miss you like crazy

Three days later...

When the parents got into the car carrying the salute, they saw Ji Nian looking into the distance from time to time,

"It will get better in the future." Ji's mother said with relief.

Ji Nian looked away, and looked at Ji's mother's worried face, "Mom, I want to use your phone."

"You want to call Yunye?" Ji's mother's face was a little stiff.

Ji Nian didn't deny it, he nodded, "Yes, there are some things, I still have to explain clearly, he and I have registered abroad and had a wedding, even if it is going to end, it shouldn't end in such an unclear way .”

"You child, forget it, if you want to call, you can call him, but it's hard to say whether he will answer it, after all, what happened..."

Ji's mother realized that she had slipped her tongue, so she quickly swallowed her words and handed the phone to Ji Nian.

Ji Nian has used words from his mother and father in the past two days, but every time they were about to say something, he swallowed it back with a heavy heart.

The more this happened, the more uneasy Ji Nian felt in his heart.

Ji Nian answered the phone, and every time he memorized Yun Ye's cell phone number for no apparent reason.

When I realized that the number was entered successfully without any effort, I would feel a burst of surprise.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been switched off..."

There was a cold notification sound from the phone, and Ji Nian felt that his heart was also getting colder.

"How is it? Doesn't he pick up?" Mother Ji asked with a sigh.

Ji Nian shook his head, did not speak, returned the phone to his mother, and helped his parents get on the long-distance bus with the salute.

The car started quickly and started to leave from the direction of the coach station a little bit.

Ji Nian sat by the window, looking out the window, the retrograde scenery, and the people in this city who left him with memories.This time, once you leave, maybe you won't come back.

It's not that he hasn't guessed what happened when something like that happened.

Especially judging from the reaction of the parents, it is definitely not a good thing.

As for the actions and words of Liao Ziyan and Su Fei before I fell into a coma that night, there were all kinds of indications that Su Fei had not only done excessive things to me, but Su Fei might have even filmed some kind of video.

As for Yunye, maybe it was because he saw the video that he disappeared so cleanly from his side.

Forget it, if you can't make it to the end, then so be it.

In this lifetime, how many people are destined to have a beginning and an end?

He and Yunye walked along the way, twists and turns, and finally saw the moonlight when the clouds opened, but this happened.

In the final analysis, fate is too shallow, and good fortune tricks people.

Back in his hometown, Ji Nian never thought that he would suffer from a long illness.

He began to be in a daze all day long, shutting himself in the room all day long.

His parents were worried that he was suffering from depression.

However, he still came out on time when he was eating, and he didn't see any problems when talking to people, but he became withdrawn and was not willing to communicate with people.

As for him, since he lost his mobile phone in City B, he never bought another mobile phone. As for the lost mobile phone number, he never went to the business office to reissue it.

Day after day, such days continued until after the end of the New Year's Day holiday.

It snowed heavily in Lanxi County for three days and three nights.

Through the window, Ji Nian watched the white snow pile up little by little.

He suddenly remembered that day on the side of the road, the boy in thin clothes stepped on the snow approaching, his face suddenly became blurred, Ji Nian realized that something had fallen from his eye socket, and he wiped it away silently.

silently looking out the window...

Ji's mother finally couldn't stand it anymore.

He can't let Ji Nian keep depressed like this.

Finally, after the weather cleared, Ji's mother forced Ji Nian to go out. She asked a lot of connections and found a lot of ways to find a boy with the same conditions as Ji Nian. The boy was 27, a few years younger than Ji Nian, but he was Long docile, does not look anxious.

If she had asked him to find a man for his son as a blind date, she would never do it.

But now, Ji Nian has become abnormal, how can the mother feel at ease?

I didn't care about face anymore, I found a lot of people, and even suffered a lot of stares, in exchange for such an opportunity.

Before meeting, Ji's mother said nervously to Ji Nian: "Go and understand first, if you can get along, if you can't, don't wrong yourself, let's... look for it, there must be better ones..."

Before Ji Nian met, she never thought that her mother would arrange for her to meet men.

After taking herself to the place, the mother closed the door and left.

Ji Nian looked at a rather handsome man in a suit in the private room, and then he realized that his mother actually thought that he needed to find a new man to untangle his heart?

He shook his head with a smile.

When the man saw Ji Nian, his eyes lit up, and he hurriedly stepped forward to shake hands with Ji Nian.

"Senior Ji Nian, do you remember me?"

The man pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose, his tone a little nervous.

"You are?" Looking at the man's tone, it seems that he and he have known each other before?

But Ji Nian looked at him strangely, there was no reason why he knew someone, but he didn't remember.

"When I was in the first year of high school, the senior was in the third year. Our school was next to your university. At that time, the school had a speech, and the senior came to our school. Because the senior's speech was so perfect, even though I just watched it from a distance I glanced at you, but you have always left a deep impression on me..."

When Ji Nian heard the other party's words, he turned his mind quickly, as if he had indeed had such an experience when he was in his junior year.

"It seems that something like that happened before, but it's been too long, I can't remember clearly...Sorry..."

Ji Nian said humbly.

The man seemed very excited, and hurriedly pulled Ji Nian to sit down, "Senior, do you know that when I saw the personal information of the object my aunt introduced to me, I saw that the name was Ji Nian, and I was all excited at that time , but then I thought, it shouldn't be such a coincidence that it was you, and I felt a little regretful.

However, my aunt kept saying that I had to come here, so I just wanted to try my luck, not thinking about what would really happen.I didn't expect it to be you, senior... I didn't come here in vain..."

It can be seen that the man admires him very much, but Ji Nian doesn't mean that to others.

After going through so many things, if he was the kind of person who could easily transfer his feelings and start over, he wouldn't have been trapped in a cage for nearly ten years and couldn't get out.

"Sorry, I'm not actually…"

"Not gay?" The man frowned, and suddenly thought of something, he stretched his brows, smiled and said to Ji Nian: "Senior, don't feel restrained, I know that in China, it takes a lot of courage to admit that you are gay. But , the senior is in front of me, there is no need for this.

Because, I am one of them.Maybe the senior didn't know, if it wasn't for the appearance of the senior back then, I still don't know how I am different from other men.

It turned out that it wasn't that everyone around me fell in love with puppies, I didn't fall in love with puppies, but that I didn't meet the person who made my heart grow, until the senior appeared, and I still miss the senior..."

Hearing a man who has never met before tell himself that he is the one who makes his heart sprout, and he is still a man.

For a moment, Ji Nian felt as if he had led others to make a big mistake.

"Is there some misunderstanding..."

"No, there is no misunderstanding. I said it not to make the senior feel pressured, but because I was too excited. When I saw the senior, I couldn't help but want to reveal my heart, because after so many years, I have been fantasizing, but I didn't Thinking of the day when dreams will come true..."

The man took a deep breath, his face was a little red, it could be seen that he was very nervous.

Ji Nian didn't know how to reject him.

Seeing that the other party is so sincere, he doesn't know how to refuse to make the other party feel better.

Because of Ji Nian's silence, the man noticed something.

He stared at Ji Nian seriously and said: "Auntie said that you are single now, I know it's a bit abrupt to say that, I may not be your type. But, I just want to ask the senior to give me a fair chance to pursue the senior, don't Reject me from the very beginning, even if we get to know each other first, if the senior still thinks we are not suitable after we get to know each other, it will not be too late to reject me, okay?"

The man's eyes were too sincere, Ji Nian finally swallowed his refusal.

"I...I need to think about it..."

Once you promise others not to refuse, it means you have to try yourself.

But now Ji Nian is not sure that he has the mind to try it. He is afraid of giving others hope and disappointing others in the end. He doesn't want to play with other people's feelings like that, even if it is a man's feelings, they should not be played at will.

"It's okay, the senior is not in a hurry to answer, let's eat first, the Cai in this restaurant is delicious."

The man handed the menu to Ji Nian, only then did he realize that he forgot to introduce himself, "Well, senior, my name is Yun Sheng, the cloud of the cloud, the rising sun."

"Your last name is Yun?"

Ji Nian suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

He looked at Yun Sheng's expression, which was obviously very different from just now.

"Your accent is a bit of a local accent of City B. Are you a native of City B?"

Ji Nian always feels uncomfortable, but she also feels that the world is not that small.

"That's right, the Yun family in City B, the Yun family from the piano family..."

Yun Sheng said to Ji Nian sincerely.

Ji Nian's heart clenched into a ball, looking at Yun Sheng, he said anxiously, "Do you know Yun Ye?"

"Yunye?" Hearing this name, Yun Sheng smiled, "That boy, he is the youngest son of my aunt's family, he is several years younger than me, but since I went to Japan to start a business, I have I haven't seen him for some days..."

"It turns out that this world is really so small..." Ji Nian murmured to himself and lowered his head, his drooping eyelids concealed the confusion and panic in his eye sockets.

Sensing that something was wrong with Ji Nian's dark complexion, Yun Sheng asked tentatively, "Senior mentioned Yun Ye just now, do you know him?"