shelving

Gu Shuyu thought of Fanyi's sentence in "Thunderstorm" again inappropriately, saying that a person cannot be bullied by two generations, even if the context and identity are inappropriate, but Gu Shuyu thought, should he be bullied? More painful than Fanyi?

Gu Shuyu looked at the prosperous courtyard in Hongshan Temple, he smiled tragically, and left here step by step.

He kept saying to himself, forget it, forget it, forget Ye Duan, forget Xia Tian, ​​otherwise, Gu Shuyu knew that he might not be able to survive.

As long as he forgets these things, Gu Shuyu thought, he still has a good and long life.

The wedding day of Gu Shuyao and Wang Ben came soon.

The wedding hotel kept coming, coming, and a lot of people came.

Gu Shuyu was very busy, but he was also very happy.

In the past, he never participated in any happy event such as the marriage of his relatives and elders.He used to hate such occasions; he hated calling uncles to people he had never met; he hated toasting at the wine table, and besides, there were brothers and sisters on it, and he didn't participate and no one blamed him.

This time it was different, not only because the person who got married was his own sister, but also, in the midst of many changes, he really grew up. The so-called freedom does not mean that he can do whatever he wants, nor does he not do whatever he doesn't want to do.

Does anyone really miss the past so much?Gu Shuyu thought, only himself.

Everyone looks forward, and everyone will live out their own lives: sister and Wang Ben, brother, Wen Wen, Wen Zhi and Chen Du, Ye Duan and Xia Tian, ​​Wan Chi, Li Minghe, Shao Xing and Qi Chongyun...

And...Chen Hui.

Everyone, everyone, some people suffer a lot; some people love and hate entanglement; some people only meet once;

Everyone left him behind.

Gu Shuyu looked at the guests, and he softly read his favorite poem when he was young, Yan Shu's poem: "A glass of fine wine is freshly ripened, and a few high-pitched songs are worth listening to. If you don't get drunk with your predecessors, the time is like the sound of water. Going so far without stopping."

Let him enjoy a little more excitement, at his sister's wedding, when everyone is around.

Gu Shuyu looked at everyone at the banquet with smiles on their faces.

He thought that he could finally forgive, whether it was forgiving others or forgiving himself.

Gu Shuyu finally walked towards them, smiling.

He sat down beside Chen Hui frankly, and this table was the most lively.

Gu Shuyu also chatted with them about the little things in the past. He talked about the quarrel between him and Li Minghe at that time. Everyone seemed to be affected by the cheerful atmosphere, and there were all kinds of laughter during the meeting.

Chen Hui didn't seem to be so sarcastic to him anymore, and he probably really believed that he had let go.

When the few of them were chatting happily, Xie Yiheng came. Xie Yiheng came and sat next to Gu Shuyu, glanced around the table, and said with a smile: "Wan Chi said that he is too busy today, so he can't come. I will help hand over the gift money."

"Hmph," Li Minghe let out a snort, "Xie, when did you and Wanchi have such a good relationship?"

Xie Yiheng shrugged, took a sip of his wine with a smile, and said, "It's fate."

On the other hand, Shao Xing, usually at their table, was only Shao Xing, the girl who was the most active. Today, for some reason, Shao Xing actually talked less and less.

When Gu Shuyao and Wang Ben came to their table to toast, they should not use "respect", after all, they are all equals at this table.

Chen Hui still called out "Sister Shuyao" as before.

Ten years passed by in a hurry, and when the laughter dissipated, Gu Shuyu watched Chen Hui and Wei Xiangfeng walk out of the hotel lobby and out of his world.

Gu Shuyu said in his heart that he would never look back again.

In the gradually quiet hotel lobby, there were not many people left.

"Shao Xing, why don't you leave? Wait for Qi Chongyun." Gu Shuyu felt very strange. Although he used to have a bad temper, he was kind to Shao Xing. After all, she was one of Chen Hui's friends. The only girl.

"My husband is away on a business trip. No one came to pick me up. I'll go back by myself later." Shao Xing said with a smile.

"Then I'll take you back." Gu Shuyu said.

Shao Xing smiled softly, and said, "Shu Tiao, you are really different now from before. You have really matured."

Gu Shuyu smiled wryly, and said, "I think it would be great if I could mature earlier."

"Okay, don't be sad, Shutiao take me home." Shao Xing got up.

Passing by their high school on the way home, Shao Xing looked out the window, his tone was a little dazed, "Time flies so fast."

"Yes." Gu Shuyu replied lightly.

"Shu Tiao, do you still remember that time? At the sports meeting in the summer of the second year of high school, Chen Hui ran [-] and came in second. Ming and them almost dragged him back to our class..."

Gu Shuyu smiled lightly, "Remember, he refused to move, and insisted on me carrying him back..."

In the evening, the setting sun is like the lights of tall buildings, illuminating life.

Shao Xing was in a daze, she didn't know what position she should be in.Wei Xiangfeng is her friend, but Gu Shuyu is also her friend.

It seems that she is part of the reason why things have turned into the way they are now.

Now, it seems that everything is moving in a good direction, but the authorities are confused by the bystanders, since she has seen and known it, she has to say it.

The car drove to the downstairs of Shao Xing's house.

She looked at Gu Shuyu's rare smile, and she couldn't say anything.

Time is your tearful eyes, your unspoken cruelty and sorrow.

"Do you have something to tell me, Shao Xing?" Gu Shuyu always felt that something was wrong with Shao Xing.

Shao Xing wiped away the tears that seemed to be there, and said with a smile: "Go home first, Shu Tiao, you are too tired today."

"Let's talk about anything, Shao Xing," Gu Shuyu smiled wryly, there was nothing he couldn't bear now.

"It's not important, let's talk about it later, I'm leaving. Thank you for taking me back, Shutiao." After getting off the car, Shao Xing waved to him, turned and went upstairs.

Gu Shuyu felt baffled.

When Gu Shuyu went back, he went to high school again. He really couldn't come again. He swore that this was the last time he would go back to school. He still had a long life. Since everyone was looking forward, he also wanted to Lost the past.

During this period of time, he came to the school too many times, and the old gatekeeper almost regarded him as an adult, and let him in without asking a word.

The first few times I came here, I didn't see their class teacher back then.This time it happened to be the last class in the afternoon, Gu Shuyu walked around the playground a few times and found out that his homeroom teacher was actually teaching Tai Chi in the stadium.

He found it very interesting, walked over and sat on the next step, watching the serious and unsmiling head teacher, slowly doing each Tai Chi move, he wanted to laugh so much.

The class teacher was in class, Gu Shuyu was embarrassed to disturb, and looked around outside the stadium.

On the wall next to the stadium, there is an old exhibition board.

On the exhibition board, there is still a handwritten newspaper that has faded in color for an unknown number of years.I have to sigh, their school is really thrifty, and the ten-year exhibition card is still in use.

Gu Shuyu looked at the faded handwritten newspapers pasted on the exhibition board; old newspapers with illegible handwriting; the list of people whose handwriting was almost completely illegible.

Rows of exhibition cards are like rows of years, and he walks among them.

He saw the exhibition board in the far corner. The exhibition board was really old. On the back of the dusty glass, there was a box of "small French fries" written in black writing. The color was already very pale, but faintly Three words can be seen next to "Little Chips" - that's his name.

How could Gu Shuyu not recognize the painting and those characters, those are Chen Hui's characters.

The only person who can draw his name like this is Chen Hui!

Gu Shuyu didn't know why those handwritings still existed after so many years; he didn't know when Chen Hui painted them...

There are too many things that Gu Shuyu doesn't know. The spark in the wild grass burns his whole life, and he didn't find out until the most vigorous day.

He went around in many ways, looking for the head teacher, the principal, the security guard, and the staff, and finally got through.He bought the exhibition card, and then hired professional technicians to cut out the place where the writing and paintings were still there.

After working all night, he finally brought the small piece of glass home.

Can anyone really rely on memories to get through their lives?

Gu Shuyu thought, it doesn't matter, maybe he will never have anyone by his side again in this life, and he will never fall in love with anyone again from now on.

Looking back on the past days, what he got and what he has left is only this piece of glass, which is his most precious thing.

Only relying on this one, only relying on this one thought, he will spend the rest of his life.

Gu Shuyu searched for many places, but felt that none of them were suitable.Where should this piece of glass be placed?He looked at the top shelf of his bookshelf, which was too high. He moved the chair and stood up with the bookshelf.

The highest shelf of the bookshelf has not put anything there all year round, and a little dust has fallen.

"Shelved", this is really a good word.

He may keep this piece of glass here forever.

After doing all this, Gu Shuyu thought, he is too sleepy, he can finally rest.

Gu Shuyuan lay back on the bed.Only then did he discover that Shao Xing had sent him a message.When he was in the car, he felt that Shao Xing had something to say.

Gu Shuyuan clicked on the message.

"Shu Tiao, no matter what, we have been friends for many years. There are some things that I have to say now. Your friend Xie Yiheng said that he is also good friends with Wan Chi now, and he even brought money to Wan Chi Come on. I should have met Xie Yiheng a few times at parties and dinners before, but today I took a closer look at him, and I found that this Xie Yiheng is so similar to Chen Hui. Didn't you and Wan Chi not notice? Wan Chi and Xie Yiheng became good friends, even as Xie Yiheng said, they became good friends by fate; but, Shu Tiao, you and Xie Yiheng have been friends for many years, don't you really think he is like Chen Hui? "

Gu Shu is like being struck by lightning. They are all boys, so maybe it's not so easy to find out.But it was said by Shao Xing, a girl who is not very familiar with Xie Yiheng... He thought about everything, yes, Xie Yiheng is like Chen Hui.

For a person like Gu Shuyu who thinks so highly of himself, how many real friends has he had since childhood?The only one is Xie Yiheng.Why?What is really outstanding about Xie Yiheng?How did he become good friends with a person like himself who has his eyes above the top?

Because the image of Xie Yiheng and Chen Hui does not mean appearance, height, etc., but the moment when Xie Yiheng turned his head, the moment when he laughed, and the moment when he acted like a baby, he was so similar to Chen Hui.

Gu Shuyu suddenly laughed.

He didn't admit that he liked Chen Hui before, okay, why did he only regard Xie Yiheng as a friend if he didn't like Chen Hui?There is actually such a "stand-in" drama staged.

He is the stupidest fool in the world.

Why!At this time when he is about to live well; at this time when he is supported even if he is alone; at this quiet, peaceful time, when everything seems to be getting better soon, he is aware of such a fact! ?

Gu Shuyu was crying and laughing, he really wanted to ask, can he survive?

Gu Shuyu stepped on the chair again, and took down the piece of glass that had just been placed with "Small French Fries".

He sat by the window, there were thousands of lights outside the window, what is Chen Hui doing now?At this moment ten years ago, what were he and Chen Hui, those two young boys lost in time, doing?

The freedom he wanted will never come, and the Chen Hui he wants to get back will never be obtained.

Gu Shuyu smiled, he knew that he was going back to when he was young, he wanted to go back and regain his freedom, his Chen Hui.

He picked up the glass and hurried downstairs.