lone bird

Yan Feilan's palm was smeared with medicinal wine, which was not available at Shi An's house, so he unbuttoned Shi An's clothes and buttoned them up, and went downstairs to find the best medicinal wine bought in a pharmacy.

Shi An should match the best, not only medicinal wine, but everything should be the best. The chaos and badness like tonight should not appear in Shi An's life again.

Yan Feilan held Shi An's other shoulder with his hand, and put his palm on Shi An's shoulder and gently rubbed the wound. This kind of injury can't save effort, and it needs to be rubbed into the medicinal wine to be considered effective.

Shi An had never felt that he was so squeamish, when he was walking Feifei and Feifei Baochong walked him to the stone on the side of the road, he had never called out so much when he saw the stone-streaked wound on his knee.

"Yan Feilan! Pain, pain, pain!"

"Don't, don't, don't! Yan Feilan! Whoops! I hurt!"

"Take it easy, don't do it! I hurt!"

"Yan Feilan! Hey! It hurts! I can't do it!"

"Take a breath! Wait a minute! Take a breath!"

Shi An suddenly remembered the situation where Feifei just went home and hid everywhere. He stepped on the dog's tail when he was looking for a dog. It was outrageous, too outrageous. If you continue to go downstairs, you have to come and knock on the door. Coupled with the awkward look in the elevator, Shi An estimated that tomorrow the whole community will spread the scandal.

Seeing that Shi An was really in pain, Yan Feilan withdrew his hands to give Shi An a break.

Shi An struggled to breathe, and the two drops of sweat on his forehead proved that he was not lying to Yan Feilan. He turned around to face Yan Feilan with his shoulders slumped.

Yan Feilan still had the remaining medicinal wine in his palm. He spread his hands on his knees and looked at Shi An who turned around and asked, "Why did you turn around? Didn't you want to take a breath?"

Shi An nodded perfunctorily: "Talk for a while, talk for a while before doing it, it hurts too much, you also let me divert my attention, chat with me for a while, wait for this pain to pass before doing it."

Yan Feilan took out a tissue to wipe his hands, and was very serious about helping Shi An divert his attention.

In fact, Yan Feilan will agree with what Shi An says, no matter how much he wants to do, no matter how much Yan Feilan opposes this matter, all objections will always be thrown away when Shi An blurted out that Yan Feilan When the armor is removed, Yan Feilan is sad when he can't see it.

But Yan Feilan knew that Shi An's sorrows that he had never seen before were all caused by himself.

Shi An half-tucked up his collar so that the shirt would not be stained with the unabsorbed medicinal wine on his shoulders. He asked Yan Feilan, "Am I going to beat them tonight?"

He has no shame in taking the credit for Shen Qi and Shen Qi's gang of thugs who don't know where they came from. Without him, Shen Qi who stepped on that person is so handsome, he is so handsome that he doesn't want Yan Fei to fly Lan Duo took a look, even if Yan Feilan didn't like boys, even if he didn't like Shen Qi.

The man's desire to win and lose is on the line again. Even if this kind of thing is not done by himself, of course he has to force it on his own head, so that he looks more handsome.

Yan Feilan nodded.

Tonight, Shi'an's trouble with everyone can at least keep Brother Liu and the others quiet for a long time. As for how long they can be quiet, and what kind of wind and rain will be after the quiet, Yan Feilan has no time to think about it.

"Am I handsome tonight?" Shi An asked brazenly.

Yan Feilan also nodded with a clear conscience, very handsome, not only tonight, but anytime.

Shi An sighed: "I think so too, but the only failure tonight is that it wasn't me who stepped on that person's head."

He regretted that he had not been able to achieve such a heroic feat.

Yan Feilan never thought about letting Shi An step on anyone like that, even if he stepped on it, the soles of his shoes would be stained with dust, and such ash would not be shaken off, just like him, so he thought that there was still some dust left in his shoes. Dust like myself can stay away from Tokigi's original clean life.

"Time shore."

"Huh?" Shi An raised his eyebrows slightly.

Yan Feilan asked him: "Why did you cover my eyes at that time?"

Shi An glanced at his watch, the pointer had not yet reached twelve o'clock, and there was still one hour and 15 minutes before twelve o'clock. He presumptuously calculated how many times he could confess his love to Yan Feilan in this hour and 15 minutes. When he went to the warehouse, he made an agreement with Yan Feilan, and from tomorrow onwards, he would pretend that he didn't know that he liked him.

I'm still here today, so let's talk about it a few more times before today's over.

"Because I like you, when I don't want you to see Shen Qi so handsome, I'm afraid that if you don't like me, I like Shen Qi." Shi An said calmly.

The accelerated heartbeat and unsteady breathing can only be felt by Tokigishi alone.

This sentence is different from the haste at the entrance of the restaurant, and the tension at the warehouse.

This sentence of liking is real, a confession without any purpose, not to inoculate Yan Feilan, nor to comfort Yan Feilan, Shi An just wanted to tell Yan Feilan that he liked him.

While still here today.

Take advantage of the promise to forget that it hasn't come yet.

When Shi An looked at Yan Feilan's eyes, Yan Feilan's eyes have been the same beautiful since he was a child, and being forced to be independent too early made his eyes calm, but after five years, there are many eyes in his eyes. He hesitated, it was the hesitation that Shi An didn't like, he didn't know what Yan Feilan was hesitating about, he only knew that what he liked was Yan Feilan's courage.

"I like you." Shi An repeated: "Yan Feilan, I like you. I have liked you for a long time. No one knew before. Shen Qi only knew that I liked you when she found the love letter I wrote to you when I was in school." Yes, apart from me and Shen Qi, only you know that I like you."

Shi An thinks it's not difficult at all, and it's not difficult at all to say that he likes to say it, as long as he has a thick skin.

It doesn't matter if you have someone you like, it doesn't matter if she is a beautiful teacher, I just like you, I didn't give you a response, and there is no moral kidnapping that requires you to like me, and I don't like it because you did it for me Stabbed someone.

"Yan Feilan, I like you. I liked you when I was in school." Shi An looked at Yan Feilan who was stunned, and he continued: "I know you don't like me, and you don't like boys, but don't think I Disgusting, I didn't think about what to do to you, and I didn't mean to force you to like me, I know you like that little girl who is a teacher, although I haven't met her yet, but Yan Feilan, don't get me wrong. "

Shi An seemed to be calm, but in reality he didn't understand what he was talking about. He ignored the logic and word order, and all he said in his mind was "Yan Feilan, I like you." .”

Yan Feilan took a deep breath, and he breathed slowly, as if this could slow down time, as if this could condense everything.

To stop everything, this is the lowest but also the highest extravagant wish in Yan Feilan's heart.

Yan Feilan looked at Shi An's bright eyes, he knew what Shi An was looking forward to, and he also knew that expectation was destined to fail.

Not worthy.

It was unworthy from the start.

In the past, he made countless efforts to be worthy of Shi'an. He held Shi'an's hand and walked forward desperately. When he thought he was about to be qualified to stand beside Shi'an, he stopped at the original place land.

On Shi An's birthday five years ago, Yan Feilan disagreed with Shi An's going to the bar. He had his own plan. He wanted to send Shi An back to school, and he wanted to walk with Shi An on their school's so-called lover's slope. There, tell Tokigishi that he likes him.

Fate always loves to play tricks on people.

A word of liking, I couldn't say it five years ago, but it seems that I will never be able to say it five years later.

Shi An is very used to Yan Feilan's silence. Yan Feilan is always silent like this. When he was in school and now, he is always silent when he encounters things that he can't solve or is unwilling to solve.

He never thought about embarrassing Yan Feilan, nor did he want his one-sided love that lasted for more than ten years to become a drag on Yan Feilan.

"If you feel sick or worried about me, I can..." Shi An hesitated and didn't know what to say, he thought for a long time before saying: "You can lock the door at night, just don't move out for the time being. I don’t have any money when I come out, so if you want to move out, at least wait for the teacher you like to come back to find you, so I don’t worry that someone will accompany you.”

Shi An said word by word: "Yan Feilan, I like you, but I don't think it's wrong, I didn't delay anyone, I just said it because I don't want to bear it anymore, you can Say I'm selfish, but can you stop saying I'm delaying you."

The way he looked at Yan Feilan became cautious.

Shi An was too afraid that he would become a strange trash in Yan Feilan's eyes, even if Yan Feilan regarded him as a different trash from others, it didn't matter, but he didn't want Yan Feilan to treat his love as trash as well.

Yan Feilan didn't say anything, didn't say he was going to move away, and didn't tell Shi An, don't worry, I didn't think so. He picked up the medicinal wine on the coffee table and smeared it all over his palm again, and rubbed it repeatedly to warm the medicinal wine. Chao Shi'an raised his chin and said, "Turn around, I should be out of breath, and I'll give you a rub, or I won't be able to lift my arms tomorrow."

Shi An lowered his head and turned around with an "oh", took off his shirt, and exposed the wound to Yan Feilan.

Yan Feilan's strength was the same as before, but Shi'an never yelled again, his attention was diverted, and how Yan Feilan would guess his liking was diverted away.

That night, he even said good night in a very low voice.

It wasn't a good night's sleep. When he got up, Shi An raised his arm, probably thanks to the blessing of Yan Feilan's massage, but it wasn't too much to lift. He walked out of the bedroom and found that there was a Two sandwiches and two glasses of milk, he looked around the living room, there was no sign of Yan Feilan, he looked at the time again, he got up late today, Yan Feilan should have gone out to pick up the car and run The list is gone, what about these two breakfasts?

Could it be that Yan Feilan didn't have time to eat when he went out?

Shi An took sandwiches from two plates, and took a bite of each. Anyway, Yan Feilan couldn't eat it anymore, and it wouldn't taste good after leaving it alone.

Before he could swallow the two sandwiches, Shi An puffed his cheeks like a hamster, holding a sandwich with missing corners in one hand, he only heard the sound of water flowing from the bathroom, followed by the sound of the door opening.

Yan Feilan came out of the bathroom and saw Shi An holding a sandwich cosplaying the Statue of Liberty. He asked, "Mr. Shi, you have bitten both, so which one should I eat?"

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It's enough if the teacher doesn't confess when he is young, and the confession is endless (by the way, if I ask ABO, is the interstellar background okay? There should not be too many interstellar elements)