Re-employment of divorced and abandoned women

Jiang Qingyan was able to respond to Jiang Xiaoyu's worried kind greetings with a smile, but when she was stopped at the door of Dezhi Kindergarten, Jiang Qingyan was about to send Zhizhi into the kindergarten at that time, and there was a lot of people around, most of them were watching the excitement parents.

Jiang Qingyan's mentality collapsed.

Parents are not completely ignorant, let alone this kind of "advanced" and "status symbol" private kindergarten.

The rumors in the circle are already flying all over the sky, I am afraid that only Jiang Qingyan who can't squeeze into the circle is still ignorant.

Ignorant like a fool.

Yin Xiaorong was standing in the crowd, she thought: Feng Shui turns around, don't you feel bad?Let me see how you have to shiver now.

In fact, Yin Xiaorong didn't do anything, at best, he kept putting pressure on the kindergarten.

Simply exposing the news was not enough. Yin Xiaorong once contacted Zhang Jingyi's father, Lawyer Zhang, and Xiao Jindou's mother, Xiao Jinbao, and asked to join forces to drive this Jiang Qingyan out of Dezhi Kindergarten.

It's just that for some reason, the two parties who had no brains to support her before were a little timid.

Lawyer Zhang even said that he had to go on a business trip for the last two months, and he was afraid that he would not be able to take care of these things in the kindergarten.

Little Jinbao's mother advised her: "Why bother? It has nothing to do with us."

Yin Xiaorong felt that something was wrong, and she said: "I'm bullying you, you are so powerful, you can bear it! I can't bear it. You are the leader in the system, and I am a private company and factory. I don't care. I will make troubles." .”

Yin Xiaorong thought: What are you afraid of?She's just a single mother with no power.She decided to step on the other party under her feet, rub it into the soil, and be stained with the smell of dust, so that she could let out a bad breath.

Yin Xiaorong decided to go it alone.

Look, the effect is still really good.

Sitting in the BMW, she watched coldly: the time has come, the opportunity has come.

The Dezhi Bilingual Experimental Kindergarten lacks everything except the word "Germany" in the name. The school believes that the purity of the students can guarantee the super high teaching quality. Their students must be excellent in themselves and have elite parents. family.Therefore, they reject "inferior bloodlines" like Zhizhi.

Although it cannot be stated explicitly, it can be implied.

Teacher Tian from the admissions office blocked Zhizhi from entering the kindergarten at the gate.The blood in Jiang Qingyan's whole body was coagulating.

"What do you mean?" She couldn't help raising her voice.

"Please follow me to the Academic Affairs Office to go through the withdrawal procedures. We will refund you the full amount of tuition, food, tuition and miscellaneous fees for this semester." Teacher Tian was doing business, and he meant to give alms.

——Look, you have been given one month of free lessons.

Jiang Qingyan was trembling with anger, she thought, is there any other law?

Does the law of this country expressly stipulate that the birth of the same child is a crime?Do people like them have to be humanely destroyed?

If they are guilty, the law can punish them;

If they did not commit a crime, why should they accept such unfair treatment?

But no matter how angry you are, unfairness is unfairness.

Teacher Tian said: "Please understand my work. I can't let Jiang into the class today. If you don't bring your card, all your expenses will be transferred to your remittance account..."

One mouthful of you, but there is no respect at all in what you say, and you are trampled on the soles of your feet abruptly.

Jiang Qingyan felt her head buzzing and couldn't hear the words clearly.

She didn't even know how she drove home.

Zhizhi just kept asking her: "Mom, aren't you going to school today?"

Jiang Qingyan was speechless, she thought, why let a child bear such consequences?

Zhang Chengbao in the BMW car also asked her mother: "Mom, is Zhizhi going to school?"

Yin Xiaorong glanced at her disappointing son: "What's the matter? It's a pity that you got involved?"

Zhang Chengbao nodded: "I like Zhizhi." He said.

Children are relatively pure, Zhang Chengbao really likes Zhizhi, there are many things he doesn't understand, even sometimes he doesn't understand his mother.

Yin Xiaorong's nails almost poked her son's head: "Nothing." She said, "Like that kind of inferior people? Remember, you are a person of status!"

Zhang Chengbao didn't understand, he thought, what is identity?

Zhizhi said that she has an ID card, and everyone has an ID card.So, identity, is it an ID card?

Jiang Qingyan parked the car, she hastily cleaned up her mood.

"Zhizhi." Jiang Qingyan cleared her throat, "Shall we buy something to eat? Go to your favorite snack shop, let's rest for a few days."

Zhizhi quickly forgot what happened just now, she was very happy and jumped three feet high.

Zhizhi chose her favorite milk slices and butchers, and bought her mother's favorite yogurt and soda.

Zhizhi blinked and asked Jiang Qingyan: "Mom, I only need so much, let's save a little."

Zhizhi knows that it is easy for Ah Ting to make money, so she can let Ah Ting buy more things;

But it's not easy for mom to make money, so save a little.Zhizhi has the cleverness of a three-year-old child.

Jiang Qingyan touched Zhizhi's hair.

The proprietress of the snack shop is not here today, and the shopkeeper is a teenage boy, who should be the son of the proprietress who is studying in a technical secondary school.

The young man didn't know why he didn't have class today, he stared at Jiang Qingyan a few times, and then at Zhizhi for a long time.

When paying the bill, he couldn't help but ask Jiang Qingyan: "Are you that... that person on the Internet? You are the same student? Your daughter? Looks normal? She's pretty good?"

Jiang Qingyan closed her eyes, she even forgot to take back the phone she handed out.

Jiang Qingyan thought, why is there so much malice in this world?

Are they outrageous?Did they kill and set fire?Did they burn and loot?

Why did you become a street mouse?Everyone shouting and beating?

Jiang Qingyan opened her eyes again, her eyes were already red, she looked at this ten-year-old boy coldly, until the other party was hairy.

"Is this kind of irresponsible talk nonsense? Are what those Internet anchors say must be right? Don't you have any judgment at all to receive education and grow into a pillar of society?"

Jiang Qingyan was about to lose control of her body, and she almost blurted out those words. She could imagine that her attitude must be a little harsh, even a little scary.

Zhizhi was too frightened to speak, and tugged at the corner of Jiang Qingyan's clothes.

The young man was also a little frightened. He looked at Jiang Qingyan, who was a little abnormal, and said, "Crazy."

Jiang Qingyan was about to say something, but someone behind her patted her on the shoulder and took the bag from her hand.

It was Jiang Dongping.

"Go home." Jiang Dongping said, reaching out to take Shang Zhizhi's hand.She greeted Jiang Qingyan, let's go home.

Jiang Qingyan followed Jiang Dongping almost mechanically.

She thought, yes, go home, home is the harbor.Any anger, grievance, unwillingness, or resentment can be discussed at home.

As if returning home, everything can be solved.

It was like this three years ago, and it will still be like this three years later.

Jiang Qingyan thought, she used to hope that the person she loves would come by stepping on the clouds of seven colors.It turned out that that person would always be the mother.

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Jiang Dongping took Jiang Qingyan's car keys and drove to another residence in the city, a small apartment in the city center, where Fang Yiting once rented next door.

Jiang Qingyan regained her composure, and said, "Why do you still have the key here?"

Jiang Dongping smiled: "It's not good here? I think it's pretty good. I've saved some money and I'm going to buy this place. It's better to own a dog kennel for gold and silver."

Jiang Qingyan had an illusion that she seemed to be in another world.

Fang Yi kept the apartment in the university town, and Jiang Dongping kept the residence in the city center. Could it be possible to start over after three years, and could it be possible to ignore the wind, frost, snow and rain on the Internet?

Zhi Zhi came here for the first time, she was a little excited and ran around.

Jiang Dongping took out his own canvas, pulled out a brand new one for Zhizhi, and let Zhizhi slap paint brushes at will.Zhizhile was overwhelmed, and there were still large pieces of chocolate and yogurt at hand.

Jiang Dongping said: "There is only one requirement, you must wash your hands before eating after drawing a picture."

Zhizhi nodded solemnly.

Jiang Dongping made tea and drank it. The two of them sat facing each other and watched the boiling water and gurgling tea leaves in the small red clay stove.

Jiang Qingyan gradually calmed down.

"Thank you," she said.

Jiang Dongping handed the boiled tea to Jiang Qingyan. The mother and daughter sat in the small living room, watching the time slip by.

Jiang Dongping said: "Be careful with everything, everything in the world is always like this. The person who was holding you back then may be the same person who is stepping on you now."

Jiang Qingyan was not reconciled: "I never thought of showing off, why did you treat us like this? It's fine with me, Zhizhi is just a child, only three years old, what do you know? Who did you threaten?"

Jiang Dongping said: "But isn't life like this? The mob always follows the crowd. In this life, the only enemy is one's own heart.

You already understood that if you choose, you will not ask whether it is right or wrong, and if you choose, you will not regret it.In fact, you're already doing pretty well. "

Jiang Qingyan said: "No, I'm not good."

Jiang Dongping said: "Don't be harsh on yourself, it's best if you have a clear conscience."

Jiang Qingyan said: "What if I have a guilty conscience?"

As she said, two lines of tears flowed down, Jiang Qingyan choked up sobbing, it was the first time that she vented all the emotions in her heart so heartily, she was really tired.

Physical fatigue can be overcome, but psychological pressure is like a huge stone, which is pressed on the body day and night, and cannot be relieved.

"I'm guilty." Jiang Qingyan cried enough and raised her red eyes.

Jiang Dongping reached out to cover her hand: "It doesn't matter."

She seemed to understand, but she didn't seem to understand anything. She wanted to stop Jiang Qingyan from talking, as if if she didn't say anything, she could pretend it didn't happen.

"Let me finish." Jiang Qingyan's nasal voice was so hollow that it seemed to come from the sky.

"It's my own choice to have children, a voluntary project that I voluntarily choose. Even Fang Yi has canceled this plan, it's me——I asked Yin Xiaoqi, do you remember her?

Yin Xiaoqi, that most beautiful girl, she was an intern at Gu's, I begged her to secretly put my application form on the top..." she said.

"I even knew that she was her daughter. I knew it. I knew it from the very beginning. She pursued me, but I dragged her off for half a year before agreeing to her. I think, hard-won, you will always cherish it?"

"I know, she's just pursuing me, she doesn't love me. But I'm not reconciled... I was thinking at the time, she doesn't love me, how can she not love me?

During those two years, I changed my ways to treat her well... I thought, a person's heart is not made of stone, and she will fall in love with me sooner or later.A little later, a little earlier, it doesn't matter, I love her, I suffer a little, it doesn't matter. "

"But I failed. She didn't fall in love with me in the end. She still chose to hate me, you, and her mother. She just didn't choose to love me... I failed like that. I failed once. I can't fail a second time. "She said bitterly, and her smile was bleak, "I have bargaining chips."

"My chips are so bad, my chances are so despicable... I am pregnant, and I have Zhizhi. Just like she is Fang Yiting's only weakness, and I am your only weakness... Zhizhi is also her only weakness.

For the rest of her life, even if she doesn't love me, even if she hates me, even... because of Zhizhi, we will always be bound together. "she says.

Jiang Dongping lowered her eyelids, and she stretched out her hand to cover her daughter's hand, feeling her trembling from inside to outside.

Jiang Qingyan kept these things in her heart for too long and was too tired.

What she shouldn't have said, at least not today, not now, this timing is not good, the dust is still undecided.But she couldn't hold it anymore, and if she didn't say it, she would explode.

Today, it was just an opportunity to ignite her.

Jiang Dongping thought: She is the mother.She should do something for her, even if it's just listening.

"It doesn't matter." Jiang Dongping said, his voice was light but reassuring.

"No, it's related." Jiang Qingyan went from choking to sobbing, to crying loudly now.

If Cai Zhizhi could still be painting and eating chocolate by herself, now she is crying too. She quickly ran to Jiang Qingyan and wiped the tears on Jiang Qingyan's face with her fingers stained with colorful paint. His face instantly became colorful.

Zhizhi said, "Mom, why are you crying? Don't cry."

Jiang Qingyan cried even harder, she put her arms around Zhi Zhi, she was choked up and out of breath.

"I know...I always knew she was Fang Yiting's daughter, I knew...I knew you were together, I thought, if you are together, I can't be with her, we will become sisters? I love her ...I'm selfish, I can't accept..."

Intermittently, she opened up the deepest secrets in her heart: "I think, she hates me, she can leave me; it's me, it's me who can't leave her. I don't want to be sisters with her, I think and think, I What do you want to do? I thought of it, I can get pregnant..."

Jiang Qingyan looked up, tears streaming down her face.

Wanfang is guilty and ashamed.She is a sinner, calculating the heaven and earth, calculating Jiang Dongping, the only mother who loves her deeply and the only one who loves her.

"I'm sorry mom, you are so kind to me. But I plot against you, I plot against Fang Yiting, I plot against Fang Yi, I plot against you...

Even, Zhi Zhi, I plan to conceive this child... I may be crazy, I can't think about anything, I'm the most selfish one...

Obviously, it's not the best time, if it wasn't for me—Zhizhi shouldn't be treated like this...it's all me, I'm selfish, I..."

She was so tired, this secret, the days and nights that tormented her, tormented her as a daughter, as a mother, all the moral code.

Self-proclaimed punishing evil and promoting good, self-proclaimed fairness and justice, self-proclaimed an independent and self-reliant person.However, use the darkest thoughts to calculate all the close relatives around you.

Just for a illusory person who doesn't love her——

Fang Yi stood behind the secret door, her throat was sweet, and she restrained the physical urge to cough violently.

She closed her eyes tightly, bit her lower lip tightly, and then she tasted the blood in her mouth.

Fang Yi clenched her fists tightly to restrain her trembling body, and she held back the tears from the corners of her eyes.

What she thought was, let her cry for a while.The freedom to cry is also a precious time for adults.

And she can't cry, in the future, these things, everything, she will support...

The author has something to say: Author Jun: Ah, I feel so sorry for Yanyan.

But, it was her choice from the beginning, wasn't it.

It's a choice, there is no distinction between right and wrong, as long as you don't regret it.