She became the white moonlight of the black lotus

The Cullinan drove into the dim tunnel.

She didn't know whether it was because she suddenly entered a dark environment and couldn't adapt, or because she was horrified by Ning Xiangxiang's words, she suddenly felt that the headlights in front of her through the glass became sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.

The person who saved her back then was not the person she remembered, but Ning Xiangxiang's biological mother, whom she had never met before?

is it possible?

Why has no one told me before?

Why did Ning Xiangxiang never say anything in the ten years of his previous life, but now he wants to separate from her because of this matter?

Or did she find out about it suddenly like herself?

Under the pile of all kinds of things, Huo Xingyu's heart was beating like a drum. She tried her best to suppress the trembling in her voice, and asked another possibility that she had guessed in her mind:

"Tell me,? Did Lin Xian look for you?"

She asked the doubts in her heart, but got no response, and the person on the other end of the phone was silent.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that the surroundings were terribly quiet,

Huo Xingyu didn't like this kind of silence.

This kind of silence seemed to be forcing her to agree to something by an invisible force.

She suppressed the emotions churning in her chest, and continued talking, trying to bring this relationship back on track: "Ning Xiangxiang, if you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence. Since she has gone to you, you are no longer sure." Is what she said true or false? I'm already working hard, I..."

Huo Xingyu's voice froze, unable to continue.

Being silenced by the other party's non-response, all the words were stuck in her throat, and fear welled up.

She felt as if she was standing on the shore of the tumbling waves, trying hard to leave marks on the sand and write a good ending that belonged to Ning Xiangxiang, but under the turbulent waves, all her hopes were lost. To be gently wiped away by sea water.

She said: "I'm already working hard, I can give up a lot of things, but Ning Xiangxiang, I don't want to give up on you."

She doesn't lie, she doesn't speak touching words of love, she doesn't comfort others, and there are even fewer "good words" in her mouth.

Most of the time, it is the arrogance in her bones that tells her to look at people with her head up and down, making her unable to show her emotions, unable to express, and unable to reveal her preference.

But at this moment, Huo Xingyu felt that every word that came out of his throat had crushed his past self to pieces.

In front of Ning Xiangxiang, she is just an ordinary person.

Although she still can't say some touching words, and it's hard to say something that makes people feel reluctant to part with her.

A single sentence of "reluctant to part with" has already plucked out her heart and put it in front of Ning Xiangxiang.

But she didn't get any response.

silence……

There was endless silence on the phone.

During this silent conversation, Huo Xingyu didn't even know if the other party was still listening.

Cullinan ran at full speed in this seemingly endless tunnel, and behind him was the hollow darkness that could not be shaken off even when the accelerator was stepped on at 120km/h.

She clutched the steering wheel expressionlessly, her sharp eyes stared straight ahead, surrounded by countless small lights, red signs, orange lane change lights, and strong incandescent lights shaking her sight.

Huge dump trucks kept rushing past Cullinan.

In the silent car, the time spent talking on the mobile phone was increasing by the second, and after a long time, she heard Ning Xiangxiang's voice.

"I know, but what should I do, Huo Xingyu?"

"Give me time, I'll figure it out..."

"Every time you send me a message and see the unread little red dot that belongs to you lights up, I will think of my mother, as long as your face comes to my mind, I can't help but think, at that time What was she thinking when she was caught in the wheel?

Will you miss me, will you also want to say something to me?

Huo Xingyu, when I went to the hospital, she was already in the operating room, and when she came out, she could only rely on those instruments to maintain her life, and I had no chance to talk to her again. "

Ning Xiangxiang's voice came out clearly from the loudspeaker, burned into her mind word by word, until her fingertips were numb.

She couldn't say anything in response, and the expression on her face was frozen.

There was no need to open this road leading to the hospital again, but Huo Xingyu's hands were still holding the steering wheel stiffly, and the accelerator pedal under his feet was never released at 01:30, his whole body seemed to be nailed in place.

She only heard Ning Xiangxiang's voice, which was still scratching her heart continuously.

"What do you want to do? Huo Xingyu, I think it's impossible for me to face you again. Being with you makes me feel so sorry for my mother."

"Because of you, I have lived without a mother for so many years. Do you know what it is like, Miss Huo Si, the life of being dependent on others is really tiring."

"Before I think you're disgusting, before I start thinking "why wasn't you the one who got caught in the wheel", go away and completely disappear from my life, it's best we never see each other again, don't you like women Well, with your ability, there will be quite a few people jumping on you, right? We'll be fine here."

Is it ok to get here?

Huo Xingyu's thin lips moved, but he couldn't make any sound to respond, to refute what she said.

She wants to say, it’s not enough to be here, it’s not enough,

She doesn't want anyone else, she only wants Ning Xiangxiang to be alone.

But how could she say it?

These words were all stuck in her chest, like a fishbone swallowed by mistake, scraping her chest full of bloodstains.

The world in front of her eyes seemed to be shrouded in a layer of water mist, and the headlights in front of her were in the dark, blurred by the water mist to give off a psychedelic light.

After a while, Huo Xingyu heard the mechanical beep when the phone was hung up.

ended……

The person who worked hard to write on the beach was also sucked into the sea after the huge waves rolled in. Those traces left by her hard work were also washed away, and everything will return to nothing. the origin of that.

She pinched the steering wheel and speeded along the road in a daze,

It is not known when the exit of this tunnel will arrive.

I don't know where I'm going, or where else I can go.

Just when she was at a loss, she suddenly heard a violent whistle resounding through the tunnel.

The voice came at a high speed, and it became louder and louder in a short period of time, making her ears ache.

Huo Xingyu's heart sank, he gripped the steering wheel tightly, and looked sideways at the rearview mirror on his right.

I saw a huge heavy truck full of cargo slipping in the corridor, deviated from the lane it was supposed to be traveling on, the front of the truck twisted into a distorted posture, and rushed towards him suddenly.

The high beams of this truck illuminated Cullinan's dimly lit compartment as brightly as day, and directly into Huo Xingyu's eyes, shining a blinding white.

She grabbed the steering wheel and turned it sharply to the left, and Cullinan's extremely strong braking force turned it sharply to the left following the master's command.

But in this long tunnel, it is inevitable.

Huo Xingyu never felt how long the few seconds in her life were.

But when this heavy truck slammed her car into the thick barrier of the corridor, she felt that all time stood still.

This time was long enough for her to see clearly the panicked expression on the face of the truck driver who hit him.

In her mind, from thinking of the best emergency response method in this car accident, to implementing it, to watching the car rushing in front of her helplessly, the whole process is so clear.

It may not take five seconds for the glass to burst, the car body to be hit by a wall and a heavy truck to make a loud noise, and everything to be silent.

Huo Xingyu was squeezed into the ruins and couldn't move. Amidst the buzzing noises in her ears, she heard Cullinan's automatic alarm being triggered, and the voice of human customer service continued to come from the deformed car.

"Hello? Is there anyone in the car?"

"The system shows that your vehicle has been in an accident, do you need to call for emergency assistance?"

"Hello?"

In the deformed car body, there came one after another hurried inquiries mixed with violent current.

Huo Xingyu opened her mouth in vain. She didn't know why, but she couldn't make any sound, and couldn't answer any questions.

She was held firmly in the car by the broken Cullinan.

At this moment there is no pain, nor any feeling.

It was as if he was embedded in the ruins, but he was not injured.

Huo Xingyu was in a trance, he felt that all the images in front of him were turning upside down and shaking violently, and the questioning voices in his ears became more and more indistinct.

The mobile phone that was originally mounted on the side of the steering wheel fell down with the squeeze and fell in front of her.

She moved her fingertips, wanting to press the phone to turn it on and unlock it.

The phone turned on, but the digital locks on the screen could not be unlocked. The bright light of the screen was covered by drops of thick liquid, and the electronic screen could not be swiped after being wet.

She tried her best to open her eyes, and in this dim corridor and the blurry world before her eyes, she could clearly see that it was blood that obscured the bright light.

It's my own blood.

The light on the screen was covered with more and more blood from her, and it glowed a strange red.

Huo Xingyu thought, somewhere in his body was torn apart by this collision, and the blood was constantly rushing out.

The blood on her body only made her feel endlessly warm and moist.

She didn't have any pain, and she couldn't judge where she was hurt and how bad it was.

Can only be nailed in this deformed narrow space, looking at the increasingly blurred chaos in front of me,

In front of you are lights that flash alternately on and off.

She just felt tired, and the tiredness coming from nowhere made her want to close her eyes and take a short rest.

Just one click.

Thinking about it, the moment she closed her eyes, in her calm mind that was blanked by the impact, she suddenly thought of that stupid and stupid woman Ning Xiangxiang again.

In that small villa, when he kissed her, she shrank back shyly.

Those seemingly unintentional eyes met on the set.

The horror of saving her from the taxi.

When accompanying her to the video game city, her face was full of pride.

Huo Xingyu's memories about her seemed to be rolling in his mind from near to far.

When she found her secretly searching for her information on the forum in the car that day, Ning Xiangxiang's face was justified.

He deliberately waited for her, deliberately said that he would stop by to bring the astonishment on her face.

and also……

What else?

And on that night many, many years ago, I was wearing a hospital gown, slowly dragging my feet,

Step by step to the door of the general ward.

She stood at the door and looked in,

In that ward, she only saw a woman with tubes inserted all over her body, and that small, weeping Ning Xiangxiang curled up beside the woman.

The author has something to say: !I went out yesterday and didn't have time to finish writing