wake up with pillow

When she was in college, Ruan's mother became keen on talking about her boyfriend in Ruan Qingju's ear.Because of Chi Yang's illness over the years, her temperament has changed a lot. She is no longer so unreasonable, and she no longer likes to use violence. On the contrary, she has become gentler and more sensitive to everything in life.

A few years ago, Ruan Qingju couldn't even think about putting the word "gentle" on Ruan's mother.

Although it is too late to change at this time, it is a good thing after all.

Once, Ruan Qingju was standing on a high wooden ladder to sort out the things on the bookshelf, when Ruan's mother came in to brainwash her again.

Her tone was less annoying than before, and it seemed to be, as she said, a "suggestion".So she didn't drive Ruan's mother away, and let her talk there.

She picked up a stack of notebooks, ready to put them on another layer, she lifted the notebooks, because they were too heavy, causing them to tilt a little, a piece of paper just like this drifted down from a certain notebook, and landed quietly on the floor.

While talking, Ruan's mother bent down, picked up the piece of paper, turned it over, and her voice suddenly stopped.

"What's wrong?" Ruan Qingju asked.

Mother Ruan looked up at her strangely.

Ruan Qingju stopped her movements, "What's wrong?" She stretched out her hand, "Give it to me."

Mother Ruan put the piece of paper in her palm, Ruan Qingju took it over and looked at it, she was really stunned.

That's not a piece of paper, it's a photo.

The blue background merged with the people in blue school uniforms. The people in the photo probably thought it was a very silly thing to take pictures like this, so they didn't smile, and looked at the camera lightly.

The photo is a little yellowed, and the people in the photo are looking at her through the thick fog of youth.

When I was in the third year of high school, especially in the later period, there were always various materials to fill in.Suddenly one day, each student was required to submit an inch of their ID photo.Everyone didn't have any preparations at hand, and the school required that they be handed in on the same day, so He Chan gave everyone an idea, asking everyone to go to the school photo room to print the photos on their school cards.

So everyone ran to the photo room to print.

Li Lin and Ruan Qingju were worried that there would be too many people, so they picked a time when class was about to start.

Sure enough, the good students who were in a hurry to go to class rushed back, and the photo room was empty, only the two of them.

The teacher in the photo room knew that they were here to print photos, asked them their names, called up their school card photos on the computer, and started printing, and asked one more question while waiting, "Is there anything else I can do for you?" Someone else hit it?"

Ruan Qingju was taken aback, and Li Lin immediately said, "Yes, yes." He named a boy, a boy from the next class, and Ruan Qingju knew that Li Lin had a crush on him.

She pulled Li Lin aside and whispered, "Can it still be like this?"

"Why not?" Li Lin didn't care, "He can't see if we are in the same class, he just thinks that we are printing for others."

She bumped into Ruan Qingju, "You go too."

Ruan Qingju bit her lip, "Well, teacher, please print another person for me."

"Ruan Ke."

"Which Ke?"

"It's next to King Xie, and the other one is okay."

In this way, she took a version of her own photo and a version of Ruan Ke's photo back home, secretly cut out Ruan Ke's photos one by one, and put them in places she thought were important, such as in the school card holder, in the middle of the schoolbag , and in your favorite notebook.

Up to now, most of the photos have been lost. If it wasn't for today's photo, she might have forgotten about it.

Four years had passed, and it wasn't until she saw the photo that she realized that she had never forgotten Ruan Ke for a moment.The name Ruan Ke is like a seed, deeply rooted in her heart, and now it has quietly germinated and grown into a towering tree.

She once had a dream.In the dream, she returned to the high school campus, and a group of people gathered around the flower table.These people are all phantoms, unable to tell who is who, Ruan Ke sat in the crowd, suddenly saw her, and smiled at her, Ruan Qingju was very sad, she walked over and said to Ruan Ke: "I I know you're a fake."

Ruan Ke actually spoke and said, "I'm not fake."

Ruan Qingju said: "Impossible, I know this is my dream."

Ruan Ke signaled Ruan Qingju to touch her with her hand, Ruan Qingju stretched out her hand, and the realistic touch came from her fingertips, she was ecstatic.

Ruan Ke said, "Look, I didn't lie to you, did I?"

Ruan Qingju wanted to hug her, but suddenly, she turned into a cloud of smoke in front of Ruan Qingju and disappeared.

Then, Ruan Qingju woke up.

She cried for a long, long time.

Later she read a poem by Mu Xin.

15 年前

cool morning

vaguely

clear farewell

Every night, you in my dreams

it's you in the dream

wake up with pillow

don't think it's you

some other people

play you in my dreams

Where is you, you are so good

How can you be like you.

In the first semester of her senior year, she found an internship in City S.

She studied new media in university, and at the suggestion of Ruan's father and Ruan's mother, she entered S city TV station as an intern.

Everything in life is going according to the rules, and sometimes even she doubts whether Ruan Ke is just a rebellious dream of hers, otherwise, why hasn't she come all the time?

She wanted to find Ruan Ke, but was afraid to find Ruan Ke, afraid that Ruan Ke would tell her that this was just a dream.Even if it wasn't, what would it matter if she had already lived a new life.

When she finally made up her mind to open the long-sealed account and tried to send a message to Ruan Ke, a new message suddenly popped up.

Because she didn't open Q/Q for a long time, the message was delayed. When she saw this message, the time showed that it was sent the day before yesterday.

It was Li Lin who sent the news. She went to a local college in S city for the college entrance examination.At first, the two of them chatted a lot, but later everyone's life took on different and disjoint tracks, and gradually, there was less communication.Coupled with the fact that everyone is used to doing various things on WeChat, Q/Q was buried along with the passing years.

Li Lin asked her: There will be a class reunion during the winter vacation, will you come?

The second class has a very good relationship. After graduation, they often get together to play together and post photos in the class group, but it is the first time to have a "classmate reunion" so formally.

Ruan Qingju thought for a while, then replied: I want to come.

Li Lin replied almost instantly: Good!I will let you know the time and place.

Things are well promised, but there is always a lot of helplessness in the world of adults.

On the morning of the classmate reunion, Ruan Qingju suddenly received a document from the sister who was in charge of bringing her to the TV station, asking her to write it now and hand it in before noon.

Just so coincidental.

She had no choice but to send a message to Li Lin, saying that she would make an appointment next time.

Li Lin was very sorry, and kept asking her if she could let it go, and only said after getting a negative answer: But, Ruan Ke is coming today.

Ruan Qingju stared at the word Ruan Ke on the screen, and she was stunned for about 5 minutes. Finally, she sighed and said, "You guys have dinner a little later, I see if I can write as fast as possible, and I will hurry up when I finish writing." past.

Li Lin agreed.

Ruan Qingju threw the phone aside, turned on the computer and began to write materials.

Finally, three hours later, she finished writing the material and sent it to the elder sister. She glanced at the time, and it was exactly twelve noon. She grabbed her bag and ran to the gate of the community to take a taxi.

After getting in the car, she sent a message to Li Lin, and Li Lin quickly called her.

Ruan Qingju took out the earphone cable from the phone, plugged it in, and answered the call.

As soon as it was connected, she felt that her ears were going to be deaf. There was a huge sound of music and human voices mixed together. Ruan Qingju could imagine what kind of scene it was. Li Lin's excited voice came from the other end, "Hey, where have you been? Do you want me to pick you up..."

A boy snatched the phone and chattered enthusiastically before Ruan Qingju realized that this should be a boy from the previous seven groups, but unfortunately she forgot his name.

Li Lin snatched the phone into her hand again, "This way, I'll play a video for you."

"Ah..." Ruan Qingju said, "It's almost here, so don't worry about it." It's a pity that no one heard her speak.

Soon, Li Lin turned on the video, and Ruan Qingju, like a monkey being visited, awkwardly greeted all the familiar and unfamiliar people in turn.

Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of a figure, and before she could take a few more glances, the phone was sent to Li Lin again.

With a loud voice, Li Lin switched the video back, "Hurry up, Ruan Qingju, everyone is waiting for you."

"Good good."

Suddenly someone shouted at the other end: "Where is Ruan Ke, why doesn't Ruan Ke say a few words?"

"That's right, didn't you two have the best relationship when you were in school?"

Ruan Qingju's breathing was stagnant, and she couldn't say anything for a while.

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to have come to a quiet place, and there was silence around, "Hello."

Ruan Qingju almost couldn't hold the phone steady, "Yes."

"Do you want to come over?"

Ruan Qingju pursed her lips, "Guess."

The other person smiled, "I guess you're coming." She was silent for a while, "I miss you."

The author has something to say:

This story ends here.

I think that many things in this world don’t need to be explained too clearly, it will be more beautiful if it is a little bit hazy, I hope you don’t scold me hahaha.

(End of the book)

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