under the warm sun

After May Day, life returned to normal.Yun Shu didn't want to bring up the matter of Zhuo's family, so it was over after such a troublesome matter, and it would be better to see each other less in the future.All he can do now is to accompany, so that Zhuo Yu can feel his presence every moment.

Family affection is a double-edged sword, it can save people but it can also hurt people the most.He tried his best to protect Zhuo Yu, let him forget the past neglect and hurt, not for the Zhuo family to uncover the scar again.

Soon after, Zhuo Yu really had a conversation with Lu Jinsheng.

After Lu Jinsheng knew that Zhuo Yu was in contact with the Zhuo family, he was surprised at first, but he had no intention of stopping it from the beginning to the end.Instead, he asked about the health conditions of the old man and the old lady of the Zhuo family, and when he learned that the old lady had passed away, Lu Jinsheng was uncharacteristically silent for a while.

"Your grandma is a kind person. Even if your mother and I got into a fight in the end, your grandma didn't say a single serious word, but shed tears by herself. Speaking of which, your mother's personality is more like your grandma's."

Zhuo Yu didn't speak, just looked at his father silently, this kind of silence made Lu Jinsheng feel uncertain.During this meeting, he felt that Zhuo Yu looked at him with great emotion in his eyes.This is also understandable, presumably the Zhuo family has a strong resentment towards him.When we met, we would always say something, it was normal for Zhuo Yu to be affected.

"It's good for you and the Zhuo family to walk around more, and do your filial piety for your mother. If there is anything the Zhuo family needs to help, you can help as much as you can. If you can't solve it, you can come to me." Lu Jinsheng said. I'm ashamed, it's all his fault that the girl who was brought up well became like that after following him.

It's just that the Zhuo family hasn't taken the initiative to find him for so many years, so he didn't rush forward, and in the final analysis, he was still guilty.He knew he couldn't give them back a fresh daughter, so he was ashamed to face it.Now that he has reconnected, he will try his best to make up for it.

"You don't need to tell me about it, I will. I don't feel very comfortable knowing what happened back then. I think it's better for the two of us to see each other less recently." Zhuo Yu got up and was about to leave after speaking.

"Zhuo Yu." Lu Jinsheng was startled, how could the relationship that had finally gotten better have regressed like this, "I admit that all the misfortunes were caused by me, I regret and feel guilty, so...so, now you also have a lover Now, can you forgive me a little bit?"

This is the first time in Lu Jin's life that he has opened up his heart to his son about this issue.For many years, except in front of his own father, he has never been so humble in front of anyone.Some things are not only uncomfortable for Zhuo Yu to hear, but he also feels uncomfortable when he thinks about them.

So much time had passed before he knew it, and his children had grown up.Whenever he thinks of Zhuo Zhuo Ting's last appearance, Lu Jinsheng feels like a knife is twisting his heart.That extremely kind woman was harmed by him like that, but when she was dying, she told him countless sorrys.It seemed like the last of her strength was spent saying sorry.Until now, he still doesn't understand why Zhuo Zhuo Ting is sorry for him.

"Yun Shu and I are in a normal relationship. There is no third person between us, not now, and never in the future." Zhuo Yu stopped and looked at his father.These are two things, it is impossible to compare them together, Yun Shu will not be reduced to his mother or Lu Fengzhou's mother.

For those she loves, Zhuo Yu thinks she has the ability to protect them well.

"I know, but do you understand what you can't help it?" Lu Jinsheng still tried to save him.

"Your involuntary feelings have hurt so many people. Don't tell me that this is love. You don't need to hurt others or yourself." Zhuo Yu felt angry. He and Lu Fengzhou's childhood misfortune, can it be over with one sentence of involuntary feelings?His mother and Lu Fengzhou's mother, one was killed and the other was divorced, because they couldn't help themselves?

"You don't understand how sad I was when I lost your mother. What if, just what if you can't stay with Yun Shu?"

"Impossible." Zhuo Yu said loudly, "I will not compromise my feelings with anyone, neither the Lu family nor the Zhuo family, can be an obstacle. When necessary, I will take Yun Shu and leave. Our own life. It's not like I can't live without the Lu family!"

"Leave? Where can you go? You are a child of the Lu family, do you think I really can't do anything to you?" Leave?This child would leave the Lu family without hesitation because of Yun Shu, and Lu Jin felt panicked, "I can make you never find Yun Shu again, Zhuo Yu's world is full of uncertainties, don't be too confident."

Perhaps Zhuo Yu didn't understand that money and power can solve most of life's problems to a large extent.Lu Jin was in a high position in his life and had seen too many vicissitudes. The power he held in his hands was beyond Zhuo Yu's comprehension at this stage.

"How dare you!" Zhuo Yu's eyes sharpened suddenly, and his tone was also very cold, "Dad, I'm just blaming you now, don't make me hate you."

After speaking, Zhuo Yu didn't stay any longer, and left Lu Jinsheng's office with his legs up, with the momentum of a tsunami crossing the border, which scared the new assistant at the door to shiver.

Lu Jinsheng sat on the chair slumped, he just spoke in anger, it had been a long time since no one contradicted him face to face, Zhuo Yu's threat made him confused.Only his own son could keep the demeanor he had always maintained, and it was gone.

Of course he would not touch Yun Shu, with Zhuo Yu's personality, he wished Yun Shu could take care of him.He understands the feeling of losing what he loves forever, how could he let his son experience it again, he is also confused.

It was rare for Zhuo Yu to skip work, so he drove up and down the highway a few times, and then he simply went straight to the cemetery.Sitting in front of the fucking grave for an hour, until Yunshu called to urge him to go home for dinner.

"Mom, I will never live like you and my father." As if making an oath to himself, Zhuo Yu said to the tombstone in a low voice.

Dark clouds billowed in the sky, a heavy rain was brewing, and there was gloomy water vapor in the air, Zhuo Yu walked out of the cemetery without looking back.

Zhuo Yu didn't mention this matter to Yun Shu, because he didn't want to cause him trouble.Their lives have not been affected, and their lives are still the same.Yun Shu is preparing for his dissertation defense, so he has been looking for relevant information, and he always strives for perfection in his studies.

Everyday life is very leisurely, Yun Shu even considered raising a cat.Just as he was thinking about what kind of cat to raise, an unexpected guest came to his house.

When Zhuo Lian saw the person who opened the door, he was stunned for a moment. He didn't know that there would be such a clean and beautiful man in real life.Simple cotton home clothes, wearing a very delicate feeling.

"Hello, who are you looking for?" Yun Shu had seen too many eyes that were amazed by his appearance, so he asked indifferently.

"I...I..." Zhuo Lian muttered for a long time, why couldn't he remember what he was doing?

Fortunately, Yun Shu was very patient, so he stood at the door and waited for him to speak.

"I'm looking for Lu Zhuoyu, does he live here?" Zhuo Lian hesitated, and finally remembered what he was here for.

"who are you?"

"I am his cousin, my surname is Zhuo." Zhuo Lian said.

"Oh, Zhuo Yu isn't here." Yun Shu smiled, it turned out to be the Zhuo family, and they came to the door so quickly. Frankly speaking, it was difficult for Yun Shu to have a good impression of the Zhuo family because of Zhuo Yu's May Day trip last time. He was torn between slamming the door and letting someone in.

The author says:

In the next chapter, the entire Zhuo family knows about Yun Shu's existence, so let's start making demons, Zhuo Yu is ready to accept the demons.