lone bird

Shi An didn't sleep well all night, and felt like he had a lot of dreams while he was half asleep. He dreamed of Yan Feilan confessing to him, but the next second, Yan Feilan turned his head and left, with a chic and decisive back. He opened his mouth to call Yan Feilan, but the next second, Yan Feilan put his arms around him again.

At dawn, Tokigi finally woke up from the chaotic dream, opened his eyes and fell into an ordinary morning.

The bedroom door was not closed tightly last night, and the smell of milk came into the room early in the morning. It was warmed milk, which was extraordinarily fragrant.

Tokigi left the house barefoot without even making the bed.

Yan Feilan, who was supposed to deliver the morning order, was busy in the kitchen again. Shi An was used to seeing Yan Feilan's back busy in the kitchen as soon as he woke up in the morning and walked out of the bedroom. Too busy or whatever, I always eat breakfast at home, and even go out late with my running list.

Shi An tiptoed, ready to take advantage of Yan Feilan's stunned moment and go around behind to scare him.

Before he could put his childish idea into practice, Shi An heard Yan Feilan say without turning his head: "Aren't you wearing slippers?"

Shi An resentfully put down the hand that was about to play a prank, and curled his lips in a boring way.

Yan Feilan probably has eyes on his back.

Shi An was thinking wildly in his heart.

"How did you know?"

Yan Feilan turned around, his eyes moved down, landed on Shi An's instep and then looked up at Shi An: "Why don't you put on your shoes and wait."

Shi An said "Oh" and went back to the house to the bed, pulled on the slippers and came to the kitchen again.

Yan Feilan was frying eggs, one of two eggs, one of which had a crack in the shell, Yan Feilan knocked the egg into the pot, Shi An picked up a washed blueberry from the transparent glass bowl beside it .

"You seem to be going out very late recently?" Shi An opened his mouth and revealed the fact that he was observing Yan Feilan's going out every day.

Yan Feilan just let out a "huh".

I can't say more, and it would seem a little guilty.

He wants to have breakfast with Shi An, especially after Shi An started avoiding him, eating has become the only time for the two of them to sit face to face, even if they don't say anything, Yan Feilan thinks that ten, twenty, ten minutes will be enough is infinitely stretched.

"Aren't you busy recently?"

Shi An thought the blueberries were delicious, so he picked one up and fed it to Yan Feilan's mouth.

Yan Feilan was busy turning the eggs, and was thinking about how to perfunctory Shi An's problem. When Shi An fed something, he subconsciously bit it.

Shi An's fingertips held Yan Feilan's spring partner, and the contact time was only a second, Yan Feilan nodded and said something sweet, he retracted his thumb and rubbed it lightly, the temperature sticking to his fingertips and the warmth from the blueberries All the water drops that were stolen disappeared in such a small movement of his.

He continued to eat blueberries as if nothing had happened, until the fried eggs in Yan Feilan's pot came out of the pot.

"Eat after dinner."

Yan Feilan's eating speed has become very slow recently. Shi An discovered this two days ago. When Yan Feilan first came out, he couldn't control his eating speed. Shi An didn't know what happened in the past five years What made Yan Feilan even change his eating habits, but in the past two days, it seemed that Yan Feilan's eating speed seemed to be slower than when he was in school.

"What time do you go out at night? I'll come back early." Yan Feilan looked into Shi An's eyes most of the time when he talked to him.

"It's four o'clock. I saw that the location is a bit far away. Go there early, so that the group of brats don't want to howl again." When Shi An talked about students, he was always a little helpless, "I don't know if they are so close to every teacher. No kid or just like me."

Yan Feilan said: "You have a good temper and are kind to the students. It is a good thing that the students have no sense of distance from you."

Shi An listened carefully, Yan Feilan was looking at him, and he was also looking at Yan Feilan, looking at Shi An's mind was not right.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ok?"

Shi An always takes the trouble to call Yan Feilan's name, calling when there is something to do, calling when there is nothing to do, calling when talking, and calling silently in his heart when he is not talking, as long as he calls out every word of Yan Feilan. It is possible to get a response.

"The teacher you liked that you told my mother at my house before." Shi An raised his chin slightly, looking like he was chatting, but his tone was full of temptation, "She also has so many students like me Are you entangled?"

Yan Feilan was taken aback by Shi An's question.

"Has any of her students confessed to her? How did she deal with it?"

"Didn't you say you can't love? Then why do you like her? Is it because liking is different from loving? Don't you need to be in charge if you like her?"

When he just woke up, Shi An's mind was exceptionally clear. He couldn't forget Yan Feilan's sentence that he couldn't love someone that day. He tried many reasons but couldn't find a reasonable one. A code line called a good friend, for fear that if I go a little further, I will annoy others.

But thinking about it now, thinking about it from the beginning, it seems that Yan Feilan is not very reasonable, he is too contradictory.

When he was at Shi's house, he said that the person he likes is the teacher, and he is not in the local area. This was heard by Feifei. After returning home, he became unable to love, and when he heard Shi An's confession, he expressed The calmness he came out was nothing like the normal reaction of a straight man after being confessed by a good friend of the same sex for so many years. He even bought a bouquet of flowers.

No, it's two bundles.

Tokigi almost crushed the toast in his hand to pieces.

"Yan Feilan, you won't..."

The inexplicable pause was like a transparent fishing line, hanging Yan Feilan's heart tightly and high. He was afraid that Shi An would notice it, but he was also afraid that Shi An would not notice it.

"You're not lying to my mother, are you?"

Yan Feilan avoids Shi An's sight, he can know that Shi An is not wearing shoes without turning his head, and he also knows that Shi An can tell if he is lying when he looks into his eyes.

"I..." Yan Feilan took a sip of milk indiscriminately, "I don't have any."

"Then you are lying to me." Shi An eagerly answered, even overlapping with Yan Feilan's ending.

Yan Feilan got up in a hurry, like a soldier fleeing from battle, he shrugged his shoulders and fled the battlefield in disgrace.

"Send me what you want to eat for lunch on my phone, don't go out, the temperature is cooling down a bit today, if there is no food, I'll buy it." Yan Feilan hurried out without even drinking his saliva.

Shi An was still sitting in the dining room tearing toast and eating, he looked at the half glass of unfinished milk on the opposite seat, he always felt that more than half of his guesses in his heart should be right, even if Yan Feilan didn't like him, then Absolutely no such beautiful teacher.

I was trying my best to guess in my heart, but a phone call from Shen Qi disrupted the drama of Teacher Shi's confession of success in his heart.

"Hello? Why?"

"Mr. Shi, you haven't woken up yet, have you?"

"It's up, what's the matter?" Shi An's tone seemed a little impatient, if Shen Qi's call came a little later, he would be able to imagine the wedding scene between him and Yan Feilan.

"What can I do, I miss you."

Shen Qi has been busy recently, since the last time we left the cafe, the two of them haven't met each other again.

"Okay!" Shi An couldn't stand such a nasty hypocrisy, "Tell me, what's the matter."

"I'm really fine. I just landed. I looked at the time and guessed that you should be up. Have breakfast? How about Boss Shen take you to a breakfast shop that can't be topped?"

Shen Qi's kind invitation failed to get a positive answer.

"No, I'm eating." There was a little smile in Shi An's tone, "Yan Feilan made it."

Where Shi An couldn't see, Shen Qi rolled his eyes fiercely.

When it comes to Yan Feilan, Shen Qi has something to say.

"I said that someone just made you breakfast to make you beautiful like this? You are so poor now, and all the money has been invested in his name. Isn't it right for him to cook you breakfast?" Shen Qi felt angry when he mentioned this matter.

Shi An is almost 30 years old anyway, and his mind is still not clear.

Tokigi stopped talking.

"Damn it! You haven't told him about it yet, have you?"

Shi An felt even more guilty, he hurriedly changed the subject and said, "Oh, it's okay, it's okay, why do wild geese fly like wildfire when chatting, are you annoying?"

"I'm annoying!" Shen Qi replied decisively: "But don't you like it! I said that you have already agreed with all your belongings. How far have you two progressed? Are you done with that?"

"What this and that!" Shi An's face turned red, and he stammered for a while before saying, "We are still the same."

"Oh, so there's no progress at all? After the group fight, you gave him all the money, and now you're fighting like chicken and egg, and the money is not yours anymore, and you haven't got anyone yet." Shen Qi smacked his lips and said: " Teacher Shi, this is great wisdom!"

Shi An ignored Shen Qi's ambiguity, he thought for a while and decided to tell Shen Qi: "I think... I think Yan Feilan seems... seems to like me a little bit."

After saying this, both sides of the phone fell silent.

There was an explosion after the silence.

"Damn it! Then what are you waiting for! Go! Take down Yan Feilan! Shi An! If you are a man, you will sleep with him!"

Shi An was so yelled at by Shen Qi's voice that he straightened his arm holding the phone, and when he put it back to his ear, he only heard the words "Sleep him".

"Where are you going? Are you sleeping or not? Are you rude?"

"Okay, okay, I'm rude, I'm fine, you are so delicate, you are so delicate that you like to come and go, you are procrastinating, if you have a good relationship, you are just procrastinating here, you are so delicate, I have to eat breakfast."

Shi An quickly stopped Shen Qi and said, "Wait a minute! I have something to ask you."

"Say."

"Yan Feilan said he can't love, what do you mean?"

Shen Qi was silent for a while and then said: "Shi An, do you know how old you are this year?"

"29, what's the matter?" Tokigi was confident.

"You still know that you are 29, and the children of [-] may be smarter than you." Shen Qi said bluntly: "There are two reasons for not being able to love someone, one is that he is a monk, and the other is that he thinks he is not worthy. "

"Not worthy?"

"Yes, not worthy."

Until Shi An hung up the phone, he didn't understand what Shen Qi's obscure unworthiness meant.