Xi Bai was slightly taken aback, and smiled, "I'm sorry, why did I do too well to highlight my failure?"

Lu Rong buried himself on his shoulder and let out a muffled laugh, "Nonsense."

"I'm a little tired, let me hug you again."

"En." Xi Bai stood up straight, bearing part of his weight, and the two stood outside the room in silence.

Xi Bai took out a candy from his pocket and asked, "Candy?"

Lu Rong raised his head and looked at Xi Bai, and the two smiled tacitly.Lu Wei reached out and took the candies. There were two candies inside, one for each person.

Three years ago, when Xi Bai lost the game, Lu Wei gave him a candy from nowhere, and asked him if he ate candy?

At that time, he only thought that this person might be sick, right?He was so sad, and asked him if he would eat candy?He ignored it and left directly, missing three years.

The sugar is sweet and melts slowly in the mouth.

Lu Rong bit the candy into pieces, and said in a muffled voice, "It's really not reconciled to lose."

When eating candy, Xi Bai likes to sip it slowly, but Lu Rao always likes to crush it.

Xi Bai has experienced failure, of course his defeat was even worse, so miserable that he felt like this in his life, that feeling couldn't be swallowed or vomited out, and he wished he could compete again right away, and then beat them fiercely.

Lu Zhi has always been called God of Lu, gradually everyone thought that he was omnipotent, but no matter how strong he was, he was still just an ordinary person.

Xi Bai made up for the entire season, and the situation of the game changed rapidly. In fact, he played very well in the first half, but it fell apart a bit in the second half.But how many games a professional player has to play in his life is a terrifying number, how can he win every game.

Lu Rong is already the god who created the impossible.

Xi Bai smiled, "Then win it back."

……

Lu Rong only rested for more than ten minutes before continuing to work. Knowing that Xi Bai stayed up all night last night, he pressed him into his dormitory with a dark face to rest.

When Xi Bai woke up again, he looked at his phone, and found that it had only been an hour or two, and he was drowsy, but he had something on his mind and couldn't sleep well.

Wearing a mask, Xi Bai went to the training room of the second team and found Ye Qing.Of course, he also saw Yuanyue here, but Yuanyue has a carefree personality, and she is still scratching her head to write a review, and she has no consciousness of being sent to the second team at all. The moment she saw Xi Bai, she seemed to see a savior.

Yuan Yue: "BR help me, five thousand words! A total of five thousand words! I can't write it!"

Xi Bai: "...Come on."

His eyes turned to Ye Qing, Ye Qing lowered his head, saw that his head was lowered lower, he didn't rush forward as soon as he saw him like before.

Xi Bai sighed softly, and walked up to him, "What's wrong? You didn't even say hello when you saw me coming?"

Ye Qing blinked, and the moment he looked up at him, the tears pooled into drops, "Woo... big brother."

Xi Bai was so helpless by his crying, after all, Ye Qing was really young, only six or seven years old, he had to face so many strong men when he was in high school, and he didn't have enough experience.

After he calmed down a little, Xi Bai took him to the lounge next to him.

Xi Bai: "What are you thinking, kid? A look of bitterness and hatred? Just talk to me."

Only then did Ye Qing say a complete sentence, "Boss, I don't want to fight anymore, I want to go back to school."

As he said that his eyes were red again, Xi Bai was not surprised, but asked quietly: "Have you really thought about it?"

Ye Qing suddenly raised his head and glanced at Xi Bai, a little surprised.

"Are you wondering why I didn't persuade you?"

Ye Qing sniffled, didn't speak, but acquiesced to what he said.

"Life is your own. If you don't want to continue, I can't force you to go on." Xi Bai's voice was very soft and slow, even a bit like Chu Zhiben's.

"I'm afraid, if I continue, will I drag down the team again, I've already dragged down several times." Ye Qing choked up and said, "I don't want to lose again, woo, it's so scary."

"I hate losing, it's too scary." The more Ye Qing said, the more excited he became, "I'm sorry, you taught me like that, but I still can't learn it. I get scared when I come to the competition, and my hands are shaking .”

Ye Qing paused as he spoke, as if he had thought of something, he shook his head, lowered his head again, sobbing and whispered: "I really don't want to lose again, I'm afraid of losing, I'd better go back to school."

There are more and more people scolding Ye Qing on the Internet, because anyone with a discerning eye can see Ye Qing's mistakes, and the Internet can magnify his emotions. He only received so many flowers and applause during the summer competition, but in just a few months, Everything is turned upside down, and it is normal to be unacceptable.

Xi Bai touched his head, "I'll show you a video."

Ye Qing took Xi Bai's phone with tears in his eyes, the video was Lu Rong, the scene should be when they hadn't come out on the day of the match.

Lu Rong, who was questioned by a group of reporters, was very calm, and the word Qinggui was tailor-made for him.

A reporter asked: "We watched the match, Ye Qing's performance was not satisfactory, is it because of him that the whole team collapsed?"

Lu Wei didn't want to answer at first, but stopped after hearing this question, "No, Ye Qing is a very good player, whether it is operation or awareness, he is first-rate."

Ye Qing was stunned for a moment, then went back to listen again, and after a long time, he whimpered, "No, it's because of my cooperation that I got out of tune."

The reporters persisted in asking questions, most of which were about Ye Qing and the team members. In the end, Lu Wei just said, "Well, I'm the captain, and I'm responsible. I'm sorry this time."

Lu Rong's cold voice came from the phone speaker: "I also hope that everyone can give newcomers a certain amount of room for growth."

Xi Bai: "You are a man recognized by Captain Lu."

Ye Qing's eyes were swollen and thick, crying yesterday and today, he almost couldn't see what he looked like before, he pursed his lips and didn't say a word.

Xi Bai smiled, and said slowly: "Walking on the road of e-sports, you definitely want to win, although some people may think that we take winning or losing too seriously, and we should love it instead of just relying on it. Win or lose heroes, but because we love it, we want to win like crazy, because this is one of the few times when we shine the most."

"But sometimes victory is not easy to come by. No matter you are a star, a youngster, or a famous person, you may lose. If you work hard, fight hard, never slack off, and never dare to give up, you may also lose."

Xi Bai paused as he spoke, lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, and continued after a while: "At that moment, your negative emotions may surpass the peak, sad, decadent, desperate, self-doubting, self-denying."

"You may also be laughed at, misunderstood, torn apart, criticized, insulted, and even as you get older, you will watch yourself weaken, and you will not be able to chase after your previous talent even if you run hard. of myself."

"Suffering the so-called grievances, this is the only way we have to go. No one can always stand at the top, but no one will stay at the bottom forever. What can't kill you can only make you stronger. Waiting for you to use love Survive through countless cold nights, use tens of thousands of days of training to develop superior skills, and use a strong heart to overcome the swamp of insults, and you will find that winning or losing is only mediocre, and you just don’t want to lose, not afraid of losing. "

He patted Ye Qing on the head, "Little rascal, when you understand the loss, you deserve to win."

Ye Qing looked at Xi Bai in a daze, his mouth was flattened as if he had been wronged, but his eyes lit up slowly, at least not as dead as before, he hesitated and said: "Boss, have you ever lost? "

He seems to have never seen BR lose, in their relationship, he can only win.

Xi Bai stretched his long legs forward, leaned back in his chair lazily, and said with a smile, "How could it be possible that I haven't lost before? It was a terrible loss."

Ye Qing looked at him incredulously, "Boss, how could you lose if you are so good?"

Xi Bai: "I used to think the same way, I am so good, how could I lose."

"Are you curious why I wear a mask all day?"

Under Ye Qing's curious eyes, Xi Bai took off his mask, "Actually, I'm not qualified to speak out against you here, after all, I can't afford to lose."

Ye Qing: "!!!"

"You are Xi Bai!!! You are actually Xi Bai!!! Sniper God!!!"

"Boy, keep your voice down. Although it's nothing new, I still want to hide it." Xi Bai glanced at him and said.

Ye Qing immediately covered his mouth, "Hold, I'm sorry."

"Do you think it doesn't look like it?"

Ye Qing blinked, he had heard a lot of insults about Xi Bai, and watched all his matches, in his opinion, Xi Bai should be flamboyant and full of thorns, and shouldn't be sitting here Talk to him gently.

But he didn't dare to say, just said: "Like."

Xi Bai: "When I was young, I certainly never imagined that one day I would become like this..." He thought for a while, and used a nicer word, "Calm."

He raised his hand and shook it, "I can return to the professional game, and you can too."

Ye Qing nodded heavily.

After Ye Qing left, Xi Bai lowered his eyes, time really changes a person, until now he hasn't regained the fearlessness he had before.

But learning from Chu Zhiben and speaking the truth is really tiring, Xi Bai twisted his neck, next time he should just bring Chu Zhiben over, and then pointed to the young man who needed education and said, "Help me educate this kid." . '

Hahaha, think about that scene, it's so funny.

As soon as he went out, he bumped into Lu Rong, and he didn't know how much he heard, but he didn't say anything, he just asked, "Why don't you sleep?"

"Can't sleep." Xi Bai raised his eyebrows at him, "Why don't you sleep with me, I can't sleep well alone."

Lu Zhi's eyes were blackened, Xi Bai can guarantee that he did not sleep last night.

Lu Wei smiled, and stretched out his hand helplessly: "Let's go, I'll accompany you to sleep."

The next day, Xi Bai successfully harvested a smiling cutie.

"Boss... bah, great god."

Very good, he has successfully upgraded from a boss to a master.

"I'm not leaving, but my skills are not solid enough. I want to come up little by little. I want to play international competitions with you as a substitute, can I?"

Xi Bai shook his head, Ye Qing lowered his head in disappointment.

"The selection in the team hasn't started yet, so it may not be you as a substitute, maybe it's me."

"how is this possible!"

"everything is possible."

That's right, BR has become Xi Bai, so what's impossible.Ye Qing felt that those outside remarks about Xi Bai were all fake, Xi Bai is such a good person, how could he harm his teammates, how could he not let his teammates play for himself, he doesn't believe a single word now.

What's even more unbelievable is that BR is actually Xi Bai, life is full of surprises, and he still hasn't recovered a bit.

After Lao Zhao and the others learned that Xi Bai's hand had fully recovered, they burst into tears, and even dragged him to drink to celebrate, but fortunately they were stopped by Lu Rong in time.

It was also because of this that Xi Bai knew that all the old coaches knew his identity, and he was really lonely wearing a mask.In this way, only Yuan Yue didn't know his identity, which is really embarrassing.

As for the Yuanyue side, at the beginning of the second team, it was the same as in the first team. Slowly, he found that the new batch of the second team were all good seedlings, with good guns and good consciousness. , he was not calm anymore, and his sense of crisis was overwhelming.

In the past, he was still a little lazy and slack in training, but now he has become a desperate Saburo in the team. The only thing missing is this little pressure.

During this period of time, AOK stayed behind closed doors, and all the players on the team left early and returned late, and all the time they could train was used up, and everyone was desperate.

The end of the autumn competition will soon come to the international finals, which is the selection of the global finals.

I don’t have much time to deal with doubts and denials from the outside world. If you don’t look at the amplified language on the Internet, it’s nothing. The most intuitive feeling is that there are a lot fewer advertisers looking for them, and the activities that require him to attend are only Bits and pieces.

On the contrary, there were not a few reporters around the door.

The best way to deal with doubts is to smash them with enough strength.

In this way, more than a month passed, and on the eve of the trials, the team trials began.

Xi Bai started playing the game slowly after his recovery. From then to now, it took him two or three months to catch up with everyone's operations, and it took another one or two months to slowly recover to his previous level.

The selection in the team was carried out vigorously, and the final team of candidates was: Lu Rong, Xi Bai, Su Wenxing, Yuan Yue, and Ye Qing No.5 as substitutes.

The most regrettable thing is that Xi Bai and Lu Rong were not in the same theater, so they couldn't compete with each other.

From that day on, Xi Bai has been thinking about this matter.

In the training room, Xi Bai looked at Lu Rong and asked, "Brother, are you right?"

Lu Zhi paused slightly, looked at him with his chin propped on his hand, and smiled very wickedly: "Do you know that I will misunderstand you when you say that."

The author has something to say:

Hahahaha, after falling in love, Lu Rong became more and more evil.

When you understand the loss, you deserve to win.Adapted from Li Jiu's "When you lose and understand, when you lose enough, you are worthy of winning."

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