imprinted you in my heart

Thinking of the recent cold spring and Bu Qianxue recovering from a serious illness, Shi Min deliberately set the dinner at the Nanwen Hall of the Zhongzheng Palace.

Before it was time, Ding Shou and Feng Shui arrived first, talking and laughing all the way, as leisurely as if they were visiting a garden.

Bu Xinming stepped on as usual, with a calm and distant expression, making it hard to see his thoughts, but Bu Qianxue and Tang Lu, who usually arrived one step ahead of her, were one step behind her today.

As soon as Bu Qianxue and two entered the hall, Ding Shou and Ding Shou, who were talking in low voices, stopped and looked at the door together. She always paid more attention to the most threatening competitor, but was surprised to find that she could see him in the past. Bu Qianxue, who was as happy as if His Majesty had picked up money, turned out to be pale and gloomy today, as if she were a completely different person.

It reminded her of the fact that His Majesty specially sent someone to the Pingxiu Palace this afternoon. Usually, when they ask for leave, they usually tell each other exactly. Everyone knows that Bu Qianxue is ill these two days. This is still delaying Wen Zhimian. "Fu", it is impossible for His Majesty not to know, it is really a bit abnormal to ask for leave but not be allowed now!

As the saying goes, "Anomalies must have demons", so it seems that no matter whether Bu Qianxue is good or ugly in His Majesty's heart, she is always special than them, just like Qing Ying who only gets close to Bu Qianxue, this realization made Ding Shou feel tight. Very angry.

As soon as the palace servants put the appetizers on the table, the steady and powerful footsteps of the imperial guards sounded outside, and finally they spread out to guard the Zhongzheng Palace even more closely.

After Shi Min came in, he glanced at Bu Qianxue's usual seat for the first time. Seeing her hanging behind for an entire afternoon, his heart finally settled down. After peeking a few times, Bu Qianxue didn't peek at her from the beginning to the end, and kept her head slightly down.

This is not normal!Very abnormal!From the time I met Bu Qianxue until now, except for formal occasions and salutes like the Dachaohui, Bu Qianxue would not lower her head slightly in front of her at other times, and would secretly glance at her from time to time, and was caught by her a few times. It's just an embarrassing look away, and it won't take long for him to repeat the same trick.

Bu Qianxue was always peeping at her. At first she was quite annoyed, because she subconsciously thought of monkeys being watched in the zoo, but after thinking about it, this analogy was not quite right, and only Bu Qianxue dared to do this. It doesn't matter.

After a long time, she got used to it, and now Bu Qianxue suddenly stopped peeking at her, and she no longer looked at her, and thinking about what happened two days ago, she suddenly felt like she was sitting on pins and needles, and her heart was up and down.

She really wanted to see what Bu Qianxue was thinking, but after hesitating, she still didn't use the mind reading technique. Since Bu Qianxue was disturbed by the bedside two days ago and couldn't use the mind reading technique, she deeply realized that she relied too much on the mind reading technique. The most basic method of facial expression recognition and observing the other person's heart through eyes has been almost lost.

If one day her mind-reading skills fail, wouldn't she become blind?Moreover, the mind reading technique itself has limitations, failure is inevitable, and she has experienced it personally.

If she continues to rely on mind reading in this way without improving her ability to recognize people's hearts, then sooner or later she will become a slave of mind reading.

The combined life experience of her two lifetimes made her deeply realize that she can like everything and have various hobbies, but she must not indulge in them.

Just like in modern times, some people can play games without eating or drinking. No matter how much their parents shout, they can’t let go of the game.

So she has been telling herself that she can like everything and try it, but she must not be addicted to it. Except for her first love in her previous life, she has always done this, but the mind reading technique made her feel a sense of crisis. Well, it's a foreign thing after all, and it's not a good thing to indulge in it too much, so she decided to try not to use mind reading skills in the future, especially when facing Bu Qianxue.

If Bu Qianxue often uses mind reading when she is with Bu Qianxue, it will be the biggest unfairness to Bu Qianxue, because she can know the other party's thoughts, but the other party cannot know her thoughts.

And even if she knew what Bu Qianxue was thinking on the current occasion, it was not convenient for her to say anything, so after a moment of hesitation, she still didn't use her mind reading skills, and she didn't use her status to do anything deliberately. Listening to the words of the other few people, they would chime in once or twice from time to time.

After a while, the appetizers were withdrawn and replaced with main dishes that were mostly meat. Shi Min had no appetite, and Bu Qianxue only moved a few chopsticks from the beginning to the end. The last dessert was surprisingly the same between the two. Didn't move much.

Finally, when dinner was over, Shi Min wanted Lu Guanchu to secretly catch up and leave Bu Qianxue behind, but he didn't expect that Bu Qianxue, who was usually the last to leave, would be the first to leave today, and left without looking back. .

It made her a little dumbfounded, and when she realized it, she almost wanted someone to take her back. If it wasn't for the last bit of sanity left, she might have already done it. If she had known this, she should have left by herself as usual.

Lu Guanchu was also not allowed to chase after him, and he stopped soaking in the hot springs that he had arranged before, and went to Yinyueyuan with a sullen face.

Lu Guanchu felt that His Majesty was in a bad mood, so he put away the smile that was always on his face, for fear that His Majesty would be an eyesore.

Shi Min locked himself in the Moon-Watching Tower, lost his mood when he saw the things he had been tinkering with that had been successful or were about to be successful, and was only thinking about what Bu Qianxue meant?

Really don't like yourself anymore?So I made up my mind to leave. Today's leave and deliberately turning a blind eye to myself are all intentional?Or something happened that she didn't know, and Bu Qianxue was suffering?

As night fell, the Royal Garden Villa was brightly lit, and the crossing river on the other side of the river was full of stars, and a gust of river wind blew in. It was so cold that Lu Guanchu, who was guarding outside the Moon Tower for the first time, shivered.

I don't know when His Majesty will come out. As long as His Majesty enters the Moon Tower, it will take at least an hour, and at most four or five hours. She is really not sure, if it continues to be cold like this, it will definitely be terrible tomorrow, and she is preparing to let someone take it After taking off his clothes, His Majesty's voice "come" came from inside the building.

"Respectfully, Your Majesty's Holy Annals" Lu Guanchu hurriedly opened the door and walked in. There is a charcoal basin inside the hall, which is much warmer than outside. It's rare that His Majesty didn't write or draw.

"You go alone, and secretly bring Bu Qianxue here." Shi Min thought for a long time and a lot, and finally found that it was useless for her to think about this kind of thing alone.

Lu Guanchu took the order to leave. While waiting for Bu Qianxue to come, she took out two things from the locker next to her. They were both wrapped in cloth. She couldn't see what was inside, but she had a treasure-like expression on her face. It's all over the place.

Shi Min looked at the door from time to time, anxious, and after about a stick of incense, Bu Qianxue walked in with a serious face, Lu Guanchu wisely closed the door, and stayed outside, thinking of the palace servant who had just arranged to get the clothes Should be back soon.

Seeing Bu Qianxue approaching, Shi Min happily stood up to meet her.

"Respectfully, Your Majesty, please be safe." Bu Qianxue nodded slightly and walked to a place three meters away from the stone, stopped and saluted respectfully, like a courtier who kept his duty.

Shi Min just stood up with a smile on his face, just standing there, how happy he was just now, how angry he is now, there are only two of them at this moment, she once said that if there are only two of them, there is no need to be formal, How is this coming out now?

Thousands of words gathered in my chest, and the last thing I said was "get up", and the thing I wanted to ask the most was 'what's wrong with you? ' But she couldn't say it, because she suddenly realized that she had no identity or position to ask this question.

She didn't say anything, and Bu Qianxue didn't officially tell her that she liked her. Except that she was the emperor and one of the empress candidates. Apart from this uncertain relationship, the most certain relationship was the relationship between monarch and minister, but she didn't want to When they get along in private, they are just monarchs and ministers.

"Thank you, Your Majesty, the conditions promised by Your Majesty before are still valid." Bu Qianxue lowered her head slightly, so that no one could see the expression on her face, and said loudly.

Shi Min couldn't hold back when she heard the words, she fell down on the chair all of a sudden, coming, what should come will always come, at this moment she realized how afraid she was of Bu Qianxue leaving.

The entire moon-watching building was so quiet that a needle could be heard, Bu Qianxue nodded slightly from beginning to end, no matter how much Shi Min stared at her, she just didn't look up.

It took a long time for "Nature counts" before Shi Min regained his voice.

"Wei Chen has been feeling unwell recently, and wants to take a leave of absence in April to return to Fandu to recuperate, please allow your Majesty to do so." Bu Qianxue finally did not accept Ban Yue's suggestion.

"You can rest and recuperate, this place is very good, why bother to look far away?" Shi Min wanted to slap herself after she finished speaking. What she wanted to say was obviously not this, but to ask her what was wrong with her?Do you want to pass on the imperial physician?

"Jinkouyuyan, how can your Majesty not believe what you say?" Bu Qianxue finally raised her head, the doubt in her eyes made Shi Min's suppressed anger rise suddenly, and she retorted loudly: "I don't believe what I say? I said I liked it at the beginning. Who is mine? Who is leaving me now?".

Bu Qianxue was dumbfounded by the question. She thought that Shi Min might disagree, but she didn't expect that she would ask these questions. After a while, she resigned to her fate and said, "They are all humble ministers. I have been thinking a lot recently. Your Majesty is like a god in the sky. The sun is dazzling and far away, how dare you say that you like it?"

I like it all, how dare I say I like it?Does that mean he won't like her anymore? !Shi Min couldn't sit still any longer, and walked up to Bu Qianxue in a few steps, "Look into my eyes, think carefully, and say your request again."

She didn't expect Shi Min to approach suddenly, and stared at her solemnly. She felt that if what she said didn't suit her, she would be dragged out and beheaded. Bu Qianxue had never seen Shi Min before, and she was both afraid and fond of it. I am afraid of such a strange her, but also like such a different her.

Since her fever improved that night, her mood has been up and down for the past two days, just like her illness. She was looking forward and looking forward in Pingxiu Palace, waiting for Shi Min to come, and waiting for Shi Min to still not come, her heart was old. It is a cycle back and forth between hope and disappointment. The more cycles there are, the lower and lower the hope value is, plus the "unlikeable theory" from time to time for half a month.

Thinking about the attitude of her family members, most of them did not support her being a queen. Once the valve of her thoughts was opened, she couldn't shut it off.

For example, in the drinking confession incident, although she drank alcohol, she was conscious. It was a fact that she had given the letter, and it was also a fact that Shi Min had accepted it, but Shi Min didn't respond afterwards, obviously he didn't like her.

Also, Shi Min never took the initiative to look for her. Whether it was before or after the escort, they spent more time together after the escort. On the surface they chatted very happily, but in fact they never mentioned key words, let alone say something else.

She thought that Shi Min was special to her, but after thinking about it, she realized that she was not bad to Ding Shou and others, and even cared about all the ministers and common people. Thought she was a businessman, but was she?she is not!

Not only is she not, but she is also an emperor who can take people's lives at will. All these things add up to the conclusion that she has a great possibility to be a good emperor who is diligent in government and loves the people, but it does not mean that she will be a good partner. Just like Ban Yue said that the candied fruit was placed there, but she didn't see it. The root cause was still not being considerate enough.

People, sometimes the more you think about the worst, the worse you think.

These were not enough to make her decide to temporarily suppress her feelings by leaving. What really made her retreat in her feelings was Shi Min's attitude. The night before yesterday, she could be passionate about her, but the next two days seemed to disappear. She comforted herself Shi Min was busy with state affairs, but no matter how busy he was with state affairs, he would not have time for two days and two nights. The fundamental reason was that he didn't care about her.

This cognition disturbed her mind, and she couldn't calm down for a long time. Coupled with the occasional fanning for half a month, she really wanted to give up for a moment. After a while, she felt a little reconciled, and wanted to give herself some time to calm down. Quiet, think about it.

There are still more than four months to accompany her, so she will invite her for four months. If she comes back after four months and no longer likes Shi Min, she will also indirectly give up her status as a candidate for the queen. From then on, she will be a courtier in peace. I still like it, but Shi Min chose someone else, that is, they have no destiny, and since then they have stopped thinking about it, it is better than this torment.

Seeing that her relationship with Tang Lu is okay, and Ding Shou and the others are still in the past, and she never complained on the surface, but every time she thinks that one of them may become Shi Min's partner, she will be very happy. She was so jealous that she wished she could get rid of their status as queen candidates, and pretended to be happy on the surface. She didn't tell anyone about this contradictory feeling, and it was also the biggest secret in her heart. During the few days in Fandu, she would forget about it for a short time.

As long as she is in the Royal Garden Villa, as long as Ding Shou and others are around, it will be a kind of inner torment for her, because her character is really not very good at concealing and disguising for a long time, and she can't sleep well.

After living like this for the remaining four months, she was afraid that her inconsistency would drive her crazy sooner or later, so she should let herself go and leave all this to time, but at this moment, being so close to Shi Min Looking at her closely, the distance where her breathing could be heard made her heart beat faster and faster, and her face became hot.

Shi Min, who was staring at Bu Qianxue from a close distance, tried his best to calm down his mentality, and finally used mind reading skills, which didn't work well at first, until he saw that Bu Qianxue still liked him, then he slowly calmed down and understood. The more she realizes how selfish she is.

Compassion, love, guilt and self-blame flowed out and intertwined together, weaving into an impulsive fire net of love that burned Shi Min's reason instantly, and kissed Shi Min as soon as he lowered his head, a little cold and soft. ?