Infatuation is the most boring

There is a TV set in the ward of the hospital, and it is the comprehensive channel of CCTV. The host who is familiar but cannot be named is eloquent. As for what she said in detail, I can't listen to it.

On the afternoon of the second day after I was hospitalized, Li Jingnian came, and he was the only one.I thought he would call Li Ji and Zhao Erhou together, but I didn't expect him to come alone quietly.

Li Jingnian was sitting by my hospital bed, and the nurse put the flowers he brought into the vase, and the room became more fragrant all of a sudden.

"Li Ji and the others are waiting for the results of the college entrance examination, why are you like this?" Li Jingnian peeled the apple for me, round by round, without breaking the skin.

My wound today hurts much more than yesterday. Yesterday I was numb from the pain, but today I woke up bit by bit, and the pain became clearer bit by bit. I was so tortured that I didn't want to speak.

Li Jingnian saw that I didn't want to talk. After peeling the apple, he didn't hand it to me, but cut it into small pieces and put it in the fruit bowl.

Finally, when Li Jingnian left, he stood at the door of the ward and took out the USB flash drive, and said to me: "Xu Jiayang, as long as you say no, I can delete all the things in it."

I spoke with some difficulty: "Go ahead and do it, just treat it as helping me."

"Once exposed, you will be pushed to the forefront, aren't you afraid?" Li Jingnian asked.

I smiled: "Don't be afraid, I'm a victim."

Li Jingnian couldn't laugh, and said before leaving: "Xu Jiayang, if this is what you want, I can do it for you. I hope you don't regret it."

Many years later, I have thought about what Li Jingnian said at this time, and I will not regret it.In so many flustered and barren years, in countless lonely and desperate nights, I have experienced sorrow, pain, and even despair countless times, but I have never regretted it.

Late at night in the hospital is always so quiet that it is frightening, as if a needle can be heard falling.At this time, I especially miss the dumplings made by my mother. I didn’t think they were so delicious or special before, but when I couldn’t eat them any more in my life, I started to miss the taste crazily.

I still miss Zhou Mingkai very much, wondering if he is reading at home now, or playing games in an Internet cafe, maybe he will be absent-minded, thinking about the results of the college entrance examination.

Will you also remember me?

After dawn, the nurse brought me liquid food, which was porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat.She was very patient and asked me a lot about my health.I can already get out of bed and walk around. I don’t want to eat on the hospital bed, so I just sit on the wooden table in front of the TV and eat porridge slowly.

My dad came in the afternoon when I was walking back and forth in the ward and my spirits were much better. I was surprised when I saw him because I thought he would never come again.

My dad didn't ask me directly, but asked the nurse about my situation.

"I want to be discharged," I said, "I don't want to be in the hospital anymore."

My dad didn't refuse: "I'll go through the discharge procedures for you in a while."

I remembered what happened to Lin Qingqing, and asked, "You went to see Lin Qingyi, didn't you? What did he say?"

My dad paused and didn't speak for a long time.

"Whatever, see you in court," I said.

"The court session?" My dad had an outburst, looking at me angrily, "Xu Jiayang, do you think the court session is just for fun? Why will you never grow up?"

I listened and didn't speak, nor did I refute. It wouldn't do me any good to provoke him now, even if I had a court meeting with Lin Qingyi, it would have nothing to do with him.

"Xu Jiayang, I don't know what I have taught you!" My dad continued to scold.

I endured it and went to change the hospital gown.When the nurse came to make rounds, my dad didn't say anything more.Immediately afterwards, my dad went to discharge me from the hospital.

When I left the hospital, there were several guards at the entrance of the hospital, with cameras on their shoulders. When they saw me coming out, they immediately surrounded me.One of them I still know is Li Jingnian's colleague. I met him on TV a long time ago and had dinner with him later.

"This is Liucheng Daily, may I ask if you and Lin Qingyi have a teacher-student relationship?"

"This is an urban meeting, can I ask some questions? Is your health better now?"

"Did the police investigate the results? Can you reveal something?"

"Can you tell me what happened?"

"Does Minyu have anything to say?"

The reporter's questions were thrown like landmine shells. I had already prepared myself, so I just listened quietly, without revealing any superfluous expression on my pale face.But my dad was a little anxious. He never thought that this matter would be brought up to the media, and he didn't know whether he was worried about me or Lin Qingyi.

Although the reporters surrounded me, they were still concerned about my body that had just been discharged from the hospital, and they didn't squeeze me. However, the questions they asked were quite sharp. My dad stepped forward to stop him: "Enough, we won't answer any questions."

"Is this the victim's father?"

"May I ask what impression you have of the teacher involved?"

"What's your opinion?"

The reporter handed the microphone in front of my dad. My dad pushed it away impatiently, and other reporters squeezed in.My dad wanted to drag me out of here quickly, but my body couldn't go fast, so I could only walk with difficulty among a group of reporters.In the end, the male reporter I knew before blocked the others, and we got on the bus smoothly.

When I got home, I went back to my room to rest. My dad left porridge in the rice cooker, and he disappeared again.Where else can he go at this time, except for me, what he can't let go of is Lin Qingyi's side.

Later, I received a call from Li Ge.

"I saw the report on TV," Li Ge said, "Are you okay?"

"Good."

"There are difficulties...you can..."

Before Brother Li finished speaking, I interrupted him, "I'm fine in everything, and I can find a way to solve it myself if I have difficulties, thank you for your concern."

"Okay." After a long silence, he said, "Xu Jiayang, goodbye."

Brother Li said goodbye, but he didn't know that I never saw him again, and there was no news about each other.This person later disappeared from his life without knowing why, never appeared, and left no trace.