Half way

Lin Yan didn't know why he fell asleep, and he didn't have any nightmares all night, and slept very peacefully. He slept until the sun was bright, and when he woke up, Gu Sheng was still asleep, and his head was buried in Gu Sheng's bed. Gu Sheng's legs were stuck between Gu Sheng's legs at the shoulder socket. Gu Sheng hugged him and wrapped him in his arms.

Lin Yan could clearly hear Gu Sheng's steady heartbeat. This posture was too intimate, as if the two of them were a couple. Lin Yan was a little dazed. When would he allow others to get so close to him? up?

On Sunday morning, chirping birds sounded outside the window, and Lin Yan gently sniffed the fragrance of Gu Sheng's body, which was very comfortable and warm.

Let him nostalgia, let him sink, let him want to get close.

These signals are telling him that the person in front of him is very dangerous and you can't indulge in it anymore, but he can't control his behavior.

There is a voice in his heart reminding him, don't forget the lessons learned from the past, all love will come together, impermanence is hard to come by for a long time.

Lin Yan bought breakfast at a breakfast shop near the hospital. He bought mushroom and chicken porridge for Gu Sheng, but he ate a bowl of hot and sour rice rolls. The smell wafted through the ward, and Gu Sheng looked up at him several times.

"Cool!"

Sure enough, you still have to eat chili peppers for the taste. "You should eat less irritating things. Your stomach is not good. Be careful."

"Oh, Gu Sheng, are you jealous that I can eat but you can't?"

Lin Yan teased, Gu Sheng continued to drink the porridge that he had faded out of the bird, and he didn't know what he was eating, thinking he was eating some rare delicacy in the world.

At noon, it was Gu's mother who came to deliver the meal, and Gu Xiao followed. Lin Yan was eating when the phone rang again. He picked it up and saw that it was that idiot Zhou Xuefeng again. Lin Yan frowned, Blocked Zhou Xuefeng directly.

"what happened?"

Gu Sheng turned his head to ask him, Lin Yan shook his head, "It's okay."

"Xiao Yan, eat more, look at how thin you are."

Gu's mother continued to pick up food for Lin Yan, but Lin Yan didn't shirk it. She let Gu's mother pick up food for him, and he ate whatever he wanted. Anyway, he was not picky about food. When he picked up the dishes, his heart almost melted, how could he be so obedient, he must let Gu Sheng abduct Lin Yan and take him home as their child.

Gu Xiao watched her mother keep picking up vegetables for Lin Yan, and the creases on her face almost burst into laughter. Gu Xiao suddenly felt that her position in the family was not guaranteed, and she was not her mother's favorite baby anymore.

"Mom, I want to eat ribs."

Gu's mother was happy watching Lin Yan eating, and she didn't want to pay attention to Gu Xiao at all, "Don't you have any hands? Hold it yourself."

Gu Xiao's heart was about to break, she really wasn't her mother's favorite baby anymore, Lin Yan caught a piece of pork ribs for Gu Xiao, "Eat it."

"sister in law……"

"Give it back to me."

As soon as Lin Yan heard Gu Xiao's name, he stretched out his chopsticks to grab the spare rib from Gu Xiao's bowl, but Gu Xiao immediately protected his bowl and stepped back, "Brother Yan, you bully me too. "

Gu's mother took another piece of meat for Gu Xiao, "Eat yours, where are there so many dramas?"

Gu Xiao stuck out his tongue at Gu Mama and Lin Yan, and began to eat the meat in big mouthfuls.

Such a warm family atmosphere made Lin Yan very nostalgic. He hadn't experienced such a warm feeling for a long time.

Lin Yan returned home from the hospital after dinner, and before leaving, Gu Sheng was still reluctant to part with him like a child.

"Come and visit you when I have time."

"No, I'll be out of the hospital in a few days."

Gu Sheng raised his hand and took Lin Yan's hand, "You have a good rest, if you can't sleep, you can call me, or you can video with me, don't mess around by yourself."

Lin Yan's face was a little feverish, and he wanted to refute who Gu Sheng wanted to call you, but when he looked up, Gu Sheng's gentle eyes lost the conversation, and he could only nod meekly, "Yes."

Lin Yan returned home, but Gu Sheng received a call from Zhou Xuefeng.

"Ah, is Yan at your place? You let him answer the phone."

Zhou Xuefeng's tone was very unfriendly. Although Gu Sheng seemed to have no temper on weekdays, he was not so easy to handle.

"No."

"Gu Sheng, don't lie to me, he's not at home at all, where else can he be besides you?"

Hearing what Zhou Xuefeng said meant that he was guarding Lin Yan's house now, Gu Sheng's eyes darkened, and he said coldly: "If you don't believe me, you can come and see for yourself."

Then I hung up the phone. According to Zhou Xuefeng's violent temper, he would definitely come over.

Gu Sheng sent Gu's mother and Gu Xiao away and asked them to go shopping in a nearby shopping mall. He had nothing to do here.

He's already planning to have a showdown with Zhou Xuefeng, so it's not good for Gu's mother and Gu Xiao to be here.

Sure enough, not long after, Zhou Xuefeng ran in in a hurry. He looked around, but didn't see Lin Yan. Zhou Xuefeng immediately ignored Gu Sheng as a patient, so he picked up the collar of Gu Sheng's hospital gown, viciously Asked: "Where is Lin Yan? Where did you hide him?"

Gu Sheng tore Zhou Xuefeng's hand from his collar, "I told you that I'm not here. Where does he want to go as an adult, and where does he go, what should I hide him for?"

Zhou Xuefeng frowned, "Gu Sheng, what do you mean?"

"Are you saying I'm being too lenient?"

Zhou Xuefeng was aggressive, as if he might hit him at any time.

Gu Sheng's eyes were calm, and there was not much expression on his face, but it was his calm and breezy appearance that made Zhou Xuefeng angry instantly. He pointed at Gu Sheng's nose and cursed: "Don't think you I don't know how much I think about Lin Yan, Gu Sheng, I really didn't expect that after so many years, I've been under the lights and missed you."

Gu Sheng snapped off Zhou Xuefeng's finger pointing at him, and looked straight at Zhou Xuefeng without dodging, "I have never said that I am a straight man in so many years, you have always thought so, and I think this kind of thing It is a very private matter, there is no need to make it known to everyone, if you ask me, I will not hide it from you."

As soon as Zhou Xuefeng finished his words, before Zhou Xuefeng had time to say anything, Gu Sheng said to Zhou Xuefeng without flinching: "You are right, I like Lin Yan, and I have no intention of hiding it from you..."

"Well……"

Before Gu Sheng could finish his sentence, Zhou Xuefeng punched him in the face with a fist. He let out a muffled grunt, and blood came out from the corner of his mouth immediately.

Zhou Xuefeng was like a raging lion, "Gu Sheng, you are so good! Don't you fucking know that I have liked him for ten years? Who do you like? If you like him, you should like him! A friend's wife can't be bullied, don't you know? You Did you read all the books into the dog's stomach?"

Gu Sheng wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and then stared straight at Zhou Xuefeng, his clear and shallow eyes were full of undeniable firmness.

"If he is with you, or even if he likes you a little bit, then I will not show it no matter how much I like him, but I have checked with him, no, he told me clearly that he and you can only be brothers Or you can't even be a brother. Lin Yan is single and so am I, why can't I pursue him?"

Gu Sheng's gaze instantly became aggressive, "As for the two of us, it's up to each other based on their abilities."

Zhou Xuefeng's eyes widened in disbelief, he couldn't believe that Lin Yan would say such things to Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng must have lied to him!

Zhou Xuefeng clenched his fists, and then slammed Gu Sheng in the face, "I'll fuck you up to your own ability!"

Gu Sheng turned his head and avoided Zhou Xuefeng's fist. Zhou Xuefeng was furious, "You fucking dare to hide?!"

Gu Sheng frowned, his eyes turned cold, "The previous punch was outrageous for me as a brother, it should have been punched, but I don't think there is anything wrong with me, there is a reason for you to punch a second time."

"Also, Zhou Xuefeng, you boast that you have liked Lin Yan for ten years, but do your own calculations, have you ever broken up with those Yingying Yanyans in these ten years?

Your liking for Lin Yan is only to this extent. Your so-called love is as deep as the sea, but in the end it only touched you. "

Zhou Xuefeng raised his head abruptly, and clenched his teeth, "Then what do you want from me? Do you want to protect yourself like a jade for Lin Yan? I am a man, and I have basic physical needs."

Gu Sheng did not answer Zhou Xuefeng's question directly, but mentioned Lin Yan's mother, "You grew up with Lin Yan, and Lin Yan's mother passed away early, you should accompany Lin Yan through the most painful period. time."

Zhou Xuefeng didn't know why Gu Sheng mentioned Lin Yan's mother. Lin Yan's mother had already passed away when he met Lin Yan. Lin Yan also changed a lot. Classes, and then began his aimless working life.

"What do you mean?"

Gu Sheng felt that Zhou Xuefeng was hopelessly stupid.

"Lin Yan is extremely insecure, can't you see it? And it's not the ordinary insecurity of a little girl. He doesn't trust feelings, and he can't rely on anyone, because he feels that the mountains will fall, and he depends on everyone. will run.

And you obviously have no advantage with all the people who like him, but you are ruined abruptly. Zhou Xuefeng, you got a good deck of cards, but you played the worst result. "

Regardless of Zhou Xuefeng's inner turmoil, Gu Sheng continued: "Perhaps for many people nowadays, it is not a big deal for someone they like to solve their physical needs outside without catching up with them. , but Lin Yan is different. What he wants is to be single-minded and have no other distractions, so he must.

If you've been with him from the beginning, it doesn't take ten years, he's already with you. "

This is probably the first time Zhou Xuefeng saw Gu Sheng say so many words in one breath, but every word Gu Sheng said was like a bolt from the blue to him. It turned out that he was in the wrong direction from the beginning. What Lin Yan said was not suitable for them , not referring to anything else, but that his heart is not sincere enough, at least not enough for Lin Yan.

He always thought that he had a chance. After all, Lin Yan had been single all these years. He thought that Lin Yan still had a good impression of him. As long as he worked hard, he would definitely be able to do it. But no, he was struck out from the very beginning.

But Zhou Xuefeng has always been obsessed with it. If things like feelings can be controlled artificially, there will be so much love and hatred.