Self-knowledge

21

The third draft of the plan was improved, and all parties were in touch with each other. Ye Xiang got a few days to go to work and fish.

As soon as he was free, the scene at Lin's house that day always came to his mind.

Lin Jiaxu was wearing an inappropriate funny apron, with several Band-Aids on his hands, and Ai Ai couldn't get rid of his expression.

This kind of Lin Jiaxu is too strange, knowing him for so many years, Lin Jiaxu has always held his head proudly.

Born with a good skin, when he was a student cadre in school, he was highly anticipated. After graduation, he found a civil servant job that everyone envied. Show the report to Ye Xiang and tell him that the original stock market value in his hand has reached 6000 million.

He always wears a decent suit, his hair is fixed with hairspray, and his tie, tie clip, and cuffs are meticulously arranged, instead of hiding in the room in an oily apron.

Ye Xiang had to admit that that scene filled his mind ridiculously with a kind of pleasure of revenge, and the grievance that had been suppressed for a long time was released in a sense.

After the breakup, he suddenly realized that for so many years, Lin Jiaxu not only locked his body and heart in the name of love, but his dignity and pride were all worthless in front of this person.

What's ridiculous is that after the breakup, the roles of the two of them were reversed. Lin Jiaxu, who always held his head proudly, begged for love from Ye Xiang, who had been dormant on the ground.

Ye Xiang's thoughts were interrupted by the message notification on his mobile phone. Before he could check the text message, his father's call came.

The moment he picked up the phone, Ye Xiang's eyelids jumped violently.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and then Ye Ronggui's voice trembled a little, "Ye Xiang, are you there?"

"Well, yes. What's up with Dad?"

Did my brother cause trouble?Or something happened at home?

Ye Ronggui never called Ye Xiang during working hours, and even basically did not contact him at ordinary times.

To be able to call at this point, something must have happened.

"Ye Xiang, calm down and listen to me."

"I just sent an address to your mobile phone, which is an address in City C."

"Ye Xiang, are you... busy these two days?"

"Not busy. What's the matter, Dad? What address?"

The veins around Ye Xiang's temples twitched faintly, and an inexplicable sense of fear arose spontaneously.

Ye Ronggui's next sentence strongly confirmed his uneasy conjecture, and at that moment Ye Xiang fell into an ice cave.

"Ye Xiang, if you're not busy...can you take a vacation and go over there?"

"It's... your mother, your biological mother, is dying soon."

Ye Xiang couldn't remember how he got to this secondary hospital in City C.

It was pitch black outside, and he was standing at the end of what seemed to be a long corridor, covered in dust and dust, his bangs were sticky and stuck to his forehead with no grace.

Panting a little while running, flushes printed on his morbidly pale cheeks; his hands were sweating, and he could hardly hold the briefcase in his hand in a hurry. There was nothing in it, only a bag full of bank cards and cash banknotes wallet.

He felt dizzy in both eyes, and although he put his eyes aside, he still seemed unable to see the road ahead clearly.

All the people in the hospital came and went in a hurry, and my father kept repeating his words in my ears.

"Ye Xiang, keep calm and listen to me."

"I didn't want to hide these things from you. I wanted to tell you when you became an adult, but... I never found a chance. It wasn't something that should have been said on the phone, but the situation is urgent now."

"It's your biological mother. Her name is Fan Qin. She... is dying. Go and see her for the last time."

"I just sent you the address, Ye Xiang, are you still listening?"

"Ye Xiang, you were born in City C, by the Xiangjiang River. Your biological mother gave you a single name named Xiang."

"I met her when I jumped the queue and settled down. She was my first love. Fan Qin, your mother... doesn't like me."

"Later, I went back to City A. Two years later, Fan Qin took you to find me. She didn't say who the child belonged to, she just said that she couldn't keep the child, and hoped that I would help."

"Ye Xiang, I'm not your biological father."

"Fan Qin gave birth to you and returned to City C. I would send her some photos of you every year, but within a few years, the letters I sent to her were found and returned by the same person."

"When you were four years old, your mother and I got married. She also knew about your situation. She said that a child cannot live without the love of his father and mother. She suggested that I keep Fan Qin's affairs a secret, and I agreed."

"Ye Xiang, these things, my father didn't want you to know so many complicated things. For so many years, my father and mother have treated you like their own son."

"Fan Qin is your biological mother no matter what. I just received a call from her daughter. She said that she said that Fan Qin is leaving soon. I hope you can see her for the last time."

"Ye Xiang, if you are free, go and meet. No matter what, you will always be my child and your mother's..."

For the first time, Ye Xiang felt that his life was so absurd and ridiculous, the family relationship was on thin ice, his father looked at him with complicated eyes, and his mother had always seemed to have no defense and resistance towards him.

Thousands of chaotic lines all point to a bloody truth.

It turned out that he was indeed [-]% the extra part of this family, the garbage abandoned by his biological mother, and he lived until now because of the compassion of a man who met by chance and had a crush on her.

He felt sick.

Once Lin Jiaxu wrote his name Ye Xiang in vigorous and powerful fonts, and whispered in his ear that his name was really nice.

How do ridiculous parents call themselves over and over again?

The word Ye is ridiculous, it's not his father's name, and he doesn't even know who his father is;

The Xiang character is funny, that is the place where he was born and also the place where he was abandoned.

He's an unwanted bastard.

Thinking about it this way, has my father ever regretted it?Unauthorizedly agreeing to the big trouble of staying with a woman he once liked.Has mother ever resented him, when she saw him, she thought that her husband always had another woman hidden in his heart.

And his so-called biological mother obviously has the contact information between him and Ye Ronggui all the time. For so many years, she has not brought a blessing or any concern. She has left him to fend for herself in a place thousands of kilometers away. He is also unwilling to know about his photos, as if his birth is a stain on her life.

Before such a person dies, maybe he has moved his last bit of compassion, wanting to see how the child he abandoned 28 years ago is now.

He still came, he endured nausea, anger, fear and pain and came to City C, he wanted to meet the person who gave him life.

He wanted to ask, who is my father?Why don't you want me anymore?

You want to see me now, does it mean that you have never forgotten me?

Ye Xiang's brain was completely overwhelmed, and he found the ward number written in the text message after several rounds. He stood at the door, hesitating not to go in.

What is waiting for him inside?Will it be a loving mother?Would she apologize to him in tears?

Is she seriously ill?Can it be cured?

Can you talk to him about his father after he is discharged from the hospital?

Does she have a family?Does she have a family?Ye Ronggui said that she has a daughter.

Did she think of the child who was abandoned by him 28 years ago during the family reunion?

she……

"Ye Xiang!"

The hurried footsteps came from far to near, and Ye Xiang hadn't recovered from being hugged into a familiar embrace. Through a suit, the smell of a man was the familiarity and stability he had smelled for seven years.

The owner of the embrace hugged him tightly, and comforted him in a hoarse voice, "Ye Xiang, I'm coming, I'm coming."

"It's okay, let's go in together, it's okay, I'll be with you."

Ah...it's Lin Jiaxu...

"Your brother overheard your dad's call by accident. He was worried that you told me that I would come over right away. Ye Xiang, it's okay, it's okay, let's face it together."

Ye Xiang's brain was running sluggishly, interrupted by the unexpected embrace, he subconsciously raised his arms to hug this person, drawing warmth and sense of security from the body he was most familiar with in his life.

At this moment, there was only one thought in his mind, it was Lin Jiaxu, someone wanted me, I am not a trash that no one wants...

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Today's third update!The flu is very serious recently, I hope everyone can pay attention to the body and beware of infection!