lone bird

Before pushing open the door, Yan Feilan made a lot of psychological preparations.

He has lived with his grandma almost as long as he can remember. When he was a child, he didn't study well, and other people's children were chased and beaten by his parents, but his grandma just touched his head and said slowly: "Grandma's Feilan, in the future, be a Good people are fine."

Yan Feilan has always regarded being a good person as his goal, but he didn't expect that he didn't even become a good person.

Now standing at the door, Yan Feilan seemed to see the disappointed eyes of the old man on the bed through the door.

"Go in." Shi An put his hand on Yan Feilan's shoulder, and patted it lightly, as if giving Yan Feilan a lot of courage and comfort, "Grandma misses you a lot."

Yan Feilan pressed the doorknob and opened the door very slowly.

The room is not too small, the sun is still open at the moment, the floor is relatively low and there is a faint fragrance of flowers wafting in through the window, Yan Feilan's footsteps stop at the door, and there are guardrails on both sides of the bed against the wall. Grandma was falling asleep. Even with the help of nurses and medical staff from the nursing home who massaged her every day, Grandma Yan still lost a lot of weight.

When people get old, the skin will become loose and dull. Grandma Yan is lying on the bed where the sun cannot shine, like a fallen leaf that is about to return to its roots. Probably when the door rang, the old man slowly opened her eyes, her mouth full of teeth. There were not a few left, and her lips were a little pale, she greeted Shi An: "Xiao An, you are here."

When Shi An walked from Yan Feilan's side to Grandma Yan's bed, he held Grandma Yan's hand and said in a warm voice, "Why did Grandma Yan recognize me at a glance today?"

Grandma Yan smiled kindly, and the wrinkles and skin on her face piled up with her smile: "Xiao'an is beautiful, and grandma can recognize it at a glance."

Shi An responded with a smile: "Grandma is beautiful too." He glanced at Yan Feilan.

Yan Feilan was stunned on the spot, with tears in her eye sockets, the corners of her eyes were flushed, biting her lips tightly, she remained motionless like a log and did not speak.

"Grandma, do you remember him?" Shi An asked Grandma Yan, "Do you know who he is?"

Grandma Yan didn't even look at Yan Feilan and just said, "I don't know, I don't know, I only know Xiao'an."

"Grandma." Shi An acted coquettishly with Grandma Yan: "He is Feilan, it's grandma's Feilan, grandma really doesn't remember?"

Yan Feilan opened his mouth with difficulty and said, "Grandma, I am Feilan."

Grandma Yan's tears fell the moment Yan Feilan called out grandma, and slowly crawled up her cheeks along the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes.

Yan Feilan walked a few steps over and knelt by the bed: "Grandma, I'm Feilan, I'm Feilan, and I'm back to see you."

Grandma Yan kept nodding while lying down, she let go of Shi An's hand and touched Yan Feilan's face through the guardrail.

"I'm back, I'm back, it's Grandma's Feilan, it's Grandma's Feilan."

Yan Feilan bit his lip and cried so badly that Shi An felt guilty just looking at it.

"I lost weight." Grandma Yan sighed slowly and said, "Grandma's Feilan has lost weight, did she not eat well? Grandma asked Xiao'an to tell you, don't worry about grandma eating well."

Of course Shi An told, in one of the 58 letters, he told Yan Feilan not to worry about Grandma Yan, but Yan Feilan must not have read it.

Yan Feilan knelt beside the bed crying and nodded, Shi An didn't tell Grandma Yan that Yan Feilan didn't know her instructions.

Shi An didn't delay Grandma Yan and Yan Feilan from talking in the room. He walked out of the room and planned to sit in the garden of the nursing home for a while. The sunshine made people want to squint their eyes. Shi An felt that autumn was a good season, so he couldn't help it. Went to the supermarket to buy an ice cream.

Sitting on the bench in the garden halfway through eating, I looked up and found that it was almost lunch time. I thought about taking Yan Feilan out to eat, but it was already at the door of my house. If I let Teacher Li and Teacher Shi know that Comrade Xiao was passing by If he doesn't enter the house, he probably won't have to enter it in his life.

"Hey, Teacher Li." Shi An called his mother, ready to go home for lunch, "Does Teacher Li have time at noon? Can you give me a tutorial on how to cook carp in soy sauce?"

"Yo!" Teacher Li's tone has been uneasy since he was hung up on the phone last month. He hasn't called Shi An for a whole month, but Shi An did call back, but Teacher Li ignored him at all, probably Today, it was because of his birthday that he answered the phone, "Our teacher is free today."

"Yes! When will you be free to eat with Teacher Li?" Shi An licked the ice cream and said, "Mom, I'll go home for lunch, can I eat fish?"

"If you bring a partner back, let alone eat fish, you can eat me."

"Look at what you said, why am I eating you!" Shi An took a mouthful of sweets, "Not only I go back at noon, but also my high school classmates."

Even if you meet you

"High school classmates?"

"Yeah." Shi An rolled back the ice cream sticking to the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue, smacked his lips in satisfaction and said, "Yan Feilan, you know me."

"Oh——" Teacher Li asked in a long voice, "Fei Lan came out?"

"Well, it happened yesterday."

"Isn't it seven years?"

"Didn't I tell you before that the sentence was commuted?"

Teacher Li responded: "Okay, okay, I won't ask anymore. If you ask a few words, your attitude will be bad! When will you two arrive?"

"It's already here." Shi An bit off the last bite of ice cream and said, "I'm watching Grandma Yan in the nursing home. After a while, Teacher Li's big meal is ready and we will go back."

"Okay, you can ask Feilan what he wants to eat, and I'll let your dad buy it right away."

Shi Gian said hello, and turned around to look for the trash can.

After hanging up the phone, he didn’t see any trash cans nearby. He remembered that there should be ones less than 200 meters away from here. Now that they’re gone, he doesn’t bother to go any further. He just sat under the sun in the sunshine of early autumn Let every nerve relax.

Shi An got enough sun, and walked back to Grandma Yan's ward with the wrapping paper of the ice cream in his hand, passing countless trash cans along the way, all of which they forgot to throw away because they were showing the plan to the students.

When he went back, Grandma Yan was already asleep, and she didn't let go of Yan Feilan's hand.

Shi An asked softly, "Asleep?"

Yan Feilan nodded, and with a slight movement of his gaze, he found the wrapping paper in Shi An's hand under the phone. He raised his chin and asked, "What is that?"

Shi An spread out his hands: "Mobile phone."

"It's under the phone."

Shi An took away the phone only to find that the wrapping paper was still in his hand, he threw it into the trash can in the house and said with a smile: "I ate it just now, I forgot to throw it away."

"Your stomach hurts." Yan Feilan said earnestly: "Eat less cold food, and you will suffer again if you feel pain later."

"Understood." Shi An threw away the trash and sat back on the stool and asked Yan Feilan: "The two of us will go back to my house for lunch, and we can bring some home-cooked food to Grandma Yan. My mother asked me to ask you what you want food."

Yan Feilan lowered his head and looked at his fingers. When he was in school, Shi An's parents were kind to him. Shi An always brought two sets of things to school, one was Shi An's, and the other was Shi An's mother. Ask Shi An to take it to Yan Feilan, but what Yan Feilan disliked the most when he was in school was going to Shi An's house to play. Shi An's house was too clean, and the sofa was flat enough to sit on wrinkles. The fresh fruits are all nice and clean, and they are many times more delicious than his crumpled apples, which are wiped on the clothes and then stuffed into the mouth.

"What do you want?" Shi An asked Yan Feilan softly: "Ask you, my mother asked you what you want to eat? I asked her to make a braised carp, what else do you want to eat?"

Yan Feilan rubbed his hands on his legs, looking a little nervous, he faltered and said: "Shi An, I..."

When Shi An heard this, he knew what Yan Feilan was going to say.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ah."

Yan Feilan avoided Shi An's sight and was embarrassed to look at it.

Shi An asked Yan Feilan: "Can you have a meal with me at noon? Today is my birthday."

It took a long time for Yan Feilan to slowly nod under Shi An's expectant eyes.

Yan Feilan didn't say what he wanted to eat after all.

When Teacher Li called to ask the two to go home for dinner, he told Shi An to wait a little while. Teacher Shi had already delivered food to Grandma Yan, and the three of them happened to go back to eat together.

When Shi An's father saw Yan Feilan, his eyes were very appreciative. After looking at Yan Feilan for a few times, he said: "You are thin, Feilan, you have suffered."

Yan Feilan forced a smile and said, "It's nothing to worry about."

Teacher Shi rubbed his eyes and said, "If you hadn't been for our family, Shi An, you wouldn't... and you wouldn't have..."

"Uncle!" Yan Feilan interrupted Teacher Shi and said, "Uncle, isn't that what happened back then? Besides, not only Shi An, but any of my friends, I would do that."

When Shi An heard Yan Feilan's words, he felt very uncomfortable.

But Yan Feilan did not say anything wrong.

It's just a friend, anyone would do that.

"Uncle, let's go home. I've wanted to eat Auntie's braised carp for a long time." Yan Feilan supported Teacher Shi's shoulder, and Shi An followed Yan Feilan.

The floor of Shi'an's house is not high, and it's time for meals. As soon as you walk into the door of the unit, you will be greeted by the aroma of complicated meals, which are particularly appetizing when mixed together.

"Are you hungry? When did you two come back?" Teacher Shi asked Yan Feilan as he opened the door: "Talk about the two of you, too. Why didn't you tell me in advance when you came back? Shi An called back at that time." The vegetables in the vegetable market are not fresh anymore, Feilan, next time I come back, ask Shi An to call your Aunt Li in advance, do you hear me?"

"it is good."

Teacher Shi handed Yan Feilan slippers, and before Teacher Li came out of the kitchen to talk to Yan Feilan, a dog rushed to the door like an arrow from a string. Yan Feilan recognized this dog, and Shi An mentioned in his heart that it It was picked up, and Shi An spent a lot of money to treat it. Shi An named him Feifei, Yan Feilan's Fei.

Yan Feilan wanted to reach out and touch it.

Shi An said behind him: "Feifei, my dog."

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