Li Xunhuan and A Fei

For two years, Li Xunhuan has been waiting for A Fei outside the customs, but A Fei has not returned home.

When the date when the two of them met in the last life approached, Li Xunhuan looked for A Fei on the only way to enter the customs, but A Fei still didn't come.Li Xunhuan went to the inn where A Fei murdered and won the Golden Silk Armor. Not only did he not see A Fei, but even the Zhuge Lei, Black Snake and White Snake he met in his previous life did not appear.

At first he found that A Fei was not in a hurry after leaving, thinking that as long as he entered the customs two years later, he would be able to see A Fei on the road. When he couldn't find A Fei after searching for several months, he had to recognize the facts. The trajectory has deviated.

It seems that life is always like this, what you want, God will not give you anything, when Li Xunhuan finally mustered up the courage to try to accept A Fei's feelings, A Fei was nowhere to be found.

Li Xun Huan has endured too much wind and rain in his life, such a small setback would never knock him down, since A Fei did not show up proactively like in his previous life, then Li Xun Huan went to the customs to look for him.

This time Li Xunhuan stepped into the rivers and lakes, he didn't have the high spirits of his youth, and he didn't have the sadness and desolation of entering the customs last time, only the feeling that the world is so big that there is nowhere to find people.

He didn't want to disturb Long Xiaoyun and Lin Shiyin for the time being, so he didn't go home and wandered around.

He met some people, among them were new enemies, old friends, people who made him sick, and people who made him happy, among all kinds of people, there was no one like Ah Fei.

A Fei is unique, there is only one A Fei in the wild, the ends of the earth and the ends of the earth.

After losing A Fei, Li Xunhuan realized more and more clearly that A Fei was so important.

In his dream, he changed from a tearful plum blossom-like girl's face to a cold and lonely boy who smiled brightly but was sunny.

In every dream, without exception, the boy and Li Xunhuan got along very well, talking and laughing, very happy.Li Xunhuan thought that he would dream about the scene of the breakup, but for some reason, he always dreamed about the details of the relationship between the two of them.The more joyful the dream, the more miserable the waking.

Countless dark nights, Li Xunhuan woke up from a happy dream, hearing the sound of the noise, looking at the empty room, hugging the quilt as cold as iron, facing the loneliness in the room, feeling lost, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep again.

Some small things in daily life will invade your spiritual soil bit by bit like seeds take root, grow vines and vines when you are not paying attention, entangle your heart, and grow into trees when you find out No matter how difficult it is to destroy a towering tree.If you want to uproot it, you will inevitably bring out blood.Even if you make up your mind and try hard to pull it out, what you pull out is just an insignificant grass, and you will be bleeding and in pain, and there is still a forest that can't be seen.

These tiny seeds are caring, caring, companionship, a greeting in a sleepless night, a bowl of porridge in the morning, the aroma of barbecue at dusk, a smile after a heart-to-heart talk, and a sword dance. When the plum blossoms looked at each other... it was——

feeling.

The so-called habit cannot be eradicated.

Li Xunhuan already knew what A Fei meant to him.

In the last life, Lin Xian'er lied to A Fei, and Li Xun Huan asked Lu Feng to kill Lin Xian'er first. After the incident was revealed, Li Xun Huan and A Fei broke up, and Li Xun Huan vomited blood. At that time, Li Xun Huan knew what A Fei meant to him.

If A Fei wanted something, Li Xunhuan would give it to him no matter what.

If A Fei wants fatherly love, Li Xun Huan is the father; if A Fei wants brotherly care, Li Xun Huan is the best brother.What A Fei wanted was a wife-like companionship for life, so Li Xunhuan had no choice but to give it to him, even though it almost violated his purpose in life and made him feel extremely guilty.He couldn't uproot that tree, he couldn't get out of that forest, so he could only let those seeds grow wildly like a monster.

He decides to give Hobby whatever he can.

He just hoped it wasn't too late for him to decide.

He wasn't sure when A Fei would show up, he wasn't sure what A Fei was doing, he wasn't sure if A Fei was doing well... these uncertainties made him anxious day and night, he started drinking again, he couldn't help coughing, His clothes became shabby, his face was covered with dust, and his temple hair was full of stars. He gradually approached the undeveloped and haggard of his previous life.

He stood alone on the boat reciting poems, closed his eyes, and the wind whistled past his ears, like A Fei's sword energy.

He went to the market alone and bought a lot of odds and ends for children to give to A Fei, but he felt childish and threw them all away.

He went to the temple alone to ask for a safe talisman. He didn't know what color Ah Fei liked, so he simply bought them all, yellow, red, green, and white, and there were a lot of colorful ones.

He learned how to make longevity noodles, and he can make them for A Fei in the future. He learned how to make dumplings, and they can eat dumplings together every New Year.

He successfully carved a wooden statue less than an inch in size, which could be placed in A Fei's arms.

He wears the cloak that A Fei redeemed every day, even though the cloak is already worn out.

He did a lot of things when Ah Fei was away, and he only told him after the reunion.He has a lot to say, a lot of things to give him.

He even forced himself to drink porridge when he had no appetite at all, and stipulated that no matter what happened, he should eat at least two meals a day.He remembered that Ah Fei wanted him to live a good life, and now this became his own hope.Xiao Li Feidao, who regards death as home, must not die until he finds A Fei.

He was ready to spend his whole life looking for A Fei.

Perhaps the search was fruitless.

Or maybe the search itself is a result.

He hoped that the end result of his life would be to find A Fei.

It was Shangguan Jinhong who broke this search.

Li Xunhuan made a move in a small town outside the customs to scare off the four members of the money gang in yellow shirts. He knew that he would meet the money gang members again. Shangguan Jinhong is a person who will not give up easily, and he will definitely continue to send people to trouble him .One day Li Xunhuan was walking on the road when a kid selling sweets stopped him.

"My lord, someone asked me to bring you a message."

Li Xun Huan stopped, "What message?"

"He asked you to meet at the wooden house next to the Merlin in the east of the city."

The child took out a small gold leaf from the basket, with the logo of the Money Gang engraved on it.

Money helped people make invitations, copper foil was used for the lower ranks, and silver foil was used for the higher ranks. This was the first time that gold leafs were dispatched. It seemed that Li Xun Huan's treatment was extremely high.

Li Xunhuan took it and thanked him with a smile: "Thank you little brother."

The child was a little embarrassed by Li Xun Huan's smile, he had never seen such a handsome, noble and kind person, without the authority of a superior.The child couldn't help being excited: he smiled at me!The strange things he encountered today are enough for him to brag about with his friends for several days.

The child turned around to leave, but Li Xun Huan called him back: "Little brother, do you remember what the person who asked you to deliver the letter looked like?"

How could a six or seven-year-old child remember so much? After thinking about it, he said, "I don't seem to see what he looks like. He is wearing yellow clothes and a bamboo hat... Ah, yes, he has a sword."

"What kind of sword?"

"It's like the one my big brother made." The child gestured, "Here, it's what his father made for him, a piece of iron..." The child was searching for words to describe it.

Li Xun Huan understood, this is not so expensive, it is not the iron-cut sword used by Jianghu people, it is a very ordinary sword, asked the person how to wear it, and thought of someone in his mind.

"What do the eyes of that man look like?"

"Hey, I'm scared to death, it's cold, not like a normal person." When he mentioned the man's eyes, the child still had lingering fear.

Li Xun Huan knew it in his mind: "Are the eyes like a dead person?"

The child nodded immediately.

An apricot yellow gown, a bamboo hat to cover his face, an inconspicuous iron sword slanted across his waist, eyes as cold as a dead person, Shangguan Jinhong's confidant.

Li Xunhuan knew who that person was.

So this time Shangguan Jinhong dispatched Jing Wuming?

Thinking of the relationship between Jing Wuming and Shangguan Jinhong, Li Xunhuan felt a little emotional. In his last life, he killed Shangguan Jinhong, and Jing Wuming seemed to die with him. After Jing Wuming learned of Shangguan Jinhong's death, he looked so desperate that he didn't look like a living person. It left a deep impression on Li Xunhuan, at that time he didn't understand why Jing Wuming did this, but now he understands.

Li Xunhuan bid farewell to the boy who delivered the letter, and followed the route the boy said to the Meilin outside the city.

The plum grove is not big. In the early spring, when it is warm and cold, the surrounding fields are desolate. Only here are the plum blossoms in full bloom, and a flying spring hangs upside down from the middle of the mountain. The scenery is beautiful.

A man in a yellow shirt carried a wooden barrel through the merlin and walked into the cabin next to the merlin.The wooden house is not big, simple and quiet, at first glance it looks like Li Yuan's style, reminding Li Xunhuan of the Lengxiang Xiaozhu where he lived for 20 years.

From a distance, Li Xun Huan could not see the man's facial features, only the back. He was wearing an apricot-yellow knee-length gown.

This person is definitely not Jing Wuming, Jing Wuming's clothes are not so clean, nor is he so energetic.Physically, he looks a bit like A Fei, but it's definitely not A Fei. Li Xunhuan has lived with A Fei for two lifetimes, and he knows that A Fei's hair would never be combed like this, and A Fei doesn't care about his appearance at all.

So who is this person?

Is he someone sent by Shangguan Jinhong?

Li Xunhuan rushed over.

The door of the wooden house was open, and through the door, one could see that the inside of the house was clean and bright. There was an Eight Immortals table in the corner. The table was huge, with plum blossoms carved on its four legs. The man in the yellow shirt took out a rag from the barrel and twisted it. Wipe the tabletop.

He wiped it very carefully and repeatedly, as if a little dust left on the table would make him shameful.

Li Xunhuan stood outside the door and watched him wipe the table, and suddenly recalled the past in his mind:

In the last life, when the Plum Blossom Pirates incident ended, A Fei lived in seclusion for two years, and when he reunited with Li Xunhuan, he was just cleaning the table!

Is this A Fei?

Li Xun Huan couldn't help coughing.

Hearing the sound of coughing, the man realized that someone was coming. He put down the rag and didn't react quickly. He turned his head slowly and looked towards the door.

It turned out to be Ah Fei!

Li Xunhuan thought that it was not A Fei's person, but A Fei.

Ah Fei's appearance has not changed much. It has been two years. His childishness has faded, his heroism has increased, and his outline has become tougher. Clothes, and neatly combed hair, the whole person looks much more handsome than two years ago, just like a young boy with a white face.

But Ah Fei has changed too much.

His facial features are basically the same, but his temperament is quite different.

His eyes lost that aggressive look, and became calm and stiff, as if he was a little nervous.His face was rosy, the roughness from the wilderness life in the wind and snow disappeared, his skin was delicate and smooth, he should have been well groomed, Li Xun Huan even smelled the scent of incense on his clothes.

How could Ah Fei be a person who can use incense on his clothes!

Isn't this appearance the same as when they met again in the previous life?