She became the white moonlight of the black lotus

The combination of mathematics, money and economics is an interesting thing.

Roy's identity, the Solow model, and the CD function, each one was so beautiful that it fascinated her.

Huo Xingyu is familiar with the solution to every dilemma, knows when to cut off his wrists and abandon, and also knows when to pursue to win. The world shaped by rows of words and letters is predictable, calculable, and even controllable.

Sitting at the desk before, Huo Xingyu felt that fame, money, and even Huo Qi's most valued company, all of these were interesting to her, and it was only because these things shaped an economic model that belonged to her. A world that belongs to her.

She can plan step by step, manipulate it, guide it, and dominate it.

In this world, everything is not brought into emotional rational thinking, she is safe, controllable,

It doesn't matter if she was touched by a sharp object here and got blood, and suffered some injuries.

Because she firmly holds all the options at every step.

Huo Xingyu used to think that this was caused by a desire to conquer, that it was his natural desire to control everything that was influencing her preferences.

But in this mirror, she looked at the young Huo Xingyu standing in the mirror, and suddenly realized that everything was not as she thought.

Behind her inexplicable thoughts of wanting to control, to master, was an escape.

All her forgetfulness and fear began on the rainy night when her father died.

She is a cowardly person, cowardly forgetting the past, cowardly escaping to another world, thinking that everything will be fine, everything will be better, and everything can pretend that it never happened.

But running away doesn't make everything better.

For two lifetimes, most of her life, these pains and memories stuck behind her, even in times when she wasn't aware of them.

Huo Xingyu stood in front of the mirror, the scorching memories in her mind were like boiling water, without color or shape, but burning and flowing through every gap in her body, pouring out a complete her.

She still remembered the expression on He Shuyi's face when he got the divorce agreement, the indescribable joy and joy that Huo Xingyu couldn't describe in words, such a radiant face, such a radiant look.

He Shuyi leaned down, hugged her tightly, and told her in a joyful tone that the family was broken and everything would never go back to the beginning.

It was three days before she saw the murder in the rainy night.

What made a woman who was going to happily leave this family and live a free life of her own change her mind in just three days and choose to kill her ex-husband who had nothing to do with her.

Huo Xingyu couldn't figure it out.

She only remembered that night when it was raining.

Lin Xian, who bears the false title of "Second Wife", pushed open the door of her room and looked at her with a smile on her face.

For this woman who always held her head high, straightened her shoulders, and put on an arrogant and dignified appearance, she condescended to come before her.

Huo Xingyu didn't have any affection for her, but the rationality in his head told her clearly that Lin Xian couldn't be blamed for the collapse of this family.

Is it Lin Xian's fault alone?

Huo Xingyu wanted to lie to himself, "Yes, everything is because of this woman's arrival, so my family fell apart."

Then it is natural to project all the hatred on Lin Xian.

But she couldn't, she couldn't convince herself to ignore,

Ignoring the indulgent and charming father,

Ignore the mother who pretends not to see or hear, and acquiesces to everything that happens.

This family was not broken up by Lin Xian.

Without Lin Xian, there would be other women, maybe other women didn't have the ability to make my father prefer to divorce and stay together despite the rumors behind his cheating.

"Don't look at me with this kind of probing eyes. It's better for children to be stupid. Wisdom will hurt. Being too smart is not a good point..."

Lin Xian slanted, sitting on the sofa weakly and bonelessly, squinting her eyes at the child in front of her, and said with a smile:

"I know you hate me, but it's okay, I hate you very, very much too. In a way, we are still similar."

"Yes, then what did you come to see me for?"

"You are direct, come to you, come to play a little game that makes us feel comfortable with each other..."

She seemed to be aroused by Huo Xingyu's straightforward words, with a cold smile on her lips, she approached the child:

"I guess, you should very much want me to disappear forever in this house, and really want me to never stay in your house again. It's not difficult. As long as you promise me one thing, I will never come back."

It is foolish to make deals with wicked people.

They have no faith, let alone shame,

Accustomed to denying one's word and denying one's word, is better at achieving the goal by unscrupulous means.

Huo Xingyu was not naive.

But when a person takes her long-awaited wish and exchanges it with her.

Instead, the villain is like Santa Claus holding her wish.

Huo Xingyu had to admit that he was shaken.

The cowardly and desirable aspect of her character was firmly grasped by the other party.

She looked into Lin Xian's eyes, and she believed that the other party could see everything from her expression and doubts in her eyes.

But the woman in front of her didn't explain too much, she just sat leisurely with her legs folded together, waiting for her answer.

It was as if the other party knew and saw that the deal she proposed had great vitality for him, so that he would agree no matter what.

Huo Xingyu was silent for a while, still wanting to deal with her: "How can I trust a person like you? Aunt Lin, if you don't tell me what it is, is it possible that I will help you to kill and set fire?"

"Oh, the child is indeed a child, you are so naive that I want to laugh, what do you have that I can use?

Isn't it enough to have your father? Do you have money, status, and rights?

All you have is the name of the Huo family, and a face inherited from your mother.

I think you'd better figure out who you are. I'm not giving you this chance to waste your time talking to me. While I'm still patient, you'd better not annoy me. "

Hearing her series of belittling and belittling, Huo Xingyu didn't feel that she was going to back down from her words. She raised her head and looked straight into Lin Xian's eyes:

"Really? If I'm useless, why would Aunt Lin come to me? If I'm useless to you, a person like you wouldn't even look at me." She stared straight ahead Lin Xian asked:

"Aunt Lin, I think you'd better find out who you are. It's you who came to me, with the terms of exchange you can provide me, and made a request to me. I didn't come to you."

Lin Xian narrowed her eyes and looked at the half-grown child in front of her. She never thought that she would be beaten back one by one by a child, leaving her speechless.

Huo Xingyu was indeed right, if he didn't have anything to ask for from her, he would never come to her and waste time on a half-grown child.

And precisely because Huo Xingyu was still useful to him, Lin Xian couldn't slam the door and leave when she put on such an annoying display of energy in front of him and played tricks like this.

She smiled: "It's no big deal, just tell you. Auntie just wants you to secretly help me see what happened in the cabinet of your father's study tonight, and then write it down and tell me. "

"It's that simple?"

Looking at the child's innocent and slightly stunned face, Lin Xian suddenly felt joy in her chest, and she smiled sincerely.

When the torture of life these days, or rather, the torture of He Shuyi, made her feel extremely powerless and tired.

Torturing other people seems to be an outlet.

She looked at the child's innocent face, and the phrase "simple" that came out of her mouth.

She really felt that there was a strong wind in her heart, blowing away the sultriness and annoyance in her chest so far.

Happy...

Thinking about it, she showed a genuine smile on her face these days, nodded, and said affirmatively, "Yes, it's that simple."

"You said that you will leave our house after it is done. How can I believe you?"

"Xingyu, Auntie has no other advantages, only one, and she does what she says. But if you don't believe me, I can't help it, because you have no second choice. Even if I lie and don't leave, then you What can I do?

In fact, in life, you don't have to think about everything, and you don't have to be too smart. It's better to be a little confused.It's the first thing your aunt teaches you. "

Huo Xingyu looked at that face that could not be said to be very beautiful but was infinitely charming, and did not speak again.

She knew what Lin Xian said was right.

Even if this woman lied, even if she used me, then I have nothing to do with her, not to mention that the entire Huo family maintains a tacit attitude towards her existence.

No one spoke out, and no one stood up to object.

What threat can a child who has not yet grown up pose to her?

and,

Lin Xian made this request.

Stay in the cabinet in the study all night, and tell her everything you hear and see.

This request was something Huo Xingyu couldn't figure out at the time.

She didn't understand at all that this promise, this nod, could have serious consequences.

She just naively imagined that even if she heard something she shouldn't hear, she just didn't tell this woman.

Besides, in the Huo family's study, what big event can happen, what kind of disturbance can be stirred up.

With this in mind, Huo Xingyu hid in the cabinet full of collections of antiques at the top of the appointment.

She foolishly thought that everything that had passed this night would be all right.

In this closed cupboard, in this darkness that cuts off the light from outside.

She heard the crying mother.

He also heard the whole process of the murder.

When she shrank in the cabinet and trembled in fear, she kept praying for the love of the heavens and the coming of the light.

However, the hidden cabinet door was suddenly pulled open.

Immediately after...

In the sudden light she longed for,

She saw her father who was put into a woven bag, who did not know whether he was alive or dead,

With He Shuyi's face full of panic and fear, and,

Close at hand, Lin Xian's face is full of smiles.

The rain outside bursts,

It is the wail of round water droplets colliding in this world and smashing into pieces.

She saw the smiling face growing bigger and bigger in front of her eyes.

suddenly feel,

This is the first time she has seen the second wife of the Huo family smile so sincerely from the heart.

The woman was genuinely happy to see herself falling into her trap.

It turned out that Lin Xian had planned it long ago.

Trick her into hiding in the closet and let her see everything they did.

As long as you see it, you will not be able to survive no matter what.

This woman was fine early in the morning.

She saw Lin Xian's expectant and laughing voice, covering her head like a huge shadow.

"The second thing Auntie wants to teach you is not to think that you are smart or that you can beat others. Also, don't make deals with bad people."