imprinted you in my heart

"Grandma Huang, you're awake, what's wrong with you?" Shi Min ran to the bed and saw Grandma Huang's eyes focused, he was overjoyed.

Seeing the haggard look on his good-looking grandson, Zhao Huan couldn't bear it, "Grandma Huang is fine, she just took a nap and feels very good now, but you, why do you look so tired, but you were so busy at the dinner party last night?".

After Zhao Huan got sick, his consciousness was ups and downs, he just felt uncomfortable and he couldn’t do anything, just like sleeping for a long time, an uncomfortable sleep, thinking about it carefully, his consciousness only stayed on the night of his good grandson’s engagement, and he didn’t know how many times had passed day.

Shi Min, who thought Grandma Huang was already well, was knocked back to reality by these words, crying in his heart, but pretended to be very happy and replied: "Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well last night, and my body is fine. I feel unwell, Grandma Huang, don't worry."

"Then dear grandson, go back and have a good rest for a while, don't accompany Grandma Huang, go back." Sitting up, Zhao Huan let go of Shi Min's hand, and kept waving his hands, telling Shi Min to go back to rest quickly, seeing that Shi Min hadn't moved Meaning, he was about to get up, "Grandson is leaving now, Grandma Huang is not well yet, she needs to take a good rest" and walked out while talking.

When we arrived at the main hall, we happened to meet Daoist Zhang who had been invited by the palace attendant, so he skipped the salute and asked him to go in quickly to get Grandma Huang's pulse.

Zhang Daochang came out not long after entering, but Shi Min didn't let him speak immediately, but took the lead to walk to the side hall on the other side. There is a door between the main hall and the emperor's grandmother's bedroom. Be on the safe side.

On the other side of the dormitory, as soon as Daoist Zhang left, Zhao Huan called his chief steward and ordered: "Prepare hot water for this palace, and this palace needs to take a bath and change clothes." "Yes" the chief steward wept with joy as usual , I am happy to arrange it.

The air pressure in the side hall was so low that Shi Min couldn't believe his ears, and said loudly, "Say it again?".

"The empress dowager's condition, pulse condition and return to light are unquestionable. If there are no more years of Jinshanghua and ginseng to be used as medicine within two days, the deadline may be in the near future." Daoist Zhang repeated again neither humble nor overbearing.

Shi Min said angrily, "Before you kept saying that you would be safe for more than a month, but now you tell me that the empress dowager's time is approaching, and I can also convict you of deceiving the emperor."

Lu Guanchu on the side tightly pursed her lips and stared at her shoes. She had served His Majesty for so many years, and she had never seen His Majesty get so angry, so she became cautious.

Zhang Daochang was not frightened by this, and replied calmly as if he was not the one who was convicted: "The public likes life and hates death, because they don't know death and life. Where does life come from, and where does death go. It is a great loss to the way of life, so you can't be free. Therefore, after death, you will be reduced to confusion. If you don't break the gate of death, you will fall into the cycle. But it is up to your majesty."

The core summary is that he has seen through life and death, is not afraid of death, and kills when he wants to.When he promised his apprentice back then, he had already anticipated that such a thing would happen, so he asked his apprentice to agree to his conditions, everything was arranged properly, so why not fear life and death?

He said that he has great confidence, but when it comes to illness, everything can be done according to the doctor's heart. If the empress dowager did not wake up suddenly like today, it would be better to delay it for a while, but God What can he do if his wish is not fulfilled? !

"Okay, okay, okay" Shi Min laughed back angrily, "Since you are so disregarding life and death, then I will make you happy, if the Empress Dowager goes, you can bury her, go down" The last two words are almost roaring.

Daoist Zhang saluted and retreated, as calm as if he wasn't the one who was going to be buried with him, making Lu Guan's first look amazed.

Shi Yan sent two letters to the northwest and southwest respectively, and announced that the officials of various ministries who stayed behind in Fandu would see him immediately.

Both Xing Boen and Shanlu have made little progress, and they secretly said that they did not find the medicinal materials they needed during their private visits. Now Shi Min can only be a dead horse as a living horse doctor. He immediately issued an order to the whole country, whoever has 500-year-old ginseng and [-]-year-old jinshanghua will donate , bestowed a noble, a heavy reward.

Seeing His Majesty finished his work, Lu Guanchu just proposed: "Should we send someone to watch Daoist Zhang to prevent him from escaping?"

"No need, since he has seen through life and death, he will definitely not run away. Is there any movement from Grandma Huang?" Now that he has regained his strength, Shi Min has regretted what he just said, so why would he send someone to watch him.

She is so popular that she can say anything, but now that she thinks about it, she still feels a lingering fear in her heart.

How could she say so openly when someone was buried?No matter in her previous life or in this life, she is the one who hates burial the most. She thinks burial is too cruel and inhumane!

"The Empress Dowager is in good spirits, she has ordered her to take a bath and change her clothes." Lu Guanchu only found out when he asked when he had just gone out to pass on the word of mouth.

Shi Min nodded to show she knew, then waved Lu Guanchu back, she wanted to be alone for a while.

She knows that life and death are the laws of nature and cannot be violated, but watching Grandma Huang leave is no different from cutting her flesh with a knife. As long as she can, she is willing to make every effort, even if it can only delay.

Shi Min stayed alone in Wenxuan Hall for a long time, and was about to go to Yongshou Palace, but Lu Yan, who was supposed to be beside Bu Qianxue, hurriedly begged to see him outside, his heart tightened, and he let him in immediately.

"My Majesty, when I was traveling outside the city in the middle palace, I suddenly had a severe cough, accompanied by hemoptysis, and passed out before entering the city. The accompanying imperial doctor was helpless. Please make arrangements early." Lu Yan hurried all the way, sweating a lot.

Shi Min's eyes darkened when he heard the words, his blood surged suddenly, and his mouth smelled fishy, ​​and he suppressed it after a while, "The middle palace is here, take it to Fengde Palace, let Zhang Daochang and the director of the Supreme Hospital wait in Fengde Palace , the rest of the imperial physicians and famous physicians should be prepared, this matter must not reach the ears of the Empress Dowager or the Empress Dowager, and another person will secretly take over the marquis and enter the palace, so let’s do it quickly.”

"Yes" Lu Yan and Lu Guanchu took orders to leave, and Shi Min was the only one left in the hall.

The blood gas could no longer be suppressed, and it overflowed the corner of her mouth in an instant. She quickly wiped it with a handkerchief. In order not to be noticed, she picked up the teacup and swallowed the tea together with the smell of blood. No matter how many cups of tea she drank, there was a smell of blood. mouth, lingering.

After Shi Min felt much relieved, he immediately went to Yongshou Palace. Grandma Huang had finished washing and changing, and she was sitting on a recliner in the courtyard watching the rabbit bounce around, with Wen Yu accompanying her.

Zhao Huan is in good spirits. If you ignore the body that has lost a lot of weight, he really doesn't look like someone who has been ill for a long time. Seeing that Shi Min came by himself again, he immediately asked, "Why didn't Qianxue come with you?" He glanced towards the door.

Shi Min's emotions, which had been suppressed with great difficulty, tended to rise again, and he pretended to be calm for a while before replying: "Grandma Huang, a message from her family is urgent and she has returned to Bufu."

"That's right, that's fine, it's fine for your mother to stay here with me. We're all fine. Let's chat and pass the time. You are different from us. You must not slack off on the important affairs of the country," Zhao Huanyu said earnestly.

Shi Min was about to find an excuse to leave, but Grandma Huang kindly gave her the bamboo pole, "Grandson just misses Grandma Huang and the Queen Mother, so I will come to see you, and I will go back to Wenxuan Hall to handle political affairs."

"Let's go." Zhao Huan/Wen Yu didn't hold back, but they kept watching until they couldn't see Shi Min's back before looking away.

Wen Yu choked with sobs and said, "The queen mother obviously wanted her to stay with her, why did she take the initiative to let her go?" She really couldn't figure it out, since she wanted to, why didn't she do it?

Zhao Huan looked at the sun that had already set in the west, and said softly: "I am happy that she is here, but state affairs will be delayed. The list on her shoulders is too heavy. I can't help you, and I can't hold you back." But I thought in my heart: more importantly, she can't do much here, it's a waste of time, if she's here, I'll be fine, and I'll keep her without hesitation.

"That's what the queen mother said." Wen Yu nodded in agreement, thinking: The queen mother can think like this, and if that day comes, I can't let my son delay state affairs because of it.

"If I die, don't be too sad, and don't be too sad for my grandson. I have lived eight years longer than my wife, and I am already content. Now, my grandson is engaged, and you have already started the affairs of the palace. I have nothing to worry about." Zhao Huan knew his body very well, and he was ready, so he wanted to say more while he could still talk.

"Mother..." Wen Yu broke down in tears. Her mother died young, so she could only envy others. It was not until she met Zhao Huan in the palace that she had a mother. Although she was not her own mother, she was better than her own mother. .

Zhao Huan patted Wen Yu's hand and comforted him: "It's just going to another world, you must not be too sad, take good care of your body, and watch the birth of great-grandchildren for me and my wife... ...".

The Chief Code Officer and Palace Attendant at the side also secretly turned their backs to wipe away their tears, but none of them made a sound.

Shi Min said that he was going to the Wenxuan Palace, but in fact he was going to Fengde Palace. After asking several times on the way, he learned that Bu Qianxue had entered the palace, so he immediately accelerated. waiting.

Before she had to wait long, Bu Qianxue's guard of honor appeared. Before the imperial chariot arrived, she went down, and as soon as the imperial chariot stopped, she went up and hugged Bu Qianxue down herself. She never expected that in the morning Good people, how could this be like this.

After Bu Qianxue fell into a coma, the accompanying imperial doctor immediately saw it. Some people felt that they had a cold, and some thought it was a stroke. One couldn't persuade the other, so they only used some life-prolonging pills that everyone thought were safe, but unfortunately they didn't have any effect. , White wasted time.

What was surprisingly consistent was that the imperial doctors all said that makeup should not be used during illness, and Ban Yue was also afraid of harming Bu Qianxue, so they took off her makeup in the car, so what Shi Min saw was Bu Qianxue without makeup at all.

Her skin was pale, and her eyes, which used to be nimble, were closed tightly. Her anger was comparable to that of a cat. After hugging her, she realized that Bu Qianxue was much thinner than she had imagined.

Every step Shi Min took was like walking among thorns, he didn't dare to go too fast, and he didn't dare to go too slow, for fear that Bu Qianxue would feel uncomfortable, and after finally carrying her to the bedroom and covering her with a quilt, she was already sweating profusely, and followed closely Afterwards, Zhang Daochang and the director of the Taiyuan Hospital hurried forward in order to feel the pulse.

Shi Min stood on the side, only Ban Yue, Lu Guanchu and Lu Yan were left inside, the other palace servants all backed away, You felt uneasy, so he called Lu Guanchu to tell him again, don't let this When the news got to the ears of the Empress Dowager and the Empress Dowager, those who disobeyed the order would be dealt with severely.

Zhang Daochang took the pulse first, several times, and carefully checked Bu Qianxue's facial symptoms, then backed away, walked to Shi Min's side and saluted, "Your Majesty, Pindao needs to know some daily situations in Zhonggong."

"If you have any questions, just ask them both." After Shi Min finished speaking, he called Ban Yue and Lu Yan over.

Zhang Daochang looked at Ban Yue and Lu Yan and asked, "How is the eating and sleeping situation in Zhonggong in the past half month?"

Lu Yanxian replied: "I have lost my appetite, and my diet is decreasing day by day."

Ban Yue said: "I occasionally have a low-grade fever in the afternoon, night sweats at night, and I don't sleep well."

Shi Min, who was standing by the side, frowned when she heard that, except for diet, she didn't know anything else, either Bu Qianxue pretended to be too good, or she cared too little, and she blamed herself and wanted to beat herself twice. ear scraper.

Zhang Daochang asked again: "When did you start coughing and hemoptysis?".

The dean of Tai Hospital also took the pulse carefully, turned around and walked to Zhang Daochang's side and listened carefully to his question.

Because Bu Qianxue deliberately concealed it, Lu Yan was not very clear about the cough and hemoptysis, so he looked at the second half month and motioned for her to answer, and then Ban Yue said: "I had a cough at the end of last month, but it was only occasionally. It was not serious, until eight or nine days ago, hemoptysis started, and the cough has become more serious since then."

Eight or nine days ago?Wasn't that just when the Halloween contest started not long ago? At that time, she was all focused on military drills to promote the country's prestige. Bu Qianxue left early, and she just thought she didn't like to watch these things. She didn't expect this to be the reason. If At the beginning, she cared more and asked more, would it be like this?Shi Min regretted and hated at the same time.

"Among the people that Zhonggong has been in contact with in the past few months, is there anyone infected with tuberculosis?" This time, the director of Tai Hospital asked without waiting for Daoist Zhang to ask. Obviously, the results of the two were not much different.

Ban Yue subconsciously wanted to say no, but suddenly remembered something, and replied: "About more than three months ago, Zhonggong personally took care of the sick family head for a long time. Later, the doctor diagnosed that the family head suffered from tuberculosis."

Shi Min remembered this incident, and it was still fresh in her memory, because Bu Qianxue had been here for too long, and she even came to Fandu privately to see her, and happened to meet Zhang's grandfather and grandson.

In order not to give Daoist Zhang a chance, the director of the Supreme Hospital rushed to ask: "Then before and after going to take care of your Patriarch, have you ever felt unwell in Zhonggong?".

Since the results were not much different, the questions that were asked were those. What the director of the Tai Hospital didn't expect was that Daoist Zhang had no intention of robbing him at all.

"Before I went to take care of him, I was infected with a cold and didn't recover. I have no other discomfort." Before Ban Yue could speak, Shi Min answered first, because Bu Qianxue left the Royal Garden Villa to take care of Bu Wuchen. I remember it very clearly.

The president of Tai Hospital saluted solemnly and said: "Your Majesty, according to Zhonggong's pulse condition and these conditions, based on my decades of experience in practicing medicine, what Zhonggong suffers from is probably tuberculosis."

tuberculosis?With the current medical conditions, what is the difference between getting this disease and waiting to die? Shi Min couldn't stand anymore, sat down on the chair with difficulty, and after a long time, he looked at Daoist Zhang with his last hope and said, "Where is Daoist Zhang?" .

"Your Majesty, Pindao also thinks so. Tuberculosis itself is a chronic disease, and it is contagious to a certain extent. It is especially contagious to people who are weak. The symptoms of Zhonggong are undoubtedly the symptoms of tuberculosis." Zhang Daochang's words are like a thousand pieces of gold. , Shi Min couldn't breathe.

If she had resolutely opposed Bu Qianxue's return to Fandu at the beginning, she would not have this disease. She was the one who harmed her. Regret and guilt intertwined in her heart, as if thousands of arrows pierced her heart, and the pain pierced her heart. The suppressed blood can no longer be suppressed , sprayed out in one gulp.

"Your Majesty..." Lu Guanchu and the others rushed forward to support her, Ban Yue burst into tears, the young master has tuberculosis, and His Majesty is like this again, what should she do.

The director of the Tai Hospital hurried forward to feel his pulse, and said half aloud: "Your Majesty is too worried, overworked, and out of breath. Spitting out this mouthful of dirty blood is actually good for your health." Then everyone relaxed.

Lu Yan hurried over with a spittoon, Shi Min took the tea from Lu Guanchu, rinsed his mouth with the tea, and then felt better, and quickly asked: "Is there a cure for Zhonggong's disease? Can it be cured? ".

The director of the Tai Hospital replied cautiously: "Most chronic diseases are difficult to cure, especially tuberculosis. It is lucky to survive one out of ten. Most elderly people last for ten years, and the shortest is a few months. It all depends on whether the daily care is appropriate and whether the mood is happy. The current situation in Zhonggong is not optimistic, and it needs rest and recuperation, supplemented by precious medicinal materials."

Zhang Daochang's answer was not much different from that of the director of the Taiyuan Hospital, and it was rare to agree.

Seeing that the two people's answers were a bit cryptic, and they seemed to be full of ideas, Shi Min immediately thought of the precious medicinal materials, and asked: "If you can use 500-year brocade flowers and [-]-year-old ginseng as medicine, can it be cured?".

"Even if it can't be completely cured, the foundation is preserved. As long as there is no recurrence within a few years, it's okay to live for decades." The answer from the director of the Tai Hospital was as ambiguous as ever, and only gave a range.

Zhang Daochang echoed the statement of the director of the Supreme Hospital, but he didn't know if it was done on purpose or if it was true.

"You can use all the precious medicinal materials in the Tai Hospital, go down and brew the medicine." Shi Min did not expect that it was exactly what she thought, a deep sense of powerlessness swept over him, and hearing Ban Yue's sobs, his heart felt like a knife twist. ?