under the warm sun

"What?" Zhuo Yu didn't realize why this topic suddenly jumped into their conversation. They had never discussed this topic before.

"What I mean is that falling in love will definitely affect your studies. The third year of high school is a very critical stage. You'd better not fall in love at this time." Yun Shu quickly said his reasons, as if to convince himself.

Zhuo Yu looked at Yun Shu's serious expression, those peach blossom eyes seemed to be full of clouds and clouds.The evening breeze was cool, blowing his hair a little messy.

"With my ability, even falling in love will not affect my studies." Zhuo Yu tilted his head, he has never set limits on his feelings, he is not waiting for things to happen, or Yun Shu himself enlightened.Instead, it creates a sense of security and allows Yunshu to adapt.With the matter of the Zhen family, he was afraid of scaring people away.

In particular, Yun Shu seems to have always had an extremely strong sense of uncertainty about his life experience, and Zhuo Yu can feel it.It's just that when Yun Shu came out suddenly, what he said was equivalent to a promise. Could it be that he had to wait until after the college entrance examination to confess his love?Is it a bit far?There are still more than eight months.

He didn't get Zhuo Yu's affirmative reply immediately, instead he had an ambiguous attitude, Yun Shu was in a state of confusion, could it be that Zhuo Yu already had a crush on someone?

It's not surprising, the school is so big, half of them are girls, there are always outstanding girls who can catch Zhuo Yu's eyes.

Or is it the rebellion of young people?Don't want people to interfere too much?

"What are you thinking?" Zhuo Yu suddenly approached and asked in a low voice.

Yun Shu took half a step back, flustered: "I didn't think about anything, and I actually didn't want to care about you, I was just afraid of delaying my studies."

Zhuo Yu raised his eyebrows, and in a flash, he thought of Yun Shu's subtle emotional changes when his female classmate delivered water at noon.If it wasn't for Zhuo Yu who was good at observing words and expressions, I really wouldn't be able to tell.There was a feeling of clarity in his heart, and fireworks exploded in his heart in an instant.

Zhuo Yu turned his head and thought for a moment, now the time and place for confessing his love are not suitable, the college entrance examination is what Yun Shu is most concerned about, and the road is too noisy, it is still the evening rush hour, so it is not pleasant to speak.Maybe he should seriously think about what to do next.He has always been a straight ball player, only Yun Shu deserves his detour, and he does not allow failure in this matter.

"Am I being difficult?" Yun Shu looked at Zhuo Yu's deep eyes, and his heart shrank and felt uncomfortable. Zhuo Yu readily agreed to any previous request.It gave him an illusion that this person would not reject him.He is too much.

"Just pretend that I never said that you have to work hard in your studies." Yun Shu smiled, "Go home."

"I promise you." Zhuo Yu pulled Yun Shu back, he really wanted to ask Yun Shu, you don't know how reluctantly he laughed just now, "But, Brother Yun, can I not make the same request?"

"What do you mean?" Yun Shu didn't understand, he only knew that Zhuo Yu had agreed to him, even though his request was so weird and unreasonable.Yun Shu was very happy, he didn't think about what happened after the college entrance examination, when he should move back to the dormitory.

"We don't fall in love before the college entrance examination." Of course Zhuo Yu will not forget that there are still Zhou Ye and Zhao Zhen who miss Yun Shu in school.Or a group of Zhang San Li Si that he didn't know.He is confident that no one can compare his position in Yun Shu's heart, but it is always right to prevent problems before they happen.At least don't let other people mess up Yunshu's mentality during this period.

"Who should I talk to?" Yun Shu was stunned, he hadn't even thought about this question, dating was not in his plan.

Follow me, Zhuo Yu said in his heart.

"No matter who, you remember what you said today." Zhuo Yu looked at him with a smile.

"Okay." For Yun Shu, this is not a condition.

"Let's go, go home and have dinner." After talking, Zhuo Yu glanced at Yun Shu's shoulder naturally.Yun Shu eats a mediocre lunch, so he should eat more in the evening.

Zhuo Yu had a plan for everything in his heart, and whether he could wait until after the college entrance examination depended on whether he had the patience.

The two had a hearty meal when they got home, took a shower and went to bed.For the past two days, Lu Fengzhou and Jian Shuran were not at home, and they were interrogated by the parents of the two families in turn.After all, marriage is such an important matter, if you dare to cut it first, then play it later, the elders in the family are already extra merciful if they don't cut it.

"When will Xiaofen be sent back?" Yun Shu asked after covering the quilt, the weather was getting colder and colder, how comfortable it was to hold her softly.

"In a few days, why do you want to hug and sleep?" Zhuo Yu pretended to be unintentional and asked, if Yun Shu said yes, Xiaofen would not have to go home, and he would find a suitable "horse farm" for it.

"No, I want to rely on reading." Yun Shu knew that he had been chasing Zhuo Yu a lot in his sleep recently, because he always woke up in the middle of the night.Every time he wakes up, he almost squeezes Zhuo Yu, and sometimes hugs Zhuo Yu's arm.He thought maybe he was scared, relying on Zhuo Yu for a sense of security.Of course, this feeling cannot be given by a doll.

"I'll ask and ask them to send it back as soon as possible." Hearing this answer, Zhuo Yu was very satisfied.No one can go to his bed at will.In fact, Xiaofen had already finished cleaning it, and he just suppressed it and refused to send it back.

"En." Yun Shu replied vaguely, allowing himself to fall into darkness.

Zhuo Yu agreed to his request, which made Yun Shu feel relieved and relaxed.At least he didn't have to deal with Zhuo Yu's love affairs when he lived here.As for after the college entrance examination, let's talk about it.

But there will be such a day... This young man will have his own life after all...

"Brother Yun, remember to come to my wedding." Zhuo Yu's voice was full of excitement.

"What?" Yun Shu's heart suddenly tightened violently, as if he had been punched by something, "What wedding?"

"Don't make trouble! I told you a long time ago that I want to get married."

In the living room, Zhuo Yu held a girl's hand, and said very intimately, "You see, Brother Yun must have been busy and forgot, and didn't prepare a present."

Yun Shu couldn't see the girl's face clearly, he could only see her snuggling up to Zhuo Yu happily, the two looked very happy.

He should bless, Zhuo Yu has found her own happiness, this is a great thing.But why is it so sad? He felt so uncomfortable. Something important had left him. His spirit and consciousness were stripped away, and his senses were left empty.Yun Shu felt that his breathing was very cold, it was so cold that he felt his heart piercingly...

He watched the newlyweds step into the palace of marriage. The green lawn, the white wedding dress, the colorful balloons, the champagne towers piled high reflected the dazzling sunlight, and there were crowds of blessings around them. It was very joyful.But Yun Shu was so sad that he wanted to cry... When he saw Zhuo Yu put the ring on the bride, he really wept... His headache was about to split...

Suddenly, Yun Shu opened his eyes, the sun and grass disappeared, and the wedding dress balloon also disappeared.It was replaced by the dim light of the floor lamp and Zhuo Yu's clear profile. He was almost stuck in Zhuo Yu's arms.And Zhuo Yu naturally embraced him, as if protecting him.

It turned out to be just a dream, but a dream.But because of a dream, he was almost suffocated. The pain in the dream was so real that now his heart still felt uncomfortable, as if he was being squeezed violently.Why?

I reached out and touched my face, is it wet? !He actually cried, in a dream?This is the first time, Zhuo Yu's marriage is so unbearable to him?

Or... Zhuo Yu married someone else and he couldn't stand it...

So it has never been a question of dating or weddings, nor is it a question of before and after the college entrance examination.It was his problem, he fell in love with this boy.

Realizing this, Yun Shu was shocked but not surprised.Counting it down, he was indeed different from others to Zhuo Yu from the very beginning.He is not able to communicate with everyone, and he always leaves some leeway when interacting with others.But when he saw Zhuo Yu, he wanted to get closer for no reason, so he left her in the orphanage to sleep together regardless!

He has feelings for this boy who is four years younger than him, and he wants to monopolize him, monopolize his eyes, monopolize his warmth, monopolize his embrace!

He fell in love with Zhuo Yu!

The suffocation went away, and my heart was occupied by a slightly sour and sweet feeling. I don't know how to describe it.Looking at Zhuo Yu's sleeping face, Yun Shu didn't dare to move, but just watched quietly with some persistence!

They were very close, very close, he could clearly hear Zhuo Yu's breathing, steady and long!Yun Shu thought that he could only fall asleep listening to this breathing every day!

His feelings suddenly became clear, he was a little timid but not afraid, at least he knew what his inexplicable feelings towards Zhuo Yu were?He's never been in a relationship, and he's never even had a crush on anyone.So when this boy touched his emotions, he was at a loss what to do.

He would blush because of Zhuo Yu's approach, worry endlessly because of Zhuo Yu's impulsiveness, and feel distressed because of Zhuo Yu's past.Will miss him all the time.

Now he completely understands!

The author says:

Yun Shu: I finally understand

Everyone: Got it, got it, you've finally got your head around it, fuck him, hurry up!Sleeping in your arms every day is not a man.

In the next chapter, when Yun Shu bumps into the confession scene, Zhuo Yu is possessed by a playful spirit.