Leap past the confused days of life

It was another lonely rainy day, the raindrops outside the window were falling quietly, and there was also a rustling sound in the silence, which disturbed my thoughts, so I got up and left the chair, paced around the room, with countless thoughts in my heart. I thought of the netizen from Jiangnan whom I had never met. The pictures of life she often described made me walk to the window and look up at the dense rain curtain-like rain falling on the ground outside the window. Standing in front of the window, watching the rain, suddenly Reminds me of my chat with a friend.

She said that she likes to stand alone in front of the window and listen to the sound of rain on rainy days. This is also the case. Rainy days make people prone to a certain kind of special mood, loss, depression, and emotional instability. Netizens told me that they stood by the window The situation of listening to the rain before, because she is a woman who likes to meditate.

This makes me feel that a woman who has experienced life experiences, has an understanding of life, is no longer so delicate, but has become calm and has enough patience in life.The sound of dripping rain at this time made me feel as if I had experienced those desolations in my life, and it was difficult to calm down the restless mood in my heart that I could not realize my ideals and ambitions.

The chat partner is a woman who likes to study philosophy and human relations as well as literature and art. She mentioned that she is reading the book "Cai Gen Tan", which surprised me a lot.

I don’t read a lot, so naturally I haven’t read that book, and my knowledge is poor. One day, during a boring pastime on the street, I accidentally found "Cai Gen Tan" on the flatbed cart of a mobile book stand. In the past, I reached out and picked it up and flipped through a few pages, only to realize that the content is the summary and emotion of the ancients about life, and it educates people on how to be a human being and how to survive in society.From the books she chooses to read, you can see what kind of person she is. I think this woman will lie quietly on the recliner holding a book after finishing the housework, with her upper body up and down, leisurely.

However, I have never met a netizen, so I don't know what kind of chat friend she is, whether it is a man or a woman, and I only have a common interest in reading.

It is difficult to find a bosom friend in real life, so I am eager to find it in virtual life. What is the result?It’s just a chat friend who can’t meet each other. During the chat, I talked about life’s greed for wealth, understanding of the meaning of life, level of understanding of things, and different worries in life for everyone. I told her that I also have the same The longing for wealth, when I feel the oppression of my own life and the helplessness of life, and the helplessness of not being able to get rid of the confusion of life, I want to find a sincere friend to help me.She did not and could not answer my questions.

On rainy days, loneliness cannot be relieved, the mind is messed up, the transition of sadness will hurt the body, and the sentimental character will affect people's ability to think and judge. In life, you must not be sentimental and messy. Social ethics and morality, the virtual network has given human beings infinite reverie.

Recently, my eyesight has deteriorated badly. After reading a book for a while, my eyes will become blurred. I am often immersed in fantasy and my mind is about to split. Unfortunately, I can't read novels for a long time.I also lost the ability to read for leisure in my spare time. Now my eyesight has declined to the point where I can’t read for a long time, and my life has become more monotonous and boring. It seems that my good habit of thinking only when I write or read at my desk is gradually being affected by the decline of eyesight. Affected, people are helpless in the aging of their organs.

Unpleasant things disturbed my mentality, I struggled not to be so sad, and tried to change my personality, but I also know that the world is easy to change, and the nature is hard to change. Human nature determines the fate of life, and it is not easy to change the personality in a short period of time.

As time goes by, I no longer have prejudices about things, and I have a new understanding. Long-term crazy fantasies cause mental and psychological pressure. I worry that the pressure will not be released, and I will lose control of my emotions. I am worried that I will have hallucinations and go crazy. Going astray, I read an autobiographical book about a prolific writer who ended up committing suicide because fantasies led him into a dreadful state of nocturnal paralysis, inability to control his emotions and Behavior was forced to be sent to a lunatic asylum and died a tragic death.

I feel that I have a similar psychological problem at this time, and often the appearance of this emotion makes me excited and unable to control myself, so I worry that if I can't adjust my mentality well, I may go crazy.So try to avoid such psychological impulses as much as possible, let the emotions be in a relatively stable state, and naturally there will be no uncontrollable psychological and behavioral impulses. To live a good life, there is no need to go crazy.

I have the privilege of stepping into the shade of a scented garden, where flowers are in full bloom and exhaling their fragrance.When you smell the fresh fragrance of the fragrant flowers, you will be intoxicated, and the new green shade will make you feel comfortable, and the green coverage of the town will continue to expand.Feel the leisure outdoors and feel better.

The sun, the moon, the stars, and the alternation of day and night are eternal laws, and human beings will adapt to the laws to survive, just as no one can escape life, old age, sickness and death, no one can live forever, and we must follow the concept of survival and not violate the laws of nature.

I carefully educate my children. Under the concept that one generation is stronger than the next generation, the method of education adopts the example of talking less and doing more, so that children can accept this kind of education subtly, and it is easy to make mistakes if they talk too much.So it is the same with children. Talking too much will hurt the self-esteem of children, so they rarely say anything, and it is best to let them develop.

I believe that destiny is doomed and cannot be violated. Don't be stupid to do things that violate the laws of nature, know how to cherish time, and don't exhaust your physical energy. The true meaning of life is to do things on time and work and rest according to the laws of nature.

I like to write in the posture of squatting on a stool, thinking and recording at the desk, which can stimulate the body to excite, produce emotional catharsis, splash pen and ink, all in one go, and the pen makes a happy sound on the paper, which further stimulates the excitement of the cerebral cortex. Writing with a wide range of thoughts often leads to extreme fatigue afterwards.

In addition, I felt that the tedious things in my work were always endless, so I had to let nature take its course, but a stone in my mind finally fell to the ground. Although I didn't find the real reason for my hopeless career, I also lost opportunities. If you want to obey the arrangement of fate, what can you do as an ordinary person? Only you know your safety and well-being, so that you won't bring more pressure on your mind.

I have no hope of official career, coupled with the difficulties of starting a business, the ups and downs of the literary road, due to the aging of the body structure, the body that endures pain and torture, like an aging and worn-out machine, I finally fell ill, and the irresistible illness took advantage of it However, I had to go to the hospital to see a doctor, and received necessary medical treatment through injections and medicine.

The doctor completed the treatment process and thought that with a good rest, the body can fully recover to its former state.