under the warm sun

"Pass me the water." Yun Shu stretched out his hand.

Hearing the command, Zhuo Yu acted like a robot powered on, and hurried over to take the half glass of water beside the bed and handed it over.Yun Shu's hand that received the water visibly trembled, Zhuo Yu let go of the water cup, and took two steps back.

"I won't hurt you again, Brother Yun, don't be afraid."

"You're not afraid that I'll put the cup directly on the bed." Yun Shu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he knew Zhuo Yu would feel more guilty if he said something, but if he didn't say it, there would be unnecessary misunderstanding, "Who is afraid of you? I'm in pain .”

Sure enough, Zhuo Yu's expression was mixed with two emotions of remorse and entanglement, Yun Shu didn't say much, just drank water quietly.They need time, even appeasement must be gradual.

After drinking the water, Yunshu handed over the cup: "Help me to the toilet."

After hearing Yun Shu's words, Zhuo Yu immediately moved.

"When will this be removed? Without it, you would hug me and pass by. I'm so tired, I don't want to take a step." Yun Shu pointed to the infusion stand and said, leaning his whole body weight on Zhuo Yu's body.

"I still have a low fever, so I have to wait."

After going to the toilet, Yun Shu lay back on the bed, Zhuo Yu just bowed his head by the bed, not daring to speak much.Like a student who has made a mistake.

"Come up and lie down with me for a while." Yun Shu patted the seat next to him.

Zhuo Yu looked at the man who was sweating because of going to the toilet, and his heart ached. Just now Yun Shu leaned against him and was shaking all the time, and he could feel the shaking very hard, how painful it was!

"Hurry up, why are there so many ink marks?" Yun Shu urged dissatisfiedly.

Zhuo Yu silently moved over, threw off the quilt and got on the bed, Yun Shu slowly but firmly leaned over.

"Hurry up and hug me, I'm really tired." Yun Shu leaned on Zhuo Yu's arms, finding the most comfortable position on weekdays.

"Be careful, don't get blood back." Zhuo Yu hugged him stiffly. It turned out that Yun Shu was willing to be close to him.

The two hugged quietly for a while.

"Zhuo Yu, can you tell me what happened?" This is what Yun Shu cares most about, "Or if you don't want to talk about it now, we can wait."

Zhuo Yu gently kissed the top of his hair, and murmured, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, Brother Yun, I'm sorry for you."

"Yeah, I accept your apology, you are really sorry for me." Yun Shu sighed heavily, "Do you know what the doctor said to me just now?"

"What?" Zhuo Yu was very nervous. Could there be something else he didn't know?

"I can't eat today. I can only drink some rice soup after six o'clock in the evening. Tomorrow I can have millet porridge. After three days, I can eat some hard food." Yun Shu looked hopeless, "I'm very hungry right now."

I'm really hungry. I didn't eat brunch today, and I only have rice soup for dinner. It's so full!

"I...well...do you want to drink some water?" Zhuo Yu didn't expect this to happen, and while he was relieved, his self-blame continued to rise.

"Get full with water, I can't drink anymore." Yun Shu said aggrievedly, "I'm so hungry!"

Zhuo Yu had nothing to do with it, he could only be as quiet as a chicken, suffering in his heart.

"Also, you just become a monk, and you can't have sex for half a month." Yun Shu continued.

Zhuo Yu wanted to put himself in the palace now, and return to life, how dare he dare to talk about it now.

Yun Shu leaned into Zhuo Yu's arms again, and said softly, "Zhuo Yu, kiss me."

Zhuo Yu froze for a moment, then lowered his head, and kissed his cheek lightly.

"So perfunctory?" Yun Shu was dissatisfied, "Kiss!"

"It's broken." Zhuo Yu didn't dare.

"I know, take it easy." Yun Shu insisted.

Zhuo Yu propped up her upper body, lowered her head to kiss him, and touched him very lightly.Yun Shu suddenly reached out and pressed his shoulder, opened his mouth and bit Zhuo Yu's lips.

Zhuo Yu was in pain, but he didn't dare to move, he didn't even frown, he let Yun Shu bite,

In the end, Yun Shu didn't use too much force, and when he let go of Zhuo Yu, he pecked lightly again: "It's all swollen!"

"It's okay!" Compared to Yun Shu's injury, this is nothing!

"I know that nothing I say now can stop you from being sad and guilty. You must feel very sorry for me in your heart right now." Yun Shu lowered his eyes, "But I also want to say that I really didn't blame you. I’m happy to do whatever I want, but I’m not fooling you, so can you stop being so guilty, I’m in a lot of pain, isn’t it good for you to make me feel uneasy again?”

"Brother Yun..." Zhuo Yu's voice choked up, how could this person be so good!

"Well, Brother You is fine, don't worry." Yun Shu patted him, as if coaxing a child.

Zhuo Yu gradually calmed down in this kind of soothing, Yun Shu was like a clear spring under the warm sun, bright, sweet, and very soothing and calm, and he could smell the refreshing taste of the water from a very close distance.

"But..." Yun Shu started but couldn't continue.

"What's wrong?" Zhuo Yu immediately panicked when he saw Yun Shu's eye circles were red, "Is there something wrong, I'll call the doctor."

"No, I will tell you anything, but when you have a problem, you go to drink strong alcohol, go to fight, but you don't want to tell me first." Speaking of this, Yun Shu is really wronged, he doesn't seem to be preferred.

"I don't know what to say, it's too..." Zhuo Yu opened his mouth, "It was so embarrassing. I was already emotionally overwhelmed at the time, and I was afraid that I would burst out and hurt you when I saw you. I want to first Find a place to digest."

Zhuo Yu really just wanted to brew for a while alone.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know that no matter what happens, you are my good medicine. If I went home at that time, what happened later would not happen." He was afraid of hurting Yun Shu and wanted to avoid it, but the result was even worse. If he was awake Seeing Yun Shu, it must not be like this.

"Do you know that you drink so much alcohol and go to intense exercise, which can easily cause sudden death, Zhuo Yu, please think about me seriously before doing anything, what should I do if something happened to you!"

Compared with his own injury, Yun Shu cares more about this matter, other things can be let go first, this must be made clear.

"I won't do it in the future, I promise, I will never make this kind of mistake again." Zhuo Yu swore to the sky.

"And your hand, how did you tell me back then? Tell me not to hurt myself, did you do it?" Looking at the red and swollen back of his hand, Yun Shu felt distressed. He thought of the broken sandbag, Zhuo Yu got off Ruthless.

"No, I won't hurt myself in the future. Brother Yun, trust me!" Zhuo Yu was like a little puppy afraid of being abandoned, with eager promises in his dark eyes, his face And a deep unease.Seeing Zhuo Yu like this, Yun Shu's heart softened again.

"Okay, I believe you! You can't do it again in the future." Yun Shu pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled, his face would hurt if he couldn't smile, "Go and deal with it first, let the doctor prescribe an ointment for you."

"No, I can take the medicine prescribed by the doctor." Most of them are for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis.

"Alright, you can get it quickly." Yun Shu urged.

"I'll lie down with you for a while, I don't want to get up now, I'm tired." Zhuo Yu's energy was almost at its limit.

"Well, then you remember to deal with it when you have the energy for a while. I will sleep for a while, and you will sleep with me."

Some things can be discussed after waking up, Yun Shu knew that it must be a major event, a fatal event, that's why he forced Zhuo Yu like that.Zhuo Yu probably hasn't closed his eyes for a long time, his eyes are bloodshot, his eyes are also black and blue, he is more prone to emotional problems when he is extremely tired, and the narration will be confused, so let's talk about it after waking up.

"Okay! I'll accompany you!" Zhuo Yu kissed his forehead, watching Yun Shu gradually fall into a deep sleep, the fear that had been suppressed for a long time finally gushed out along with exhaustion like collapse.

Yun Shu locked back the beast in his heart, even if he was hurt so fiercely, he would still hug him.

He couldn't remember how long he hadn't cried, but now he couldn't help it.Pressing his forehead against Yun Shu's shoulder, he let the tears flow into the pillow without making any sound.

Yun Shu raised his eyelids, he knew everything, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and said softly, "Zhuo Yu, I love you!"

Like whispering, like talking in a dream!Tolerating all the pain, Yun Shu used his soft and inconceivable consciousness to shield Zhuo Yu's body from the cold.