Gu Pan Lanling

Gu Zimo did not expect Gao Changgong to participate in the martial arts conference.

After all, he is still the king of Lanling now, holding the military power in his hands. At this time, he has too many friends in the martial arts world, which will only make people more jealous.

He knew that Gao Changgong never wanted to be too sharp.But why did he choose to attend some kind of martial arts conference at this juncture?

The answer may be only one possibility, and that is for Zheng Jingyao.

These days, it seemed peaceful, but when Zheng Jingyao was mentioned, Gu Zimo couldn't help becoming sensitive.

What about yourself?

These days, behind the seemingly calm, hidden facts are now being dug out, but it is so bloody.

What can't be changed, still can't change anything.

Gao Changgong, what am I still expecting from you?

After making a decision, Gu Zimo still needs Chang Qing to help him deal with the aftermath.

"You all leave."

"Nuo..." Gao Wen always felt that there was something wrong with Gu Zimo today, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, so he had to take care of Zimo's request, brought Chang Qing back, and then retreated.

"Xiao Qingzi, sit down." Gu Zimo looked the same as before, and didn't show anything on his face.

It was not the first day for Chang Qing to know him, since he came in and saw Gu Zimo, he had a clue.

"Zimo, you sent someone to call me over, did something serious happen?"

Gu Zimo shook his head, "No, I've lived a very stable life recently, and everything is fine. You don't have to worry about me. I asked you to come because of other things."

"what happened?"

"Instead of sitting still and waiting to die, it's better to make a decision earlier, isn't it?"

"You mean about you and His Royal Highness Lanling? Are you still at odds with him over the matter of Jiankang?"

"It's not a question of reconciliation, but an irresolvable conflict between us. He has a marriage contract, and it's impossible for me to serve him with others..."

"But can you let it go? You like him so much..."

"So what if I can't let go? Even if I like him, I can't change anything. It's meaningless to waste it like this."

Gu Zimo never thought that one day when he mentioned letting go, he would be so calm.

If it weren't for the faint tingling feeling in his heart that was still strong, maybe he would question whether he really loved that person.

"What are you going to do? Leave him? Will he agree? Don't forget, he only covers the sky with his hands. If he doesn't want to let you go, where can you hide in the ends of the earth? Live in hiding for the rest of your life? Does that make sense?"

Chang Qing still felt that Gu Zimo's decision was too impulsive. He believed that as long as they were in love, there would be no problem that could not be solved.

As for Zheng Jingyao who is caught in the middle...

It all depends on how Gao Changgong chooses, you can't have it both ways.

Now it seems that Gao Changgong did not make this choice.

Presumably, it was Gao Changgong's delay in making a choice that made Gu Zimo heartbroken and lost confidence.

"You said, it may be temporary, forever? He probably won't remember me for so long. He will soon become the son-in-law of the martial arts leader. When he and Zheng Jingyao have a stable relationship and have children in the future, my existence It will only become more and more blurred, and one day, he will forget it..."

Explaining these things so plainly, Gu Zimo almost couldn't believe what he was seeing now so plainly.

Chang Qing frowned tightly, her face full of regret.

He watched Gu Zimo enter the palace and Gao Changgong step by step to the present.

It is much more difficult for two men to fall in love than ordinary men and women.

"Gao Changgong shouldn't be that kind of person. He married Zheng Jingyao just to cling to the leader of the martial arts. Even if that's the case, the only person he loves is you...""

"Does he love me? Maybe, he just loves the thrill of being with me."

After thinking about it, Gu Zimo found that there was nothing good about him, so what was it worthy of Gao Changgong's love?

And Gao Changgong never said that he loves him positively.

Gao Changgong was very kind and thoughtful to him, but that was only because he served him and was cared for by being lingering with him in the bed. If it were someone else, he would do the same, so there is nothing special about him. The problem is that I have been looking too high on myself, which led to the current situation.

"You, should you wait..."

"No, this time he is leaving to participate in the martial arts conference. It is the best time for me to leave him. I will take Xiaoyu with me. As for my parents, Xiao Qingzi, I hope you can be there when I am not with them , take care of them for me, trouble you for Gao Changgong, I may not contact you for a long time after I leave, wait until everything is safe, after he and Zheng Jingyao get married. Maybe, I will write to you to contact you .”

Looking at Gu Zimo's determined face, Chang Qing knew that nothing he said this time could shake Gu Zimo.

But regrets are regrets, but he could see that Gu Zimo had considered it carefully this time, and it was not an impulsive decision.

Forget it, emotional matters, such as drinking water, knowing whether one is warm or not, since Zimo has made a decision, as his good friend, he should wholeheartedly relieve him of any worries.

"Don't worry, I will take care of the aftermath."

……

Not long after Chang Qing left, Gao Changgong came back.

However, in the dining room, the two were silent while eating, each having their own concerns.

"I'm full." Gu Zimo didn't eat much, he was really not in the mood, so he ate some reluctantly, put down his chopsticks, got up, and said to Gao Changgong before leaving: "Your Highness, take it easy, I'll take my leave first."

"Wait!"

Just now when I saw Gu Zimo, I realized that something was wrong with him. I was in such a low mood. The relationship between the two had obviously improved a few days ago, so why did I suddenly feel nervous again.

"What are your orders, Your Highness?"

Gu Zimo behaved calmly and decently, nothing unusual.

Gao Changgong felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, such a Gu Zimo was too calm and indifferent.

"Chang Qing came?" The only possibility is what Chang Qing said to him.

Gao Changgong attributed the reason to Chang Qing.

"Well, I asked Director Gao to call him here." Knowing Gao Changgong's character, Gu Zimo hurriedly explained because he was afraid that he would implicate Chang Qing.

"Don't tell me that you are so cold to me today, it's not because of Chang Qing!"

Gao Changgong really put everything on Chang Qing's head.

Gu Zimo had a bit of a headache, but he couldn't annoy Gao Changgong. Everything had to wait for Gao Changgong to attend the martial arts conference and leave Quanyong City before he could start planning.

"I'm just a little uncomfortable. You misunderstood me. I didn't treat you coldly..."

"Uncomfortable?" Sure enough, as soon as Gu Zimo said that he was uncomfortable, Gao Changgong immediately suppressed his suspicion, got up nervously and walked in front of Gu Zimo, looking at him with burning eyes, "Why is it uncomfortable?"

"It's not very serious, just some chest tightness and headache..." Gu Zimo didn't lie. Since Jiankang came back, such symptoms have been there, but he just endured it and passed.

I didn't expect to use such symptoms at this moment to make Gao Changgong free from suspicion of himself.

"When did it start?" Gao Changgong sullenly, nervous in his voice.

Gu Zimo saw his own reflection in Gao Changgong's pupils. Gao Changgong's eyes were deep, and when he looked at someone intently, he was so affectionate, making people feel a sense of confusion, as if he was the person he loved deeply ,only……

I will never see such deep pupils again.

"Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well... I'll just catch up on some sleep." Gu Zimo let out a sigh of relief.

With a light body, Gao Changgong hugged him, "I'll see you off."

Gu Zimo knew that disobeying him at this time would only make the atmosphere worse, so he nodded, "Thank you, Your Highness."

"Don't be so polite to me!" Gao Changgong frowned and ordered, "Put your arms around my neck."

"This is the palace, and I won't fall down..." The reason why Gu Zimo didn't hug him like before was because he thought that he should get used to it, otherwise he would be reluctant. What he has to do now is to completely throw away the reluctance. just work.

"This is an order!" Gao Changgong paused, "Hurry up, put your arms around my neck!"

I didn't expect Gao Changgong to be so persistent.

Gu Zimo couldn't resist, so he had to follow suit.

Gao Changgong's face looked better now.

As soon as he was sent back to Moyuan, Gao Changgong asked someone to take Xiaoyu away.

"During your recovery, Xiaoyu will be taken care of by a servant."

Knowing that Gao Changgong was thinking about his own body, Gu Zimo didn't refute anything, and acquiesced to Gao Changgong's meaning.

Gao Changgong was suspicious of Gu Zimo's obedience, "Why are you so obedient today?"

"I'm not feeling well, so naturally I don't have the energy to toss..."

Sure enough, after saying this, Gao Changgong didn't pursue the bottom line anymore.

With a sullen face, he put Gu Zimo down on his back with some nervousness, and tucked in the quilt for him, "Go to sleep, I just don't make a sound."

"Ah."

Gu Zimo closed his eyes, but he was wondering why Gao Changgong was clearly worried about himself, but never said to find an imperial doctor for him to treat him?

What is your disease?

Perhaps, after leaving the palace, he will find out when he finds a famous doctor to see him for him.

When Gu Zimo woke up, it was already the next day.

The day when Gao Changgong was about to leave the palace to attend the martial arts conference, if he guessed correctly, he should have set off at dawn.

Is he finally gone?

Gu Zimo got up, pushed open the door, and walked out. The familiar palace, the familiar plants and trees, it was time to say goodbye.

In the future, I may never come back here again.

"Master Zimo, are you up?"

As soon as Gao Wen entered the garden, he saw Gu Zimo standing at the door in a daze.

Seeing that it was Gao Wen, Gu Zimo's expression softened slightly, "Director Gao came to see me for something?"

"Your Highness ordered me to treat you to dinner. Are you feeling better?"

"Well, it's all right." After speaking, Gao Wen suddenly realized the first part of his sentence, "What did you say? Your Highness forced me to eat? Hasn't he already set off to participate in the martial arts conference? Why..."

"It was supposed to start early in the morning, but for some reason, His Highness canceled it."

Gu Zimo couldn't hear Gao Wen's voice clearly.

In his mind, only the sentence was canceled, Gao Changgong, isn't he going?

He's not going to meet the leader of the martial arts alliance?Not going to the martial arts conference?

Did he not marry the daughter of the leader of the martial arts?

The eye sockets suddenly started to heat up, and something was churning in my heart.It turned out that it wasn't that he was underestimated about letting go, but that his expectations for him had been deeply hidden deep in his heart.

"Is Your Highness in the dining room?" Gu Zimo suddenly had an impulse, he wanted to see Gao Changgong, and immediately saw him.