After the stand-in resigned

When An Fan returned to the hotel, Lu Yun was still comfortably lying on the bed watching variety shows. When he saw her enter the door, he even gave her a stingy look. He lazily turned over and continued to laugh along with the show.

An Fan walked quietly to the edge of the bed and sat down. About a minute later, she said, "Xiao Yuner, let's go back tomorrow."

The declarative sentence does not mean to discuss, in fact, she has already made a decision.

Lu Yun exploded instantly: "What do you mean!"

She crawled across the bed and twisted An Fan's shoulder, indignantly: "Are you going to abandon me as soon as Ling Ran comes here? A baby who values ​​sex and despises friends has no good end! Is it Ling Ran's meaning or——"

Lu Yun's voice came to an abrupt end here.

She was keenly aware that Anfan's state was not right.

In the past, after seeing Ling Ran, An Fan was either excited or resentful, regardless of whether his emotions were positive or negative, they were always high.

But now she was visibly depressed, as if she had been emptied by something, and she was soft from the inside out.

Lu Yun didn't know what to do for a moment, she put away her hippie smile, got out of bed, supported An Fan's knees and squatted in front of An Fan, and asked, "What's wrong baby?"

An Fan explained: "I'm too tired from playing, I want to go back and rest for a few days."

"Tell me the truth..." Lu Yun obviously didn't believe it. She stared into An Fan's eyes, carefully and meticulously paying attention to every expression of An Fan: "What did Ling Ran tell you?"

"It has nothing to do with her..." An Fan said, "On the way back, I got a call from my roommate, saying that there will be a direct job offer on campus in two days, and I want to prepare well... You also know that I am looking for a job recently..."

The words were scattered, and An Fan took out his mobile phone again in order to be credible: "If you don't believe me, you can read the call records."

The most recent call was from Chang Huan, 10 minutes ago, it was still hot.

An Fan has forgotten what she talked about on the phone. It seemed that Chang Huan was complaining about the harsh requirements of a certain exam. She answered the whole phone call like a wandering soul, only echoing once or twice, and finally received a five-star praise from Chang Huan. : I love you, I feel better every time I talk to you.

At that time, An Fan couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth as if mocking himself.

She thought, so she is also attractive.

No, it should be said that she is actually very popular.If there is no Ling Ran.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

An Fan thought about it all the way, what is the meaning of her life?

Kneeling on the ground and begging for Ling Ran to give her a little love just to play this optional substitute?

It's too humble, An Fan thought.Perhaps, she could try not to care so much about Ling Ran's opinion.

"Since it's a serious matter, then I'll forcefully let you go." Lu Yun said generously, "But next time there won't be such a good thing. You have to remember that you let me go once."

"No, plus being late and almost missing the appointment, twice!" Lu Yun deliberately said it to emphasize Ling Ran's fault.

An Fan nodded helplessly: "Okay."

After sending Lu Yun on the plane, An Fan also returned to Haicheng.

The familiar environment did not give her much relaxed feeling.On the contrary, An Fan's mood was like this gloomy sky, it would rain at any time.

Dragging the suitcase that Ling Ran didn't want, An Fan hailed a taxi at the airport, reported the address after getting in the car, and leaned on the back seat against the window like a boneless one.

Probably due to the after-effects of travel, returning to Haicheng, which has been voted the most beautiful city every year, the picturesque scenery outside the window still did not arouse Anfan's interest. Struggling again, close your eyes and sleep.

The car stopped and went, and finally stopped at the waterfront of Times.

An Fan was sore from sleep, and when he got out of the car after paying, he staggered and almost performed an impromptu flip for the driver. Fortunately, he turned the suitcase upside down so that he wouldn't be so embarrassed.

An Fan patted his cheek to wake himself up, and when he walked towards the door in a daze, he suddenly remembered the scene when the family of four returned here.

At that time, her elder sister's situation was already critical, and what she thought about most was the happy time she spent at Times Waterfront in the past, so her parents moved directly from Xishan Villa District back to Times Waterfront without saying a word. , the buildings in this community are dilapidated and outdated, the facilities are aging, and it is no longer suitable for living, but their family has lived in it for a long time.Even in the past few years when my sister passed away, my parents still lived here.

She took the key and opened the door. The familiar furnishings remained the same. On the wall on the right side of the entrance, there was even a ruler that she used to measure her height. The most recent one was three years ago, the day they moved back.

The key was placed on the shoe cabinet in the entrance and there was a sound, and there were sounds from the kitchen one after another. Could it be that at home...

An Fan subconsciously took two steps back, feeling timid due to the close proximity to her hometown. She still didn't dare to face her parents. She retreated to the door and heard a familiar voice: "Nian Nian is back?"

An Fan stopped in his backward steps, and called out, "Aunt Zhang."

"Well, I was making soup, and I thought it was Mrs. and Mrs. who came back..." Aunt Zhang wiped her apron awkwardly, and asked, "Are you hungry? Would you like a bowl?"

"No, I'll go back to my room." An Fan quickly picked up the suitcase, remembered that it belonged to Ling Ran, and put it down again.

You can't bring Ling Ran's things into the domain that once belonged to An Qingyi, otherwise Ling Ran must be happy about it.But in this kind of matter, Ling Ran was happy and she was not happy.

Leaving the suitcase in the corner, An Fan went back to the room and looked around first. The room was still the same, even the books on the bookshelf hadn't moved. Only the wicker chair by the balcony was illuminated by the window. Sun faded.

Taking advantage of the opening of the window for ventilation, An Fan went to take a bath again. For some reason, his head became more and more drowsy. When he came out of the bathroom, An Fan went straight to the bed with a top-heavy head, and he became unconscious as soon as he lay down.

Half asleep and half awake, I heard someone talking in a trance.

"Why haven't you woken up yet? Or should I send it to the hospital? It's always burning like this, what if something goes wrong?"

"I've fed the medicine, just wait."

"How long have you been taking the medicine? I don't know if the medicine is still effective. Don't wait, go and drive quickly. I'll dress you for Niannian..."

An Fan struggled to open his heavy eyelids. Under the dim light, her parents were sitting on the head of her bed, staring at her worriedly.

An Fan propped his hands back to sit up, An's mother Xia Ping immediately put a pillow on her lower back.

"Do you know you have a fever?" Xia Ping looked at her reproachfully.

Anfan shook his head.

"Is it better?" An Zhize asked with concern.

Anfan nodded again.

Perhaps the matter of having a fever affected the nerves of An's father and An's mother. They all tacitly did not cite An Fan's words like "never enter An's house again". , and unavoidably restless.

So An Fan took the initiative and said, "My sister's birthday is two days away, I want to go together."

An's father and An's mother were silent for a few seconds at the same time, Xia Ping scolded: "Go as soon as you want, you child, why did you tell me what to do?"

"Yeah." An Zhize also nodded.

An Fan opened his mouth, wanting to bring up Ling Ran's matter, but the long-lost parents' warmth made her unable to open her mouth. She thought, wait a little longer, and she will greedily enjoy it for a while.

An Zhize went to the kitchen to fill up the soup and fed it mouthful. Xia Ping called a basin of hot water from the bathroom and helped Anfan wipe his sweaty arms and neck. Ling Ran has the idea of ​​becoming a parent and a good girl again.

After not seeing each other for a long time, An Fan stared at his parents without blinking, and suddenly found that they were still wearing formal suits and skirts, and asked, "Going out today?"

An Zhize said succinctly, "The cousin of your third uncle's family is getting married."

The cousin got married, so An Fan should be notified to be there, but the relationship between the three of them was so tense before, so it was understandable not to notify her.Such a sudden mention made it a little more embarrassing to fall indoors.

An Zhize deliberately whitewashed: "I thought you don't usually like to hang out with relatives, and there are probably arrangements for the National Day, so I didn't call you."

An Fan nodded blankly.

She understood that this was giving her a step down.

Not just this one, but that one too.

The parents must have felt that she had already severed ties with Ling Ran when she came home at this time, and deliberately avoided talking about this matter, in addition to fearing that such conflicts would recur, they were also afraid of embarrassing her.

She was wishful thinking, she flew into the flames, she begged for nothing to be with Ling Ran, but in the end she ended up lonely, no matter what, this matter is not suitable to be mentioned again.

An Fan wondered if her and Ling Ran's ending was doomed from the beginning, just like what An Zhize yelled to her when he was furious.

——You will not have good results with her!

At that time, I thought it was a curse and resentment, but now that I think about it, it may be heartache, and it is a talk from experience.

Just as An Fan was about to say something, the door was pushed open again, and Aunt Zhang walked in with some clothes: "Nian Nian, are the clothes in the suitcase outside yours?"

She fiddled with a few clothes in her hand: "I think they are quite expensive, and I dare not wash them casually. Should I send these clothes for dry cleaning?"

Ling dyed clothes.

An Fan was at a loss for words, and glanced nervously at his parents, the corners of his mouth tensed.

Xia Ping glanced there, then looked at An Fan again, and instantly understood everything.An Zhize didn't understand so many twists and turns, but he was used to seeing people, and he understood it with a glance at An Fan.

An Zhize's expression and tone changed immediately, and he asked, "Did Ling Ran go out to play on National Day?"

"No, with Lu Yun." An Fan anxiously defended, with a sincere tone, trying to convince his parents to believe her: "It is indeed Lu Yun, if you don't believe it, you can call her and ask her."

Obviously, no one believed it.

Even if it was the truth, Anfan himself almost couldn't believe it.

At the beginning, in order to be with Ling Ran, she lied to her parents a lot, and lied a lot about such and such things. The story of the wolf is coming is the eternal truth, and her parents don't believe her anymore.

An Zhize only asked, "When will it be broken?"

An Fan didn't want to lie to her parents anymore, she lowered her head and said honestly, "I don't know."

Now she occasionally has the idea of ​​separating from Ling Ran, and she knows that she will be the one who will be hurt in the end when she is with Ling Ran, but she doesn't know if she can bear the consequences of being separated from Ling Ran. She is cowardly and timid, so far she dare not take this step.

I don't know if she can take this step.

Will it be soon... or never...

"I've said it many times, Ling Ran is not suitable for you." An Zhize returned to seriousness, with a somewhat preaching tone: "At the beginning she was chasing your sister wholeheartedly, and she was with you as soon as your sister died. How much sincerity can there be!"

This was close to pointing at her nose and calling her a substitute, but An Fan didn't feel too uncomfortable hearing it.

Maybe these years, she has accepted the fact that she is a double.Saying she is a stand-in is just a simple statement of facts, and it can't directly poke her heart.

An Fan secretly hoped that An Zhize could speak a little more seriously, and it would be better to say that she was ashamed, woke up, and changed her past, so that she would no longer have the face to stay by Ling Ran's side.

"Okay, it's hard to come back every year..." Xia Ping stepped forward to smooth things over, sitting on the edge of the bed, holding An Fan in her arms, and gently patted the back: "Mom and Dad just want you to be happy, nothing is more important than you ,do you know?"

An Fan was lying on the bed that night, thinking about what his parents said, what Chang Huan said, and thinking a lot.

Those who know and those who don't are all persuading her not to be with Ling Ran, subconsciously or subtly, this idea has also quietly planted seeds in her heart and took root.

She thought, maybe Ling Ran really wasn't a good match for her.

She is no longer an 18-year-old who is not afraid of anything, nor does she feel that her blood can warm Ling Ran's ice. She has spent three years on Ling Ran, and she is looking at the fourth year. It's about to start, is she really going to spend her whole life on Ling Ran?

She knows better than anyone to stop losses in time, but the past history is really full of bad marks.

Often Ling Ran would throw a look at her, and she would be so happy that she forgot everything.

In this way, how to stop the loss?