She became the white moonlight of the black lotus

——Listening to Huo Xingyu's words——

Ning Xiangxiang squinted his eyes, and a feeling of doubt rose in his heart.

According to the memory of her previous life.

Huo Xingyu's company and home are in the west of the city. Her life trajectory in this city should revolve around the bustling urban area in the west of the city. It takes at least an hour and a half to travel tens of kilometers from here.

And today is a working day, logically speaking, Huo Xingyu is definitely a person who will not leave the company's gate until eight o'clock in the evening.

She looked at Huo Xingyu probingly, looking at the wetness on her body which was obviously drenched by the rain.

It's raining so much outside, this woman who hates wasting time the most trouble, left her job, drove for so long, and even got caught in the rain, just to collect debts?

And to collect debts,

To collect debts is to collect debts, what is the sudden hug for?

Ning Xiangxiang frowned, full of doubts in his heart, and asked hesitantly: "Then you just, why just now, why did you hug..."

She adjusted her words, trying to ask as naturally as possible, but she was interrupted by Huo Xingyu's words before she spoke halfway.

"Do you know what humanitarian care before debt collection is?"

Looking at Ning Xiangxiang with a dazed face, Huo Xingyu was dumbfounded for a moment.

She didn't want to say that.

She wasn't going to say that.

Huo Xingyu didn't think he was someone with a speech impediment.

But facing Ning Xiangxiang's face, she felt as if she lacked the language system for comforting and caring people, those cares and those turbulent affections, those words that she thought along the way, all stuck in her throat, no matter she No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get those words out.

It seemed that all the hot emotions and thoughts could only be turned into that tight hug, which was only held tightly together for a moment, and then pulled away again.

Now that the beginning has already been started, Huo Xingyu can only turn his eyes sideways, pretending that nothing happened, facing Ning Xiangxiang's doubts, she said solemnly first:

"Otherwise, do you think I would drive for several hours in this rainy day, coming from the west of the city, just to give you a hug?

I look like such an idle person?I just... I just stopped by to inspect the landmark of the new project, and it was because of the way that I came to ask for debts. "

Hearing these words, Ning Xiangxiang fell silent. Even though she had some vague doubts in her heart, she just couldn't ask Huo Xingyu for some reason.

Huo Xingyu was born with a compelling radiance and momentum, and there was not much expression on that delicate and beautiful face.

The superposition of these two things caused people to feel inexplicably that even if this woman was talking nonsense, 'every word she said could not be doubted'.

Coupled with Huo Xingyu's "drop in", it seemed to rationalize why she appeared here during working hours.

Ning Xiangxiang supported the wall with one hand and moved his wheelchair backwards to make way for her.

Seeing Huo Xingyu sitting on the sofa while looking at the interior of the room, Ning Xiangxiang drove the wheelchair to the side.

With her slender fingers, she turned over the teacup on the table, poured a glass of water and placed it in front of Huo Xingyu.

The rain outside the window gradually became denser and denser, like silver needles all over the sky, falling continuously, the sound of cracking water mixed with the roar of thunder, and the dark sky with overlapping clouds lit up dazzling white light from time to time, looking out from the glass , the various artificial lights outside have been blurred by the rain.

Ning Xiangxiang looked at the slightly stiff and uncomfortable expression on her face sitting in front of her, and sighed inwardly.

Even though Huo Xingyu spoke so confidently and unquestionably, even though the reasons he gave were so legitimate, she still had an irrepressible thought in her heart that Huo Xingyu didn't come to her for any debt.

Subconsciously, she really felt that perhaps, on this torrential rainy night, Huo Xingyu came for her.

She took a deep breath and couldn't help but said, "Miss Huo, let me talk first."

Ning Xiangxiang raised his head and looked at Huo Xingyu.

Facing those slightly raised eyes, he looked at the small red mole on the tip of Huo Xingyu's nose.

She suddenly realized that even with those ten years of marriage, since she and Huo Xingyu sat face to face, the time to look at her like this was very little.

Huo Xingyu was too busy, and too lazy to spend time on redundant and boring emotions, and the only time she was given face-to-face time was eating and lying in bed.

And out of fear of her, he rarely dared to stare at her so bluntly.

"What do you want to say?" She heard Huo Xingyu ask.

"Miss Huo has helped me a lot, but I have never told you formally and face to face, thank you..."

Ning Xiangxiang's heart tightened, she clutched the hem of her clothes with sweaty hands, fixed her eyes on Huo Xingyu, and continued:

"Thank you for letting our crew resume filming, thank you for saving me last time, and thank you for giving me the wheelchair. Also, I don't know if it's because of you, but I know, with my current qualifications and achievements , I can't get a spokesperson, thank you."

Hearing this, Huo Xingyu felt that the awkward mood at the door seemed to have all disappeared because of Ning Xiangxiang's focused eyes on her. He took a sip of the warm water on the table, and turned his head to cover his ears that were getting hot and red.

see...

Look!

She knew it, she knew all the good things she had done to Ning Xiangxiang, and Ning Xiangxiang would know about it.

But it's okay to know, looking at her so formally, staring at her and saying thank you, filled Huo Xingyu with a kind of warmth in his heart, just like, like the feeling when he hugged Ning Xiangxiang just now.

This scorching emotion continued to swell in her chest.

Ning Xiangxiang knew that his kindness to her was not the most important thing, but those "thanks", which made her feel that all her actions had a response.

Those burning sensations continued to spread on her cheeks like a high fever virus, Huo Xingyu suddenly had a burning urge, she wanted to tell Ning Xiangxiang, wanted to say that she liked her, wanted to tell her not to worry about money, Don't worry about Liu Si anymore, she can protect her whole world.

Huo Xingyu felt that she rarely had such nervous emotions, but for some reason, when she faced Ning Xiangxiang, her rationality and calmness were all shattered, and what was left was occasional impulsiveness and occasional bewilderment.

She looked at Ning Xiangxiang, clenched her fists tightly, as if her whole heart was hanging in her throat, and tried to say: "Actually, actually, I think I'm quite..."

"Yes, I also think you are very fond of charity..." Ning Xiangxiang thought of Huo Xingyu's words [I did this out of humanitarianism, so they should promote my charity and kindness on the front page. 】Can't help answering.

Looking at Huo Xingyu as if he had been robbed of his lines, she was a little stunned, she couldn't help but find it funny, sighed and continued:

"But I think that Ms. Huo's kindness may not be suitable for me. I don't know why I can be one of the people you choose for marriage. I think you should be clear about these things. In fact, our family is not the same as before. Well done, my father is not a person suitable for investment and business, nor is he a person who can get along well. We are not in the same circle. I don't want to be bound by many things, and I don't want to cause you trouble. and……"

"So, what do you want to say?"

Hearing Huo Xingyu's sudden interruption and the sudden coldness in his tone, Ning Xiangxiang was taken aback for a moment. She looked at Huo Xingyu's tight jaw and pursed red lips, and continued talking about her early morning conversation. Just think about it:

"In order not to cause any misunderstanding, it's better to contact less. I think, if you have anything to do in the future, you can ask your secretary to come to me instead of coming in person."

"Is it?"

"um, yes."

Huo Xingyu looked at her, and heard her affirmative answer in his ears, the answer that she definitely wanted to have no "misunderstanding" with him.

The tumbling heat in his chest seemed to have cooled down instantly.

Not only that, but in this sweltering summer night, when she listened to Ning Xiangxiang's words and looked at the girl in front of her, a coldness spread from her limbs and bones from nowhere.

She felt that even though she hugged her side cheek just now, felt her soft, warm and ups and downs breathing against her chest, and smelled the familiar smell of her body, even though she was right in front of her eyes, Every word seems to be farther and farther away from myself.

Huo Xingyu couldn't hear the sound of the rain hitting the glass and the rattling of the wheels running over the water. She looked at her.

She saw that Ning Xiangxiang's soft lips were still opening and closing to say something, but she didn't have the attention to listen.

The strong emotions that were satisfactory just now were all dispelled at this moment, and there was a completely unfamiliar emotion in her heart, as if someone was slowly tightening it with a thick hemp rope.

The rough lines of the rope were tightening side by side, grinding her heart and emotions into pain, and her breathing slowed down because of this conscious pain.

why?

Huo Xingyu was a little dazed.

Why everything is different from before, she can't figure it out.

Why did Ning Xiangxiang not like her anymore, why did he stay so far away from her?

Is she doing something wrong?

Huo Xingyu looked at Ning Xiangxiang who was clutching the hem of his clothes tightly in front of him, and his eyes showed nervousness and uneasiness. She couldn't even find any trace of sadness or hesitation on that fair face.

She didn't even have the chance to find such a ridiculous excuse of "acting".

But facing Ning Xiangxiang's retreat and rejection, she didn't feel any anger in her heart, and she didn't have any thoughts of turning around and leaving.

Huo Xingyu couldn't help but wonder, when Ning Xiangxiang married her, would he hold so many hopes as he does now, hoping that he would understand her and treat her better?

Maybe Ning Xiangxiang thought that marrying him was to get rid of Liu Si's quagmire, but his indifference and indifference and Lin Xian's dissatisfaction formed another quagmire.

When life is really repeated, Ning Xiangxiang does have other choices.

But I have no other choice.

Facing Ning Xiangxiang's rejections, all she thought about was how to make Ning Xiangxiang stay by her side.

But now if she had to say it, that she couldn't leave Ning Xiangxiang, admitting that she just fell in love with her, Huo Xingyu couldn't say it.

Her poor self-esteem and pride would not allow her to speak like this.

The raindrops outside the house kept hitting the eaves and the ground, and the sound of water droplets bursting merged with the thunder in the dense clouds.

After a while, Huo Xingyu looked at her, smiled, and said, "Okay, but now the creditor is wet from the rain, it's so cold, Ning Xiangxiang, don't you want to say something?"

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