Quick-wearing little bunny, he is fragrant and soft

Soon there were only Cheng Yanchuan and Lou Yun left in the classroom.Lou Yun lay on the table, watching Cheng Yanchuan took out a piece of paper from his pocket and quietly wiped the still wet dictionary.

Lou Yun had wiped this dictionary for him once, but it was useless because it was too thick.Wu Jun probably picked up a bucket of water and poured it down on it. It was a good thing that Lou Yun didn't put anything on his own table, otherwise he would have suffered a long time ago.

"Cheng Yanchuan." Lou Yun tentatively said, "Are you angry?"

"No." Cheng Yanchuan returned quickly, "Zheng Baizhou, why did you help me?"

He didn't dare to say some things, but he still couldn't help but want to ask: "That classmate is right, I was forced to major..."

He couldn't help but want to cry, probably because he was about to explode: "I'm trash, they all say that about me, after a long time even I think I'm trash."

Probably because he didn't expect him to say such a thing, Lou Yun took Cheng Yanchuan's hand instead: "Cheng Yanchuan, why do you think that way? They say they will always say it, but you are yourself."

Cheng Yanchuan broke away from Lou Yun's hand and didn't speak.Some things have never been experienced by others, and they simply don't understand the taste of them.

If the darkness is made up of beatings, slanders, insults, framing, and coldness, then original sin has no light.

The schoolbag has been wiped dry a lot by Lou Yun, Cheng Yanchuanhong carefully sorted the books, as if treating his own children as cherished: "Zheng Baizhou, we may not meet again in the future, thank you for being so kind to me before... "

"What do you mean?"

"As you can see, it's a well-known fact—I'm so poor that I can't even read."

Tick-tock, a tear flowed from the eye socket, and fell on the English dictionary that had just been sorted out.Zheng Baizhou is so kind, this person is very gentle to him, and will always leave his gentle side to him, but he can no longer be a classmate with him.

Cheng Yanchuan's heart was full of bitterness, and his voice was full of sadness: "We are not the same people at all. I should have been in No. [-] Middle School and dropped out of school." Instead of transferring to another school, getting to know you, hugging you and then choosing to leave.

Lou Yun reached out to rub his head, and couldn't help hugging him in his arms: "...Cheng Yanchuan, you should never choose to drop out of school."

"But my sister is gone, and I don't even have the money for her funeral!"

Cheng Yanchuan couldn't hold back any longer, and burst into tears, his tears fell violently, like a bank bursting: "I have dragged her down for half her life, if it wasn't for me, she should have been very happy!"

Cheng Yanchuan couldn't control himself, he buried his head in Lou Yun's arms indiscriminately, and said everything in one go.

When Cheng Yanchuan was still in the fourth grade of elementary school, his parents died in a car accident, leaving behind only one older sister who was still in high school.The driver's family was also very poor, and he couldn't afford to pay the debt at all.At that time, my sister's grades were very good, but she was helpless later, because he chose to go out to work to earn money to train his younger brother to study.

The elder sister pinned her lifelong dreams on her younger brother. She worked very hard, and she was also very beautiful and very temperamental. In the factory, there were several people who were interested in her elder sister. Later, they went to drink together. After a little wine, when I returned to the factory, I couldn't help but touch my sister when I saw her. Thanks to someone passing by at that time, nothing happened to my sister.

But also because of this incident, my sister had a great shadow, and soon resigned from the factory and came back.Originally, I thought this matter would pass quickly, but I didn't expect that something happened to my sister.

Because of working in the factory day and night for several years, my sister suffered from cervical spondylosis, and happened to think that the cervical spine caused lumbar spine stenosis, resulting in paralysis of both limbs.

My sister was hit hard for a while, and her spirit began to have problems. She was always in a trance, and rarely had a clear day.

Later, the driver who caused the accident managed to scrape together a little money to pay compensation, and because most of the money was spent on seeing his sister, he barely managed to get to the second year of high school.

But just now, Zhao Ying said that he went to a neighbor and made a call from his sister's mobile phone, and asked Cheng Yanchuan to answer it. When Cheng Yanchuan passed, he realized that his last relative was gone.

I heard from a neighbor that when my sister left, she probably woke up for a while, wrote him a letter, and finally got to know herself with a fruit knife.

At that time, Zhao Ying didn't dare to test this sensitive child's thoughts, but just asked him what to do in the future.Cheng Yanchuan opened his lips and said without hesitation: "Teacher, I plan to drop out of school."

Zhao Ying didn't immediately agree or refuse, she just sighed and asked him to come down and think about it.

Cheng Yanchuan said: "If it wasn't for me, my sister would have had a better life, and she would have become like this because of me. So it's not too much to say what those classmates said, I'm trash, and I will drag people down everywhere. Trash."

In the end, it was the neighbor and Zhao Ying who paid for Cheng Yanchuan's funeral for his sister.Lou Yun was afraid that Cheng Yanchuan would do something stupid when he was alone at home, so he dragged Cheng Yanchuan back to his home.

He was still clutching a photo, which was a group photo of their family. Cheng Yanchuan in the group photo was still very young, he looked about three or four years old.He and a girl stood in front hand in hand, behind them stood side by side smiling gently, two adults, they were Cheng Yanchuan's parents.

In the past two days, Cheng Yanchuan's mood has been very low. He took a few days off and didn't go to school, but at least he didn't talk about quitting school.

He has been dealing with his sister's affairs today, and before he had time to eat, Lou Yun watched him sit down on the sofa, and then went into the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles for him.

After Lou Yun brought out the noodles, Cheng Yanchuan sat on the sofa as if he had stopped.Lou Yun put the noodles in front of him, and couldn't help worrying: "Cheng Yanchuan, think about it, maybe this result will be a relief for my sister."

Cheng Yanchuan nodded mechanically.

In fact, Lou Yun's words are not unreasonable, and Cheng Yanchuan also understands in his heart that earlier, because of her sister being molested, her spirit was greatly traumatized. Although there was no real harm, the shadow has always shrouded her Several years have passed.He knew that his sister had always been very proud, and when she was found to be paralyzed due to the cause, that proud person hid in the room and cried all night.

She was no longer able to walk upright like a normal person, and all the little money in the family was given to her for medical treatment, so that her dearest brother even gnawed and steamed to death when he went to school Steamed buns to fill the stomach.

He didn't want to be a burden to her younger brother. She felt that his younger brother could live better without her, so when she finally woke up, she chose to give up her own life.

"Cheng Yanchuan, will you move here in the future? My parents are not in this city, so you don't have to go back to that rental house."

In order to treat his sister's illness, Cheng Yanchuan had no choice but to sell his previous house, and moved with his sister to a small and narrow rental house.

The neighbors in the rented house were also very nice, and they were willing to take the initiative to pay for Cheng Yanchuan's funeral for his sister. Later, when Lou Yun took the money to pay back, the neighbor was not willing to accept it either.