Infatuation is the most boring

Lu Sinuo looks like this, I feel a little distressed.

Feng Tao stopped, looked at her, and asked in a bad tone, "What do you mean?"

Lu Sinuo drank a lot of wine, and walked towards Feng Tao and Zhou Mingkai while holding the wine glass. He almost sprained his ankle halfway, helped the table, and staggered a little. Finally, she stood in front of Zhou Mingkai, The words were in response to Feng Tao, "Speak, let us think about how Lin Qingyi died, or else, let's talk about how Xu Jiayang died first, what do you think?"

Everyone was startled suddenly, Lin Xue asked first, "You said Xu Jiayang...is dead?"

Under everyone's probing gazes, Lu Sinuo took another step closer to Zhou Mingkai, almost touching him. She was so angry that she said, "Why don't you come and tell everyone how Xu Jiayang died..."

Zhou Mingkai avoided it and didn't speak.

Everyone still wanted to ask, but before they could open their mouths, Lu Sinuo smashed the wine glass on the ground angrily, and the timid girl yelled out.

But Lu Sinuo still looked at Zhou Mingkai and turned up the volume, "Say, say, you liked that Lin Qingyi back then, so you thought Xu Jiayang killed your sweetheart, so you approached him to play with his feelings, and then Kicked him away, and finally Xu Jiayang decided to follow the old path of your sweetheart and committed suicide!"

Zhou Mingkai's eyes under the lens were already red, he didn't know whether it was from sadness or anger.

Lu Sinuo suddenly changed his subject, and poked Zhou Mingkai's heart with his index finger, "No, no, what suicide, you killed him, you killed him!"

All of a sudden, Lu Sinuo's voice seemed to be the only one in the whole box, and it was unusually quiet. Everyone's eyes widened, as if they couldn't believe it.

Lu Sinuo cried out suddenly, a little shrill, "Zhou Mingkai, you only saw the truth of what you thought you were. You let down Xu Jiayang, who loves you the most in the world. This is the sin of your life!"

Feng Tao couldn't bear it anymore, "Enough!"

Then, the distance between Lu Sinuo and Zhou Mingkai was opened.

Lu Sinuo suddenly wanted to throw Feng Tao away like crazy, grabbed Zhou Mingkai's collar, and said word by word, "Xu Jiayang is dead, Xu Jiayang is dead, Xu Jiayang is dead, Xu Jiayang is dead, Xu Jiayang is dead... "

Zhou Mingkai let her pull, his hands hanging on his thighs naturally clenched into fists, trembling slightly, every time Lu Sinuo said that Xu Jiayang was dead, the hostility in his eyes became heavier.

Lu Sinuo suddenly turned around to look at Lin Xue, put his hands on her shoulders, and asked, "Tell me, Zhou Mingkai loves Lin Qingyi, Lin Qingyi is dead, Xu Jiayang loves him, Xu Jiayang is dead, does he love him?" The lone star of the devil? Don’t you think so?”

Lin Xue looked embarrassed, how should she answer this?

Feng Tao shouted again, "That's enough Lu Sinuo! There must be a limit to drunken madness. Today is a class reunion. It's rare for us to get together after so many years. Do you have to do this?"

Alcoholic?Based on my understanding of Lu Sinuo, she was not drunk, but just pretended to be crazy while she was a little drunk.

Lu Sinuo stopped making trouble this time, and said, "I apologize to everyone, it was a good party, I couldn't hold it back, I hope everyone doesn't mind, just play as you want!"

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, no one knew how to play.

Zhou Mingkai didn't speak the whole time, just stood there straight.

After being quiet for a while, Lu Sinuo smiled, "Everyone is here today, so I'll just say it here, and there's no need to notify them one by one. I'm going to hold a memorial service for Xu Jiayang, and it may take about two months. Well, this memorial service is meaningless, but if anyone thinks they want to meet him, they can come and look at the photos."

Feng Tao couldn't help but sarcastically asked, "Is it interesting?"

Lu Sinuo replied, "Interesting, why is Zhou Mingkai disgusting and disgusting? I've already thought about it. Special guest, Mr. Zhou Mingkai!"

Having said that, she looked at Zhou Mingkai, "Will you come? He has been with you for three years..."

A few seconds later, Zhou Mingkai pulled out a smile that could barely be called a smile. It was a bit stiff and ugly, and his voice was very soft, almost out of breath, "It will be there, are you satisfied?"

Lu Sinuo grinned, "Satisfied," and left with his bag on the sofa.

A class reunion ended just like that. With Lu Sinuo making such a fuss, everyone couldn't continue playing.

Come on, they will be together again at my memorial service.

Zhou Mingkai and Feng Tao walked out of Yinhuang side by side. The two of them walked to the parking lot without speaking.

The lights dimmed, Feng Tao was about to go around to the other side to open the door, but suddenly Zhou Mingkai squatted down.

Feng Tao and I were stunned for a moment, and then we heard Zhou Mingkai's low-pitched cry...

Zhou Mingkai, crying...

I am like a lightning strike at this moment, standing where I am, my mind is blank.

Zhou Mingkai buried his head low, so he couldn't see his expression clearly, only his shoulders kept trembling lightly, that low and hoarse cry made me feel uneasy.

I have known Zhou Mingkai for 11 years, this is the first time I saw him cry.

Zhou Mingkai, are you doing it for Xu Jiayang?

In fact, no matter who he is for, I am very surprised. Seeing Zhou Mingkai, who is about 1.8 meters tall, squatting next to the car and crying unbearably, this feeling is not good, as if something heavy is pressed on my heart, I feel extremely uncomfortable , I don't even have the energy to consider the source of this emotion.

During my lifetime, during the days when Zhou Mingkai and I had the worst quarrel, he was cold and violent to me every day, and he would be a murderer if he said nothing, or he would just get out. We have moved hands countless times. The way to solve problems between men and men is So simple and rude, of course, it didn't solve any problems in the end.However, when Zhou Mingkai pushed me down and kicked me in the chest, he forcefully forced out my physical tears.

It was obviously physiological tears, but I lay curled up on the cold floor for more than half an hour. He had already rushed out of the door, and I looked in the direction of the door and unknowingly let tears crawl all over my face.

Later, I went to the hospital with a broken rib.

I haven't told him about this until my death, so he doesn't know.

Looking at Zhou Mingkai in this state, Feng Tao didn't know what to do, so he simply leaned against the car door and smoked.

I heard Zhou Mingkai's cries getting lower and lower, and became less and less audible. After a long time, he raised his head, and his glasses were stained with water vapor. I couldn't see his eyes clearly in the dark environment. Ask Feng Tao in a low voice, "I don't love Xu Jiayang, right... Xu Jiayang is not worthy of my liking, right... Right?"

This is not the first time Zhou Mingkai has asked this question since I died. He almost tirelessly asks it again and again, not knowing what he really cares about.

Feng Tao continued to smoke and sighed.

"How could I love him?" Zhou Mingkai got up slowly, approached the car, and said as he walked, "How could I love him? Impossible Feng Tao, I don't love him, I don't love him... I don't love him He... doesn't love..."

I smiled wryly at the corner of my mouth, feeling that under the darkness of night, sadness was like a big net, and I had nowhere to escape.

Zhou Mingkai had already opened the car door, and was still thinking, "I don't love... who loves him? Don't love..."

Before stepping into the car, Feng Tao went around and pulled him out, leaned against the car body, threw the cigarette butt in his hand on the ground and rubbed it with his feet, and said unbearably, "Zhou Mingkai, you are sick Isn't it? Over and over again, you don't love him, the subject is you, you don't know if you love him or not, who do you need to ask? Do you love him or not?"

Zhou Mingkai murmured, "Do I love him or not..."

Feng Tao sighed, "You touch your heart and know that when Xu Jiayang died, did it hurt?"

Zhou Mingkai suddenly became quiet. Just when I thought he might not answer this question, he suddenly spoke, with an expression on his face that seemed to be smiling or crying.

He said, "It doesn't hurt..."

Why do I want to cry so much...

Then he changed the subject, and his voice was a little desperate, "I thought...you were all lying to me, how could he be dead? Later, I found out that he was really dead... What is death? Is it me? I will never see him again in my life... Feng Tao, do you believe it? I didn't want him to die. I wanted to take revenge on him at first, but I never thought of killing him... Is he really dead?"

Feng Tao and I were stunned at the same time.

Zhou Mingkai suddenly leaned against the car as if he was dehydrated, and said softly almost with his breath, "It hurts, I hurt, Xu Jiayang is dead, I can't believe the pain...it hurts so much that I thought... I wouldn't be able to survive ..."

I held my heart, my eyes full of disbelief.

Feng Tao gave his conclusion, "Zhou Mingkai, you love him."

Zhou Mingkai, you love him.

These six words made my heart ache.

Zhou Mingkai laughed suddenly, with a sad tone, "I love him..."

I fled from this place as if I wanted to escape from something, and I didn't dare to look at Zhou Mingkai's expression, a ghost hid in the corner of the parking lot in embarrassment, the sadness in his eyes was stronger than Zhou Mingkai's.

I didn't dare to listen to it anymore, and I didn't dare to watch it anymore. I even wondered if I had been begging for love for half my life and finally became delusional after death. I wondered if I had hallucinations... Zhou Mingkai said that he loved Xu Jiayang ...

Zhou Mingkai said he loves Xu Jiayang!

This conclusion gave me a feeling that even if I die, I will not rest in peace.

Zhou Mingkai, you love Xu Jiayang too late.

Late love has no meaning except to add sadness.

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