She became the white moonlight of the black lotus

The heat at noon is a kind of sultry heat that seems to lock people in a boiling kettle. The scorching sun is blocked by the glass of the ward, but there is no trace of warmth in the room.

The air conditioner on the wall is groaning, isolating all the scorching heat from this room.

Huo Xingyu lay quietly on the hospital bed.

The oxygen mask was attached to her pale face, and the bloodless face on the side of the cheeks and the upturned nasal bone made her look lifeless at this moment.

Only the mist exhaled from breathing on the oxygen mask, and the heartbeat in the detector at the side kept going up and down, still announcing to everyone that her life was not dead yet.

In the spacious ward, there are several noble ladies who are close friends with Huo's family sitting on the left and right rows. While wiping their tears with paper towels, they echoed and cursed the driver who caused the accident in this traffic accident.

Lin Xian sat in the middle of them.

She stayed in the ward for three days, and welcomed and sent an unknown number of dignitaries who came to visit Huo Xingyu.

In this ward, the topics of discussion from morning to night cannot escape the following.

One is wiping away tears, counting down how good Huo Xingyu was in the past, each example was more detailed than his own stepmother, and finally came to the conclusion that an auspicious person has his own celestial appearance, and it will be better in the future up.

The second is to persuade her not to be too sad, but to rest more.

Looking at the slight blueness in front of her eyes, Lin Xian nodded her approval to the wives beside her.

In the past few days, she has been in a state of long-term sleeplessness.

It's not because Huo Xingyu's car accident made her feel so worried,

It wasn't because Huo Xingyu might not be able to wake up that he was worried.

What she thinks day and night in her mind beside this hospital bed is, where should she go in the future, and whether she should continue to go.

In all the passing time in her life, Lin Xian always felt that taking her time, she could do everything well.

You can also keep everything under your control.

The ancients often said that success depends on the sky.

But the second half of the sentence "management depends on people" is the principle she has always believed in.

Her life is smooth and stable, even if there are no waves and boring, but every step she takes is within her own expectations and planned, the best move.

Maybe others will think that there are variables in life, and every step may not be so perfect.

But Lin Xian didn't believe it before.

What variables can there be in her perfect life?No matter there are any ups and downs in her life, she will overcome them, she only believes that man will conquer nature.

But maybe it was this kind of contempt for not believing in fate that made God show his majesty and punish her.

He Shuyi is the most unpredictable variable in her peaceful life.

The appearance and disappearance of this woman are unpredictable.

What is she thinking?What is she going to do?

From the time she was a student, Lin Xian had no way of guessing, and she felt novelty about everything about He Shuyi.

This kind of unpredictable variable finally intensified. Lin Xian didn't even know when she fell in love with her and when she was the only thing she wanted.

On that torrential rainy night, while dealing with the evidence of the murder, she naively thought that she was in control of everything in her hands.

She always thought that after the accidental death of the child, she could take He Shuyi abroad.

Go to a small island and a small country to live their own lives.

He Shuyi no longer needs to think about others, nor need to love anyone, they can only have each other.

It's best to just have each other.

She doesn't believe that life has variables.

But He Shuyi seemed to be a catastrophe in her life. This woman was able to distort and reorganize her decades-old principles, ideas, and concepts, and repeatedly shattered all her hopes, leaving her no illusions.

When she fell from the tall building, she was decisive, decisive, and without any nostalgia. For the first time, Lin Xian felt that she seemed to have been smart for most of her life, but she still didn't seem smart enough.

He Shuyi is the only variable in her life,

No matter what she says, she can believe it.

No matter what she wants to do, she will go all out to complete it.

In order to get her promise to be together, she would give everything.

But what did it accomplish in the end?

This selfish woman used a leap to declare to her that in her world, she will always, always be the one who is not considered.

Always the one who can be let down.

He Shuyi didn't want to kill her own child with her own hands, nor did she want to let her do it, so she chose to die to break the situation.

left her with a child.

This weak woman who seemed to have no brains and no opinions seemed to be sure that she would not be able to do anything to this child after her death.

Looking at this child who for her is a fusion of most hate and favorite, like and loathe.

Lin Xian felt that she was mentally split into two people at this moment.

She couldn't help thinking, why should she support this girl.

He Shuyi has never fulfilled her promise, why should he go along with her wishes.

Why help the Huo family to raise a scoundrel.

She can leave with her inheritance and continue to complete her career.

But looking at Huo Xingyu's face, under the disgust that surged in her heart, there was a kind of reluctance.

Huo Xingyu's appearance and appearance are not very similar to He Shuyi. This child has a stern face and a cold face. He doesn't like to talk or laugh. He doesn't even have a mental health. The smiling, gentle woman whom I love cannot find the slightest resemblance in character,

But on this young face, some shadows can be vaguely seen from the contours of the facial features.

See that little bit, the shadow of someone she'll never see again.

For this illusory shadow, she stayed in the Huo family for more than ten years.

With her hatred and love, she raised this child.

Lin Xian often feels that she is divided.

On the one hand, she couldn't help pouring all her love for He Shuyi onto this child,

This is the evidence that He Shuyi has left in the world.

She has her blood on her body, and a face that makes her dazzle occasionally.

But she felt sick again, disgusted to the core.

This is the child born to He Shuyi and others.

This is evidence of her infidelity.

Lin Xian thought that she should distort this child's life and let her suffer the injustice and torture she had suffered.

I want to take revenge on He Shuyi for all the sorry things I have done to her.

The two emotions are closely intertwined, alienated and divided, causing her to nurture this child in a kind of self-distortion. For a long time, as she said,

Even if you have a dog, you will have feelings for it after more than ten years.

Not to mention a person who can talk and walk.

Lin Xian did not deny that she might have had such an inexplicable maternal love for this child.

Even she occasionally feels that, in fact, this is not bad.

As Huo Xingyu's mother in name, she shares the same code name with He Shuyi, so it's not like she's close to the dead soul.

she thinks……

Perhaps as long as Huo Xingyu keeps forgetting what happened in the past, she can pretend that nothing happened. Being a mother is also an interesting thing.

But just when she was playing this role with great interest;

Everything fell apart again.

Lin Xian sat in the middle of this group of noble ladies, and in the platinum bag not far away were the few pieces of letter paper and postcards she had received from the police.

She raised her chin and looked at Huo Xingyu who was lying helpless at this moment,

There was a sneer on his face, he didn't expect that after more than ten years, he once again had the right to control the life and death of this child.

Ning Xiangxiang held a red ink pen in one hand, and made a red cross in the small square of the calendar.

Today is the day she goes to the hospital to have her plaster cast removed.

Before these few days, she had never felt that the days were long.

In the days when there is no filming, she is still busy.

Because she heard people say that people can't be idle, and when they are idle, they tend to think about things, and inappropriate thoughts will keep popping up in their minds.

So she kept busy and kept finding a lot of things for herself to do.

But in these days.

She suddenly found that no matter whether people are busy or idle, as long as there is a slight gap in their minds, there is a little bit of distraction.

Those untimely thoughts will still drill in along those gaps.

What do you want?

What is there to think about?

Ning Xiangxiang looked at the bright red strokes on the calendar, feeling at a loss.

On the TV in the living room, there was an interview news from the entertainment channel, and the host, in a passionate tone, stated one after another mysterious gossip in the circle.

Ning Xiangxiang didn't bother to listen.

Her hand unconsciously clicked on WeChat, and her gaze landed on the top chat box inadvertently.

Huo Xingyu's profile picture has long since ceased to be pitch black, and at some point, it has turned into a stick figured rabbit.

She knew there would be no more news, but she couldn't help but click in to read.

All the time has become long since the day we broke up.

From that day on, Huo Xingyu completely disappeared from her life.

No audio, no news.

Huo Qiyun also disappeared, so she didn't even have the chance to pretend to overhear.

But what if there is this chance?

She and Huo Xingyu were supposed to be from two worlds.

Ending here is the best choice.

The reason she can't control herself now is just because those emotions have not been worn away by time.

After a long time, she won't think about it anymore.

Ning Xiangxiang sat half curled up on the bed and looked at the chat box. She was stunned for a while, and then she got up and walked slowly to the door, preparing to go to the hospital to remove the plaster cast.

When passing through the living room, the voice of the host of the entertainment station echoed passionately.

"Regarding the information circulating on the Internet, the reporter from our station interviewed Huo Qiyun earlier in order to seek truth and truth. Please read next..."

Huo Qiyun?

What kind of complicated emotional relationship has this lover got into?

Ning Xiangxiang stopped holding the remote control hand to turn it off, and she looked at the video screen playing on the screen.

It was rare for Huo Qiyun to wrap her face in front of the camera, using huge sunglasses, masks, and scarves to cover herself firmly with full armor.

This is a rather strange thing.

To change from the usual, facing the spotlight and the media, Huo Qiyun upholds the attitude that beautiful things should be appreciated by everyone, and she doesn't bother to cover her appearance.

What's going on here?

Ning Xiangxiang frowned, watching the reporters around on the screen surrounded Huo Qiyun tightly, and the long and short microphones kept delivering to her.

Reporters asked loudly one after another.

"Are you aware of the incident that Cullinan was hit by a truck in the mountain tunnel circulating on the Internet?"

"Please answer, is the person inside really Mr. Huo?"

"Huo Xingyu is said to be driving under the influence of alcohol, and may even be driving under the influence of drugs. What do you think?"

"There is also what was said in the breaking news post, Mr. Huo suffers from a mental illness, is it true that he has been taking medicine for a long time?"