomfortable feeling.

"Where are you?" Yan Feilan's voice sounded a little low.

"Didn't I say that when I went out, I was eating with the leader, don't wait for me, you just eat first." Shi An had already walked into the bathroom.

He stood in front of the sink and looked at himself who was flushed because of alcohol. He suddenly wanted to smash the mirror. It would be good to hide his ears. He was not looking in the mirror, so he chose to turn his back on it.

"I know you are having dinner with the leader, so I ask you where you are now."

Tokigi's already churning stomachache is even worse now. The glass of warm milk he drank at home before going out to the dinner party didn't help at all. After a few glasses of wine, now his stomach feels like a bonfire is lit, and the pain is added to the nerves Firewood in the bonfire, making chaos.

"Tianyuan..." Shi An barely suppressed his nausea again, he completed the name of the restaurant: "Tianyuansheng, you..."

Before he finished speaking, Shi An couldn't bear it anymore, his stomach hurt so badly, the thing that had reached his throat almost choked him, he rushed to the cubicle in two steps, opened the door, rushed in to help him Going to the toilet, he vomited out the things that came back up, probably because he drank too much, Tokigi vomited twice but couldn't vomit it out, the pressure in his stomach was even more uncomfortable.

During the dizziness, Shi An thought about the situation when he returned to the box later, someone would definitely come to drink him, so now he has to spit out what he drank no matter whether he can vomit it or not, so that he He won't be dizzy and lose his mind after going back, and he may not even know what happened to him at that time.

Put two fingers into your mouth and press down on the base of your tongue.

Shi An vomited and almost choked himself.

He vomited it all up, and his stomach felt uncomfortable. He leaned against the partition and panted heavily, like a fish stranded on the beach under the scorching sun. He waited for someone to come and set him free.

The word wishful thinking rose in Shi An's heart, he raised his hand weakly and glanced at the mobile phone in his hand, the call from Yan Feilan was hung up at some point, he wanted to call Yan Feilan back, He was afraid that the rootless Yan Feilan would die at home waiting for him to refuse to eat by himself.

But then I thought about it, when did Yan Feilan do this? He didn't do it when he was in school. At that time, Yan Feilan invited him to eat at home. He just spent a long time picking clothes at home, playing After a while, it turned out that Yan Feilan, who had invited him to dinner when he arrived, had already settled it on his own, and brought out a few small bowls from the kitchen. I don't know if the few mouthfuls of food in them were leftovers or reserved in advance of.

Shi An sighed forcefully, he thought it would be great if he could go back to that day, that was the first and last time Yan Feilan took the initiative to ask him to eat at home, sighed again, Shi An felt that he was really I'm a bit greedy, I don't need to go back to that day, now I can let him go home and eat two mouthfuls of Yan Feilan's cooking, even if it's leftovers, it doesn't matter, he will be very contented, and he will never ask for anything from this world again He can reconcile all the bad things in an instant.

But whether it was the day when Yan Feilan took the initiative to invite him to dinner or home, Shi An would never go back. The only thing he could go back to was a battlefield that had no hope of winning. When he opened the door of the box, Shi An looked at everyone The people in the house, he knew that he was here to die, and he still couldn't refuse.

Sitting back on his seat again, Shi An at least felt less uncomfortable, the wine in his stomach was vomited out, and he could at least drink as much wine as the previous round, but the hand on his thigh was always It made him unable to adapt and accept it easily.

"It's an hour." Principal Qin leaned sideways, put one hand on Shi An's leg, held a cup in the other hand, looked Shi An up and down and asked, "Is there anything going on?"

Shi An knew what Principal Qin was planning, even if it wasn't so dirty, the next round would definitely be drinking, and Shi An already had the idea of ​​breaking the pot.

What a shit promotion.

What a damn leader.

I'm fucking out of service!

Shi An roared in his heart, and then he put on the same fake and stiff but flattering smile on his face as when he answered the phone and said: "It's nothing, but there are people waiting at home, it's not good to go back late .”

"Oh?" Principal Qin clearly caught the point that Shi An wanted him to grasp: "Is there someone in Teacher Shi's family? Why didn't I hear Teacher Shi mention it? I thought our teacher Shi Xiao was single so far. Me, And you, Brother Jiang, are still thinking about finding someone who can match you."

Principal Qin and Principal Jiang exchanged a smile that could make Shi An vomit up the New Year's Eve dinner, and Shi An felt sick when he saw Principal Qin's blackened front teeth.

Just as Shi An was about to speak, he heard Principal Qin pat the table. When he patted the table, the room fell silent, and all the people at the table looked at Shi An's position.

"Everyone listen to me." Principal Qin patted Shi An's leg twice, and he said with a smile that didn't make sense: "Let's! Teacher Xiao! At home! There! Someone! Already! "

Principal Qin said every word on purpose, and as soon as he finished speaking, there was booing from the table, and Shi An wished he could stand up angrily and jump out of the window behind him.

It's not worth it, it's not worth it, it's not worth it, it's from the fourth floor.

The smile at the corner of Shi An's mouth became more and more stiff, and everyone became refreshed after listening to Principal Qin's words. On the surface, the questions asked seemed to be concerned about Shi An's personal problems, but in fact, no one cared about each of them. When Shi An was a person, he was treated as a gadget with no purpose.

At the dinner table of this group of people, more than one Shi An appeared. When they made those bottomless jokes, all of them were very skilled.

Shi An sat on that wooden, leather-covered chair, feeling like he was sitting on pins and needles. He listened to the so-called jokes that were unbearable, and looked down at the hand on his thigh. He was calculating his savings, imagining He wondered how much money he could spend if he resigned immediately to open a restaurant with Shen Qi.

The imagination was easily shattered by the real numbers, Shi An held a stiff smile and raised a glass of wine and said: "Please trouble the leaders, seniors, worry about me, the one at home is really not what you said..."

Shi An didn't care how these people speculated about him and how they despised him, but the words those people used to guess Yan Feilan really made him hard to listen to, and the only thing that could stop these people's mouths Just the wine in the glass.

Lowering his head and chuckling, Shi An said again: "There is someone waiting at home, but it's just..."

Before Shi An finished speaking, the door of the box was pushed open by the waiter.

"Hi, excuse me, someone here is looking for Mr. Tokigishi."

Shi An's eyes followed everyone's eyes to the door. Behind the well-dressed waiter stood a man who was much taller than her. The man's clothes looked out of place with this high-end restaurant, and there were beads of sweat on the tip of his nose. , hard hats with chipped paint on the corners look old and totally unfashionable.

"Shi'an." Yan Feilan stood at the door, stepping on the expensive carpet under his feet, with light in front of him and behind him, only he stood under the lintel with his back slightly hunched, and he asked again: "You probably When will it end?"

Shi An's expression was slightly startled, and everyone at the table turned back to look at him. After laughing stiffly all night, Teacher Shi finally let out a smile in his heart. His hand holding the wine glass was already a little sore. The wording said: "Leaders, I'm really sorry, I may have to take a step first. This cup is considered to be a punishment for my bad mood. I hope you don't care about me. I will play another day. I hope you will appreciate it then." .”

Taking a quick gulp of Xiao Erliang's white wine, Shi An walked around the table, his eyes all on Yan Feilan who was standing at the door.

Fairy Zixia said——My sweetheart is a hero of the world, and one day he will step on colorful auspicious clouds to marry me. I only guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the ending.

Shi An's favorite person is a delivery man who just took office today. At this moment, he is riding an electric car rented from a food delivery company to pick Shi An home. Shi An didn't guess the beginning, nor the ending, but His steps towards his beloved are always getting faster and faster.

Teacher Shi was quite steady, and he hung on Yan Feilan's body with the strength of alcohol without being in front of so many people. Before Yan Feilan followed him out of the box, he bowed slightly to the people in the room as a compliment.

When the two walked into the restaurant elevator, Shi An tilted his head on Yan Feilan's shoulder. He closed his eyes and said, "Yan Feilan, I seem to be drunk. Hold on... no, hold on to me." I'll go."