After installing O, I was arched by Beta

Early on Saturday morning, Shang Mu sat down in front of the phone after having breakfast with his father.

While reciting the text, he couldn't stop scanning his phone.Although the two made an appointment at ten o'clock in the morning, but it was not nine o'clock yet, and he couldn't sit still.

During these few days at school, Lu Fan behaved the same as usual.But Shang Mu couldn't tell whether he was really okay or he was pretending to be calm.

However, Lu Fan's news did not come, but Song Qingyun's call came.

Shang Mu answered suspiciously: "Brother? Why did you call me so early in the morning?"

"Mu Mu, how is Ji Zhengchu doing recently?"

Hearing that it was about Ji Zhengchu, Shang Mu hesitated for a moment.

Ji Zhengchu's recent state can't be said to be good or bad.Since he took the barrier medicine, he mentioned Song Qingyun a lot less in front of Shang Mu.

After school yesterday afternoon, Ji Zhengchu played basketball with him, and at the end, he said a word to him without thinking.

"Mumu, your brother is worthy of being your brother. He eats a few more bags of salt than us, and he is sober when he sees things."

Shang Mu knew that what he was talking about was about Song Qingyun asking him about the doctor and asking him to take medicine, so he didn't delve into it any further. He only comforted him with a few words similar to "Where is there no fragrant grass in the end of the world", and they went home.

Didn't expect Song Qingyun to come and call early in the morning?

Shang Mu squeezed the phone, and asked hesitantly: "What's the matter, brother? After taking the partition medicine for the first time, I probably don't have any thoughts about you. Recently, I seem to be a little bored, but other things are fine."

The other end of the phone was silent for a while, and then said "um", and said, "Then I hung up, I have something to do."

Shang Mu looked at the suddenly interrupted phone call with a dazed expression.

Early in the morning, just ask how Ji Zhengchu is doing?Is this behavior a little too abnormal?

After thinking about it, he still sent a message to Ji Zhengchu:

[It's Brother Mu, not Mu Mu: Chuzi, are you a chick and the plot is gone?My brother called me just now to ask how you are, do you want to message him back?If you don't look for him, it will be difficult for him to look for you. 】

After the message was sent, the words "typing" were displayed on the dialog box, and it didn't take long for Ji Zhengchu's message to arrive.

[Ji Zhengchu: I blocked him, including WeChat, his phone, and his assistant's phone. 】

[It's Brother Mu, not Mu Mu: Huh?Why did you block him all of a sudden?No wonder he suddenly called me, did he want to contact you, but found that he couldn't find you? 】

[Ji Zhengchu: It's too embarrassing Mu Mu, after I cut off the plot of the chick, I think about the things I did back then, wishing I could go back and strangle myself to death.

No, no, no, I can't face him anymore, I can't face your brother in this life.If it weren't for you being my good buddy, I would even want to block you, it's too dark in history...]

【Ji Zhengchu: I apologized to your brother, and I told him that I won't contact you in the future...I'm so ashamed. 】

Shang Mu: ...

Although I don't know why Ji Zhengchu was such a fledgling to his brother's Alpha, it was obviously an Omega that exploded the pheromone.But now Ji Zhengchu has finally returned to normal, which is barely a good thing.

He rubbed his nose, typed slowly and replied: [It's okay, anyway, you and my brother don't have much intersection, and the cities are not even in the same city, and it doesn't matter whether you are in contact or not;

what relationship.In the future, you can continue to look for fragrant and soft Omega. 】

Then he switched back to his brother's dialog box, and typed one by one: [I asked, it was fine at the beginning, but I felt a little embarrassed before, so I couldn't face you. 】

[Song Qingyun: Yes. 】

Shang Mu looked at the concise text in the dialog box, and muttered softly: "It seems that I don't care too much."

Lu Fan called Shang Mu on time at ten o'clock.

At that time, Fashion Mu had already dressed and was about to send a message to Lu Fan, asking where he was.As soon as he picked up his phone, Lu Fan called.

"Mumu, I'm downstairs at your house. Get ready to come down, let's take a taxi to pick up the orange."

Shang Mu heard the voice, and hurried to the window.

Just in time, the boy in black also looked up, opened the window with a snap and waved to people: "Lu Fan, I'll get down right away!"

The corners of the boy's lips curled up slightly, and a smiling voice came from the phone: "It's so loud, I'm going to be screamed to death by you."

Shang Mu smiled embarrassedly, and hurried out with her schoolbag: "Dad, Lu Fan and I went to pick up their cat, and we won't go home to eat at noon or night!"

Father Shang knocked on the melon seeds and waved at him: "All right, all right, I just don't need to prepare food for you."

Shang Mu closed the door and rushed all the way downstairs. When he opened the door, he saw a boy standing in front of him, jumping on top of him in two or three steps.

"Do you know how much you weigh? Baby." Lu Fan dragged his butt with both hands, and patted it lightly with his palm.

Shang Mu got down from him, still laying his head on his shoulder, and said, "Brother Lu is strong and strong."

Lu Fan held the big baby in his arms and opened it;

Taxi software, call a car.

"When will you hug me, huh?"

The young man rubbed against his neck like a small animal, and lightly poked his chest with his fingertips: "I don't know, after I pick up the orange, this chest will not be mine anymore, I have to occupy it well."

Lu Fan supported him on his waist, pinched the soft palm of the child with his fingers, and couldn't laugh or cry: "Why do you even compete for the pet of the cat?"

While talking, the taxi has turned in.Lu Fan patted the boy on the shoulder: "Okay, the car is here."

Shang Mu said that he wanted to occupy Lu Fan's chest, but after Ju Da got into the car, he happily hugged the cat into his arms.

For a while, pinch someone's neck, and for a while, pinch someone's little paw, anyway, it doesn't stop.

When the good-tempered orange meowed and the fur on its tail blew up, it finally stopped torturing it.

This is Shang Mu's first visit to Lu Fan's house, which is a small apartment.The decoration is very simple ins style, there is a simple square table in the living room, and a bottle of dried flowers is placed on the table.

On the other side of the square table, there is a gray and white long sofa.The marble floor was so clean that even the shadows of people could be seen.

Shang Mu released Ju Da from the bag and asked Lu Fan, "Is there a cat litter?"

Lu Fan opened the door of one of the rooms and said, "There is a cat litter in the study, let it recognize you first."

Shang Mu entered the room with Ju Da in his arms.

Lu Fan's study is also very clean, a bookcase half the size of the wall, full of all kinds of books.

From supplementary materials to Chinese and foreign classics, to all kinds of popular social science books, everything is available.

On the other side of the bookcase is a simple white desk.There is a vase of flowers on the table as in the living room, and under the desk is the schoolbag he often carries.

——Lu Fanxiang——

Add cat food to Mimi's feeder, pick up Ju Da's two short legs, and hug them to the cat food.

The fat orange cat, smelling the smell of food, ran over immediately, wishing he could bury half of his face in the basin.

Shang Mu stroked its fur and pouted: "What a foodie. How can it not be afraid at all in a new environment."

"Maybe it's because I usually see more strangers." Lu Fan said, pointing to the cat's slightly fluffy tail: "I'm still a little scared."

Shang Mu's eyes followed Lu Fan's fingers, and then he saw his plain white wristband.

Ever since he saw a winding scar on a boy's wrist last time, he has been deliberately avoiding it.

So this time, he just glanced lightly, and then left without staying too long.

Today's weather is not very good. It's June, and the rainy season in City H is coming;

Yes, the sky has been cloudy for a long time.

The rain was falling, and the air seemed to become dense and humid in an instant.

"It's raining." Shang Mu said softly.

Lu Fan nodded and gave a low hum.

Shang Mu pursed his lips and asked again, "Do you want to close the window?"

Lu Fan saw that the child was a little cramped, so he bent the corners of his lips and rubbed Shang Mu's head, raised his arms, and hugged the child into his arms like a kitten.

"Let Juda stay in the study by himself. Do you want to watch a movie or watch TV together?"

Shang Mu was hugged by him, at first he acted like a child, and then, for some reason, he became a princess.

Finally, I landed on the sofa in the living room, only to realize later that I realized that my face was a little red.

"What movie do you want to watch? Or what show?" Lu Fan asked as he took off his shoes.

Shang Mu sat cross-legged on the sofa, grabbed the corner of the boy's clothes, gave up a little space beside him, and said obediently: "It depends on what you want to do, I'll just accompany you."

Lu Fan's eyes fell on his face for a moment, and he sat down beside him calmly, hugged him with one hand, and pulled him into his arms.

Shang Mu fell on his lap.

"I'm a bit good today." The boy's fingertips swept over his hair on the sideburns, and fiddled with it again and again: "Actually, I'm not as uncomfortable as you imagine."

Shang Mu nodded, wrapped his arms around his waist, and buried his cheeks in his clothes.

"Have you ever heard of diminishing returns? When you get something, you're happy...like an ice cream.

But when you get the second one, the joy of the first one is lost.No matter how hard you convince yourself, the ice cream is the same, but the throbbing that you got in the first place just can't get back.

The third, the fourth, the fifth...every more you get, the less happiness you get.

Until this thing can no longer arouse any happiness for you, you will get used to the acquisition of this kind of thing, and even feel bored and disgusted after a long time. "

The boy slowly said: "This is the diminishing marginal benefit... But in fact, the other way around, the loss is the same."

"When I graduated from junior high school, my grandfather's cancer recurred and he died half a year later."

As he spoke, he took off the wristband on his hand, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly: "Isn't it ugly?"

With trembling fingers, Shang Mu gently touched it.

It was sweaty in there.

He sat up on the boy's lap and shook his head again and again: "No, it's not ugly. Brother, you don't need to wear this thing in front of me from now on. Xia Tian is too;

It's hot, wear it all the time;

If the skin is not good, it may also cause a rash. "

Lu Fan touched the corner of his lips with a smile, and said softly, "Okay."

"Is this what you left behind after Grandpa passed away?" Shang Mu asked cautiously.

Lu Fan nodded: "My parents divorced when I was very young, to be precise, it's my own memory, they have been blaming and arguing every day.

They finally separated from each other when I was six years old.My father went abroad and paid me living expenses every year.

Mother is an independent person, so she simply went abroad to study, met an Alpha abroad, and stayed there. "

"Grandpa is my only relative..."

"During the last six months when my grandfather was about to pass away, my mother only came to see him a few times. Even the day my grandfather left, she was abroad and didn't come back."

Shang Mu hugged him distressedly.

Back then, his grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents took turns pampering him, and his father was also taking care of him, but his mother's death still made him feel as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

It's hard to imagine that Lu Fan was abandoned by his parents at such a young age, and at the same age as him, lost his only relative.How sad to be...

Feeling the sadness of the young man, Lu Fan patted him on the back: "Hey, it's okay now... Father and mother paid a lot of money to me and grandpa, but grandpa's cancer cells have spread all over his body, no amount of money can save him." Move... this scar."

He rubbed his wrist lightly, and said, "I cut the artery not long after my grandfather passed away."

"Later, I was rescued...but I figured it out. With the money my parents gave me, I found someone to partner with me to open a coffee bar, and I went to the hospice center almost every week."

"I sent away a lot of people. Before grandma and grandpa Zheng, there was an aunt, a child, a brother, a sister... Gradually, it seemed that I didn't care so much about the departure of these people."

As Lu Fan said, his eyes fell on the young man in front of him: "So, it doesn't matter to me, and I'm not as uncomfortable as you imagined."

The more he said this, the more Shang Mu felt distressed.

He himself had the top psychiatrist that his father hired to do psychological counseling, and it took half a year to recover.

However, Lu Fan simply exposed himself to death without anyone's help.In the experience over and over again, let yourself forcefully desensitize.

Thinking of these, Shang Mu felt pain in his heart.

"Mumu, after my grandpa passed away, I always thought I had something. But now, Grandma Yu suddenly doesn't let me go there anymore, and I feel... as if I have nothing."

He said, sighed and kissed the boy's forehead and eyebrows: "Fortunately... you are here."

"Mumu, it's a good thing you're here..."

He hugged her in his arms and kissed her very dearly.

Kiss on his nose, kiss on his lips.

Kiss the tip of his throat...

Kiss his half-clothed collarbone.

The boy he kissed was always quiet and obedient to him.

Ask for anything.

"Mu Mu..." He said in a hoarse voice, slowly laid him down on the soft sofa, and kissed his soft lips, "You are mine."

Shang Mu wrapped his arms around his neck, and raised his head to bear the almost crazy demands.

"It's yours...I'm yours. Lu Fan, I'm yours." He said.