Li Xunhuan and A Fei

The sun slowly climbed up to the top of the hill, and the sun shone down, shining on the blood-stained skirt of Li Xun Huan's chest.When people are sad, God does not necessarily rain, but instead will illuminate the earth with light, because people are like ants in the eyes of God, and the way of heaven is ruthless.

A Fei stopped Li Xun Huan's bleeding with the acupressure technique that Li Xun Huan taught him. He tore off the corner of his clothes to bandage Li Xun Huan, but he was afraid that Li Xun Huan would dislike him, so he handed the corner of the clothes over to Li Xun Huan.

Li Xun Huan wrapped it up by himself, he didn't have much time to take care of it, he just messed around a few times.

A day ago, A Fei had done such intimate things with Li Xun Huan, and a day later, A Fei stabbed Li Xun Huan with a sword, and he didn't even dare to bandage Li Xun Huan's wound.

Things are impermanent, nothing more than this.

Come to think of it, this is life.

The 16-year-old A Fei seems to have grown up overnight.

Ah Fei has always been a straightforward person, and he took the initiative to speak up again.

"You go."

He said.

Li Xunhuan looked at him in surprise.

"Come on."

he said again.

Li Xun Huan coughed. Because of the sword wound, the cough he suppressed with his internal force just now couldn't stop. It hit with a stronger force than ever before. Li Xun Huan couldn't help but bend down and look away. Then look directly into A Fei's eyes.

"If you don't leave, I don't know what will happen."

Li Xun Huan gasped for breath, coughing and suffocating himself.If it was in the past, A Fei would have become anxious when he saw him coughing like this. At that time, Li Xun Huan felt that A Fei made a fuss, and now he missed the A Fei who made a fuss.

People are always like this. When they own something, they can't see the value of it. They can't judge its importance objectively until they lose it.

The path is chosen by oneself.

Li Xunhuan has no regrets.

"You don't want to kill me, but I will do it to you. I am afraid that one day I will kill you and then commit suicide. I don't want you to die in my hands. Although your body is not good, you should be able to live well if you leave me." Live for decades, so hurry up and leave."

Li Xunhuan covered his mouth with his right hand and tried his best to suppress his cough. He thought he should say something, but the cough made him unable to say anything.

"No matter what, I still thank you for appearing in my life. I am very happy to have you by my side all these years. There is no rule in this world that if one person likes another person, the other person must also like him. This matter It was my fault."

Li Xun Huan's cough finally stopped, the wound on his chest showed signs of a slight split, Li Xun Huan pressed the wound with his left hand, feeling extremely tired, his heart was numb with the pain, and he got used to it.

At this time, he suddenly saw a drop of water falling on the ground in front of Ah Fei, a very small drop, hitting the yellow ground, "Slap!", it fell to pieces, and quickly got into the ground.

Is it tears?

Li Xun Huan couldn't help but look up.

So I saw Ah Fei who was in tears.

This child didn't know how to express feelings by crying and laughing since he was a child. Li Xunhuan taught him how to laugh but not how to cry, so he didn't know how to cry when he grew up.

When he cried, he didn't even have a sound at all, and he still talked as usual, his voice was stable and unwavering, and the expression on his face was also faint, even expressionless. It kept flowing, as if to shed all the tears of my life.

This kind of expressionless tears streaming down the face is more shocking than howling loudly.

This is the second time Ah Fei cried today.

It was also the second time he cried in 16 years.

His mother was not gentle with him, and he was a boy, he never knew how to act like a baby, let alone use crying as a weapon to gain benefits.When he was scolded by his mother, when he was bullied by other children without a father, when he was bitten by a wild animal, he didn't know how to express pain by crying.

After a long time, he thought that he would not cry anymore.

But how can there be people who can't cry in this world?

Only those who can bear it.

If a person is usually too tolerant, then he should actually cry a lot, otherwise, how pitiful a person who can't even cry is.

Ah Fei's tears were no different from ordinary people's. His two eyes shed tears together, and the tears fell in big drops. Two tear stains rushed out along the cheeks, gathered at the jaw, and then fell down the jaw.

His facial features haven't changed much, not even his mouth is flattened, only his eyes are red and red, like a rabbit's eyes, full of bloodshot eyes.After crying for a while, he was slightly out of breath, and stopped talking, and stood there crying quietly, crying silently and expressionlessly.

Seeing Ah Fei's tears, "Wow!" Li Xun Huan suddenly spat out a mouthful of blood.

He endured the blood for a long time, and couldn't bear it anymore.

Ah Fei rushed up almost immediately, so fast that the corner of his clothes floated backwards, and his figure turned into afterimages.

When he was about to meet Li Xun Huan, he stopped abruptly, too quickly, the momentum of leaning forward made him almost fall down.

He immediately took a few steps back to keep a distance from Li Xun Huan, wiped his face casually with his sleeve, stared at Li Xun Huan without blinking his eyes that were soaked in tears and became brighter and clearer.

He looked like he wanted to say something, moved his lips, but didn't make a sound after all.

This time it was Li Xun Huan's turn to speak.

Li Xun Huan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and felt a lot of pain in his chest, and he felt better after spitting out the blood.

"Will you still enter the customs?" Li Xunhuan asked Ah Fei.

Ah Fei said, "Do you wish?"

Li Xunhuan nodded.

Ah Fei said: "I will enter the customs."

"Will you look for me in the future?" Li Xunhuan asked again.

Ah Fei said, "Do you wish?"

Li Xunhuan shook his head.

Ah Fei said: "I will never go to you."

Li Xunhuan laughed.

Li Xun Huan's eyebrows were handsome, when he was young, his eyebrows were romantic, his eyes were full of brilliance, and his smile was even more beautiful.He lived up to Lin Shiyin's deliberate visit to the brothel for two years. It was rumored that Xiao Li Feidao was more beautiful than the most popular oiran. Some girls would rather not have money than to follow Li Xunhuan. At that time, there were many Xunfang customers who were actually rushing to see Xiao Li. It's from Tanhua.

After getting older, the sharpness decreases and becomes more moist, the white hair on the temples adds a few strands of fragility, and the smile becomes more generous and gentle, like delicate and delicate white porcelain, plum blossoms blooming alone in the corner, a clear spring in the desert , like the deepest first love hidden in everyone's heart.Once she smiles, all the vicissitudes and vicissitudes are gone, only the unique charm of a mature man is left, exuding unscrupulously.

Now his mouth is bloody, his chest is red, his face is full of lingering sadness, and his eyes are full of pain that is so thick that it cannot be melted away. This pain is pressing down like a dark cloud, and people can't help watching Pity, feel sorry for how such a beauty can be so miserable.It cannot be denied that on such a face, even sadness is an indescribable beauty.

He was wearing blood-stained white clothes, and the dark cloud pattern cloak fluttered up and down on his back. He stood upright, showing a kind of strength that would never yield to others, so strong that it was almost stubborn.He frowned slightly, with tears in his eyes, and smiled slightly at A Fei.

The sun disappeared at some point, and the dark clouds covered Li Xun Huan, making it cloudy.A flock of missing birds flew across the sky, screaming shrill and lonely, as if mourning for him.

Li Xun Huan was afraid of tears falling from his eyes, but fortunately there were none.

He is not A Fei, A Fei is still young, and still has the freedom and right to cry bitterly. He is Li Xunhuan who has experienced countless sufferings and tortures. He knows that the most difficult thing is not crying, but laughing.No matter what happens, he hopes that what he leaves to the world is a smile.

A Fei didn't cry since he was a child, he only cried when he grew up. A Fei used to bear it all the time.

Li Xunhuan often cried when he was a child, and was held by so many people like a star. He could act coquettishly and be mischievous. After making his father and brother angry, he pouted his mouth and turned his eyes red, and he could usually escape a beating.When he grew up, he met Long Xiaoyun, and was rescued by Long Xiaoyun's silver gun when he was in danger, and he was so moved that he wanted to cry.Later, because of Shiyin, I don't know how many times I cried overtly and secretly.

So much so that now, when he was reborn as a human, he had no more tears to shed.

He used to cry too much, but now he has learned to endure.

He felt that he had lost the right to cry.

It is a bit sad when a person is not even qualified to cry.

He felt that the fault of this matter was entirely his own, not Ah Fei.It was I who taught A Fei badly, it was I who ruined A Fei's normal life, it was me who lost my best friend with my own hands.He lived a new life, no longer thinking about Shiyin, no longer thinking about Xiaohong, but only wanted to meet his old friends, but he never expected that he would end up in such a situation where old friends are killing each other today.

This is simply the greatest tragedy in the world.

If he cried out, Ah Fei would never let him go, so he could only laugh.

He recalled the past, in his last life, he loved his father, when his father died, he loved his elder brother, when his elder brother died, he loved Shiyin, Shiyin lost her husband and was lonely all her life, he loved Xiaohong, Xiaohong was young and widowed and hard to see joy, he Whichever one falls in love with, one will be harmed.

He carried out his father's coffin from Li Yuan with his own hands, and carried out his elder brother's in a few years.He personally sent the cousin to the sedan chair, and then pushed the cousin into the fire pit.Old Man Tianji, Guo Songyang, Tie Chuanjia, Lan Xiezi, Lingling... all died because of him and left him.At the end of his life, the only old friend who was still alive and not killed by him was A Fei alone—this may be because A Fei went out to sea to find his biological father and stayed away from him.

To live a new life, he doesn't want to implicate these people, he doesn't want to enter the rivers and lakes again, he just wants to accompany A Fei in a remote place outside the pass, A Fei has become the meaning of his life, but now, even this only meaning has become meaningless.

He has lived two lifetimes like a joke, isn't this worth his laughing?

He smiled more beautifully, but also more sadly.

"Haha." He couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Hahaha!" He laughed out loud, out of breath.

"Hahahaha—!" He almost laughed out his tears.

After a long time, he wiped his face, stopped laughing, looked at A Fei, and cupped his fists to A Fei:

"Goodbye."

A Fei also cupped his fists at Li Xun Huan: "Goodbye."

"Take care." Li Xun Huan suppressed his smile, neither sad nor happy.

"Don't read it." A Fei wiped away his tears, his face was also neither sad nor happy.

After saying the last two sentences, the two turned around together and walked in the opposite direction of the road.When they walked, they kept their bodies straight, as if they would go on no matter how much wind and rain they experienced.When they walked, they didn't look back at each other, as if two parallel lines that had once intersected, they were back on the right track.

From then on, people in the south and the north, each side, wish this life, life after life, never meet each other.