withered lover

Du Zhinian was disgusted by the dean all morning, and in the afternoon he gave a notice and left before he got off work.

He took a day and a half off, left the hospital and went straight to the bar.

Qing Bar opened early, when Du Zhilai came, there were no customers in the store.

He was in a bad mood, his emotions were written all over his face, and the glamorous bartender he knew didn't dare to make fun of him, so he avoided it tactfully after bringing him wine and a glass.

Du Zhinian was drinking alone in a corner, and when night fell, the number of guests in the bar gradually increased, and the bottle of rye whiskey in front of him was nearly two-thirds gone.

Although it is a drink to relieve sorrow, but high-strength whiskey is added with ice cubes, and it is inevitable to have a headache if you drink too much.

Du Zhinian didn't check the time, but judged from the customers in the store that it was getting late.

He was about to go home when the bell hanging on the gate jingled.

The moment the bell rang, Du Zhinian noticed that the bar suddenly fell silent, and the bartender who was chatting with customers at the bar suddenly looked at him.

The bartender's line of sight is very subtle, the shock is inexplicably mixed with panic, and there is also a trace of sympathy.

Du Zhinian looked puzzled and gave him a puzzled look, but the bartender frantically winked at the door.

He sighed, looked in the direction suggested by the bartender, and Shen Guiwan, whom he hadn't seen for half a month during the cold war, appeared in front of him.

However, this was not what one was looking forward to. The reunion, Shen Guiwan was followed by a fat middle-aged man.

The man had a fleshy face, put his arms around Shen Guiwan's waist, and whispered something in his ear.

Shen Guiwan looked away, Du Zhinian caught the flash of disgust on his face by the light at the door.

Du Zhinian and the bartender exchanged glances, then lazily leaned on the sofa, hiding himself in the shadows.

He watched as Shen Guiwan sat on the spot where they met last time, with his hands propped on the chair, his feet lightly touching the floor.

Shen Guiwan wore a pair of short Martin boots today, black leather wrapped the soles and ankles, a small section of white calf was exposed between the trouser legs and the boots, it looked ascetic and seductive.

It was given to Shen Guiwan by Du Zhinian last month, but today he wore it to meet the greasy middle-aged man.

Du Zhinian wanted to see what tricks Shen Guiwan was playing to get him, but after watching, he heard the man ask Shen Guiwan if he would like to be taken care of by him.

Before Shen Guiwan could answer, Du Zhinian's head exploded with a buzz.

He was so angry that the blood all over his body rushed up in an instant, rushing straight to his brain, followed by a tingling pain in his temple.

Du Zhinian's vision went dark for a moment, he supported his forehead for a while, and when the pain receded, the emotions that were about to lose control gradually calmed down.

Panting, he took out his cell phone from his pocket, sent a message to Shen Guiwan, and saw Shen Guiwan tense up as he wished.

But Shen Guiwan seemed to think it was his own illusion, so he didn't pick up his phone to check.

Du Zhinian sent another message, this time Shen Guiwan clearly felt the vibration, and "anxiously" picked up the phone.

He hesitated for a long time before replying "I'm busy".

Looking at those two words, Du Zhinian sneered and exposed his lover's lie.

The second after the news was sent, Du Zhinian looked at Shen Guiwan raising his head in a panic, searching for him in the bar.

The moment his eyes met, he waved to his "panicked" lover.

Du Zhinian sat in the booth with his arms folded and waited for Shen Guiwan to come over to confess his mistake, but Shen Guiwan who was sitting in his seat suddenly smiled at the fat middle-aged man with big ears and big ears.

Shen Guiwan's brows and eyes are always filled with unresolved melancholy, Du Zhinian always thought that such an expression as a smile would not appear on his face.

But now, a smile appeared on Shen Guiwan's beautiful and indifferent face, this was the first time Du Zhinian saw Shen Guiwan smiling, but it wasn't directed at himself.

Shen Guiwan's smile seemed like a frozen glacier melted in an instant, turning into a surging spring spring that hit Du Zhinian's retinas.

The vivid images exploded into colorful colors in Du Zhinian's mind. He couldn't hear what Shen Guiwan said, but only saw Shen Guiwan's lips opening and closing, and the messy words dissipated in the dull air of the bar.

A sharp humming sounded in his ears, watching Shen Guiwan walking towards him step by step, Shen Guiwan's face was reflected in his out-of-focus eyes, turning into illusory and blurred blocks of colored light.

Du Zhinian's brain stagnated for a long time, until Shen Guiwan's cold hand touched the back of his own, and the chill pulled him back from his ethereal fantasy to reality.

"Can you buy me a glass of wine?" Shen Guiwan asked him.

Du Zhinian said that Shen Guiwan was drunk, but he was clearly the one who was really drunk.

He pinched Shen Guiwan's cheek, Shen Guiwan was still as smart and obedient as before, every word and deed did what he wanted.

Du Zhinian knew that Shen Guiwan was using himself to provoke that strange man, but this time he was willing to be used by Shen Guiwan.

He pinched Shen Guiwan's head, and fed the whiskey into Shen Guiwan's mouth with passionate kisses.

Shen Guiwan fell into his arms, his warm and rapid breathing fell on his face, Du Zhinian, who was soaked in alcohol and anger, suddenly woke up.

He pulled Shen Guiwan who was about to leave his body back into his arms, and traced the curve of his back through his clothes.

After a few days, his lover returned to his side.

After the long-lost kiss, Du Zhinian held Shen Guiwan in his arms.

"Why did you meet that man today?" He touched Shen Guiwan's wine-soaked lips, and touched the hem of his clothes with the hand on his waist.

Shen Guiwan didn't really want to answer this question, she frowned and didn't speak, until Du Zhinian pinched her waist before answering in a low voice: "Shen Lu forced you."

This answer was not what Du Zhinian expected. Shen Guiwan didn't seem to be injured during the half month of separation, but the situation seemed to be worse than before.

Otherwise, I wouldn't be forced to come out to drink with the old man.

"If I'm not here today, are you planning to go with him?" Du Zhinian narrowed his eyes, his pupils shone dangerously in the darkness.

Shen Guiwan looked at Du Zhinian's expression, recalling what he said after the kiss, a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"No." Shen Guiwan shook his head, "I'll smash his head with a chair."

"Whether it's being arrested or being retaliated against, it's better than what it is now."

Either escape or release, both results are better for Shen Guiwan than being imprisoned.

Although he had seen Shen Guiwan laughing just now, but smiling at him at such a close distance, Du Zhinian froze in place.

It took a while before he recovered his voice: "I didn't expect you to be quite fierce. Why were you always beaten before?"

As Du Zhinian said, he raised his hand and pinched Shen Guiwan's face.

He just pinched the place where Shen Lu hit in the morning, Shen Guiwan felt a little uncomfortable, and turned his head to hide.

Shen Guiwan's face flickered under the light, Du Zhinian caught a glimpse of the slightly darker spot on his face, and hurriedly pressed his shoulder.

"What's wrong with your face?" Du Zhinian raised his head and carefully looked at the skin on the side of Shen Guiwan's face.

The light shone directly on his face, and the dazzling light caused Shen Guiwan to squint his eyes.

"I was beaten." He said softly, his long eyelashes fluttering faintly under the light.

Shen Guiwan's voice trembled a little, Du Zhinian thought he hurt him, and asked worriedly: "Did Shen Lu hit him? Does it still hurt?"

The swelling where Shen Lu had slapped before had subsided, and Shen Guiwan had long since felt no pain, but Du Zhinian's breath touched his cheeks, and he felt that the slapped place seemed to be burning again.

But he closed his eyes, still shook his head and said, "It's been too long, I don't feel it anymore."

Du Zhinian was not at ease, and checked again and again several times to confirm that the injury on Shen Guiwan's face was not serious, so he reluctantly let go.

He didn't mention Shen Lu again, took a sip from his wine glass, and asked, "What did you just order?"

Shen Guiwan sat on Du Zhinian's lap, and replied honestly: "Long Island Iced Tea, he ordered it."

"Traditional." Du Zhinian laughed disdainfully, and hugged Shen Guiwan even tighter.

"This famous 'lost body wine' has a high alcohol content. This person's attempt to order this wine for you is so obvious that he almost has the words "picking up corpses" engraved on his forehead. From now on, you are not allowed to touch it when I am not around." .”

Shen Guiwan looked at the wine in Du Zhinian's hand, was silent for a moment and suddenly asked: "Then what did you order for me last time?"

Du Zhinian couldn't remember the specific number, but only mentioned a range: "More than 20."

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Shen Guiwan in his arms bowed his head and did not speak.

"What, are you angry?"

"No." Shen Guiwan said dryly, turning his head stiffly not to look at Du Zhinian.

In fact, after drinking that glass of wine, Shen Guiwan only felt that his body was a little floating, and he didn't feel any discomfort, but Du Zhinian didn't tell him at the time, and now thinking about it, he still feels a little uncomfortable.

"There is a reason why I invited you to drink that glass of wine, and we had already established a relationship at that time, didn't we?" Du Zhinian touched the delicate skin behind Shen Guiwan's ear, and coaxed softly : "Not next time."

Shen Guiwan listened but didn't say anything, he turned his head and stared at Du Zhinian.

"What's wrong?" Du Zhinian asked in a funny and strange way.

Shen Guiwan bent down slightly, Du Zhinian's appearance was reflected in his pupils.

"Du Zhinian." He said slowly, "Are you unhappy?"

Shen Guiwan had vaguely felt that Du Zhinian was angry through the mobile phone before, but now that they met face to face, this feeling became even stronger.

Du Zhinian looked at Shen Guiwan who was sitting on his body, and smiled softly, "A little bit."

Shen Guiwan was silent for a moment, then suddenly lowered her head, "I'm sorry."

He apologized obediently, and Du Zhinian felt a little happier.

He smiled and touched Shen Guiwan's head, "It's not because of you, it's about work."

Before Shen Guiwan came over, Du Zhinian was indeed very angry, but now that Shen Guiwan was sitting in his arms with his obedient and beautiful lover in his arms, the resentment in his heart was completely dissipated.

He picked up his phone to check the time, and found that he had been in the bar for nearly five hours, and it was time to change places.

"It's getting late, should we go to the hotel or go home?" Du Zhinian raised his leg and shook it lightly, and Shen Guiwan who was sitting on his lap also shook it.

This is not a difficult question to choose, but upon hearing the word "go home" from Du Zhinian's mouth, Shen Guiwan's body suddenly trembled violently.

He was shaking so badly that Du Zhinian was startled.

"Is it cold? Or is there something uncomfortable?" Du Zhinian asked nervously, and even reached out to touch Shen Guiwan's forehead and the back of his neck.

Shen Guiwan pressed his hand, shook his head vigorously, "It's fine."

The trembling was not because of the cold, nor was it because of fear, it was the excited tremor after the tense body and mind were suddenly soothed.

After his mother passed away, the Shen family's villa completely became a prison. There was no place in this world that Shen Guiwan could call "home", but now Du Zhinian's home gave him a sense of belonging.

Shen Guiwan bit the tip of her tongue, tremblingly said: "Go home..."

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