imprinted you in my heart

Bu Qianxue was exhausted from crying enough, coughed twice before recovering, saw a small wet circle on Shi Min's chest, turned her face away in embarrassment, her ears were slightly red, and when she lowered her head, she saw the filial piety clothes on her body, Thinking of the current situation at home, I suddenly feel sad.

Seeing that Bu Qianxue was a little unhappy, Shi Min hurriedly opened his mouth to comfort him, "The deceased is gone, and Qianxue's mourning is changing. If you need help, just ask." Seeing Bu Qianxue sitting down, she also found a seat nearby. The voice was much lower than usual, "Didn't you almost recover half a month ago?".

Not to mention that Shi Min was curious, even Bu Qianxue hadn't regained consciousness until now.

More than a month ago, as soon as Bu Qianxue returned to Fandu, she immediately took Lu Jianyi to Xilin Prison, and spent some money to manage it so that she could see her whenever she went. When she arrived at the rest room, her mother was taking the doctor to give her Mother felt the pulse.

As the name suggests, the rest room may be for rest, or it may end here. Prisoners who are sick and unable to work will be sent here to wait for death or treatment. The level of doctors and barefoot doctors in prisons is comparable, so most of them are Depending on luck or waiting to die, a small number of people rely on family members to pay for doctors to treat their illnesses.

The mother Bu Qianxue saw was no longer as vigorous as before. She was thin, with a sallow complexion, and cloudy eyes. She almost didn't recognize her. She was lying on an old and tattered bed, as if she would leave them at any moment. The complaints in her heart dissipated in an instant, and she just wanted to get better and not leave them.

Although her grandmother and grandma both blamed her mother, they prayed to God and Buddha for her mother in private, just to pray that her mother would come out intact, and she was looking forward to her mother's return to reunite with them day and night, let alone her mother. Yes, the number of times she came to Xilin Prison alone can prove her thoughts.

The longer she has been in charge of the family, the more Jiang Li understands her partner. Now she is working hard in this small family. Before Bu Wuchen took care of such a large family, she still had to maintain the foundation of her ancestors. How could she do it with just a little salary?She gave birth to a large family and relied on her alone, so corruption was a last resort if she thought about it.

So in order to treat Bu Wuchen's illness, even if Jiang Li turned down her face and asked those snobbish relatives to borrow money, she had no complaints.

When Lu Jianyi took Bu Wuchen's pulse, Jiang Li talked to Bu Qianxue a lot, and she realized that her mother was just infected with a cold at first, and her condition was controllable. It was as if he had coughed up his lungs, but the doctor did not get better after taking strong medicine, and he might die at any time.

Jiang Li did not dare to tell the elders at home, for fear that they would not be able to bear it, hesitated, and did not know what to do. Finally, under the advice of the doctor, she wrote a letter to Bu Qianxue who was crossing the river. Anyway, she felt that The chances of her daughter being selected are very slim, and it shouldn't matter if she delays for a few days.

In order to cure Bu Wuchen's illness, Jiang Li not only spent all the money the family had saved, but also owed a lot of debts. To make matters worse, the doctor invited today shook his head after taking the pulse, and took Jiang Li I was in a hurry, seeing that my daughter was also brought by a doctor, so I had a little hope again.

Amidst Jiang Li and Bu Qianxue's eager anticipation, Lu Jianyi did not shake his head like other doctors, but his words were still the same old, but fortunately, there was still some hope, and he prescribed a prescription, which contained several expensive medicines It's tongue-in-cheek.

A pair of medicines cost a few taels of silver, and her mother had to take at least several copies if she wanted to get better. There was not much left in the family, and she herself was in a state of poverty. After taking the first medicine, she lost the second medicine. The money for the medicine was borrowed, relatives who could borrow it all borrowed it, pawned it, and the valuable ones went to the treasury early. How much is the clothes worth?

She was also embarrassed to borrow from colleagues like Lu Jianyi who didn't have a deep relationship, not to mention that most of the colleagues she knew were not in Fandu, and had no choice but to borrow usury from the bank, and now she owed a few hundred taels. Someone could block her at the door at any time.

After taking the newly prescribed medicine, her mother's complexion improved day by day, her fever disappeared, her cough also improved a little, but she didn't gain weight, and she was about to recover, and she was going back to cross the river. The illness took a [-]-degree turn. Her mother suddenly coughed up blood, and it was out of control. Lu Jianyi was helpless.

She was able to go home every one or two days in the first half of the month, but spent most of the second half of the month in the rest room. She had to take care of her mother and comfort her mother, which made her physically and mentally exhausted. When writing letters, she was afraid that her mother would find out that she read letters secretly in the middle of the night, which was also the most relaxed and happiest time of the day for her.

In fact, she really wanted to write a letter to tell Shi Min what happened here, and she also wanted Shi Min to be by her side, or send her a better doctor, or even give her some money. This was her selfishness, but What she has learned and believed since she was a child prevents her from doing such a thing.

Mother has already made a mistake and received the punishment she deserved. She can't go wrong again, not even one step!Moreover, the public heart in her heart does not allow it. If she wrote a letter to tell Shi Min what happened here, and Shi Min couldn't get away, wouldn't it make her embarrassed and make her worry about herself?

If Shi Min really rushed back from crossing the river for her sake, she must be happy in her heart, but how would future generations evaluate Shi Min?How do you evaluate her?She doesn't care about herself, but she has to care about Shi Min's reputation.

This was the fundamental reason why she didn't want to write the letter, and Lu Jianyi didn't have these worries and didn't forget it. However, something happened at home, which delayed some time and wrote late. The security is strict, and the news has a certain lag. If you don't know and don't dare to report indiscriminately, it will be too late.

That's why Shi Min didn't receive a letter from Fandu after so long, and unfortunately missed the delivery of the letter, but even if she didn't miss it, she would still come after reading the letter in all likelihood.

Except for the period when Lu Jian's family was temporarily busy, they basically stayed in the rest room to study Bu Wuchen's disease, but because the disease was complicated and the symptoms were similar to several diseases, it was difficult to determine for a while.

Until Lu Jianyi accidentally heard that someone died of tuberculosis half a month ago, and he once lived with Bu Wuchen. It was not long, but he died within two days after being moved to the rest room.

As soon as Lu Jian made this discovery, he immediately alienated Bu Wuchen's illness again, and after observing for another day, he was sure that Bu Wuchen had tuberculosis.The disease was finally determined, but the best period of treatment was also missed.

Even if he didn't miss it, he could only try his best to prolong Bu Wuchen's life, because from the time he had this disease to now, the chance of being cured is only one in ten thousand, and 90.00% nine points nine is just the difference between early death and late death.

After Bu Wuchen was confirmed to have tuberculosis, people in Xilin Prison avoided the rest room like the plague. Even Bu Qianxue spent a lot of money and said a lot of good things but was not allowed to go home for treatment. It's accurate to dislike it.

Jiang Li was also shocked when she heard about it, no one from her side or from the Bu family had suffered from such a disease, why it fell on Bu Wuchen, she felt that God was unfair.

But Bu Qianxue was worried about whether her mother and herself would be infected, and thinking that Shi Min was still crossing the river waiting for her, she felt even more uneasy, so she immediately went to Lu Jianyi in private to get their pulse.

Fortunately, the result was good, and Lu Jianyi did some science popularization, and they realized that tuberculosis is not as exaggerated as the rumors. Although it is contagious, the probability is not [-]%. The better the health, the lower the chance of being infected.

The person who died before Bu Wuchen was from another place, had no relatives nearby, and was not buried, so he was burned immediately after he died.Although Bu Wuchen was allowed to go home for medical treatment, as long as she didn't die, the prison had to send someone to monitor her, and she wouldn't leave until she died.

Her mother left with regrets less than five days after her return. Grandmother and grandfather were distraught, and her mother's eyes were swollen from crying. If she hadn't persuaded her to rest, she might still be crying in the mourning hall.

Although it is not [-]% contagious, it will be contagious after all, so they follow Lu Jianyi's suggestion throughout the whole process, and the mother's things are dedicated to special use, and those who go in to take care of her will cover their mouths and noses with gauze to minimize the probability.

Bu Qianxue had to take care of her mother, comfort and take care of her family at the same time, and worry about money at the same time, which exhausted her physically and mentally, that's why she had such a big reaction when she saw Shi Min.

"... If you are worried about being infected, it's still too late to leave now. It's useless to me, it's better to return it to you." Bu Qianxue told the general story from beginning to end, but deliberately concealed that she owed money to the bank usury He also took out the gold medal that was always on his body but never used, and wanted to return it to Shi Min.

Shi Min, who is not very interested in medical skills and medical books, really doesn't know what tuberculosis is, just like "alcoholic disease", which made her look black. If it hadn't been related to her, she had learned about it and experienced it herself. Alcoholism and alcohol allergy can only be matched after one attack.

Since condolences will be held in three days, it means that the coffin is parked at Bu's house. Bu Qianxue is not afraid, and neither are the others. She is usually strong and strong, so what is there to be afraid of?And she believed that Bu Qianxue would not harm her.

Shi Min didn't take the gold medal, and pushed it back, "You are not afraid of anything I am afraid of. If you give it to you, you can use it for self-defense. Maybe you will need it that day. If you really don't need it, give it to me when you get married. As the saying goes, one person counts Short of two people, tell me next time no matter what happens, you are not allowed to bear it alone."

Whether Bu Qianxue didn't tell herself because of her own sake, or for other reasons, she doesn't want this kind of thing to happen again. From the moment she kissed Bu Qianxue, no matter the ups and downs or bitterness and saltiness in her life, she will Want to taste it with her.

As for Lu Jianyi, she originally thought that the other party's medical skills were superb, otherwise she would not have entrusted this secret mission to her. She also thought that if she did the job well, she would be promoted as soon as the director of the Imperial Hospital returned home. Now it seems that it is unnecessary, and the punishment and salary are all light.

When Shi Min mentioned marriage again, Qianxue was very touched when she gave in. She was moved that the other party didn't go back on her word just because she had to keep her filial piety for three years, and her relationship was gone since then, but she really didn't want the gold medal, so she not only confiscated it, but also handed it over. Pushing it away, she reluctantly put it away until Shi Min was about to get angry.

Shi Min was puzzled. Ordinary people are eager for her to give the gold medal, even if they can only get it for a while, they are eager to get it, but when it comes to Bu Qianxue, it is good, and they are like cheap goods and avoid it.

The reason why she insisted on giving the gold medal to Bu Qianxue was because she was worried that she would not be able to take good care of her all the time. Recently, the two of them have separated in two places. In case of accident, the gold medal is also a guarantee.

"I miss you so much" hugging Shi Min again, Bu Qianxue felt completely relieved, feeling that all these days of suffering and persistence were worth it.

"I miss you too. If I'm lucky enough to see you in my dream, I'll be happy for a long time." Shi Min hugged the person in his arms tightly, his voice was gentle.

"Dream what am I doing?"

"...This is a bit much, I will tell you slowly when I have time..."

From the direction of the mourning hall, the sound of Taoist priests performing musical instruments suddenly came. Bu Qianxue, who wanted to ask more questions, had to take a deep breath and pushed Shi Yan away, and said reluctantly: "If you have something to do, go and do it first. I have already told them. I won’t stop you again, if there’s nothing wrong, just wait for me here for a quarter of an hour, and I’ll be back as soon as possible.”

"You go" said so, but Shi Min didn't let go of his hand, and pointed at Bu Qianxue's mouth with the other hand, and then pointed at his own face, the meaning was very obvious.

"This...isn't appropriate..." They haven't gotten married yet, and it's the filial piety period now, "just give her a light kiss on the face", so I have to give her some sweetness after rushing all the way here.

But Bu Qianxue refused life and death, and Shi Min would not force it, until someone came to invite her, Shi Min had no choice but to let go, and watched Bu Qianxue go out. ?