Your brother will take you to lie down and win

Feng Rui was laughing.

Thinking of the few words Huo Lingran said to Zheng Yuanfan face to face, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips.

Across the table, seeing his brother in such a good mood, Feng Shuwen didn't wonder what Feng Rui was laughing at. Instead, he struck while the iron was hot and asked about other things.

"Brother, that Zheng Yuanfan..."

Feng Rui looked over sharply.

Feng Shuwen: "I'll just ask casually."

He also said: "I have to know something about the past, so I know what to do if I am found."

Feng Shuwen stretched out his probing tentacles: "Friends? Classmates? Have you ever been worried? Have you ever complained? Have you ever had entanglements?"

Or have feelings?

Feng Rui knew what was going on in Feng Shuwen's head, so he directly denied it: "It's nothing."

Feng Shuwen sat up straight in his heart, "So brother, you didn't like men."

Feng Rui: "..."

Feng Shuwen heaved a sigh of relief, he was really scared to death.

Feng Rui was speechless: "It's a pity that you don't become a screenwriter and write a TV series."

Feng Shuwen was also speechless, arguing: "Don't blame me for thinking nonsense, that guy with the surname Zheng, I remember he used to run to our house all the time, looking for you when he had anything to do, waiting for you at school, seeing you off after school, the fat brother didn't Live so diligently. After so many years, when he comes back, you seem to be very unwilling to talk to him, so I will just treat him as something between you."

Feng Rui asked: "What'then what'?"

Feng Shuwen: "Love and hate, love and hatred."

Feng Rui picked up the feather duster at hand.

This younger brother and the feather duster are the ones who can really write a few love-hate relationships.

Originally, Feng Rui was too lazy to talk nonsense about Zheng Yuanfan, but since Feng Shuwen asked about it, he still mentioned it in a general way, so that those around him would think that it was because of his deep emotional entanglements that he kept his secrets.

Actually no, not at all.

For today's Feng Rui, it was just a short period of insignificant experience deposited in the river of growth in the past.

——That year, Feng Rui was 14 years old and was in junior high school.

Zheng Yuanfan is his classmate.

Unlike Zheng Yuanfan and other classmates, Feng Rui not only had studies in his youth, but also took on too many family burdens.

At that time, my grandparents hadn't passed away, and they fell ill one after another and needed someone to take care of them. My mother was also in poor health, and there was a young brother, the young Feng Rui, who weighed a thousand catties on his body, and was so oppressed that he couldn't breathe.

Zheng Yuanfan took the initiative to approach him at that time.

How close?

Like Huo Lingran today, he still has to take the initiative.

Moreover, Zheng Yuanfan has a family background dozens of times better than Huo Lingran, with good grades and a good personality. He is recognized as a top student both inside and outside of school.

After being surrounded by such a top student and asking for warmth, Feng Rui gradually accepted it with peace of mind after getting over the initial doubts.

Because he was overwhelmed by life at that time, and he needed someone to care so much.

Zheng Yuanfan may not be the most suitable person, but the timing of his appearance is just right, he is also a classmate, he can be together in and out of class, even if it is a look in the eyes or a casual question of concern, Feng Rui seems to have grasped a life-saving straw , gasping for breath.

Of course, even now, Feng Rui admits that he was warmed by Zheng Yuanfan at that time——

Zheng Yuanfan would cycle around the road for half an hour just to go to school with him every day.

He will bring him food, do his homework for him, do a lot of trivial things for him, help him on duty, remind him what to bring to school, and come to see him at home on weekends.

Feng Rui felt a rare warmth from him, and gradually trusted and relied on him.

Until one day, Zheng Yuanfan summoned up the courage to confess his love to him.

"Fuck, then I'm not wrong, there is love and hatred."

Basic love.

Feng Shuwen couldn't wait, he was more excited than chasing the sun: "And then?"

then……

Feng Rui recalled, without detail, only the result: "Then I knew why he was so kind to me."

That's all, nothing else, Feng Rui is straight after all.

Chasing straight, it's fine if you don't resist if you are chased, and you still want to have some results.

But Zheng Yuanfan is a very persevering person.

Seeing that Feng Rui did not show any rejection after this confession, he continued to treat Feng Rui well.

Such persistence and hard work are accompanied by promises, and the words of promises outline the future of the two of them little by little.

Not only promised, but also very sure, giving people the illusion that he will be by his side without asking for anything in return.

And illusions are illusions after all.

"Then he had a girlfriend?"

Feng Shuwen could really become a screenwriter, he could even imagine such a twist.

Feng Rui: "He has gone abroad."

Feng Shuwen was speechless for such an ending that wasn't dramatic enough but was enough for life.

Since we have to go abroad in the end, and going abroad is not just a matter of saying it. Visas, school applications, every link takes time, knowing that we will leave in the end, why create so many warm bubbles and leave so many good memories for people?

Feng Shuwen: "He didn't tell you in advance that he was going abroad?"

Feng Rui raised the corners of his lips, his tone was vague and ironic: "I'm afraid that I will be sad."

Feng Shuwen: "No, then you suddenly know that he will leave in a few days, isn't it even more sad?"

Feng Rui looked at Feng Shuwen and said, "People who abandon their pets, who cares about their pets' feelings?"

Feng Shuwen's scalp went numb when he heard it.

Is his brother's words too unfeeling, or is it the truth?

Was Zheng Yuanfan sincere?Are those tender feelings being good to a person without any impurities, or are they having their own purpose and enjoying their feelings on a prey without any loss?

And Feng Rui was so sad in his heart after he realized that even that little warmth was illusory.

Feng Shuwen: "Brother."

Feng Rui has already recovered his expression: "Now that I understand the past, I know what to do if I meet him?"

know.

Feng Shuwen stretched out his hand towards the feather duster.

Smash him to death!

Feng Rui's mentality is not bad, those things have passed for too long, if Zheng Yuanfan hadn't shown up again, he would have almost completely forgotten about this person.

Goodbye now, and recalling that year, Feng Rui felt nothing in his heart, only one point, he must admit that although he did not get along with Zheng Yuanfan, and he was not broken up, but it was indeed because of Zheng Yuanfan, he began to feel that there is no need to divide the relationship Male and female.

As long as you like it, men can do it too.

Because of this, Feng Rui faced himself again - in the end, he is really demanding, and he especially likes to be a top student. Back then, Zheng Yuanfan was such a top student, but he only caught his eye when he was a top student. Up to now, he has really seen it from head to toe. I'm afraid there is only one Huo Lingran.

Thinking of Huo Lingran, Feng Rui quickly stopped.

But his thoughts slipped over the line due to inertia, and he asked himself in his mind: Do you have the heart to give someone else such fat as Huo Lingran?

Feng Rui: No.

Inside the brain: Then you should go!