wake up with pillow

The chirping of cicadas outside the window made people upset, inside the window the students' school uniforms and trousers were all stuck to their bodies with sweat, and the electric fan was defeated by the summer wind countless times.This is the season for everything from carbon-based creatures to non-creatures to hate.

Ruan Qingju washed her face with cold water in the toilet, and walked out with water dripping on her face, and felt a little better when the breeze blew on her face.

She walked to the porch, staring at the unknown blade of grass in a daze.

It is already the end of June, and the final exam in early July is very important to everyone.Because it is not just a final exam, but also a subject exam.The grades will divide the arts and sciences classes according to this final exam, and readjust the personnel of the pioneer class and the parallel class.

When Ruan's father asked about this on the weekend, Ruan Qingju said that she couldn't keep up with the rhythm of the pioneer class, so she could go to whatever class this time.But Ruan Ke... Thinking of this name, Ruan Qingju couldn't help lowering her eyes.

A few days ago Ruan Ke asked her about class division, what did she say?She said, I can go to whatever class I should go to, and you can go to whatever class I should go to. Don't force each other.Ruan Ke asked again, do you really think so?She said, really.

As soon as the words were spoken, another voice rang out in her heart, mocking her with barren teeth and claws, "Ruan Qingju, you lied, and you lied again."

Yeah, I lied.

What can I do, can I stop her?

Although it is just a placement test now, if you tell others, they will definitely understand it as a child's sorrow and sorrow, which is not worth mentioning, but Ruan Qingju knows very well that in the future, such choices will only become more and more serious. many.

"What are you doing?"

A voice suddenly sounded beside her ear, and Ruan Qingju jumped a few meters away in fright, "Ruan Ke? Why did you come out?"

"You never came back, so I came out to look for you." Ruan Ke was still wearing the long-sleeved school uniform like her.

Ruan Qingju smiled, "I don't dare to skip class because of you." She was used to being alone before, and no one cared where she went, but after Ruan Ke intervened in her life, she became He made a figure like an old lady, staring at her anytime and anywhere.Ruan Ke had always been kind to people before, but there was a kind of indifference and alienation in it. Ruan Qingju never knew that she had this side.

She wrote a note and told Ruan Qingju slowly: "I saw you went to the cafeteria to serve food and beat two lion heads. By the way, don't you drink the soup in the cafeteria? I don't think you have ever beaten it. Then I also saw you went to the canteen to buy bread and stood by the pond feeding the fish..." Ruan Qingju's eyes hurt from seeing her, she never imagined that someone would secretly pay attention to her, eating alone, feeding the fish alone, pretending to enjoy being alone All the happiness is remembered by another person.

Ruan Ke took Ruan Qingju's arm and held her own: "Then don't run away, study hard, don't you have a final exam soon?" The two were in the corridor, and it was time for self-study classes, and the entire corridor was empty No one, only the leaves are listening to them.

Speaking of this, Ruan Qingju's heart sank honestly, and she said with a smile, "Do you think I can be admitted to the pioneer class now?"

Ruan Ke smiled and didn't speak.

Ruan Qingju poked her, "I'm asking you something."

"You want to listen to the truth?" Ruan Ke asked.

"correct."

Ruan Ke turned her head away, "I won't say anything, you'll get angry if you do." Ruan Qingju laughed, "Hey, you might as well just say it straight. You just think I won't pass the exam."

Ruan Ke smiled, "What's the matter if you don't pass the exam, what's so great about the pioneer class. I think it's good for you to be like this now, become." At this point, she gestured to the students in the next classroom, "Change It's so boring."

Ruan Qingju pursed her lips.

Seeing that it was almost time for her class, she thought for a while and finally asked, "So, are you going to the pioneer class?" She tried her best to warn herself not to interfere, but it's okay to ask.

Ruan Ke tilted her head, "I won't tell you."

Ruan Qingju thought about thousands of her answers, but she didn't expect her to say this, and her eyes widened instantly, "Why??"

Ruan Ke shook her hand, "Don't be angry, I just think you don't need to know everything."

Ruan Qingju couldn't accept this answer, she felt that this made her look like an insignificant outsider.Just when she reached the door of the classroom, she said "whatever you want", and returned to her seat without looking back.

Fortunately, she sat far away from Ruan Ke, as long as she didn't look back, she wouldn't see Ruan Ke, and could barely suppress her upset.

Yuan Yi, a boy left behind from the seventh group, secretly brought his mobile phone to school and was playing the most popular stand-alone game with Li Lin. As soon as Li Lin saw her come back, he immediately handed her the mobile phone to teach her how to play.Ruan Qingju happened to go along with the flow and sat down to play.She didn't read the several notes that Ruan Ke asked someone to write.

At lunch, Xu Jing and the others met Ruan Qingju and sat down with a plate.

As soon as he sat down, he asked gossipingly, "You and Ruan Ke quarreled again, didn't you?"

Ruan Qingju felt a little uncomfortable, "What's wrong? She's talking everywhere again?"

"No, no." Xu Jing quickly waved her hand, because she sat in the same group as Xia Jing and was close to Ruan Ke, so she could see many things clearly, "Isn't there a construction site behind the school? Ruan Ke seems to have picked up a lot of glass from there I want to give it to you."

Ruan Qingju found it funny, "Glass block? Give it to me?"

Xu Jing felt a little guilty, "I didn't hear clearly, maybe I have to do something before I give it to you."

"Is she crazy? What if she scratches her hand?" Even though she didn't want to show this emotion in front of others, she couldn't help but see what Xu Jing said.

"Yeah, Xia Jing said the same thing. She went to persuade Ruan Ke, and they almost quarreled. Then," Xu Jing lowered her voice excitedly, "she tore off a post-it note and stuck it on her head."

Ruan Qingju squeezed the spoon in her hand, and finally asked what Xu Jing wanted to ask herself, "What is written on it?"

"I wrote your name!" Xu Jing said happily.

I don't know why Xu Jing is so happy, but Ruan Qingju's face turned red all of a sudden.Like persimmons that are ripe in October in autumn, they have a rippling color.

In physics class in the afternoon, someone called Ruan Qingju.

Ruan Qingju turned around, and the man put his hands under the table, mysteriously, "You stretch out your two hands, I can't give you one hand."

She stretched it out as she said, and the man handed something wrapped in paper to her hand with relief.Ruan Qingju took it over speechlessly, and she knew that only Ruan Ke's popularity could persuade others to take such a big risk to pass on such things.

She turned around carefully, put it on the table, and then opened the paper. Li Lin and Yuan Yi came over to look at it.

Glasses in the shape of five hearts.

How can glass be polished by hand.When Xu Jing said it, Ruan Qingju felt that it was exaggerating, but when she thought of the construction site at the back door of the school, which was exposed to the scorching sun, Ruan Ke carefully searched for five such glasses under such a scorching sun.

The glass is engraved with a red pen, which is the five words "except I like you". Remove the glass, and the wrapped paper below is written with the following words,

It was engraved with red pen on it, and it was pieced together, saying "except I like you" Remove the glass, and the wrapped paper below is written with words that are not engraved on the glass.

"What else can I do well?"

What else can I do but love you.

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The author has something to say:

The feelings of adolescence are like summer rainstorms, pure and strong.

Don't worry too much about how and why feelings arise.

Please bear with me.