lone bird

Shi An hugged Yan Feilan and refused to let go. Of course, Yan Feilan also heard Shen Qi's ghost scream downstairs. For the first time, he greedily had the idea that he didn't want to let Shi An go. He expressed all his fragility and frankness. In front of Shi An, he accepted all of Shi An's comfort.

He needs time.

Not only at this moment.

In many moments in the future, such fragile or beautiful moments like now, Yan Feilan thinks that he needs time and shore.

The knock on the door startled Shi An, and he pulled away from Yan Feilan's embrace like a spring.

Teacher Li said outside the door: "Shi'an, is someone calling you downstairs?"

Shi An opened the door, and slightly concealed: "Yes, the friend who sent me back together was the one...that Shen Qi from school."

Teacher Li glanced at Shi An and Yan Feilan, and she said, "Hurry up and get them here."

"Oh." Shi An responded, took a look at Yan Feilan before going downstairs.

Yan Feilan and Teacher Li looked at each other. Teacher Li seemed to want to say something, but finally he just sighed and patted Yan Feilan on the shoulder affectionately before exiting Shi An's room.

When Shi An went downstairs, Feifei also went down with Shi An, Feifei was obedient and didn't run around, Shi An opened the door and waved to Shen Qi: "What are you shouting for?"

Only then did Shen Qi put away the hand on the speaker and said: "If I don't shout, how would I know where your home is!"

Shi An said helplessly: "Shen Qi, the difference between humans and animals is that humans can use tools. In the progress of human society, great inventors have invented such things as mobile phones, which can make wireless calls."

Shen Qi didn't care about Shi An's yin and yang aura, touched Feifei's head and asked Shi An: "Have you grown so big?"

Shi An nodded, Shen Qi had seen Feifei before, but Feifei was still young at that time.

"Where is Yan Feilan?" Shen Qi asked.

Shi An pointed upstairs.

Shi An opened the door, Feifei got in first, Shen Qi followed Shi An into the corridor, Shen Qi asked in a low voice: "Do uncles and aunts know about you and Yan Feilan?"

Shi An shook his head a little dejectedly.

"My parents probably passed out on the spot when they found out." Shi An said with a bit of sadness.

Thinking of Teacher Li's fancy urging marriage, and thinking that he couldn't let Teacher Li hug his grandson outside and bask in the sun all day like others as Teacher Li wished, Shi An felt a little sorry for his parents.

"Then when are you going to say it?" Shen Qi asked: "You can't just keep it a secret, can you? What if uncle and aunt notice something..."

Shi An sighed and said, "Let's talk about it later, wait for a while."

Now Grandma Yan has just passed away, and Yan Feilan has just finished dealing with the funeral, and she is still low-key. Now, if she confesses to her parents about her relationship with Yan Feilan, Shi An always feels as if she is taking advantage of her parents' sympathy for Yan Feilan Heart to force them.

When Shi An opened the door, Feifei waited obediently on the mat at the door, waiting for Shi An to wipe its paws, Shi An went to the bathroom to get a rag, and went to the kitchen to say hello to Teacher Li and Old Teacher Shi: "Mom, Dad, Shen Qi is here."

Shen Qi greeted Yan Feilan first before coming to the kitchen to greet Shi An's parents.

Today's dinner at Shi's family was extraordinarily sumptuous. Shi An said that he had asked for leave, and even Shen Qi was left behind. Old Shi took a bottle of good wine from his wine cabinet and opened it. Yan Feilan gave it to Shi An's father. The wine was poured.

The first glass of wine was served by Yan Feilan to Shi An's parents.

"Uncle and aunt, thank you."

Yan Feilan held the wine glass and bowed to Shi An's parents, whether it was because he was with Shi An without Shi An's parents knowing, or because Shi's parents helped take care of Grandma Yan, or because Shi's parents were both For God's help to him, Yan Feilan felt that this thank you was due.

Shi An's father noticed that the atmosphere seemed a bit heavy, so he made a joke to ease the atmosphere. The juniors at the table seemed less restrained, Shen Qi opened up the chatterbox, and pulled Shi An's father to chat.

Teacher Li, who always liked to urge marriages at the dinner table, was silent this time. She watched her son sitting across from him keep adding food to Yan Feilan, and their shoulders were almost touching.

Shi An occasionally whispered a few words to Yan Feilan, Shen Qi and Shi An's father were chatting in full swing, the two of them rolled their sleeves, Teacher Li glanced at the two of them, feeling as if they were about to call each other brothers and started punching.

"Drink less, eat more." Shi An whispered to Yan Feilan, "I've only been walking for two days, why do I feel like you've lost so much weight?"

Yan Feilan smiled indifferently.

Because no one was notified, all the funerals of Grandma Yan ended very quickly. According to the custom of Linshan, Yan Feilan will come back to visit the grave after 21 days. It was agreed at that time that he would come back with Yan Feilan.

It seems that from the moment when Shi An came back and hugged him, Yan Feilan's sadness began to become heavy, and at the same time began to become less sad.

Shi An's love will flood his emotions, and it will also allow him to sort out his emotions in an instant.

When the dinner table was in a mess, Shen Qi was already drunk, and called Shi An's father "Brother", and pulled Feifei's paw, saying that he wanted to compete with Feifei, but Shi An insisted on saving him from Shen Qi's hand. Out came the dog.

Yan Feilan supported Shen Qi and fell on Shi An's sofa.

"Don't sleep here." Teacher Li said at the same time: "It's cold here at night, help you to the room, you feel wronged and make a bed on the floor so that Shen Qi and Fei Lan can sleep together."

Before Shi An could help Shen Qi, Yan Feilan carried Shen Qi back to Shi An's room.

Shi An has not noticed that something is wrong with Teacher Li.

Shen Qi drank and fell asleep very deeply. When Shi An returned to the room after taking a shower, Shen Qi had already taken up half of the bed in a large font, and Yan Feilan was sitting on the other side of the bed with his head lowered and fiddling with his mobile phone.

"Did you finish washing?" Yan Feilan raised his head and asked.

Shi An glanced at the sleeping Shen Qi, and asked in a low voice, "What kind of posture is this?"

If Shen Qi slept like this all night, Yan Feilan might have to curl herself up like a hedgehog.

Shi Anshang fiddled with Shen Qi's arm.

Yan Feilan said: "At night, you sleep in bed with Shen Qi, and I sleep on the floor."

Shi An didn't intend to compete with Shen Qi at night, he would rather sleep on the floor with Yan Feilan, he took out the quilt from the top layer of the wardrobe and said, "Sleep together."

Yan Feilan couldn't help laughing, in this situation, it was indeed much better for Shi An to sleep on the floor with him than to sleep with Shen Qi on the bed.

Shi An spread the quilt, Shen Qi was still snoring on the bed, Shi An approached Yan Feilan and asked in a low voice, "Do you need Teacher Shi's kiss?"

Of course Yan Feilan would not refuse, he needs time and money.

Shi An pressed on Yan Feilan's body, the two exchanged a long kiss, the breath was hot, Shi An's cheeks were slightly red, and his palm touched Yan Feilan's long hair all over, he whispered Said: "It doesn't matter if it's just me, I will love you well and love you well, we little yanzi can hang out with Teacher Shi."

Whenever Shi An talks like this, Yan Feilan can't help but feel the corners of his eyes turn sour, and always wants to kiss Shi An as much as he wants.

Yan Feilan fell asleep in Shi An's arms, and Shi An gently stroked his back, just like Yan Feilan comforted him before, Yan Feilan slept quickly but not soundly, Shi An Gently kissed Yan Feilan's forehead.

Yan Feilan seemed to be dreaming, occasionally calling her grandma, like a child.

Shi An hugged Yan Feilan, and he couldn't fall asleep at dawn. He held Yan Feilan for a long time without changing a single position. The air-conditioned room was dry and dry, and he drank too much last night. Shi An really felt thirsty, and gently withdrew his hand, making sure that Yan Feilan hadn't woken up because of his departure, Shi An quietly got up, and went out lightly to find some water to drink.

When the sky was dim, Shi An went to the living room and was startled by Mr. Li who was sitting on the sofa.

"Mom." Shi An still suppressed his voice, he walked to the sofa and sat next to Teacher Li and asked, "Are you awake or are you going to take my dad to the morning market? What are you doing sitting here so early?" Well?"

Teacher Li turned his head and glanced at his son, knowing that the son is like his mother. Some of Teacher Li's conjectures made her unable to sleep all night. She tossed and turned on the bed for half the night. tears.

"Oh, why are you still crying?" Shi An put his arms around Teacher Li and said, "Grandma Yan has already left, and we have to express our condolences."

Shi An only thought that Mr. Li, who was sentimental, still felt sad for Grandma Yan's death.

Teacher Li kept her face off, she really wanted to ask if there was something between Shi An and Yan Feilan that she didn't know about, but Teacher Li didn't dare to ask.

Shi An snuggled up on Teacher Li's shoulder, just like when he was clinging to his mother when he was a child.

"Mom, stop crying, go back to sleep for a while." Shi An looked at Feifei who was still lying on his stomach in the kennel and said, "I can't take Feifei downstairs for a walk so early, Teacher Li sleeps a little longer Son, I'm going to drink some water."

When Shi An got up to leave, Teacher Li clenched his fists and called Shi An's name.

"Shi An! You come back!"

Shi An just got up and sat back down again, he asked: "What's wrong, Mom? Why are you so serious?"

Teacher Li struggled again and again and decided to ask, no matter whether it was what she guessed or not, she needed an answer, of course, she hoped it wasn't what she thought.

"Shi An, let me ask you!" Teacher Li wiped away his tears with the wrinkled paper soaked in tears and asked, "What is the relationship between you and Yan Feilan!"

Shi An was slightly startled: "Mom...why do you ask that?"

Teacher Li's question was caught off guard, and Shi An didn't even think about how to answer it.

"Let me ask you!" Teacher Li clenched her fists tighter and tighter, and she asked, "Are you and Yan Feilan the kind... that is..."

Teacher Li felt that it was difficult for her to say the word homosexuality. Whether it was what Teacher Li received from childhood or what she gave Shi An were all traditional education that could not be more traditional, these three words were beyond the scope of Teacher Li's acceptance.

"Between you and Yan Feilan..." Teacher Li tried to find a replacement word, and she asked, "Are you in a relationship?"

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