under the warm sun

"At that time, we wanted to send your mother to the countryside, give birth to the child first, and find a way to bring you back after the turmoil passed. But your mother disappeared suddenly, and we didn't know until a long time later that your father took your mother away as an outhouse. And your mother didn't know what kind of ecstasy soup was poured into her, and she refused to go home with us, your grandparents were furious, no one would want their children to experience these unexplainable things, and cut off from your mother in a fit of anger contacted."

After finishing speaking, Zhuo Zhuo took a sip of coffee.He didn't know what to do, because Zhuo Yu still didn't see any emotional fluctuations on his face.He even wondered if the child had an emotional disorder, or a facial nerve problem.

Zhuo Yu was digesting what he said, according to Zhuo Zhuo Shen, his father is a proper big scumbag.Unable to keep her love, she cheated in marriage, and later enjoyed the blessing of being equal.

Especially when Lu Fengzhou's mother was pregnant when his father cheated, it's already ashes.

The cold wind in Zhuo Yu's heart is getting bigger and bigger, it is difficult for him to define what kind of person his father is now.Originally, he didn't want to ask too much about the previous generation.But the matter was suddenly placed in front of my eyes, and it was impossible not to think about it.

And everything is true, then the fuck was he cheated, Zhuo Yu tried hard to recall the past, the grief was overwhelming, but was there any resentment?Does his mother have any resentment towards his father?He couldn't remember anything.In other words, his mother has fallen in love with her to the point of dying, and she doesn't care about anything.Even if you are a third party, even if your child is not recognized, even if you die at a young age!

The love, hatred, and hatred contained in it are unpredictable, and Zhuo Yu found that the more he thought about it, the more empty his heart became, and the cold wind howled past.She was only 25 years old when her mother died... At the same age, what did she get?Only one unaccepted, unblessed child!

Zhuo Yu restrained his mind for a while, and continued to hide all his thoughts in his heart.

"But your mother's death has dealt a huge blow to our family. The white-haired man gave away the black-haired man. For many years, the two old people couldn't get out. Up to now, we still celebrate your mother's birthday every year, and his room is also reserved. It is also because of this that your grandma and grandpa are very afraid of seeing you, and it is too sad to see you." Zhuo Zhuo Shen explained why Zhuo's family had not approached Zhuo Yu for so many years, "Until five years ago, you Grandma passed away, and you and your mother are still her biggest regret."

After finishing speaking, Zhuo Zhuo Shen sighed heavily, the man who was nearly fifty years old was shrouded in a low air pressure.

"But we didn't expect that even if your mother is gone, your father didn't recognize you immediately, and didn't rectify your name until you were so old. How have you been all these years?"

"It's good, I think it's not bad." Zhuo Yu picked up the coffee and took a sip. He suddenly thought of Yun Shu's craftsmanship. bitter.

Regardless of whether he was happy or not before, he met Yun Shu, and his life is very good now.

"That's good, that's good." Zhuo Zhuo Shen murmured and repeated.

"Thank you for telling me this. Can I take this photo album back?" Zhuo Yu reached out and touched the photo album. He only had a few photos of his mother and him together. This photo album is very important to him.

"Of course, you can take all your mother's things." Zhuo Zhuo Shen laughed, it seems that the child is not completely unresponsive, his smile is a bit like Zhuo Yu's mother.

"Thank you!" Zhuo Yu sincerely thanked.

"Do you have time this May Day? Your grandpa's [-]th birthday, can you go back and have a look? Your grandpa saw you on the news a while ago, and couldn't help wanting to see you all of a sudden." Zhuo Zhuo Shen rubbed his coffee cup.

"May Day..." Zhuo Yu pondered for a moment, "It should be fine."

Zhuo Yu thought for a while, May [-]st School must be on holiday, and he was just studying at the company, and had no contact with high-level business, so it was not his turn to work overtime.

"May Day is a long time, you can come and stay for a few days, not only your grandfather, but also your aunt and cousin also want to see you." Zhuo Zhuo Shen was very happy that Zhuo Yu didn't refuse.

Zhuo Yu nodded, how many relatives popped out at once?He is still a little unaccustomed to it, and it depends on the situation if he can stay for a few days, and the specific time depends on Yunshu.

"I'll send someone to pick you up at that time." It's only three hours' drive from Jingcheng to Jincheng.

"No, I'll drive there by myself." Zhuo Yu wanted to drive freely by himself, and it would be convenient for Yun Shu to go wherever he wanted.He only found out today that his mother was from Jincheng, a city next to Jingcheng. Because of the natural geographical environment, the development is average and it can only be regarded as a third-tier city.

"Alright, I'll stay in Jingcheng for a few more days, and it will be clear soon. I want to pay homage to your mother." Joyoshen said.

"Okay, just on Qingming Day." Zhuo Yu said.

"your contact information……"

Zhuo Yu didn't refuse this time, and said a series of numbers, Zhuo Zhuo Shen hurriedly took out his mobile phone and wrote them down.

On the way back, Zhuo Yu kept thinking about his uncle's words. His parents' love was more like a tragedy directed by his father.It was rare for Zhuo Yu to be at a loss, for the first time he didn't know how to accept it.

Or maybe he should talk to his dad, there's something he wants to know why.It's just that now Lu Fengzhou's mother is discussing the divorce with his father, I'm afraid his father is not in the mood to talk to him about it.Because of Lu Fengzhou's marriage, Zhuo Yu met Lu Fengzhou's mother twice, she was a chic and intellectual woman.

There was no embarrassment in the meeting between them, and there was no tit-for-tat.Both of them ignored each other as much as possible, which was probably the greatest respect and decency they could give each other, all for Lu Fengzhou's sake.

However, in the eyes of Lu Fengzhou's mother, Zhuo Yu still saw the love for his father, and that fleeting feeling was accidentally captured by Zhuo Yu, even though there was only hurt left between the two of them after so many years.

If his mother was still alive, the situation would be so ugly now.But no matter how ugly it was, he wished his mother was still there.Does that mean there is at least one blood relative who sincerely accepts his existence.

"I'm back!" Yun Shu walked from the living room with a smile on his face, and saw Zhuo Yu taking off his shoes in the entrance.Yun Shu reached out to take off his coat, "Is it cold outside?"

In March, Jingcheng often had a cold spring, Yun Shu felt that Zhuo Yu's body was very cold, and also a little stiff.

"A little bit." Zhuo Yu responded vaguely, not only was the weather very cold, but the discomfort in his heart was expanding.

"Eat first, or take a bath first?" Yun Shu asked after hanging up his clothes.

Zhuo Yu looked at the person in front of him, his well-proportioned figure was wrapped in a sweater, and the light yellow color gave his skin a warm whiteness. Under the light above his head, Yun Shu's brows and eyes were hazy and docile, like a man in the cold spring. A winter jasmine.Zhuo Yu's heart absorbed the warmth from Yun Shu's body, slowly dispelling the discomfort.

"What's wrong?" Yun Shu looked at Zhuo Yu's reaction that was obviously slower than usual, and leaned forward to hug Zhuo Yu, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

With the familiar breath and soft limbs, Zhuo Yu instinctively hugged him tightly when he leaned forward.

Yun Shu didn't ask any more, he could feel Zhuo Yu's strangeness, the cool weather seemed to seep into his body, did Zhuo Yu's uncle say something to him?

Zhuo Yu just hugged him like that, and the two stood in the hallway for a long time, speechless.

"Lie down with me for a while." Zhuo Yu said, he didn't want to take a bath or eat now, he just wanted to lie down warmly hugging Yun Shu.

"Okay!" Yun Shu pulled Zhuo Yu back to the bedroom.

Zhuo Yu plunged into Yun Shu's arms and curled up for a while, like a baby plunged into its mother's arms, looking for the most primitive sense of security.

The two hugged quietly, listening to each other's heartbeat.

He doesn't want to think about anything now, he just wants to hug this person, at least Yun Shu belongs to him completely.

The author says:

In fact, if he grew up in a normal family, Zhuo Yu's personality would definitely not be like this.After all, his parents are not like that at all! ! !The damage to the original family is too great~~~