wake up with pillow

Every day waiting for the results to come out feels like a death row prisoner waiting to die.

Before the specific results come out, the line drawing of each province comes out first. The first line of liberal arts in the province where city s is located is 540 points, and the second line is 472 points.

Ruan Qingju sent a message to Ruan Ke, but she didn't get a reply.It's strange, after returning from the amusement park that day, she always doesn't like to reply to her messages, and she seems to be in a bad mood.Ask her what's wrong, she doesn't answer.

On June 22, when Ruan Qingju woke up early in the morning, she could smell the smell of burning incense at home.She went to the study to have a look, and sure enough, Ruan's mother put two sticks of fresh incense on the old man, the God of Wealth, who worshiped there.

Seeing her getting up, Ruan's mother immediately pulled her to offer incense as well.

"Mom, this is the God of Wealth." Ruan Qingju reminded him kindly.

"What's wrong with the God of Wealth?" Mother Ruan said, "The God of Wealth is also a serious Bodhisattva."

Ruan Qingju had no choice but to burn incense as well.

When Chi Yang also got up, the same conversation happened again in the study.Ruan Qingju smiled for a while, walked back to her room, turned on her phone, and saw that the message she sent to Ruan Ke yesterday still hadn't been answered, her heart sank again.

In this way, after eating lunch, Mother Ruan finally couldn't sit still, and picked up the bag, "I'll go to your aunt and the others to see if I can see the grades first."

The corner of Ruan Qingju's mouth twitched, "Is this necessary?"

"Of course!" Mother Ruan glared at her, "I'm going to die of anxiety if I don't see you again! Could it be that I really waited until ten o'clock in the evening?"

After speaking, Ruan's mother left in a hurry.

To be honest, Ruan Qingju couldn't sit still.On such a big matter, who can sit still.Chi Yang was quiet, watching Ruan Qingju walking around the living room with a calm face.

"Let's play chess." Chi Yang took out the chessboard.

"What chess?" Ruan Qingju walked over suspiciously.

"Gobang." Chi Yang raised his eyebrows and said it as a matter of course.

Ruan Qingju smiled, "I don't know how to play other chess either."

The two of them played chess all afternoon, and ran out to play badminton after dinner. They didn't come back until it was dark and they couldn't see.

Ruan Qingju turned on the phone, but Ruan Ke still didn't reply.On the contrary, in the class group, some people have already got their grades one after another, and began to howl or cheer in the group.But Ruan Qingju felt that those who were crying vigorously at this time must have passed the exam.

She asked Chi Yang if he could check the grades, and Chi Yang shook his head.

As soon as they got home, they saw Mother Ruan sitting on the sofa with her back to them.

Ruan Qingju was taken aback for a moment, and then she heard her say, "The results are out."

"We haven't seen it here ourselves."

"I asked from my aunt."

Ruan Qingju walked over and saw that her complexion was not very good, she was a bit weird, and she felt a little bit of a thump in her heart, thinking that she might not have even passed the second line.

Chi Yang also walked over, "How much did you take?"

"512."

Ruan Qingju saw that Chi Yang's body was shaking, as if he was about to be unable to stand, but in the next second, he returned to his original state.

She knew that this was definitely not Chi Yang's ideal score.This is more than 20 points away from the first line.

Without saying a word, Chi Yang walked back to his room and locked the door.

Ruan Qingju asked, "What about me?"

Mother Ruan looked straight at her, "512."

"Isn't that Chi Yang?" Ruan Qingju thought she was confused, and said, "You mean, I also 512?"

Mother Ruan nodded.

"There are no more than a thousand people in the whole province with the same share, yet two of them are from our house." Ruan Mu murmured, "Two second books..."

Ruan Qingju felt a strange feeling in her heart, she couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or joy, if she hadn't thought about making it to the first book, it would be impossible, but at her level, this achievement now seems to be a kind of destiny Feel.

So it was.

She went back to her room and still sent a message to Ruan Ke to tell her her grades.She clicked on Ruan Ke's status, but she was still disconnected.she sighed.

Early the next morning, Ruan's mother made an appointment with the legendary expert who filled in the volunteers, and it was time to fill in the volunteers.

It's not that they haven't considered repeating their studies, but Ruan Qingju's class coincides with the newly promulgated policy of S City that public schools in S City are not allowed to enroll repeat students in their next class.If you decide to repeat the study, you have to go to city C next door.Although they are not far away, Mother Ruan will not rest assured that the child is not under her nose.

What's more, Ruan's father has been in the front line of education all year round. He told Ruan's mother that this time the college entrance examination can be passed as soon as possible. Science, there is no way out at that time.

Ruan Qingju felt that it was inexplicable to ask others to help fill in the volunteers, "Others fill out the volunteers by themselves, why should they ask others to help fill them out?"

"What do you know? The scores for the two of you are very tricky. It is very important to fill in the volunteers. It completely determines what kind of school you go to."

Originally, Ruan's mother wanted to drag Chi Yang up, but it turned out that he had developed a high fever at some point.So I only brought Ruan Qingju.

The old man who taught people to fill in the volunteers looked like a magic stick, talking a lot of nonsense, Ruan Qingju slipped out halfway through listening, and looked at the phone, but Ruan Ke still had no news.She started to get a little anxious.

She called Li Lin. Li Lin was almost on the second line, but her voice sounded cheerful.Ruan Qingju asked her about Ruan Ke, and she was also surprised, "So she didn't even reply to your message? I sent her a message and she didn't reply."

Ruan Qingju asked anxiously, "What happened to her?"

"Don't worry, I'll ask someone to find out right away. There are many people who have a good relationship with Ruan Ke, so I'll ask them all."

Ruan Qingju hung up the phone, and was dragged in by Ruan's mother. The old man happened to be talking about choosing a major.Ruan Qingju felt very confused and uneasy about the profession and the future, but when she looked back, Ruan Ke's figure was looming and gradually disappeared.

Until July, when everything was settled, Ruan Qingju still hadn't contacted Ruan Ke.

She thought carefully about the last time she saw Ruan Ke, but she couldn't recall anything unusual.The news brought by Li Lin only said that Ruan Ke probably did not pass the exam and had no contact with anyone, not even the few people who had a good relationship with her mother.

Ruan Qingju thinks Ruan Ke is a jerk, no matter how badly she did in the exam, can't she tell her?Can't we let her share it?In Ruan Ke's mind, is she not even qualified for this?

She also ran downstairs to Ruan Ke's community.

But the community is so big, she doesn't know which building Ruan Ke lives in, which floor it is on, and whether she wants to see her.

She searched all of Ruan Ke's acquaintances, even if they were not familiar with her, she lowered her face and asked them one by one.In the end, she even went to find Xia Jing.

To her surprise, Xia Jing not only didn't reject her with an extremely bad attitude, but instead asked her out for a sit down.

Ruan Qingju immediately went out and arrived at the milk tea shop that Xia Jing mentioned.After a while, Xia Jing also arrived.

She looked Ruan Qingju up and down, and commented: "You have lost a lot of weight." She asked, "For Ruan Ke?"

Ruan Qingju didn't answer her, but hurriedly asked: "Do you know what happened to Ruan Ke?"

Xia Jing smiled vaguely, "Do you think, if you don't know, but I know, you won't be angry?"

Ruan Qingju was speechless, "I'm not angry, just tell me."

Xia Jing spread her hands, "I don't know."

Ruan Qingju: "..."

"But I think, you might as well ask He Chan. No matter how hard Ruan Ke's mother hides it from the school, she will never hide it from the school. The school needs to collect statistics on this."

right!For the first time, Ruan Qingju praised Xia Jing from the bottom of her heart, "You are so smart." Then she immediately went out to call He Chan.

"Hey, don't worry." Xia Jing stopped her, "What do you plan to do now that you know?"

Xia Jing said slowly: "Although I don't know the specific situation, I can guess. She failed the exam, how bad is it? If she passes a line, at least she won't lose contact. So, she is very Probably not even a line."

Ruan Qingju was stunned, and then said: "So what, do I still despise her?"

"Do you know what it means if Ruan Ke hasn't passed the first line test? This is Ruan Ke. She is the first in grade and top ten in the city. She hasn't even passed the single line test."

Yes, this is Ruan Ke.

Ruan Qingju suddenly felt uncomfortable, with pain in her heart.

"She's ashamed to see everyone, especially you. It's normal that you don't understand her, but she is such a person. And I think there is a high probability that she will go to repeat and take a different path from you, so she treats you This relationship... is also very hesitant." Xia Jing held her chin, "The last point, I think she is also thinking about whether she has benefited a lot from your deformed relationship, or..."

Xia Jing is really Xia Jing, she can't spit out ivory.

Ruan Qingju couldn't find anything to refute, and she didn't want to refute. Xia Jing's original words were spinning in her mind again.

"How far do you want to harm her?!"

Is it because of her?

She and Xia Jing didn't have much to talk about, and they left after a while.

She went out to call He Chan, and each exchanged pleasantries for a while. He Chan asked her how the schools she had filled in were like, and she answered them one by one. Then she immediately asked He Chan if she knew about Ruan Ke's situation.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, "Ruan Ke didn't do well in the exam this time, and her family seems to be planning to arrange for her to repeat her studies in S City."

Sure enough, Xia Jing made a perfect guess.

Ruan Qingju didn't know what to say for a moment, she just whispered: "Then, Ruan Ke, are you okay?"

He Chan said: "I don't know either. Before the students returned to school to receive their graduation certificates and files, it was Ruan Ke's mother who came." She sighed, "If you are by her side, care about her more and be with her more. She, she may soon go to S City to make up classes during the summer vacation."

Ruan Qingju agreed, but she thought to herself, where would she care about Ruan Ke, where would she accompany Ruan Ke?

Throughout the summer vacation, Ruan Qingju reported her situation to Ruan Ke in the chat box in detail every day, what she ate when she got up in the morning, what she ate at noon, what she ate at night, who she met, and what happened.

She did so even though she didn't get a single reply.

At the end of July, Ruan's father and Ruan's mother took her and Chi Yang to the northwest by car.She hadn't come out to play for many, many years, and when she came out to play, she saw such a vast world, which made her cry.

She wrote down her and Ruan Ke's names by the Crescent Lake. This was the place they agreed to come to, but now, she was the only one who arrived.

During the trip, both she and Chi Yang received admission notices. They were both in city n. After checking the two schools, they were still next door.

In August, she received a bright red admission notice, she took a photo and sent it to Ruan Ke.

Youth draws a grotesque rest here.

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The last knife, it will end tomorrow

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