Contention

Lu Yuexi turned back: "Uncle."

"Yeah." Lu Min gathered his coat and walked towards her, "It's so cold, why are you outside?"

Lu Yuexi just smiled, and replied lightly: "Think about things."

"I'm thinking about what you've been doing these days?" Lu Min was a little amused, "I heard from my elder brother that you took a long leave of absence and didn't know what to do. You even went to Beijing when you were done, and asked your elder brother to introduce you to a doctor. Yes, one of your friends is ill?"

"um, yes."

"Do I know you? A friend who can take care of you..." Lu Min thought for a while, "The relationship must be good, but you have only mentioned a few friends to me these years, and it will never be one of them. one?"

"...No." Lu Yuexi obviously didn't want to talk about this matter, and wrote lightly, "It's a bit complicated to explain, maybe we can talk about it later."

"Oh." Lu Min has always been reasonable, but he still couldn't help being concerned, "But you're acting strange today, and you seem to be in a bad mood. Is it related to this?"

The other party asked sincerely and worriedly, Lu Yuexi listened to the tone, and didn't want to lie, so he shook his head.

"That's something else." The night wind picked up and howled through the trees. Lu Min looked at her face and sighed, "You rushed back to Rongjin at noon, probably to meet people? Well, your girlfriend?"

"Ah."

"I'm still so unhappy seeing it." Lu Min frowned, "Is there a quarrel?"

"No." Lu Yuexi raised his head to look at the snow-white muffin bird on the tree again, feeling a little dazed for a moment, "We broke up."

Lu Min hesitated: "Ah."

"...As for the reason, I don't really want to talk about it." She took a breath slowly, and although she smiled lightly, her eyes were tired, "I shouldn't have been with her at the time."

"You don't like her?"

Lu Yuexi shook his head: "No, it's just that my feelings for her are not pure, and the result is destined to be bad."

Lu Min looked at the other party's emotional expression, and was speechless for a while.

He didn't know what happened, but thinking about it, there was actually only one reason that could make Lu Yuexi feel infinitely troubled:

"Are you still unable to let go of Yehuai?"

Lu Yuexi was silent for a moment, then nodded.

"I understand, so you put part of your feelings on that child, hoping that she can replace Ye Huai's position in your heart, but you found that she can't replace it?"

However, the truth of the matter is even dirtier. Lu Min only guessed half of it, but in a sense, his analysis is also accurate.

Lu Yuexi lowered her eyes slightly, and didn't want to go into details, so she just said "hmm".

"... Sigh, Yue Xi, have you ever thought about why you have to replace it?" Lu Min was very helpless, looked at the other party with a tolerant and loving look and said earnestly, "People's emotions are complicated. Ye Huai's liking, you can bury it in your heart and make it part of your youthful experience, and that girl is your new relationship now, she is brand new, different from others, and wants to be the same as your previous love A person who coexists does not mean that you can replace the past with her. After all, you cannot replace two different experiences. Although the joy of falling into them is similar, it makes you The happy people are not the same..."

Lu Yuexi looked up at him, and for a moment, her eyes were a little painful:

"But uncle, I still can't forget Ye Huai, I can always see her shadow."

"Then don't forget." As if guessing something, Lu Min gently put his hand on her shoulder. He has always used this action to comfort the child, "Forced forgetting will only make you sink deeper and deeper, and it's okay. It’s easy to forget, but it’s just an unrequited love, a regret that you didn’t get. You always have to try new things. You don’t want to see if that girl can bring you the same feelings as Ye Huai, and don’t think about her relationship with Ye Huai. Huai's similarities, after all, people like to look for substitutes too much, it's not good, you have to try to find the difference in that girl, and those differences are what you should pay attention to."

"..."

"However, it's up to you. If you figure it out and want to get her back, don't be too fast. You need time to see your feelings clearly, and you have to give her time to think clearly." Lu Min sighed quietly, "You It’s just too stubborn, and I’ve been refusing to let myself go.”

"En." Lu Yuexi replied absently, his expression became indifferent again, he only stared at the little white bird on the tree thoughtfully, and let out a soft breath.

The white mist gradually dissipated in the lonely night, but it blurred her eyes.

So what if you understand these principles?With Zou Feiniao's personality, he would never forgive her.

Lu Yuexi didn't stay in Oucheng for long, and when he came back, he mainly wanted to see Zou Feiniao, but now that the two have broken up, it's meaningless to stay so long.

She came to Oucheng in a hurry, and now she has to return to Beijing in a hurry.

Fortunately, He Ying's condition has been fairly stable these few days, and nothing unexpected happened.

When Lu Yuexi pushed open the door of the ward, she was feeding the goldfish in the fish tank with a pack of bait.

Lu Yuexi walked in a hurry, didn't wear a scarf, and his neck was chilled from the cold when he left the airport. Now that he was indoors, he slowed down for a while before asking in a hoarse voice:

"Have you eaten?"

He Ying looked up at her and smiled: "Didn't you say you're coming soon? I just thought, let's eat together when you come back."

"I don't eat the same thing as you." Lu Yuexi frowned and rubbed his hands together, "Did you have a physical examination today?"

"Ah."

Lu Yuexi thought about waiting to see the inspection report, but now both of them are still hungry.

She beckoned and asked the nurses to go to the hospital cafeteria to buy some light and nutritious meals, while she ordered takeaway.

She sat there to choose things, He Ying sat back on the bed and asked her:

"How did you come back so quickly? Don't you spend a few more days with your family?"

Lu Yuexi didn't raise his head: "It's boring, it's just eating and drinking."

"Oh." Seeing that she was busy, He Ying stopped talking and took the book on the bedside table to continue reading.

Compared to Lu Yuexi, her life this year was too bleak, and she didn't even have a few blessing text messages on her mobile phone.

A few days before the new year, her parents called and asked her why she went to Hangzhou for so long on a business trip, and whether she has come back, but at Ye Huai's place.

He Ying thought for a while, and said that she and Ye Huai had already broken up, during the business trip, but she fell in love with someone else, a man, and this year she is not planning to go back to Oucheng for the New Year, so she will just play in Hangzhou for a while , lest Ye Huai come to pester her.

When the He family's parents heard the news, they were naturally overjoyed, and persuaded He Ying to come back for the New Year. Anyway, with them around, Ye Huai would not come to the door.

But He Ying persisted, and they were delighted, so they let her go.

She hasn't called much since then, maybe she sent a WeChat message, but in Lu Yuexi's impression, He Ying's cell phone has always been quiet, and she hasn't touched it much.

Because of surgery and chemotherapy, He Ying has lost a lot of weight these days, and she has become a little smaller. Her face is always pale, and she looks listless.

But when she was reading, she was still a little energetic, at least there was a little popularity between her eyebrows and eyes.

He Ying was sitting there reading a book, and Lu Yuexi had finished ordering takeout, so she pulled the remaining nurse in the room and went outside to ask her if there was anything unusual about He Ying recently.

The nurse thought about it and said no.

"Then did she answer any calls?"

The nurse said honestly, "No."

Lu Yuexi sighed, and waved her hand to let the nurse go back to the room, while she herself stood in the corridor and looked into the distance with dim eyes.

She is still a little unresponsive now, He Ying really broke up with Ye Huai, and the latter seems to have accepted it, and has no intention of continuing to pester and get back together.

The two had been in love for more than ten years, and Lu Yuexi had been peeping at them with jealousy and hatred for more than ten years. However, not long ago, they parted ways and had nothing to do with each other. Like a drama, it happened before Lu Yuexi's eyes.

A play that has been on for a long time and she has been looking forward to being the protagonist in it has come to an end.

Whether she wants to change people and continue singing is still up to her.

Lu Yuexi took out his mobile phone and stared at the name sunk in the address book for a long time.

She should call Ye Huai at this time, after all, the other party has just been betrayed, and taking advantage of the situation is her usual method.

But with a swipe of his fingertips, the name at the bottom immediately came into view.

She stood quietly for a long time before making a phone call.

After connecting, the other party called out in a soft voice:

"Hi, Lu."

"Aunt Fang."

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong?"

Lu Yuexi licked his dry lips: "It's okay, I just want to wish you a new year, I forgot about it a while ago, I'm working in another place now. By the way, how is Feiniao?"

Aunt Fang smiled: "Hey, you child, you are still working outside during the Chinese New Year. It's really hard. It's hard for you to miss us. Isn't it a bird? It's good, don't you have her number? Miss her Let’s call directly.”

"Oh, it's okay, I just asked by the way, and this kid recently..." Lu Yuexi's voice was slightly rough, "I, uh, had an awkward fight with me, so he might not answer my phone."

"Hey, haven't you always had a good relationship? What's the matter?"

Lu Yuexi smiled warmly: "I'm not ashamed to tell you... Hey, how is this child doing recently? It's just whether she's in a good mood. I'm afraid she won't go out when she gets angry, and will be bored by herself."

"Well, she didn't seem to like to talk a few days ago, and she ate very little." Aunt Fang didn't know what happened, and her tone was natural and relaxed, "But there's nothing wrong these two days, and she probably didn't give birth to you much. Don't be angry, don't worry, Feiniao seldom gets into trouble, you can see that she always has a straight face, but in fact, she is very easy to coax, and recently she went out to be a volunteer, she doesn't seem unhappy."

"Huh? Volunteer?"

"Well, it's just to help give some New Year's gifts to the lonely elderly at some love stalls, or to help the city government promote the construction of a civilized city, and stand guard on the side of the road to prevent passers-by from running red lights."

Lu Yuexi twitched the corners of his mouth: "Is she busy with this?"

"Yes, I also occasionally follow to help, which is quite interesting. She doesn't seem to want to stay at home, she runs out every day, and can't stay idle."

"Okay, I see, thank you Aunt Fang." Lu Yuexi was slightly relieved, Zou Feiniao's situation was better than she thought, at least he didn't stay behind closed doors because of her reasons.

Although she was severely hurt once and disappointed to the extreme, she was still the girl Lu Yuexi knew, who was calm and self-sufficient, and would not indulge in negative emotions and live a serious life.

In this way, it can be regarded as a blessing in misfortune.