Half way

Lin Yan sneered at Zhou Xuefeng's yelling, "I lied to you? What did I do to you? I'm the one who is fucking blind and treats you as a dog as a friend! Tell me, how can I feel sorry for you for so many years?" gone?"

Lin Yan doesn't like to revise the past, but if he hadn't fished Zhou Xuefeng out of the man-made lake back then, where there is such a person as Zhou Xuefeng now, he would have been reincarnated a long time ago.

Zhou Xuefeng was almost turned into a pig's head by Lin Yan. Although Lin Yan's face was bright, he was much better than Zhou Xuefeng.

Fortunately, there were no people on this road and it was night, otherwise, I would have been surrounded and watched, and maybe I would have been invited to walk around the bureau.

Zhou Xuefeng grabbed Lin Yan's collar and shouted hoarsely: "But I don't want to be your friend! I just want to be your lover!"

Lin Yan kicked him away, "Get lost! I told you back then that it's impossible, you can't listen to people's words, and now you're blaming me, Zhou Xuefeng, please show some face. If this is the case, then we will There is no need for any communication anymore, I just took it for granted."

Lin Yan patted the dust on his clothes and turned to leave, but Zhou Xuefeng suddenly erupted as if he had been holding back for a long time, and shouted loudly behind him: "You didn't lie to me! Then what happened to you and Gu Sheng?" What's the matter? Lin Yan, you are too unfeeling, you don't want our relationship of more than ten years, do you really have the heart?"

Lin Yan showed that he was nervous when he heard the first half of Zhou Xuefeng's question, but when he heard the second half of Zhou Xuefeng's words, the corners of his mouth curled up. Anyone in this world can say that they have no heart to feel sorry for him/her, but alone Zhou Xuefeng alone can't, if it wasn't because Gu Nian walked alone at the time, and Zhou Xuefeng was the only goodwill around him at that time, he would never have done so much for Zhou Xuefeng, he regarded Zhou Xuefeng as a bosom friend, as the only family member, Although he couldn't give Zhou Xuefeng the love he wanted, Zhou Xuefeng was an important existence to him.

At the beginning, Zhou Xuefeng was hit hard by his parents' divorce, and then he drank too much alone. On the way back over the wall, he stumbled and fell into the artificial lake. If it wasn't because Lin Yan happened to pass by and fish Zhou Xuefeng out of the artificial lake, Zhou Xuefeng would have been reincarnated a long time ago. up.

Later, Zhou Xuefeng was always attached to him, and Lin Yan did not drive Zhou Xuefeng out of compassion. Zhou Xuefeng was a spoiled child who had no tricks and would tell Lin Yan everything.

Zhou Xuefeng cried and called him in the middle of the night, saying that he had run away from home. It was Lin Yan who got up and ran out to bring Zhou Xuefeng back to his house to settle down. Lin Yan didn't have much money, but was willing to give Zhou Xuefeng half of it. It was Lin Yan who urged him to tell him about the grades, so that Zhou Xuefeng could feel proud in front of his father and successfully passed the college entrance examination.

Lin Yan turned around, and the dim streetlights hit him, making Zhou Xuefeng unable to see Lin Yan's expression clearly for a while, only the corners of Lin Yan's mouth raised upwards.

Lin Yan is laughing?Why?Is he laughing at himself?Why can he still laugh?

Zhou Xuefeng's eyes widened in shock. Pain, anger, sourness and various emotions were mixed together.

"You're right, I don't have a heart. Thanks to you Zhou Dashao's wrong love for many years, I, an unknown person, have no luck. You'd better find someone who can afford it."

"Oh, by the way, you were right about one thing. I was wrong when I lied to you that I was a straight man. I thought you would give up when I said that. After all, I was also an idiot back then and didn't want our brotherhood to be broken. , all these years, when have I not clearly told you that we are not suitable, I will not accept you?

I asked myself that I didn't mean to be ambiguous at all. You insisted on holding on to it, but instead you blamed me. Zhou Xuefeng, your ability to throw blame is also top-notch. "

Lin Yan ignored Zhou Xuefeng's staring eyes, and continued talking as if he was getting more and more energetic.

"As for the relationship between me and Gu Sheng that you care about, I don't have any special relationship with him now, but it's just for now. He likes me, and I also have a good impression of him..."

Lin Yan paused for a moment, his peach blossom eyes looked very serious under the dim street light, and he opened his mouth to say something that was enough to shatter all Zhou Xuefeng's thoughts.

"Perhaps it's more than a good impression."

Zhou Xuefeng was stunned in place, and he didn't come back to his senses until Lin Yan had disappeared. What did Lin Yan just say?

no, I can not!He must have heard wrong!

Zhou Xuefeng ran back in a state of embarrassment, his feet hurt, and it turned out to be the "old mobile phone" he gave Lin Yan. He was afraid that Lin Yan would not accept it, so he deliberately made the appearance old. This is actually a new phone. I don't know when Lin Yan threw the mobile phone at his feet. Zhou Xuefeng picked up the mobile phone, got into the car in a trance, and finally hit a big tree directly.

Gu Sheng's injury is slowly recovering, and the recent recovery trend is good. Gu's mother has been cooking all kinds of bone soup for him, and now he feels a little nauseous when he smells the bone soup.

"Speaking of which, Xiao Yan actually lives across from you. Do you think you did it on purpose?"

Gu's mother came to Gu Sheng's bed and eagerly inquired about Gu Sheng and Lin Yan. Gu Sheng was drinking soup, and replied without raising her eyelids: "Mom, you think too much, it's just a coincidence."

"If it's really a coincidence, then it's too coincidental, it's a fate destined by heaven."

"Yesterday I saw that child Xiaoyan, holding a box of instant noodles in his hand, how can he eat that kind of unnutritious food.

I immediately pulled him into the house and cooked a table of dishes for him. Didn’t you see how delicious he ate and kept praising my dishes? Hey, all of you can only eat a little bit of your mouth Neither is sweet. "

Now that Gu's mother saw Lin Yan, she pushed Gu Sheng, Gu's father, and Gu Xiao to the second line. Now Lin Yan is her favorite.

But Gu Sheng is happy to see the success. Lin Yan's mother passed away. The better his mother treats Lin Yan, the happier Gu Sheng is. Even if it is a little bit, he hopes that Lin Yan can be relieved.

But in the future when Lin Yan will be with him, his mother will be Lin Yan's mother, there is no difference.

Thinking of this, Gu Sheng touched the tips of his ears that were a little hot.

Although Lin Yan gambled with him for a few days because of Gu Sheng's words, he was not a child after all, and he blushed when he thought of his behavior afterwards.

It was rare for Lin Yan not to take the initiative to work overtime during the weekend, so he went to the hospital to visit Gu Sheng early in the morning. Gu Sheng frowned when he saw the dark circles under Lin Yan's eyes that not only did not disappear but intensified, he let go book in hand.

"Come here."

Hearing Gu Sheng's words, Lin Yan thought there was something wrong with him, immediately put down the things in his hand, and walked over.

"what happened?"

Gu Sheng pulled him down, then raised his hand, and touched Lin Yan's face with his warm thumb. Lin Yan's body froze, and just as he was about to say something, Gu Sheng's fingers moved under his eyes.

"Let you take a good rest, why are you almost becoming a giant panda?"

Gu Sheng frowned when he said this, looking very unhappy.

Lin Yan also wanted to take a good rest, but he had no choice. He couldn't control his dreams. Recently, he had started to think about whether to prescribe some sleeping pills. After all, his poor sleep had a great impact on his work.

Lin Yan pulled Gu Sheng's hand down, but Gu Sheng entangled his fingers with his backhand, and took advantage of the situation to hold Lin Yan's hand. The temperature that belonged to Gu Sheng came from the fingertips, making Lin Yan's slightly cold fingers seem to be warmed. When it gets hot, I usually want to retract my hand.

Uncharacteristically, Gu Sheng clasped Lin Yan's hand tightly, not letting him break free.

Lin Yan wanted to make Gu Sheng let go, but when he looked up, he saw Gu Sheng's watery eyes, and couldn't say anything immediately.

"You haven't answered me yet? Why are you not good?"

Gu Sheng's words really seemed to be coaxing a child, Lin Yan's ears were red, and there was a tendency to spread to his face.

"Can't sleep..."

Lin Yan's voice was not loud, and Gu Sheng could still hear some awkward emotions from it.

Gu Sheng took his hand, but the other hand cupped Lin Yan's face, forcing Lin Yan to raise his head and look at Gu Sheng.

Lin Yan's heart skipped a beat, and she heard Gu Sheng ask, "Why can't I sleep? Did you have a nightmare?"

Gu Sheng asked step by step, his tone was very light and slow, as if he was afraid of disturbing Lin Yan.

Lin Yan lowered her eyes and gave a faint "hmm."

Gu Sheng looked at the dark circles under Lin Yan's eyes, feeling very distressed, "Have you dreamed about your mother?"

Gu Sheng didn't say it was your mother, but directly said it was her mother, just like Lin Yan's mother is also his mother, but Lin Yan didn't notice this, but because of Gu Sheng's words. big move.

He gritted his teeth, and the hand held by Gu Sheng wanted to make a fist, but he couldn't do it because Gu Sheng's fingers were stuck inside.

Seeing Lin Yan's reaction, even if Lin Yan didn't say anything about Gu Sheng, he could tell.

Lin Yan is probably that kind of person. No matter how strong he pretends to be on the outside, he will be so fragile on the inside. He has never shown this to anyone, but he can't control himself in front of Gu Sheng alone. How happy I am for this, yes, it does mean that he is special to Lin Yan, but if this special is based on Lin Yan's pain, then he doesn't need it.

Gu Sheng squeezed Lin Yan's hand suddenly, and said, "Sleep with me tonight, I will watch over you."

Lin Yan has never seen someone who begged to sleep with him so confidently, but when he saw Gu Sheng's pious eyes without any color, he gave in, and a voice in his heart told him that this person in front of him really But he was worried about him.

You can trust him.

He heard his heart say it to himself.

Lin Yan curled her fingers, then nodded, "En."

Gu Sheng looked at Lin Yan, and then slowly moved over. Lin Yan didn't move, he watched Gu Sheng getting closer and closer to him, his heart was beating like a drum, and a wave of heat began to surge on his face, and he was about to fight with Zhou Xuefeng Without any momentum, let alone the urge to push Gu Sheng away, he tensed up all his muscles, and closed his eyes as if death was at home.