imprinted you in my heart

Xuan Changle didn't wait, but Zhang Daochang, his master and his disciples came. "Xuan" Shi Min could probably guess what was going on.

"Respectfully, Your Majesty, Sheng An." Daoist Zhang still practiced the Taoist etiquette, and Chi En still practiced the secular etiquette. Since he returned from finding medicine but failed, Chi En studied pharmacology with the master every day, and Liu Fei couldn't see her even if he wanted to see her.

"Excuse me, Daoist Zhang is here to bid farewell today?" Although the two masters and apprentices are dressed as usual, one face is faintly happy, and the other is frowning together. It is completely opposite to usual. It seems that her imperial city For outsiders, it is like a prison.

"Your Majesty, after more than two months of recuperation and supplemented with precious medicinal materials, the golden body in the middle palace has fully recovered. The medical classics have also been exhausted. Now everything in the capital is gone. Dao will leave with his disciples, so I come here to bid farewell to His Majesty," Zhang Daochang said in a deep voice.

Although the joy in his heart was well concealed, Shi Min could still see some traces in his eyes and face. Now, even if she doesn't use mind reading skills, she can still see some clues based on the other party's words and deeds.

"Since that's the case, I won't keep it anymore. This time, you have meritorious service in treating the middle palace. If you want some kind of reward, but say it's okay." The latter sentence Shi Min said to Chi En, because she knew that fame and wealth would not be kept. Zhang Daochang's.

Chi En had served her for many years, and she took the lead in simplifying the harem. Although it was mostly because she had to go back to her hometown to observe filial piety, she had achieved the effect she wanted. If the other party wanted it, she would not mind being promoted.

Chi En didn't expect His Majesty to want to keep her here, he was both surprised and delighted, he glanced at the master, Zhang Daochang turned his head, the meaning was obvious, reminding her of the conditions agreed to at the beginning, she could only say against her will: "The well-being of the palace depends on Your Majesty Hong Fu, dare not take credit for rewards."

"I heard that you often treat the poor people nearby but don't charge money, so I will reward you with some money." He looked at Daoist Zhang as if asking kindly, and Shi Min could see it clearly. It was not at all like a normal disciple asking a master. , It seems to be pleading, and suddenly doubts arise.

"Thank you for the reward, Your Majesty." Daoist Zhang saluted and was about to leave, but Shi Min found an excuse to keep Chien back. Daoist Zhang agreed when he thought about the relationship between his apprentice and His Majesty before, and more importantly, it doesn't matter whether she agrees or not here.

After Zhang Daochang left, Shi Ningping retreated all the palace servants, including Lu Guanchu, and there were only her and Chien left in the hall, one sitting on the Arhat bed and the other standing under the right hand.

Shi Min said earnestly: "You came out from here. If you are doing well, I am happy for you. If you are not doing well, I don't mind helping you a little bit. However, you just acted against your will. It is really not my fault." What I want to see, if there is concealment, there are only you and me here, but it’s okay to say.”

Chi En hadn't recovered from the joy of being left behind suddenly, but was warmed by His Majesty's words, and thought: Your Majesty, although it took me three years of freedom to get the master's visit this time, I think it's worth it, the only regret What makes you so sad is that you failed to prolong the life of the Empress Dowager!

Based on Shi Min's understanding of Chi'en, she knew that she would not say it out of ten, so she specially used mind reading skills, and just saw everything she wanted to know. Chien traded for three years of freedom, and he never thought that Chien would regret and blame himself for the death of Grandma Huang.

This made her feel ashamed and ashamed. Seeing that the scar that was almost healed opened again and was sprinkled with a handful of salt, she was dying of pain. She barely maintained her demeanor and said a few words of comfort and encouragement to make Chi En retreat.

"Don't come in." Lu Guanchu was about to push the door in when he heard the voice from inside and immediately withdrew his hand.

Shi Min sat completely paralyzed on the Arhat's bed, staring at the ceiling above him for a long time unable to regain his senses. He thought of all the things the grandma had done to him, then the grandma, and all the things in the previous life, and finally looked like a child who did something wrong. Crouching in a corner with knees tucked in.

Sitting in the carriage, Bu Qianxue, who was rushing to Bufu, suddenly had her left eye twitch a few times, and panicked for no reason, thinking that when she left the palace, Shi Min and the Queen Mother were both fine, thinking that something serious happened at home, she immediately asked the groom to hurry up. point.

When Xuan Changle dressed up as a palace servant and went to the palace, he saw Lu Guanchu, who he knew, and the palace servants guarding the door, the palace door was closed tightly.

To report or not to report?This is a problem. His Majesty has locked himself inside for almost half an hour. She listened to it several times with her ears. It is very quiet inside. Since the death of the Empress Dowager, although His Majesty has been alone occasionally, it has never been like this today. , I don't know what Wu Dong said to His Majesty, Lu Guanchu was a little uncertain.

Shi Min was immersed in his own thoughts: I was the one who killed Grandma Huang, it was me, it was me!Grandma Huang is so kind to me, but I am so selfish!I am an unworthy descendant, not only hurting Grandma Huang, but also hurting the Queen Mother's heart.

Could it be that Shi Min's choice would change if he did it all over again?She deeply realized that probably not!Because this choice is a decision she made after careful consideration and weighing the pros and cons.

The more he thought about it, the more he blamed the gloomy Shi Min. For a moment, he even had the idea of ​​self-harm. He wanted to use physical pain to relieve the psychological pain, but when he thought that Grandma Huang still cared about her until she died, the empress and Qian Xue I would also feel sad for her, so I didn't take action.

The queen mother has lost her elders and lover, and even the sadness of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person is painful. This life is already hard enough, and she just wants her mother to spend her old age peacefully and happily.

Thinking of Bu Qianxue, even when she was sick, she always smiled more than sad. Seeing her clean smile and bright eyes, her heart was jumping with joy, and her eyes could no longer accommodate other people. She really couldn't imagine leaving her alone. through the long future.

She wants her future to have her own company, and also wants her future to have the smile and eyes of the present, without being stained by the dirt of the world.

Now that the mistake has been made, it is useless to blame yourself, feel sad and sad!She has to look forward, for herself, for the sake of her mother and Bu Qianxue, she can only look forward, because for her, looking back is only a deep abyss.

Su Tong understood the thoughts in his heart, and it would be a matter of course to clean up his emotions. Shi Min firmly let go of the hands wrapping around his knees, and stood up forcefully again.

Well, she wants to see Xuan Changle, there are still some memorials that have not been approved, and who to send to the Wenchang residence is also a big problem, and she needs to think carefully about these.

Shi Min drank a cup of herbal tea, sat back at the desk again, and prepared to finish the unfinished work.Lu Guanchu, who had appeased Xuan Changle, heard some movement inside, and hurriedly reported loudly inside: "Report to Your Majesty, people have arrived."

"Let her come in alone," Shi Min replied without raising his head.

Hearing His Majesty's voice again, Lu Guanchu was inexplicably relieved. She didn't know why, but she felt that His Majesty was very abnormal just now, and even his voice felt different. Now it's better, and finally returned to normal.

After Xuan Changle left, he glanced at the hall indiscriminately, but did not see Shi Min, thinking of Lu Guanchu's special account that if His Majesty was not in the hall, he would be in the study on the right, so he changed direction and walked towards the study.

Passing through the door curtain, a screen of peaceful landscape painting is read in front of the eyes. After crossing the screen, I finally saw Shi Min who was writing vigorously.

Only then did Shi Min stop writing, "Excuse me, this is the latest military report from Yiyunguan, please take a look." After speaking, he pointed to the envelope placed on the coffee table in the middle of Luohan's bed.

"Yes, Your Majesty" Xuan Changle walked over, picked up the envelope and sat down. She knew about Yun Chu'an's sending troops to attack Hua Dynasty. For example, she didn't ask about Yun Chu'an's defeat and fleeing back to Kang, but she would know about it in the end.

Although the one-year period has not yet come, since Yiyunguan and Yunchuan mobilized troops, the imperial court has dispatched food and military equipment to Yiyunguan several times, so she has expected that the Hua Dynasty will continue to use troops against Kang.

Although she doesn't want the people in the country to be affected by the war and become displaced, but for the sake of Kang's great cause, to completely suppress the rebels and support the orthodox, she can only reluctantly choose to turn a blind eye, just like when the news of the loss of 30 troops came, she You can only mourn and pray for your own people.

It's not that she doesn't want to do anything, but that she can't do anything at all, neither can she stop Yun Chuan, nor can she influence the decision of the current Holy Majesty, so she can only be in a passive position.

With anxiety in her heart, Xuan Changle opened the letter paper and started to read. Her frowning brows gradually relaxed, until the moment she finished reading, she couldn't believe that the civil strife in Kang country was so dramatic. solved.

She never thought that Fu Yao, who seemed like a puppet, would be able to fight back desperately, and would willingly give up the throne of King Kang that he had already obtained, and come to Fandu to plead guilty in person.She always thought that the biggest enemy was Yun Chuan, but after a long time, Yun Chuan was just being used as a spear!

"Your Majesty's golden words, I am grateful, and Xuan Changle is here to swear that Kang Guo will be loyal to the Hua Dynasty from generation to generation, and will always be a vassal state without any second thoughts. If you violate this oath, there will be no successors for Xuan Clan!" Before the deadline, the internal turmoil in Kang was pacified, and the dawn of returning to the country to restore orthodoxy made Xuan Changle even more determined to implement the policy of hugging the thighs of his ancestors, and his voice of oath was particularly loud.

When Hua Chao and Yun Chu'an started fighting, she deeply understood her situation. Because she left Kang Kingdom at a young age, she didn't want to have the prestige among the people like her son's father; There are very few people.

Without prestige, there is no basis for ruling, and without followers, there is no capable minister to help her handle political affairs. What is even worse is that she has no army and no generals of her own. Your Majesty, if you don't show your loyalty at this time, when will you wait?

His Majesty not only rescued her from danger, but also gave her all the status and honor she deserved, and now helped her quell the civil strife in Kang. If there was no Hua Dynasty army to suppress the situation, Fu Yao would definitely continue to endure and calm down the chaos She didn't know how long she would have to wait, so she made this oath from the bottom of her heart because she was grateful to Shi Min from the bottom of her heart.

Shi Min was laughed at by the 13-year-old Xuan Changle who swore seriously, but he didn't dare to laugh out loud, for fear of dampening the enthusiasm of the child, so he pretended to cough twice before saying in a deep voice: "Your Loyalty knows it, and I also believe that you can do what you say. Do you know how old I was enthroned?".

"Your Majesty ascended the throne in the fourth year of Jianping. If I'm not mistaken, it should have been at that time." Xuan Changle answered fluently. She never forgot that she came to study, so she studied more attentively than anyone else.

"When I ascend the throne, I will inevitably be questioned by all the officials in the world, and you are only 13 years old this year, and you are only 14 years old. Have you ever thought about what you will face when you return to China to succeed?" The next person is the only remaining blood of Hua Chao's loyal younger brother Kang Wang's family. Shi Min treats her like a younger sister, not only visiting her occasionally at Mingdao College, but also caring about her studies.

If it was possible, she really didn't want Xuan Changle to face this at such a young age, but life is always full of unknowns, what she can do now is to care for her and support her as much as possible, so that she can relax a little bit. ?