Li Xunhuan and A Fei
Chapter 34
In the dark dungeon, the faint candles were about to be extinguished, and the surroundings were silent. The bugs were crawling around on the ground. Ah Fei was wearing a dirty apricot shirt, sitting on the head of the bed with his knees bent, his hands wrapped around his knees, and his head buried deeply. Into his knees, his shoulders slowly trembled.
He finally couldn't stand it anymore.
☆、Chapter 40
Li Xunhuan ran for a while with Lin Shiyin on his back, and ran out of the dungeon.
Jing Wuming was very trustworthy, and no one stopped him at the entrance of the dungeon. He said he wanted Li Xunhuan to choose someone, which really saved his life.
It was getting dark, and the sun was setting from the other side of the mountain. The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled all over the hillside, and there were burning clouds in the sky, as beautiful as blood.
The evening wind blew gently, blowing Li Xun Huan's white hair at the temples.
Seeing the sun again, finally came out.
Li Xunhuan heaved a sigh of relief, "Shiyin, can you go back and find Big Brother by yourself?"
Lin Shiyin asked anxiously, "Aren't you going to take me home?"
Li Xun Huan gritted his teeth, "I have to go back to the dungeon again." As he spoke, he put Lin Shiyin off his back.
Lin Shiyin sat on the grass panting: "Didn't you say that the dungeon is about to collapse?"
Li Xun Huan said: "There is still someone locked in the dungeon, I have to go back."
"Who is that person?"
"His name is A Fei."
Lin Shiyin suddenly remembered a mysterious boy who appeared in Li Yuan one night.
"What does he have to do with you?"
"He's me..." Li Xunhuan didn't dare to meet Lin Shiyin's gaze, "Friend."
After all, Lin Shiyin knew Li Xunhuan, and immediately sensed something was wrong: "Friend?"
Li Xun Huan said: "Good friend."
"Hehe." Lin Shiyin laughed, "You are still so good to your friends."
Time was running out, so Li Xunhuan stopped talking and walked away.
In the setting sun, his shadow was stretched very long, he was so thin, so unrepentant, that high-spirited young man, dissolved in the wind of time, never to come back again.
"cousin!"
Lin Shiyin shouted behind Li Xunhuan.
Li Xun Huan had never heard her yelling like that before, the cousin he had always remembered was a lady, gentle and gentle.He couldn't help but stop and turned to look at her.
"Don't go!"
Lin Shiyin finally let go of her pride, frankly said what was in her heart, and frankly asked him to stay.If she could have done this earlier, wouldn't she and her cousin have come to where they are today?
"You didn't have time at all. According to the time you said, the dungeon collapsed when you arrived. What if you were buried in it?"
Tears welled up in Lin Shiyin's eyes.
"I beg you not to go, cousin."
She was still so beautiful, and she was still so touching when she cried. Li Xun Huan's heart was broken, but he still replied: "I know, so I'm not going to save him, I'm going..."
Lin Shiyin looked at him with teary eyes.
Li Xun Huan hardened his heart and didn't look at her, but he still said the rest, under the fiery sunset, his words were infinitely firm.
"I'm going to die with him."
Lin Shiyin was stunned, and even forgot to cry.
She suddenly understood something.
"Do you love him?"
In the past, Li Xun Huan would never answer such words, but this time he was about to die anyway, maybe it was the last time with his cousin, Li Xun Huan said seriously, "Yes."
Lin Shiyin has never seen Li Xunhuan like this before, this kind of Li Xunhuan has a special charm, she said sadly: "I never thought you would actually say it, if you had such courage back then..."
"It's because I didn't have it back then, but now I have it." Li Xunhuan said, "Cousin, you are already the eldest brother's wife. I hope you can forget about the past."
Lin Shiyin was completely stunned.
"Brother is very kind to you. For example, when I learned that you were kidnapped by the Money Gang this time, Big Brother also brought people to rescue you, but he arrived later than me. Cousin, you have been comparing me with Big Brother for so many years. Very unfair to him."
"I have lived for so long to realize that happiness is not because you have more, but because you care less. All the pain in life comes from dissatisfaction, and what you have is often the best. Cousin, I am more than anyone else. I hope you are more happy, and you should take care of yourself in the days without me in the future."
"I have to go back, otherwise even if I live, I will have trouble sleeping and eating for the rest of my life."
Lin Shiyin asked: "You will feel at ease if you die with him?"
"Yes." At this point, Li Xun Huan has nothing to admit, "It must be very sad for him to be alone in the dungeon. I'll accompany him. If we die together, he won't be sad. I couldn't see my own mind clearly before. , After I see clearly, he already has someone else. Now that he is going to die, I have to tell my heart, so that he will not know when he dies. I have wandered for half my life and finally found someone who can accompany me on the road to Huangquan, and I will never Lonely, you don't have to be sad for me, you should be happy for me."
Lin Shiyin was dumbfounded.
Even if Li Xun Huan loved her again back then, why did he act like this?She had never been treated like this before, and she even felt that Li Xunhuan was not as good as her friend to her, so she resented, she hated, and she married Long Xiaoyun in a fit of anger. It turned out that when Li Xunhuan really fell in love with someone, it was this Pretty good.
"You are gone, are you not afraid that I will be in danger again?"
"In the past, you were in danger because I would protect you. After I died, you were of no value to Shangguan Jinhong, so you were safe."
Lin Shiyin didn't cry at all, and she couldn't help but endured a sentence: "Cousin, in your heart, is that person more important than me?"
Li Xunhuan replied: "Cousin, I don't know which of you two is more important, I just know that I want you to live, and he is the one who can die with me."
The glowing red light shone on Li Xun Huan's face, making his face glow brilliantly.
"Saibei Jiangnan, inside and outside the pass, I know many people, and this is the only person who can die with me."
Li Xunhuan finally smiled at Lin Shiyin, turned around, and walked on without looking back.
His figure gradually drifted away, a few ups and downs, turned into a small black dot, and quickly disappeared into the setting sun.
Lin Shiyin stared at him behind him for a long, long time without moving.
Li Xun Huan ran at the fastest speed, he had never been so fast in his life, nor had he been so happy.
Yes, he was actually a little happy.
He has been smart since he was a child, he knows all kinds of poems and songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, fists, knives, knives and guns... He is proficient in everything, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he is amazingly talented. A person who is so amazingly talented has to leave a shortcoming for him in a certain place.
His shortcoming is emotion.
He can perfectly solve everything, but he can't solve the relationship problem. He can't catch the one he loves in time, always has to let down, has to be scruples, and always has to lose before he understands.
When he figured it out, the other party might not be willing to wait for him.
So he missed.
How to drink, cough and carve statues after you miss it is nothing but self-abuse, which does not help and only increases laughter.
He can neither let go of his feelings completely nor fight for them desperately, so his life is always very tangled and painful.
It was the same for Lin Shiyin in the previous life, and it is the same for A Fei in this life.
He even looks down on himself a bit, so how can he look like a man?When can I escape from this cage and break through this shackle?
Right now!
He decided to go back to save A Fei, whatever cousin, what Lin Xianer, what worldly etiquette, what kind of mess, all go aside!
His heart was free and relaxed like never before.
He strode forward, and the trees and flowers on both sides of the road passed behind him quickly, leaving behind afterimages.The calls of crows and unknown insects were mixed together, as if they were singing happily.A squirrel on the grass was eating fruit, startled by his speed, and rushed up the tree with a "swish", and he was still in the mood to smile at the squirrel before continuing to run.
He was never afraid of death, he was only afraid of living alone.
If the sky pities me, let Ah Fei wait for me.
If the earth has pity on me, let Ah Fei die with me.
If there is love between heaven and earth, let me see A Fei as soon as possible.
When he left the customs, he thought so much, and he had to tell A Fei that he had endured it all his life, don't bear it anymore, he doesn't care about anything, he doesn't care about anything, he only wants A Fei.
The seeds buried deep in the heart grow into a towering tree, with luxuriant branches and leaves, verdant and verdant, full of vitality and beauty.
There was something churning in the chest cavity, it was fire, it was light, it was heat, it was passion as violent as lava, it was Li Xun Huan's uncontrollable love for A Fei flowing wantonly.
How could Li Xunhuan, who was on his way with such a mood, not feel happy?
Li Xunhuan hurried back faster than when he came out, and when he came to the fork in the road, he turned right without hesitation, and walked towards the prison cell.
The dungeon is very damp, the ground is paved with bluestone slabs, and it is wet when you step on it. The passages are sometimes wide and sometimes narrow, and only one person can pass through the narrowest part.The vents on the top were not big, and the dungeon was stuffy, with candlesticks hanging every ten feet or so on the walls.Li Xunhuan stretched out his hands to touch the two walls. The soil is soft and the walls are not thick. If you blow them up with a bomb, they will collapse, and it will cause a chain reaction.
If possible, of course he still hoped that Ah Fei would be alive. After he came in, he groped carefully all the way and confirmed that he couldn't get out.Also, how could such a cautious person as Jing Wuming leave a flaw.
Li Xun Huan secretly counted the time in his mind, it took him about half an hour to enter the dungeon, and it was the same to get out, and there was still a quarter of an hour left before the time Jing Wuming said to ignite the gun, it was too late.
That being the case, he didn't think about it, and it would be good to chat with Ah Fei for a quarter of an hour.
After walking for an unknown amount of time, the passage turned a corner at the narrowest point. Li Xun Huan walked through this corner, only to see a faint light coming from the end of the darkness, and the place where the light was the brightest was where A Fei was.
He was far away, and still couldn't see his face clearly. Judging by his figure alone, it was undoubtedly A Fei.The figure was facing the cell door sideways, sitting on the bed with his hands folded around his knees, his head buried in his knees, his ankles were connected to an iron chain, and the other end of the chain was inserted into the ground.He was wearing a dirty and shabby apricot yellow shirt, which was covered with blood and dust.
There is only one lamp in the prison, hanging on the wall, the flame is faltering and may be extinguished at any time, his figure looks so thin under the candlelight, his usual stubbornness, coldness, and toughness are all gone, only Vulnerable and helpless.
But I haven't seen him for a few days, he is much thinner.
A Fei had heard footsteps earlier, thinking that Jing Wuming was coming again, he raised his head from his knees and looked towards the door.With just one glance, he was stunned, sucked in a breath, and forgot to spit it out.
He couldn't believe his eyes at all.
It was Li Xunhuan who came.
Is it really Li Xunhuan?
They saw each other and didn't move for a while.
The four eyes are facing each other, with a glance of ten thousand years.
Time seems to stop at this moment, quiet, too quiet, there is no wind, no one or anything to disturb, two pairs of equally red eyes look at each other, with strands of affection revealed from the eyes, tightly entwined.
Immediately, Li Xunhuan rushed over from the outside, took out the key from his pocket, trembling with excitement, he corrected it twice before aiming at the keyhole, and opened the cell door.
"hooligan!"
Li Xun Huan's voice trembled.
"I am coming."
Ah Fei stood up with a huff, jumped out of the bed, and flew towards the prison door. His anklets made an unpleasant sound of metal friction, and dust rolled up on the ground. His eyes were brighter and brighter perhaps because he had just cried. Sharp, he pounced so hard that he bumped into Li Xun Huan all at once.
He thought that Li Xun Huan would dodge, or reach out his hand to stop his rushing momentum, but to his surprise, Li Xun Huan grabbed his shoulders with both hands, embraced him, and hugged him!
They were about the same height, Li Xun Huan was holding A Fei, and A Fei's head was resting on Li Xun Huan's shoulder.
This is a long-lost hug, this is a hug that I have waited for so long that I almost thought I would never be able to wait for a lifetime, this is the first hug that Li Xun Huan took the initiative to embrace after A Fei revealed his love for Li Xun Huan.
This hug was really not gentle, A Fei rushed too hard, Li Xun Huan hugged him too tightly, so that both of them were in pain, but neither of them was willing to let go.
Almost instinctively, A Fei immediately stretched out his arms to hug Li Xun Huan's slender waist, feeling the heat through his clothes, A Fei's restless heart calmed down, and he hugged him even tighter.
They hugged each other like this, as if they were going to hug the end of time and never separate again.
☆、Chapter 41
In the dark dungeon, Li Xunhuan and A Fei forget everything and hug each other tightly.
"Don't be afraid, A Fei." Li Xun Huan patted A Fei's back, as if A Fei was some kind of fragile treasure, "It's okay, I'll be fine when I come, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."
Li Xun Huan said "don't be afraid" over and over again, Ah Fei wasn't afraid at first, but for some reason, he felt wronged like never before, his eyes turned red.
Why did Li Xunhuan appear here?
Judging from the time, he should have come here after saving Lin Shiyin.
This place is about to collapse, Li Xun Huan can't take away his unrecovered martial arts, he will only take Li Xun Huan's own life into it.
Thinking of this, Ah Fei pushed Li Xunhuan away, "What are you doing here? I don't want you to save me, so go away!"
Li Xun Huan was caught off guard by A Fei and nearly fell down, took a step back and looked at A Fei.
The look in his eyes made Ah Fei feel like a knife twisted his heart, wishing he could bring him back again, but fortunately, his reason was still there, Ah Fei knew that he had to let Li Xun Huan leave as soon as possible, with Li Xun Huan's skills, without being dragged down by himself, there might be a glimmer of life.
A Fei lowered his face, put on a ruthless expression, and said, "Li Xunhuan, don't act hypocritical, since you went to save Lin Shiyin first, why are you here now? Do you think I don't know that you can't save me? Where were you when I was beaten by Jing Wuming? Where were you when I was waiting for you to rescue me? I will not go with you. You will disappear before my eyes. I don’t want to see you again you!"
A Feiyue spoke louder, and shouted with his neck stretched. He had to be very angry. It took a lot of effort for him to say these words, and he couldn't say it so well even if he was asked to say it again.A Fei is glad that he played with Lin Xian'er after leaving the customs, and this time he tricked Li Xunhuan to speak smoothly. He is even more fortunate that the dungeon is very dark, and the darkness gave him courage.
These words really caused great damage to Li Xun Huan, Li Xun Huan's face turned pale with A Fei's words, he covered his mouth and coughed, "cough cough cough..."
Usually when Li Xun Huan coughs like this, the next step is to drink. He is used to drinking alcohol to stop his cough, but this time he doesn't drink. He has to force himself to be sober and face A Fei soberly.
"I'll save my cousin first, you blame me? Don't you even understand me?"
"Since you choose Lin Shiyin, don't come to me again." Ah Fei forced himself to harden his heart and said, "I hate you to death now, you go!"
"Ahem, I don't believe this is your sincere words. We have known each other for many years and understand each other. I still remember clearly how you treated me when we were outside the customs. You will not blame me at all."
Li Xunhuan took a step forward.
Ah Fei took a step back immediately, and his ankle chain rattled: "Don't mention the outside of the customs to me, I have already forgotten, you should quickly forget too."
Li Xunhuan just made Lin Shiyin forget the past, now A Fei came to make Li Xunhuan forget the past.
Li Xun Huan did not give up, and took another step forward, looking directly at A Fei, showing an aggressive posture.
Now that he has made up his mind this time, he is ready to risk his face and speak clearly.
He used to shrink back when encountering some difficulties, but now he doesn't run away.
Ah Fei felt that he was guilty of always retreating, so he held back, puffed up his chest, and pretended to be calm and said: "The past is over, I don't like you for a long time, don't be sentimental, you should know..."
"But I still like you."
Li Xun Huan sighed lightly.
A Fei was still immersed in acting, and didn't pay attention for a while, "...I was confused when I was young," A Fei suddenly stopped, "What did you just say?"
"I know you don't like me anymore, but I still like you."
Li Xun Huan's face turned suspiciously red, the candlelight reflected his beauty, he couldn't look at A Fei anymore, he looked away uncomfortably, his deep and magnetic voice came to A Fei's ears accurately.
"I actually have you in my heart, Ah Fei."
Li Xun Huan's words hit Ah Fei's ears like a huge thunder, and it stunned him.
Ah Fei turned into a complete fool, staring blankly at Li Xunhuan, his eyes widened, his mouth opened, he even forgot to breathe, and his heartbeat seemed to have stopped.
This stupefied look looked so cute in Li Xun Huan's eyes, now that Li Xun Huan was very close to A Fei, he directly stretched out his hand to pull A Fei's neck, and he didn't have to worry about anything, he did what he thought and kissed his lips.
Ah Fei's injuries are not well, and he has suffered a lot in prison these days, his lips are dry and cracked, there are a few small bloody mouths, and his kisses are not soft at all. Li Xunhuan used to visit the brothels to kiss the lips of some beautiful women. The driest and stiffest kiss I've ever kissed.
Even so, his heart still jumped up unsatisfactorily, and the moment he touched A Fei's lips, his chest was lit up, and he immediately thought of the scene of the night he had sex with A Fei outside the customs, and inevitably thought of many things that said no. In the spring dream that came out, a hot current rushed to the lower body, and the surging emotion rushed there, eagerly looking for an exit.
He knew he was hard.
Ah Fei didn't have to do anything, just let him kiss him, and he became hard. The reaction of his body couldn't deceive anyone, it seemed that he had already sunk into the mud.
Li Xun Huan stuck his tongue in and licked every corner of A Fei's mouth carefully, not even letting go of his teeth. Rolling up the tip of A Fei's tongue and sucking it hard, sure enough, A Fei's trembling became more violent.
□□ made Ah Fei wake up, he pushed Li Xunhuan away abruptly, took three steps back, tripped over the edge of the bed, sat down on the bed, panting heavily.
From the beginning to the end, he was so shocked that he forgot to breathe, and he suffocated himself to death if he didn't catch his breath.
Li Xun Huan was very shy at first, but he became even more shy when he saw A Fei, so he calmed down a bit, looked at A Fei with his eyes bent, the corners of his lips curled up, and couldn't help but smile.
This smile seemed to be blooming in the epiphyllum, and the dim candlelight lit up a little, filling the room with brilliance.
The starlight in his eyes was so gentle that water dripped out.
Li Xun Huan usually treats A Fei like a brother like a father, why has he ever looked at A Fei with such dripping eyes, since A Fei was rejected by Li Xun Huan, he didn't dare to expect extravagant expectations, now he just feels as if his whole body is being scorched by flames, his brain is so hot Mess.
"What do you mean? You, you make it clear!"
A Fei stammered authentically.
"I liked you from the beginning, but I didn't know it myself."
"If I didn't like you, I wouldn't have taught you that kind of thing when you were 13 years old. I wouldn't have let you do whatever you wanted that night. You know, I didn't shoot my throwing knife that night. Neither did I. After rebirth, I will not see anyone and only go to look for you outside the pass.”
"We were friends in the previous life, and there was no chance for me to think in this direction. In this life, if you think about it, I have to think about it too. I asked myself if I could accept a man, and the answer was no, and if I could accept you, the answer was yes."
"I don't want to experience feelings again. I have lost a lot of people, and I am too tired. But if that person is you, I would like to spend my whole life with you, whether as a friend or as a lover, as long as you are happy. It's a pity I understood this truth too late."
"After you left, I went home and saw that you destroyed all the statues carved for me, saw you cut down Merlin, and saw you burn everything about me, including the statue I gave you, so I decided to go to I’m looking for you, and I’m going to tell you what’s on my mind.”
"I saw that you have Lin Xian'er, and I really want to tell you that Lin Xian'er is not suitable for you, but I can't say, I can no longer make decisions for you on my own, I can only wait for when you give up on your own initiative She came to me. If you don't come to me for the rest of your life, I will wait for you for the rest of your life."
"I liked Shiyin before, but you made me forget her. This time when I reunited with Shiyin, my heart was never as peaceful as before. I have to save my cousin, so I can only die with you."
Ah Fei was dumbfounded.
With a blank expression on his face, Flying Swordsman, who usually reacts quickly, can't react at this moment, his thinking is not working, and his mind is numb.
Li Xun Huan spoke dryly, and became impatient, walked over, and kissed A Fei's lips again, as if a dragonfly had just touched water, gently, softly, after the kiss, he held A Fei's cheeks with his white hands, using an unprecedented In a gentle tone:
"Is what I said this time clear enough?"
Li Xun Huan saw that A Fei didn't speak, and asked again: "Do you understand what I'm talking about?"
He held Ah Fei's face and shook it from side to side.
"You're not stupid, are you?"
Ah Fei finally had a reaction, he jumped up from the bed, put his arms around Li Xun Huan's shoulders, and suddenly kissed Li Xun Huan's lips.He kissed him ferociously and viciously, it was more like biting than kissing, he stuck out his tongue and ravaged Li Xun Huan's mouth, sucking completely chaotically, it made Li Xun Huan hurt.
He wrapped Li Xun Huan's upper lip and lower lip tightly, and grinded vigorously, that vicious energy was like a wolf that had been hungry for three days eating its prey.
Soon Li Xun Huan's lips were red and swollen.
Li Xun Huan didn't flinch and refuse, he closed his eyes, grabbed A Fei's skirt with both hands, and endured A Fei's wild and passionate emotion, which almost burned him to ashes.
Then Li Xun Huan's lower lip was bitten and blood came out, A Fei tasted the taste of iron rust, and then he woke up from the ecstasy.Looking up at Li Xun Huan, seeing that Li Xun Huan didn't look unhappy, he couldn't help but kiss his nose, his eyebrows, his eyelashes, his earlobes...
In the end, A Fei licked the blood off Li Xun Huan's lips, pecked lightly a few times, and then stopped.
Ah Fei was panting heavily, his face was flushed red, and his heart was beating so fast that it was about to jump out of his chest.
Li Xun Huan stuck out his tongue and licked the bitten place, Ah Fei's eyes sank when he saw this, and he wanted to kiss him again.
Kiss as much as he wants, he doesn't want to suppress himself anymore, he took Li Xun Huan's hand, hugged him into his arms, and kissed him again.
This time he remembered that Li Xun Huan's lips were broken, and he didn't kiss for too long, after all, he couldn't bear to let him hurt, after he stopped this time, in order to prevent himself from kissing him again, he had to keep a little distance from him.
"I'm not dreaming."
Ah Fei's eyes were very red, and his face was still full of ecstasy and obsession.
"I'm really dreaming." Li Xun Huan said with a wry smile.
Ever since he was reborn, he felt like a dream.
"If this is a dream, let me die in it."
A tear welled up from A Fei's eye socket.
Li Xun Huan wiped away his tears with his thumb, and rubbed his cheek with his right hand.
"Okay, let's go together."
A Fei covered Li Xun Huan's hand, not allowing his hand to leave his cheek, shaking his head to rub against his hand, like a puppy.
There has never been such a thing between them. They both feel that it would be great if time could stop here. At this moment, they are connected with each other, even if they die immediately, they will have no regrets.
At this moment, there was a sound of "Boom!" in the distance, the ground shook violently, and countless dust fell from the roof. They looked up at each other, and saw a fact in each other's eyes :
The dungeon is about to collapse...
☆、Chapter 42
Long Xiaoyun led hundreds of Jianghu masters to hurry, and finally arrived.He divided his subordinates into two, some of them went to Qianqian to help the chief rudder to make trouble, and temporarily entangled Shangguan Jin Hong, while some of them followed him to the outside of the dungeon to rescue Lin Shiyin.
They quickly found Lin Shiyin. Lin Shiyin was sitting sideways on the grass, her clothes were covered with dust, her face and hands were dirty, her eyes were red with tears, her expression was in a trance, and she showed a different posture from before.
She used to live in pavilions, eat delicacies from mountains and seas, and wear silk and satin. There must be carriages and horses when she goes in and out, and there are servants with her. At this age, this is the first time I have suffered.
She was Li Yuan's cousin at first, and later she was Mrs. Long of Xingyunzhuang. She seemed to be in the world, but she had never been in the world, and she didn't know what the world was.
In her life, there are poems and paintings, mountains and waters, romance and leisure, no sinister rivers and lakes, no warmth and warmth, no coldness of the world, and her life is less suffering and tempering, so that she grows into a beautiful flowering plant. The violets that are released need to be carefully cared for, not the green pines in the cold winter, which are not afraid of wind, frost, rain and snow.
This experience made her understand something.
After Li Xunhuan left, she sat on the grass by herself and thought about it a lot. She thought that if Li Xunhuan had been so courageous back then and ignored him, or if she had had the courage to let go of her face and pride, would she have married him long ago? cousin?
She obviously loves him so much, why doesn't she make it clear?Why didn't she tell Li Xun Huan that if you don't want me, I will still be dead?If she dared to bet her life like this boy named A Fei, would she be able to get Li Xunhuan?
Because she is afraid, afraid of being rejected, afraid of being humiliated, in the final analysis, her self-esteem is more important.
She felt hurt, and felt it was all Li Xunhuan's fault. She married Long Xiaoyun, and she wanted to make Li Xunhuan suffer for it for the rest of her life. Now it seems that Li Xunhuan did not just suffer blindly, but grew from his mistakes and became More mature, what about her?
What has she been doing all these years?
She still had Li Xunhuan in her heart, so she married Long Xiaoyun. Was it fair to Long Xiaoyun?
For the past ten years, she has been thinking about Li Xunhuan, but Long Xiaoyun can't see it, but he has never blamed her. She only gave birth to a child for him, and Long Xiaoyun never thought of taking a concubine, and never felt sorry for her.Long Xiaoyun is also a dignified man, if Long Xiaoyun is not good enough, she will not agree to the marriage, she made her own decision, she cannot bear the consequences, she put the responsibility on Li Xunhuan, immersed in pain, neglected Long Xiaoyun , Even their only son didn't bother to take care of it.All kinds of things, is she not wrong?
I'm wrong.
Turns out I was wrong all along.
Big mistake!
Lin Shiyin's inner voice shouted hoarsely.
My first mistake was leaving Li Xunhuan.
No matter what I did back then, even if I died, I shouldn't have left him!
The second mistake was to still have Li Xunhuan in his heart after marrying Long Xiaoyun.
Now that I've left Li Xunhuan, I shouldn't think about him anymore!
I'm sorry for both Li Xunhuan and Long Xiaoyun.These two people are actually very good people. It was me who was wrong, not them.
Li Xunhuan is right. Pain does come from dissatisfaction. It seems that people always yearn for what they cannot have. It is always best to not have it, but it is always bad to have it.
She possessed Long Xiaoyun, so Li Xunhuan became the best, but when did she let go of her prejudices and really open her eyes to take a good look at Long Xiaoyun?Just because Long Xiaoyun knew that his wife had someone else in his heart all these years, and still treated her as before, he could be regarded as a rare and good husband. If he changed to a second man, he would not be as obedient and caring as Long Xiaoyun was to Lin Shiyin in every possible way.
She had a childhood sweetheart relationship with her cousin for many years, and a husband and wife relationship with Long Xiaoyun for ten years. In ten years, even a stone should be warmed up. She blamed Long Xiaoyun for being jealous of Li Xunhuan, and felt that Long Xiaoyun was too small. Not being upright enough, but forgetting that it is inevitable for a husband to hate his wife's sweetheart, shouldn't she, a stubborn rock, nod her head?
Long Xiaoyun may not be as good as Li Xunhuan in terms of literary talent, or in martial arts, but one thing is, his love for Lin Shiyin is unmatched by anyone else!
Lin Shiyin just sat there thinking and thinking, thinking about it made her heart ache, and tears flowed down her cheeks. She didn't know who the tears were shedding for, was she shedding because of Li Xunhuan's life or death?Is it because you lost the person you once loved the most?Or for the pitiful and respectable Long Xiaoyun these years?
It was getting dark, the sun completely sank to the other side of the mountain, the sky was covered by darkness, and there was a dead silence all around, and a voice calling for Lin Shiyin came from a distance.
Lin Shiyin wiped away her tears, turned around and saw a group of people approaching with torches.
Before Long Xiaoyun saw her, she saw Long Xiaoyun first.
She saw Long Xiaoyun leading a group of people from the rivers and lakes emerging from the mountains in the distance, wearing white brocade, a hair crown, and a jade belt around the waist. The way the people around me spoke was still so pompous, just like back then.
He usually pays great attention to his appearance, his clothes must be spotless, his hair crown must be worn properly, and his shoes must be wiped clean. Now he came here without sleep for days and nights.He ran about in a hurry and panic, looking like a dog with missing bones, anxious and frustrated.
So he loves me so much?
He cared about me, and I took it for granted.
Someone reported the whereabouts of Lin Shiyin to Long Xiaoyun, Long Xiaoyun was stunned for a moment, then his face showed ecstasy, he galloped, ran too fast and fell on the way, hurriedly got up and continued to run, saying Shouting: "Shiyin—", "Shiyin—"...
He ran over with a silly look, sweating profusely and dancing, just like when we first met, every time he ran into Lin Shiyin's small building from outside.
The Long Xiaoyun in the past coincided with the Long Xiaoyun in front of her. Lin Shiyin seemed to see a tall young man walking towards her while laughing. Through the fog of time, a bright smiling face full of heroism appeared in front of her. In front of her eyes.
It turned out that he loved me so much.
He loved me in the first place, but I was confident, and I didn't know the blessing in the blessing.
Long Xiaoyun finally ran up to Lin Shiyin and stopped panting. The mountain wind blew his hair, and the white hairs could no longer be hidden. They swayed in the wind, and the white hair reflected the fire, which hurt Lin Shiyin's heart .
It turned out that he was old too.
Yes, how can I not be old, I have been married to him for ten years, do I still play house as a child?Time waits for no one, as the so-called falling flowers and wind and rain hurt spring more, it is better to pity the people in front of you.
"Husband—!" Lin Shiyin called out.
Long Xiaoyun fell again with a "plop", and got up faster than the last fall, with a look of disbelief on his face, "What did you call me?"
Lin Shiyin couldn't help being amused, she just showed her face and sighed again, she just called her husband, that's what he did, it can be seen how much he has been wronged in the past, and I must treat him well in the future. "Come here and help me up, my feet are numb."
Long Xiaoyun walked a few steps over, held Lin Shiyin's hand to help her up, a little cautious and pleasantly surprised, Shiyin had never shown such a weak side in front of her before, she would rather hold on than ask herself for help , He has never seen such a poetic sound.
He felt that Lin Shiyin had changed, and this change gave him the joy of watching the moon shine through the clouds.
Li Xunhuan came back from outside the pass, he was almost desperate, but now he has confidence again.Shiyin is mine, and it can only be mine.
Lin Shiyin stood with his back to Long Xiaoyun, and told the story of Li Xunhuan's rescue. Long Xiaoyun felt Lin Shiyin's unprecedented closeness and trust. He knew that something must happen, so Shiyin's attitude towards him would change for the better. , what is it?
Could it be that what Li Xun Huan said to him in Li Yuan before was true?
So, Shiyin really belongs to me completely?
Long Xiaoyun couldn't believe it, he was in doubt, when he heard a loud noise, the ground shook violently, Long Xiaoyun protected Lin Shiyin with both arms, Lin Shiyin couldn't stand still, and brought Long Xiaoyun down too.
earthquake.
Everyone looked towards the direction where the loud noise came from. It was the source of the earthquake. It felt so strong at such a distance. Li Xunhuan in the dungeon was probably in danger.
Lin Shiyin was in a hurry, quickly got up from the ground, grabbed Long Xiaoyun's wrist, and shouted: "Xiaoyun, let's save cousin!"
Long Xiaoyun held Lin Shiyin's hand instead, and pulled her back: "Even if we go now, it's too late."
"I know, I..." Lin Shiyin burst into tears, "I'm going to collect my cousin's body."
Lin Shiyin broke away from Long Xiaoyun and ran forward stumbling.
Her figure in the night is firm and decisive, nothing and nothing can make her change her mind.
She no longer wants to be a weak flower, and the strength and resilience in her bones are undoubtedly revealed.
Long Xiaoyun chased after him: "Shiyin, Shiyin, wait a minute." Long Xiaoyun grabbed Lin Shiyin's clothes.
Lin Shiyin turned around and shouted angrily: "What are you waiting for? My cousin saved me, but I have no ability to repay him. Could it be that I can't even collect his body?"
Long Xiaoyun sighed again and again: "Oh, why don't I want to go, but this place is not out of the scope of the Qiang Gang, the people I send to entangle Shangguan Jinhong will fail at any time, once Shangguan Jinhong comes here, you and I are afraid Not only can’t Xunhuan’s body be collected, but the two lives of the White Tower will be violated. Wouldn’t it be against the original intention of Xunhuan? Besides, how could Jing Wuming be unprepared? Why don’t we take advantage of this chaos and leave quickly..."
"Long Xiaoyun!" Lin Shiyin's eyes widened angrily, her expression was cold, "You are Li Xunhuan's best brother, I ask you, if you die, I will go, will you?"
Long Xiaoyun's face sank, he had never seen Lin Shiyin so anxious, he cared so much about anyone, he put away his hypocritical side, stared at Lin Shiyin firmly, anger and pain gathered in his eyes, "I'm afraid I also want to ask you something."
"You ask."
"Are you willing to go because he is your old lover, or because of something else?"
"You have finally spoken out your heart. In fact, just now, I have figured it out."
"I've figured it out" are five faint words, who knows the weight of these five words?How many people have never done these five words in their whole life, and they will not realize it until death?
Lin Shiyin grabbed Long Xiaoyun's right hand and squeezed it tightly, "Xiaoyun, he is my relative, and you are my husband. If you ask such a question, you not only look down on me, but also on you. Myself. I married you in the first place because I thought you could give me happiness that he couldn't give me. I chose you between you and him. Can't I say that you are good? "
"Now? Have you been disappointed in me?"
"I'm not disappointed." Lin Shiyin said sincerely, "I believe that my choice is not wrong. My man was once a hero who was not afraid of death. He was just blinded by jealousy. In the end, he will return to the indomitable man in my heart. man."
"Hahaha!" Long Xiaoyun laughed loudly, and his laughter returned to the heroic spirit of the past, the pain in his eyes was swept away, and he hugged Lin Shiyin tightly, "Actually, I sold Li Yuan before I came here. , This is the money to hire so many good players, if we are still alive this time, you and I will go back to our hometown."
Long Xiaoyun didn't want to live in Li Xunhuan's shadow for a long time, it was because Lin Shiyin's homeland was hard to leave, so Long Xiaoyun had no choice but to accommodate her.He was said to live on soft food, to marry a brother's woman, to accept a woman's dowry, and to be called "Li Xunhuan's sworn brother" wherever he went. He had had enough of this kind of life.
There is a sentence that has been held back in my heart for many years, and I finally dare to ask it:
"Will you come with me?"
Lin Shiyin raised her face and replied seriously: "I am willing."
Long Xiaoyun felt a surge of pride rushing into his chest, Lin Shiyin was finally his, he finally got her heart, as long as he could get her
He finally couldn't stand it anymore.
☆、Chapter 40
Li Xunhuan ran for a while with Lin Shiyin on his back, and ran out of the dungeon.
Jing Wuming was very trustworthy, and no one stopped him at the entrance of the dungeon. He said he wanted Li Xunhuan to choose someone, which really saved his life.
It was getting dark, and the sun was setting from the other side of the mountain. The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled all over the hillside, and there were burning clouds in the sky, as beautiful as blood.
The evening wind blew gently, blowing Li Xun Huan's white hair at the temples.
Seeing the sun again, finally came out.
Li Xunhuan heaved a sigh of relief, "Shiyin, can you go back and find Big Brother by yourself?"
Lin Shiyin asked anxiously, "Aren't you going to take me home?"
Li Xun Huan gritted his teeth, "I have to go back to the dungeon again." As he spoke, he put Lin Shiyin off his back.
Lin Shiyin sat on the grass panting: "Didn't you say that the dungeon is about to collapse?"
Li Xun Huan said: "There is still someone locked in the dungeon, I have to go back."
"Who is that person?"
"His name is A Fei."
Lin Shiyin suddenly remembered a mysterious boy who appeared in Li Yuan one night.
"What does he have to do with you?"
"He's me..." Li Xunhuan didn't dare to meet Lin Shiyin's gaze, "Friend."
After all, Lin Shiyin knew Li Xunhuan, and immediately sensed something was wrong: "Friend?"
Li Xun Huan said: "Good friend."
"Hehe." Lin Shiyin laughed, "You are still so good to your friends."
Time was running out, so Li Xunhuan stopped talking and walked away.
In the setting sun, his shadow was stretched very long, he was so thin, so unrepentant, that high-spirited young man, dissolved in the wind of time, never to come back again.
"cousin!"
Lin Shiyin shouted behind Li Xunhuan.
Li Xun Huan had never heard her yelling like that before, the cousin he had always remembered was a lady, gentle and gentle.He couldn't help but stop and turned to look at her.
"Don't go!"
Lin Shiyin finally let go of her pride, frankly said what was in her heart, and frankly asked him to stay.If she could have done this earlier, wouldn't she and her cousin have come to where they are today?
"You didn't have time at all. According to the time you said, the dungeon collapsed when you arrived. What if you were buried in it?"
Tears welled up in Lin Shiyin's eyes.
"I beg you not to go, cousin."
She was still so beautiful, and she was still so touching when she cried. Li Xun Huan's heart was broken, but he still replied: "I know, so I'm not going to save him, I'm going..."
Lin Shiyin looked at him with teary eyes.
Li Xun Huan hardened his heart and didn't look at her, but he still said the rest, under the fiery sunset, his words were infinitely firm.
"I'm going to die with him."
Lin Shiyin was stunned, and even forgot to cry.
She suddenly understood something.
"Do you love him?"
In the past, Li Xun Huan would never answer such words, but this time he was about to die anyway, maybe it was the last time with his cousin, Li Xun Huan said seriously, "Yes."
Lin Shiyin has never seen Li Xunhuan like this before, this kind of Li Xunhuan has a special charm, she said sadly: "I never thought you would actually say it, if you had such courage back then..."
"It's because I didn't have it back then, but now I have it." Li Xunhuan said, "Cousin, you are already the eldest brother's wife. I hope you can forget about the past."
Lin Shiyin was completely stunned.
"Brother is very kind to you. For example, when I learned that you were kidnapped by the Money Gang this time, Big Brother also brought people to rescue you, but he arrived later than me. Cousin, you have been comparing me with Big Brother for so many years. Very unfair to him."
"I have lived for so long to realize that happiness is not because you have more, but because you care less. All the pain in life comes from dissatisfaction, and what you have is often the best. Cousin, I am more than anyone else. I hope you are more happy, and you should take care of yourself in the days without me in the future."
"I have to go back, otherwise even if I live, I will have trouble sleeping and eating for the rest of my life."
Lin Shiyin asked: "You will feel at ease if you die with him?"
"Yes." At this point, Li Xun Huan has nothing to admit, "It must be very sad for him to be alone in the dungeon. I'll accompany him. If we die together, he won't be sad. I couldn't see my own mind clearly before. , After I see clearly, he already has someone else. Now that he is going to die, I have to tell my heart, so that he will not know when he dies. I have wandered for half my life and finally found someone who can accompany me on the road to Huangquan, and I will never Lonely, you don't have to be sad for me, you should be happy for me."
Lin Shiyin was dumbfounded.
Even if Li Xun Huan loved her again back then, why did he act like this?She had never been treated like this before, and she even felt that Li Xunhuan was not as good as her friend to her, so she resented, she hated, and she married Long Xiaoyun in a fit of anger. It turned out that when Li Xunhuan really fell in love with someone, it was this Pretty good.
"You are gone, are you not afraid that I will be in danger again?"
"In the past, you were in danger because I would protect you. After I died, you were of no value to Shangguan Jinhong, so you were safe."
Lin Shiyin didn't cry at all, and she couldn't help but endured a sentence: "Cousin, in your heart, is that person more important than me?"
Li Xunhuan replied: "Cousin, I don't know which of you two is more important, I just know that I want you to live, and he is the one who can die with me."
The glowing red light shone on Li Xun Huan's face, making his face glow brilliantly.
"Saibei Jiangnan, inside and outside the pass, I know many people, and this is the only person who can die with me."
Li Xunhuan finally smiled at Lin Shiyin, turned around, and walked on without looking back.
His figure gradually drifted away, a few ups and downs, turned into a small black dot, and quickly disappeared into the setting sun.
Lin Shiyin stared at him behind him for a long, long time without moving.
Li Xun Huan ran at the fastest speed, he had never been so fast in his life, nor had he been so happy.
Yes, he was actually a little happy.
He has been smart since he was a child, he knows all kinds of poems and songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, fists, knives, knives and guns... He is proficient in everything, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he is amazingly talented. A person who is so amazingly talented has to leave a shortcoming for him in a certain place.
His shortcoming is emotion.
He can perfectly solve everything, but he can't solve the relationship problem. He can't catch the one he loves in time, always has to let down, has to be scruples, and always has to lose before he understands.
When he figured it out, the other party might not be willing to wait for him.
So he missed.
How to drink, cough and carve statues after you miss it is nothing but self-abuse, which does not help and only increases laughter.
He can neither let go of his feelings completely nor fight for them desperately, so his life is always very tangled and painful.
It was the same for Lin Shiyin in the previous life, and it is the same for A Fei in this life.
He even looks down on himself a bit, so how can he look like a man?When can I escape from this cage and break through this shackle?
Right now!
He decided to go back to save A Fei, whatever cousin, what Lin Xianer, what worldly etiquette, what kind of mess, all go aside!
His heart was free and relaxed like never before.
He strode forward, and the trees and flowers on both sides of the road passed behind him quickly, leaving behind afterimages.The calls of crows and unknown insects were mixed together, as if they were singing happily.A squirrel on the grass was eating fruit, startled by his speed, and rushed up the tree with a "swish", and he was still in the mood to smile at the squirrel before continuing to run.
He was never afraid of death, he was only afraid of living alone.
If the sky pities me, let Ah Fei wait for me.
If the earth has pity on me, let Ah Fei die with me.
If there is love between heaven and earth, let me see A Fei as soon as possible.
When he left the customs, he thought so much, and he had to tell A Fei that he had endured it all his life, don't bear it anymore, he doesn't care about anything, he doesn't care about anything, he only wants A Fei.
The seeds buried deep in the heart grow into a towering tree, with luxuriant branches and leaves, verdant and verdant, full of vitality and beauty.
There was something churning in the chest cavity, it was fire, it was light, it was heat, it was passion as violent as lava, it was Li Xun Huan's uncontrollable love for A Fei flowing wantonly.
How could Li Xunhuan, who was on his way with such a mood, not feel happy?
Li Xunhuan hurried back faster than when he came out, and when he came to the fork in the road, he turned right without hesitation, and walked towards the prison cell.
The dungeon is very damp, the ground is paved with bluestone slabs, and it is wet when you step on it. The passages are sometimes wide and sometimes narrow, and only one person can pass through the narrowest part.The vents on the top were not big, and the dungeon was stuffy, with candlesticks hanging every ten feet or so on the walls.Li Xunhuan stretched out his hands to touch the two walls. The soil is soft and the walls are not thick. If you blow them up with a bomb, they will collapse, and it will cause a chain reaction.
If possible, of course he still hoped that Ah Fei would be alive. After he came in, he groped carefully all the way and confirmed that he couldn't get out.Also, how could such a cautious person as Jing Wuming leave a flaw.
Li Xun Huan secretly counted the time in his mind, it took him about half an hour to enter the dungeon, and it was the same to get out, and there was still a quarter of an hour left before the time Jing Wuming said to ignite the gun, it was too late.
That being the case, he didn't think about it, and it would be good to chat with Ah Fei for a quarter of an hour.
After walking for an unknown amount of time, the passage turned a corner at the narrowest point. Li Xun Huan walked through this corner, only to see a faint light coming from the end of the darkness, and the place where the light was the brightest was where A Fei was.
He was far away, and still couldn't see his face clearly. Judging by his figure alone, it was undoubtedly A Fei.The figure was facing the cell door sideways, sitting on the bed with his hands folded around his knees, his head buried in his knees, his ankles were connected to an iron chain, and the other end of the chain was inserted into the ground.He was wearing a dirty and shabby apricot yellow shirt, which was covered with blood and dust.
There is only one lamp in the prison, hanging on the wall, the flame is faltering and may be extinguished at any time, his figure looks so thin under the candlelight, his usual stubbornness, coldness, and toughness are all gone, only Vulnerable and helpless.
But I haven't seen him for a few days, he is much thinner.
A Fei had heard footsteps earlier, thinking that Jing Wuming was coming again, he raised his head from his knees and looked towards the door.With just one glance, he was stunned, sucked in a breath, and forgot to spit it out.
He couldn't believe his eyes at all.
It was Li Xunhuan who came.
Is it really Li Xunhuan?
They saw each other and didn't move for a while.
The four eyes are facing each other, with a glance of ten thousand years.
Time seems to stop at this moment, quiet, too quiet, there is no wind, no one or anything to disturb, two pairs of equally red eyes look at each other, with strands of affection revealed from the eyes, tightly entwined.
Immediately, Li Xunhuan rushed over from the outside, took out the key from his pocket, trembling with excitement, he corrected it twice before aiming at the keyhole, and opened the cell door.
"hooligan!"
Li Xun Huan's voice trembled.
"I am coming."
Ah Fei stood up with a huff, jumped out of the bed, and flew towards the prison door. His anklets made an unpleasant sound of metal friction, and dust rolled up on the ground. His eyes were brighter and brighter perhaps because he had just cried. Sharp, he pounced so hard that he bumped into Li Xun Huan all at once.
He thought that Li Xun Huan would dodge, or reach out his hand to stop his rushing momentum, but to his surprise, Li Xun Huan grabbed his shoulders with both hands, embraced him, and hugged him!
They were about the same height, Li Xun Huan was holding A Fei, and A Fei's head was resting on Li Xun Huan's shoulder.
This is a long-lost hug, this is a hug that I have waited for so long that I almost thought I would never be able to wait for a lifetime, this is the first hug that Li Xun Huan took the initiative to embrace after A Fei revealed his love for Li Xun Huan.
This hug was really not gentle, A Fei rushed too hard, Li Xun Huan hugged him too tightly, so that both of them were in pain, but neither of them was willing to let go.
Almost instinctively, A Fei immediately stretched out his arms to hug Li Xun Huan's slender waist, feeling the heat through his clothes, A Fei's restless heart calmed down, and he hugged him even tighter.
They hugged each other like this, as if they were going to hug the end of time and never separate again.
☆、Chapter 41
In the dark dungeon, Li Xunhuan and A Fei forget everything and hug each other tightly.
"Don't be afraid, A Fei." Li Xun Huan patted A Fei's back, as if A Fei was some kind of fragile treasure, "It's okay, I'll be fine when I come, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."
Li Xun Huan said "don't be afraid" over and over again, Ah Fei wasn't afraid at first, but for some reason, he felt wronged like never before, his eyes turned red.
Why did Li Xunhuan appear here?
Judging from the time, he should have come here after saving Lin Shiyin.
This place is about to collapse, Li Xun Huan can't take away his unrecovered martial arts, he will only take Li Xun Huan's own life into it.
Thinking of this, Ah Fei pushed Li Xunhuan away, "What are you doing here? I don't want you to save me, so go away!"
Li Xun Huan was caught off guard by A Fei and nearly fell down, took a step back and looked at A Fei.
The look in his eyes made Ah Fei feel like a knife twisted his heart, wishing he could bring him back again, but fortunately, his reason was still there, Ah Fei knew that he had to let Li Xun Huan leave as soon as possible, with Li Xun Huan's skills, without being dragged down by himself, there might be a glimmer of life.
A Fei lowered his face, put on a ruthless expression, and said, "Li Xunhuan, don't act hypocritical, since you went to save Lin Shiyin first, why are you here now? Do you think I don't know that you can't save me? Where were you when I was beaten by Jing Wuming? Where were you when I was waiting for you to rescue me? I will not go with you. You will disappear before my eyes. I don’t want to see you again you!"
A Feiyue spoke louder, and shouted with his neck stretched. He had to be very angry. It took a lot of effort for him to say these words, and he couldn't say it so well even if he was asked to say it again.A Fei is glad that he played with Lin Xian'er after leaving the customs, and this time he tricked Li Xunhuan to speak smoothly. He is even more fortunate that the dungeon is very dark, and the darkness gave him courage.
These words really caused great damage to Li Xun Huan, Li Xun Huan's face turned pale with A Fei's words, he covered his mouth and coughed, "cough cough cough..."
Usually when Li Xun Huan coughs like this, the next step is to drink. He is used to drinking alcohol to stop his cough, but this time he doesn't drink. He has to force himself to be sober and face A Fei soberly.
"I'll save my cousin first, you blame me? Don't you even understand me?"
"Since you choose Lin Shiyin, don't come to me again." Ah Fei forced himself to harden his heart and said, "I hate you to death now, you go!"
"Ahem, I don't believe this is your sincere words. We have known each other for many years and understand each other. I still remember clearly how you treated me when we were outside the customs. You will not blame me at all."
Li Xunhuan took a step forward.
Ah Fei took a step back immediately, and his ankle chain rattled: "Don't mention the outside of the customs to me, I have already forgotten, you should quickly forget too."
Li Xunhuan just made Lin Shiyin forget the past, now A Fei came to make Li Xunhuan forget the past.
Li Xun Huan did not give up, and took another step forward, looking directly at A Fei, showing an aggressive posture.
Now that he has made up his mind this time, he is ready to risk his face and speak clearly.
He used to shrink back when encountering some difficulties, but now he doesn't run away.
Ah Fei felt that he was guilty of always retreating, so he held back, puffed up his chest, and pretended to be calm and said: "The past is over, I don't like you for a long time, don't be sentimental, you should know..."
"But I still like you."
Li Xun Huan sighed lightly.
A Fei was still immersed in acting, and didn't pay attention for a while, "...I was confused when I was young," A Fei suddenly stopped, "What did you just say?"
"I know you don't like me anymore, but I still like you."
Li Xun Huan's face turned suspiciously red, the candlelight reflected his beauty, he couldn't look at A Fei anymore, he looked away uncomfortably, his deep and magnetic voice came to A Fei's ears accurately.
"I actually have you in my heart, Ah Fei."
Li Xun Huan's words hit Ah Fei's ears like a huge thunder, and it stunned him.
Ah Fei turned into a complete fool, staring blankly at Li Xunhuan, his eyes widened, his mouth opened, he even forgot to breathe, and his heartbeat seemed to have stopped.
This stupefied look looked so cute in Li Xun Huan's eyes, now that Li Xun Huan was very close to A Fei, he directly stretched out his hand to pull A Fei's neck, and he didn't have to worry about anything, he did what he thought and kissed his lips.
Ah Fei's injuries are not well, and he has suffered a lot in prison these days, his lips are dry and cracked, there are a few small bloody mouths, and his kisses are not soft at all. Li Xunhuan used to visit the brothels to kiss the lips of some beautiful women. The driest and stiffest kiss I've ever kissed.
Even so, his heart still jumped up unsatisfactorily, and the moment he touched A Fei's lips, his chest was lit up, and he immediately thought of the scene of the night he had sex with A Fei outside the customs, and inevitably thought of many things that said no. In the spring dream that came out, a hot current rushed to the lower body, and the surging emotion rushed there, eagerly looking for an exit.
He knew he was hard.
Ah Fei didn't have to do anything, just let him kiss him, and he became hard. The reaction of his body couldn't deceive anyone, it seemed that he had already sunk into the mud.
Li Xun Huan stuck his tongue in and licked every corner of A Fei's mouth carefully, not even letting go of his teeth. Rolling up the tip of A Fei's tongue and sucking it hard, sure enough, A Fei's trembling became more violent.
□□ made Ah Fei wake up, he pushed Li Xunhuan away abruptly, took three steps back, tripped over the edge of the bed, sat down on the bed, panting heavily.
From the beginning to the end, he was so shocked that he forgot to breathe, and he suffocated himself to death if he didn't catch his breath.
Li Xun Huan was very shy at first, but he became even more shy when he saw A Fei, so he calmed down a bit, looked at A Fei with his eyes bent, the corners of his lips curled up, and couldn't help but smile.
This smile seemed to be blooming in the epiphyllum, and the dim candlelight lit up a little, filling the room with brilliance.
The starlight in his eyes was so gentle that water dripped out.
Li Xun Huan usually treats A Fei like a brother like a father, why has he ever looked at A Fei with such dripping eyes, since A Fei was rejected by Li Xun Huan, he didn't dare to expect extravagant expectations, now he just feels as if his whole body is being scorched by flames, his brain is so hot Mess.
"What do you mean? You, you make it clear!"
A Fei stammered authentically.
"I liked you from the beginning, but I didn't know it myself."
"If I didn't like you, I wouldn't have taught you that kind of thing when you were 13 years old. I wouldn't have let you do whatever you wanted that night. You know, I didn't shoot my throwing knife that night. Neither did I. After rebirth, I will not see anyone and only go to look for you outside the pass.”
"We were friends in the previous life, and there was no chance for me to think in this direction. In this life, if you think about it, I have to think about it too. I asked myself if I could accept a man, and the answer was no, and if I could accept you, the answer was yes."
"I don't want to experience feelings again. I have lost a lot of people, and I am too tired. But if that person is you, I would like to spend my whole life with you, whether as a friend or as a lover, as long as you are happy. It's a pity I understood this truth too late."
"After you left, I went home and saw that you destroyed all the statues carved for me, saw you cut down Merlin, and saw you burn everything about me, including the statue I gave you, so I decided to go to I’m looking for you, and I’m going to tell you what’s on my mind.”
"I saw that you have Lin Xian'er, and I really want to tell you that Lin Xian'er is not suitable for you, but I can't say, I can no longer make decisions for you on my own, I can only wait for when you give up on your own initiative She came to me. If you don't come to me for the rest of your life, I will wait for you for the rest of your life."
"I liked Shiyin before, but you made me forget her. This time when I reunited with Shiyin, my heart was never as peaceful as before. I have to save my cousin, so I can only die with you."
Ah Fei was dumbfounded.
With a blank expression on his face, Flying Swordsman, who usually reacts quickly, can't react at this moment, his thinking is not working, and his mind is numb.
Li Xun Huan spoke dryly, and became impatient, walked over, and kissed A Fei's lips again, as if a dragonfly had just touched water, gently, softly, after the kiss, he held A Fei's cheeks with his white hands, using an unprecedented In a gentle tone:
"Is what I said this time clear enough?"
Li Xun Huan saw that A Fei didn't speak, and asked again: "Do you understand what I'm talking about?"
He held Ah Fei's face and shook it from side to side.
"You're not stupid, are you?"
Ah Fei finally had a reaction, he jumped up from the bed, put his arms around Li Xun Huan's shoulders, and suddenly kissed Li Xun Huan's lips.He kissed him ferociously and viciously, it was more like biting than kissing, he stuck out his tongue and ravaged Li Xun Huan's mouth, sucking completely chaotically, it made Li Xun Huan hurt.
He wrapped Li Xun Huan's upper lip and lower lip tightly, and grinded vigorously, that vicious energy was like a wolf that had been hungry for three days eating its prey.
Soon Li Xun Huan's lips were red and swollen.
Li Xun Huan didn't flinch and refuse, he closed his eyes, grabbed A Fei's skirt with both hands, and endured A Fei's wild and passionate emotion, which almost burned him to ashes.
Then Li Xun Huan's lower lip was bitten and blood came out, A Fei tasted the taste of iron rust, and then he woke up from the ecstasy.Looking up at Li Xun Huan, seeing that Li Xun Huan didn't look unhappy, he couldn't help but kiss his nose, his eyebrows, his eyelashes, his earlobes...
In the end, A Fei licked the blood off Li Xun Huan's lips, pecked lightly a few times, and then stopped.
Ah Fei was panting heavily, his face was flushed red, and his heart was beating so fast that it was about to jump out of his chest.
Li Xun Huan stuck out his tongue and licked the bitten place, Ah Fei's eyes sank when he saw this, and he wanted to kiss him again.
Kiss as much as he wants, he doesn't want to suppress himself anymore, he took Li Xun Huan's hand, hugged him into his arms, and kissed him again.
This time he remembered that Li Xun Huan's lips were broken, and he didn't kiss for too long, after all, he couldn't bear to let him hurt, after he stopped this time, in order to prevent himself from kissing him again, he had to keep a little distance from him.
"I'm not dreaming."
Ah Fei's eyes were very red, and his face was still full of ecstasy and obsession.
"I'm really dreaming." Li Xun Huan said with a wry smile.
Ever since he was reborn, he felt like a dream.
"If this is a dream, let me die in it."
A tear welled up from A Fei's eye socket.
Li Xun Huan wiped away his tears with his thumb, and rubbed his cheek with his right hand.
"Okay, let's go together."
A Fei covered Li Xun Huan's hand, not allowing his hand to leave his cheek, shaking his head to rub against his hand, like a puppy.
There has never been such a thing between them. They both feel that it would be great if time could stop here. At this moment, they are connected with each other, even if they die immediately, they will have no regrets.
At this moment, there was a sound of "Boom!" in the distance, the ground shook violently, and countless dust fell from the roof. They looked up at each other, and saw a fact in each other's eyes :
The dungeon is about to collapse...
☆、Chapter 42
Long Xiaoyun led hundreds of Jianghu masters to hurry, and finally arrived.He divided his subordinates into two, some of them went to Qianqian to help the chief rudder to make trouble, and temporarily entangled Shangguan Jin Hong, while some of them followed him to the outside of the dungeon to rescue Lin Shiyin.
They quickly found Lin Shiyin. Lin Shiyin was sitting sideways on the grass, her clothes were covered with dust, her face and hands were dirty, her eyes were red with tears, her expression was in a trance, and she showed a different posture from before.
She used to live in pavilions, eat delicacies from mountains and seas, and wear silk and satin. There must be carriages and horses when she goes in and out, and there are servants with her. At this age, this is the first time I have suffered.
She was Li Yuan's cousin at first, and later she was Mrs. Long of Xingyunzhuang. She seemed to be in the world, but she had never been in the world, and she didn't know what the world was.
In her life, there are poems and paintings, mountains and waters, romance and leisure, no sinister rivers and lakes, no warmth and warmth, no coldness of the world, and her life is less suffering and tempering, so that she grows into a beautiful flowering plant. The violets that are released need to be carefully cared for, not the green pines in the cold winter, which are not afraid of wind, frost, rain and snow.
This experience made her understand something.
After Li Xunhuan left, she sat on the grass by herself and thought about it a lot. She thought that if Li Xunhuan had been so courageous back then and ignored him, or if she had had the courage to let go of her face and pride, would she have married him long ago? cousin?
She obviously loves him so much, why doesn't she make it clear?Why didn't she tell Li Xun Huan that if you don't want me, I will still be dead?If she dared to bet her life like this boy named A Fei, would she be able to get Li Xunhuan?
Because she is afraid, afraid of being rejected, afraid of being humiliated, in the final analysis, her self-esteem is more important.
She felt hurt, and felt it was all Li Xunhuan's fault. She married Long Xiaoyun, and she wanted to make Li Xunhuan suffer for it for the rest of her life. Now it seems that Li Xunhuan did not just suffer blindly, but grew from his mistakes and became More mature, what about her?
What has she been doing all these years?
She still had Li Xunhuan in her heart, so she married Long Xiaoyun. Was it fair to Long Xiaoyun?
For the past ten years, she has been thinking about Li Xunhuan, but Long Xiaoyun can't see it, but he has never blamed her. She only gave birth to a child for him, and Long Xiaoyun never thought of taking a concubine, and never felt sorry for her.Long Xiaoyun is also a dignified man, if Long Xiaoyun is not good enough, she will not agree to the marriage, she made her own decision, she cannot bear the consequences, she put the responsibility on Li Xunhuan, immersed in pain, neglected Long Xiaoyun , Even their only son didn't bother to take care of it.All kinds of things, is she not wrong?
I'm wrong.
Turns out I was wrong all along.
Big mistake!
Lin Shiyin's inner voice shouted hoarsely.
My first mistake was leaving Li Xunhuan.
No matter what I did back then, even if I died, I shouldn't have left him!
The second mistake was to still have Li Xunhuan in his heart after marrying Long Xiaoyun.
Now that I've left Li Xunhuan, I shouldn't think about him anymore!
I'm sorry for both Li Xunhuan and Long Xiaoyun.These two people are actually very good people. It was me who was wrong, not them.
Li Xunhuan is right. Pain does come from dissatisfaction. It seems that people always yearn for what they cannot have. It is always best to not have it, but it is always bad to have it.
She possessed Long Xiaoyun, so Li Xunhuan became the best, but when did she let go of her prejudices and really open her eyes to take a good look at Long Xiaoyun?Just because Long Xiaoyun knew that his wife had someone else in his heart all these years, and still treated her as before, he could be regarded as a rare and good husband. If he changed to a second man, he would not be as obedient and caring as Long Xiaoyun was to Lin Shiyin in every possible way.
She had a childhood sweetheart relationship with her cousin for many years, and a husband and wife relationship with Long Xiaoyun for ten years. In ten years, even a stone should be warmed up. She blamed Long Xiaoyun for being jealous of Li Xunhuan, and felt that Long Xiaoyun was too small. Not being upright enough, but forgetting that it is inevitable for a husband to hate his wife's sweetheart, shouldn't she, a stubborn rock, nod her head?
Long Xiaoyun may not be as good as Li Xunhuan in terms of literary talent, or in martial arts, but one thing is, his love for Lin Shiyin is unmatched by anyone else!
Lin Shiyin just sat there thinking and thinking, thinking about it made her heart ache, and tears flowed down her cheeks. She didn't know who the tears were shedding for, was she shedding because of Li Xunhuan's life or death?Is it because you lost the person you once loved the most?Or for the pitiful and respectable Long Xiaoyun these years?
It was getting dark, the sun completely sank to the other side of the mountain, the sky was covered by darkness, and there was a dead silence all around, and a voice calling for Lin Shiyin came from a distance.
Lin Shiyin wiped away her tears, turned around and saw a group of people approaching with torches.
Before Long Xiaoyun saw her, she saw Long Xiaoyun first.
She saw Long Xiaoyun leading a group of people from the rivers and lakes emerging from the mountains in the distance, wearing white brocade, a hair crown, and a jade belt around the waist. The way the people around me spoke was still so pompous, just like back then.
He usually pays great attention to his appearance, his clothes must be spotless, his hair crown must be worn properly, and his shoes must be wiped clean. Now he came here without sleep for days and nights.He ran about in a hurry and panic, looking like a dog with missing bones, anxious and frustrated.
So he loves me so much?
He cared about me, and I took it for granted.
Someone reported the whereabouts of Lin Shiyin to Long Xiaoyun, Long Xiaoyun was stunned for a moment, then his face showed ecstasy, he galloped, ran too fast and fell on the way, hurriedly got up and continued to run, saying Shouting: "Shiyin—", "Shiyin—"...
He ran over with a silly look, sweating profusely and dancing, just like when we first met, every time he ran into Lin Shiyin's small building from outside.
The Long Xiaoyun in the past coincided with the Long Xiaoyun in front of her. Lin Shiyin seemed to see a tall young man walking towards her while laughing. Through the fog of time, a bright smiling face full of heroism appeared in front of her. In front of her eyes.
It turned out that he loved me so much.
He loved me in the first place, but I was confident, and I didn't know the blessing in the blessing.
Long Xiaoyun finally ran up to Lin Shiyin and stopped panting. The mountain wind blew his hair, and the white hairs could no longer be hidden. They swayed in the wind, and the white hair reflected the fire, which hurt Lin Shiyin's heart .
It turned out that he was old too.
Yes, how can I not be old, I have been married to him for ten years, do I still play house as a child?Time waits for no one, as the so-called falling flowers and wind and rain hurt spring more, it is better to pity the people in front of you.
"Husband—!" Lin Shiyin called out.
Long Xiaoyun fell again with a "plop", and got up faster than the last fall, with a look of disbelief on his face, "What did you call me?"
Lin Shiyin couldn't help being amused, she just showed her face and sighed again, she just called her husband, that's what he did, it can be seen how much he has been wronged in the past, and I must treat him well in the future. "Come here and help me up, my feet are numb."
Long Xiaoyun walked a few steps over, held Lin Shiyin's hand to help her up, a little cautious and pleasantly surprised, Shiyin had never shown such a weak side in front of her before, she would rather hold on than ask herself for help , He has never seen such a poetic sound.
He felt that Lin Shiyin had changed, and this change gave him the joy of watching the moon shine through the clouds.
Li Xunhuan came back from outside the pass, he was almost desperate, but now he has confidence again.Shiyin is mine, and it can only be mine.
Lin Shiyin stood with his back to Long Xiaoyun, and told the story of Li Xunhuan's rescue. Long Xiaoyun felt Lin Shiyin's unprecedented closeness and trust. He knew that something must happen, so Shiyin's attitude towards him would change for the better. , what is it?
Could it be that what Li Xun Huan said to him in Li Yuan before was true?
So, Shiyin really belongs to me completely?
Long Xiaoyun couldn't believe it, he was in doubt, when he heard a loud noise, the ground shook violently, Long Xiaoyun protected Lin Shiyin with both arms, Lin Shiyin couldn't stand still, and brought Long Xiaoyun down too.
earthquake.
Everyone looked towards the direction where the loud noise came from. It was the source of the earthquake. It felt so strong at such a distance. Li Xunhuan in the dungeon was probably in danger.
Lin Shiyin was in a hurry, quickly got up from the ground, grabbed Long Xiaoyun's wrist, and shouted: "Xiaoyun, let's save cousin!"
Long Xiaoyun held Lin Shiyin's hand instead, and pulled her back: "Even if we go now, it's too late."
"I know, I..." Lin Shiyin burst into tears, "I'm going to collect my cousin's body."
Lin Shiyin broke away from Long Xiaoyun and ran forward stumbling.
Her figure in the night is firm and decisive, nothing and nothing can make her change her mind.
She no longer wants to be a weak flower, and the strength and resilience in her bones are undoubtedly revealed.
Long Xiaoyun chased after him: "Shiyin, Shiyin, wait a minute." Long Xiaoyun grabbed Lin Shiyin's clothes.
Lin Shiyin turned around and shouted angrily: "What are you waiting for? My cousin saved me, but I have no ability to repay him. Could it be that I can't even collect his body?"
Long Xiaoyun sighed again and again: "Oh, why don't I want to go, but this place is not out of the scope of the Qiang Gang, the people I send to entangle Shangguan Jinhong will fail at any time, once Shangguan Jinhong comes here, you and I are afraid Not only can’t Xunhuan’s body be collected, but the two lives of the White Tower will be violated. Wouldn’t it be against the original intention of Xunhuan? Besides, how could Jing Wuming be unprepared? Why don’t we take advantage of this chaos and leave quickly..."
"Long Xiaoyun!" Lin Shiyin's eyes widened angrily, her expression was cold, "You are Li Xunhuan's best brother, I ask you, if you die, I will go, will you?"
Long Xiaoyun's face sank, he had never seen Lin Shiyin so anxious, he cared so much about anyone, he put away his hypocritical side, stared at Lin Shiyin firmly, anger and pain gathered in his eyes, "I'm afraid I also want to ask you something."
"You ask."
"Are you willing to go because he is your old lover, or because of something else?"
"You have finally spoken out your heart. In fact, just now, I have figured it out."
"I've figured it out" are five faint words, who knows the weight of these five words?How many people have never done these five words in their whole life, and they will not realize it until death?
Lin Shiyin grabbed Long Xiaoyun's right hand and squeezed it tightly, "Xiaoyun, he is my relative, and you are my husband. If you ask such a question, you not only look down on me, but also on you. Myself. I married you in the first place because I thought you could give me happiness that he couldn't give me. I chose you between you and him. Can't I say that you are good? "
"Now? Have you been disappointed in me?"
"I'm not disappointed." Lin Shiyin said sincerely, "I believe that my choice is not wrong. My man was once a hero who was not afraid of death. He was just blinded by jealousy. In the end, he will return to the indomitable man in my heart. man."
"Hahaha!" Long Xiaoyun laughed loudly, and his laughter returned to the heroic spirit of the past, the pain in his eyes was swept away, and he hugged Lin Shiyin tightly, "Actually, I sold Li Yuan before I came here. , This is the money to hire so many good players, if we are still alive this time, you and I will go back to our hometown."
Long Xiaoyun didn't want to live in Li Xunhuan's shadow for a long time, it was because Lin Shiyin's homeland was hard to leave, so Long Xiaoyun had no choice but to accommodate her.He was said to live on soft food, to marry a brother's woman, to accept a woman's dowry, and to be called "Li Xunhuan's sworn brother" wherever he went. He had had enough of this kind of life.
There is a sentence that has been held back in my heart for many years, and I finally dare to ask it:
"Will you come with me?"
Lin Shiyin raised her face and replied seriously: "I am willing."
Long Xiaoyun felt a surge of pride rushing into his chest, Lin Shiyin was finally his, he finally got her heart, as long as he could get her
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