The lord loves me too much, what should I do?

Lin Qingyan didn't know how he got into the ward, the smell of disinfectant filled his nose, and the constant air-conditioning made his body even colder.

He looked at Father Lin who was lying on the hospital bed full of breathing tubes, tears fell unconsciously and hit his arm, but he ignored it.

How long has it been, how long has it been since I saw my father again, Lin Qingyan can't recall, the last memory between them still stays in the indifferent back when his father drove him to the countryside, when he left.

He gently held his father's hand, but suddenly found that his father's hands were withered and yellow, and when he touched them, they were no longer as thick as when he was a child, like old rotten wood.

The calluses between his fingers reminded his father of how much effort he had put into education, and he could still remember the scene of his father sitting alone in front of the desk lamp and correcting his homework when he returned home with a schoolbag on his back.

He has been resentful for five years, hating his parents for their incomprehension and their cruelty.

But now, it seemed as if all his hatred had disappeared like a passing cloud, and he suddenly burst into tears from his heart.

Standing outside the ward, Mother Lin watched the scene where the father and son were holding hands, and tears wet the skirt of this strong woman.

Sorry, sorry, son.

Nangong Lin left all his official duties and came to this city. When the car passed by the building, he watched all this greedily. This is the place where Lin Qingyan lived, as if every corner of this city has his trace.

Outside the hospital, Nangong Lin was sitting in the car, not taking that step for a long time.

He didn't know what was wrong with him. After hearing that Lin Qingyan's father was critically ill, he left all his business and came to this city by plane without even thinking about it.

When he was about to kick the door, he felt a little timid. He didn't know what kind of identity he should use to face his family, and he didn't know what kind of way he should use to face Lin Qingyan.

Nangong Lin leaned against the car window with a wry smile. After seeing Lin Qingyan helping a woman out, she unconsciously clasped the doorknob tightly.

The impulse was fleeting at that moment, he wanted to rush down desperately and stand in front of Lin Qingyan, and help him carry all the sufferings, his little white rabbit should always be smiling and enjoying life.

But he didn't dare, his reason finally awakened him, and Nangong Lin finally watched them leave step by step.

After Lin Qingyan returned home, the mother and son sat on the sofa looking at each other silently. They had so much to say, but they didn't know where to start.

Mother Lin stood up abruptly, and wiped her hands in a panic, "Are you hungry? I... I'll go and feed you."

Lin Qingyan nodded her head silently, and the only thing in the living room was the ticking of the clock.

Looking at the obvious white part on the wall, Lin Qingyan laughed for no reason.

He thought that they had settled their suspicions, but in fact, the prejudice against him in his heart had not diminished at all.

Mother Lin placed the noodles in front of Lin Qingyan, and the familiar smell blurred Lin Qingyan's eye sockets, which were already slightly moist.

"Is it tasty?"

Lin Qingyan's eyes were sore as he looked at it cautiously.

"good to eat."

The mother and son still couldn't find a common topic. Mother Lin turned on the TV as if she remembered something.

"I saw you were on the show, isn't today the rerun time?"

After opening it, it was a news broadcast on time at seven o'clock.

Mother Lin turned off the TV with a smirk, not knowing where to put her hands.

I don't know whether to say it to him or to myself, "It's good to be a star. Once you become a star, you will have no worries about food and clothing."

Her concern made Lin Qingyan's subordinates pause, and he nodded heavily.

When Mother Lin was resting at night, she carefully opened the door and sat in.

"Qing Yan, tell mom, do you still like men?"

Lin Qingyan's eyes froze for a moment, and she subconsciously glanced at the expression on Mother Lin's face. Apart from a trace of caution, there was more fear and anticipation.

The words he wanted to get out froze on his lips, and it took him a long time before he heard himself say, "I don't like it anymore."

Father Lin suddenly received better treatment, which they did not expect. Only Lin Qingyan lowered his eyelids and sent Nangong Lin a "Thank you."

He is the only one in this world who can do this. I don't know why Lin Qingyan really wants to see Nangong Lin, hug him, and nestle in his arms at this moment.

The finger sent out involuntarily with consciousness, and Lin Qingyan subconsciously glanced at WeChat after hearing the sound of successful sending, and withdrew what she had just sent.

But he didn't expect that the other side had already replied, "Okay."

Lin Qingyan couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at this time, but when he passed the mirror, the corners of his mouth were raised.

Nangong Lin was dressed very formally today, with a tailored suit covering his muscular limbs. When Lin Qingyan saw him standing in front of the car, the time went back to when they first met.

At that time, he actually did it on purpose. He was far from the fear he showed himself. What no one even knew was that Lin Qingyan had learned a few tricks from his grandfather. Facing the man in black, he was completely capable of subduing him.

But that day he chose to jump into Nangong Lin's arms, and at that moment he really wanted to have something to do with that man.

If there is nothing later, it is estimated that they have already lived happily together.

After seeing Lin Qingyan, Nangong Lin said incoherently, "I... let's go."

Lin Qingyan nodded in agreement.

It was the first time for Lin Qingyan to see Nangong Lin driving, and Lin Qingyan's eyes were red when he saw the familiar watch on his wrist.

It was actually a childish cartoon watch that I discovered when I moved with Nangong Lin, but Nangong Lin snatched it back and put it on her hand forcefully.

It's called a housewarming gift.

Thinking of this, the corners of Lin Qingyan's mouth couldn't restrain himself from rising. Nangong Lin glanced at the expression on his face from the mirror, and secretly gave a thumbs up to the little assistant.

In fact, without the assistant's reminder, Nangong Lin never left his watch, but he didn't know how to use his advantage, so the assistant told him to roll up his sleeves and expose the watch to Lin Qingyan as much as possible.

With the help of the little assistant, the little white rabbit has gradually got some feelings for himself, as long as he works harder, he will embrace the beauty just around the corner.

Lin Qingyan and Nangong Lin were sitting face to face, and the waiter put the cut steak in front of them. Lin Qingyan had never been here before, because it was the most expensive place in this small town.

And he has never spent money recklessly, so he has only heard about this place but has never been to it. He doesn't know why he suddenly remembered it. Lin Qingyan shook his head and ate the steak in silence.

Nangong Lin didn't like Lin Qingyan like this very much, he was taciturn and lifeless, like a walking dead.

But his current position cannot make any suggestions to him, Nangong Lin can only suppress his desire.

Take your time and don't rush.

Lin Qingyan didn't know if it was because he drank too much red wine, so he started talking to himself.

He squinted slightly, his eyes drifted around in a blur, and his fingers quietly pressed Nangong Lin's fingertips.

"You know what? I've never been here because it's too expensive."

"I just found out today that it's actually very ordinary, even worse than Aunt Xu's."

"I, maybe I shouldn't have come back. In fact, nothing has changed."

"I thought everything would go back to where it was, but I realized I was wrong, and I was wrong in the beginning."

"Nangong Lin, I lied to you." I actually love you very much.

Lin Qingyan fell on the table, feeling dizzy from sleep, but Nangong Lin was awake. Hearing Lin Qingyan's nonsense, he fell to the bottom of the valley.

Lied to me?What did you lie to me?

Nangong Lin didn't dare to recall the sweet memories at that time, he always felt that Lin Qingyan was alluding to the relationship between them.

But the only person who knew the truth was already asleep, and Nangong Rin left the restaurant with him in his arms.

At the moment of going out, the flash of the camera sounded in the dark corner.

It was already night after Lin Qingyan woke up, and Nangong Lin had been by his side to take care of him, so the two of them knew nothing about what happened outside.

At this moment, the Great Demon King was already dazed. At the crucial moment of the award competition, no one expected that the topic of Lin Qingyan being taken care of by Nangong Lin and homosexuality would suddenly become a trending topic.

And Nangong Lin's side has not responded until now.

In fact, this will not add any obstacles to the work. After all, foreign countries are very open to this, but in China, it is a fatal blow for a promising star of tomorrow to burst out before he has any precipitation.

And the role he played will only be defined as his true nature, and the fairness of the awards will be greatly reduced.

But after all, this matter is a private matter between two people. Even if the big devil wants to, he can only ask Nangong Lin to come forward to solve it. As a friend, he can temporarily help him relieve the raging black fans.

After all, Lin Qingyan has already blocked the way of many people along the way, and there are many people who don't like it.

Lin's mother, who was with Lin's father in the hospital, saw the report on the TV, and unconsciously cut her finger with a knife. She recalled Lin Qingyan's affirmative reply to her the day before yesterday, and she couldn't tell the truth from the truth.

The paparazzi who already knew the address of Lin's father's hospital had already sneaked in while the doctors were not paying attention. While Lin's mother was still in a daze, a recording pen was placed in front of her unexpectedly.

"May I ask if you know about your son coming out as President Nangong Lin?"

"Is your son being taken care of by President Nangong?"

"Is it convenient for you to explain? Did your husband go to the hospital after learning about Lin Qingyan's sexual orientation?"