Self-knowledge

Ye Xiang woke up at 58:[-] in the morning.

The man next to the pillow grunted, through the sparse light outside the sandy curtain, Ye Xiang took a look at the man's frowning brows.The man was wearing a white vest, half of his face was sunken in the pillow, he was snoring with his mouth open, and he couldn't see his handsome and tall image at all.

There were bursts of sadness in my heart, accompanied by softness and compromise.

What else can I do, isn't this just living a life?Ye Xiang couldn't do without Lin Xujia, and Lin Xujia couldn't do without Ye Xiang.

—I own him.We still have love.Every day is like this.

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Ye Xiang got up and went to the balcony to smoke a cigarette, the night in early autumn was a bit chilly. Looking down from the 28th floor, the viaduct in the distance is covered with yellow lights. At three o'clock in the morning, cars still drive by on the viaduct from time to time.This is the city, 24 hours, 365 days, there are always stories happening, and there are always people running around.The city is very lively, but everyone is very lonely.

The nicotine circled in his chest, and the evening breeze and cigarettes completely dispelled his drowsiness.He began to recall the four-hour quarrel. Lin Jiaxu, who was smelling of alcohol, came home and saw Ye Xiang with a black face. Ye Xiang couldn't remember whose voice got louder first, who pushed the other person first, and who fell. After opening the door, whoever went to bed without saying a word, turned off the lights, and went to sleep.

Anyway, what Lin Jiaxu scolded was nothing more than those few sentences: "It's not because of you that I work so hard to drink and socialize"; "Why are you annoyed all day long like a girl"; "I have to get up early tomorrow, can I stop making trouble ".

Ye Xiang didn't remind him that it was his birthday yesterday, so he made a set of vegetables and waited for Lin Jiaxu to come home. He waited for him all night, only waiting for a WeChat message saying that he was sorry that an important customer came over today and had to be entertained.

Ye Xiang slowly ate Lin Jiaxu's favorite dishes at that table by himself. It was his birthday, but because Lin Jiaxu hadn't come back for dinner for a long time, he couldn't help but cook all the other's favorite dishes.

Of course, the dishes are not finished. As usual, they must be packed into the crisper and eaten tomorrow.It was rare for Ye Xiang to waste a fortune. He dumped all the vegetables, and was not in the mood to eat the small cake he bought, so he stuffed it directly into the trash can, and then took a hot bath for himself.I wanted to read a book, but I couldn't read it at all, so I sat on the sofa in the living room and waited silently for Lin Jiaxu. Occasionally, I took out my mobile phone and looked at the dialog box that the other party didn't reply, and waited for the man to swipe the key card, open the door, carry Staggering into the door with a briefcase, he met Ye Xiang's cold eyes as soon as he raised his eyes.

With the second cigarette, he remembered the birthday of the first year he and Lin Jiaxu were together.In fact, he used to have only his birthday, which is a festival to commemorate his birth. His birthday is not worth commemorating, because he was his father's "mistake" when he was young.

On his birthday five years ago, Lin Jiaxu took him to the top of the mountain, looked at the city lights and the twinkling stars in the night sky, took out a stack of simple and childish fairy sticks and lit them, looked into his eyes heavily and said: "Ah Xiang, I don't want Know how to be nice to others, they say it's so romantic, do you like it?"

"Ah Xiang, I will spend the rest of the day with you, and I will do all the most romantic things in this world with you."

"Ah Xiang, I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I will always treat you well and not let you be wronged. We will be family from now on."

The fairy wand is burning with life, like their passionate love, like their affectionate kiss.

At that time, Ye Xiang had only one thought in his mind, to win this person, this life was worth it.

After not sleeping well all night, Ye Xiang woke up naturally at [-]:[-] in the morning and got up to prepare breakfast.Take out from the refrigerator the small wontons filled with shrimp and fresh meat that were packed on weekends, grab a handful of dried shrimps, seaweed and egg skins prepared in the refrigerator, put them in the pan, and put them into two small bowls after cooking. Lin Jiaxu is in a hurry in the morning. You have to dry the hot wontons first, and Ye Xiang washes up after doing these things.

Lin Jiaxu also woke up while washing up. He was angry for getting up in the morning. The two of them had just quarreled again yesterday, so they went to sleep separately for no apparent reason. Now, one is brushing his teeth and the other is running water, and no one pays attention to the other.

Ye Xiang is used to this kind of quietness. When he is passionately in love, he must be his choice, but the slap in reality will be as painful as it is.

After eating the wontons, Lin Jiaxu's expression improved a bit, and he asked if Ye Xiang had any arrangements for tonight.

"Maybe I have to work overtime." Ye Xiang blew on the wonton in the spoon, it was still a little hot, the hot food went down the esophagus, it seemed to warm his stomach, and he felt a little bit better.

She didn't need to work overtime at night, but she just wanted to play pranks with him. Ye Xiang was fed up with the feeling of waiting alone in the empty living room, as if she was a resentful woman with nothing but her husband waiting to come home.

"Well, then I will replenish it for your birthday on the weekend."

Oh, this person actually remembered.

Unspeakable feelings, a little sour, a little uncomfortable, and a little lucky.

Ye Xiang dismissed all kinds of thoughts in his mind, and just responded casually.

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