Leap past the confused days of life

The fleeting comprehension comes from life, and only the spirituality realized has a soul. Only a few thinkers can capture that kind of inspiration and quickly express it in words; so the writer's Writing is closely related to one's own experience. Only through experience can one conduct comprehensive analysis and research on the subject matter and reflect it in words.

Thinking about a certain great writer who wrote the world view formed by the suffering thoughts and emotions of his own life experience into his works, and the writing actually described the shadow of self.This is a special death penalty experience in the life of a former Soviet writer. Before the execution, the executioner received the verdict of commutation and gave up the punishment of execution. He got a chance for a new trial. At the most dangerous moment, the writer was acquitted. Release, and record this extremely terrifying inner feeling.This kind of fear process is deeply buried in his memory, which is a brand of fear that no one can imagine. Through his own special experience, he wrote the novel "Crime and Punishment".

Everyone has different experiences in life, and their perceptions are naturally different.There are very few people with special experiences in life, and ordinary people have only trivial and ordinary experiences in their lives, which are often not noticed, but thoughts are also bred in the small links.

As an ordinary person, of course I will not experience such adventures and spiritual stories. I can only describe the trivialities of life, especially the many stories of joys and sorrows in the passing memory.

Little people live in a monotonous, depressed and miserable life, and often encounter setbacks. Little people are subject to various restrictions, and it is difficult for them to bear hardships deep in their hearts. The taste of natural life is vulgar and life is shameless.

Small people do not have profound thoughts, nor do they have the spirit of hard work, they cannot express themselves often, they lack ability and are limited by life, they cannot communicate well with others, and they have psychological barriers, so they are small people.

As a small person, I was thinking, if I can record my self-awareness and thinking and what I see and hear in my daily life, can I get inspiration for writing and use it as a breakthrough?

So I began to try to write down the anecdotes I knew. A report said that there is something in Japanese Buddhism that people don’t quite understand. People who talk about sitting meditation, especially women, were hit heavily by the mage on the shoulder with a wooden stick. Back, the more you are hit hard, the more happy you feel.I think this is a kind of perverted psychology. Women feel the joy of forgiveness of sins when they are tortured. their punishment.Hearing the beating sound and feeling the horror, I really don't understand what they think, maybe this is the magical spirit of Buddhism.It is said that such an approach can drive out the demons in the body, which is also the support of the power of people's spiritual beliefs.

On this point, I think that personal preferences are different and the degrees of suffering and torture are different psychologically and physically. Some people are voluntarily insensitive and willing to do what they want to do. The whole thing is to solve the spiritual constraints and psychological obstacles.

Recently, I don't know what's wrong with me?Lack of interest in all kinds of things in life, I feel that this is directly related to age, but this age group is sensitive for the first time to feel the coldness of the world and the indifference of human feelings.

I also thought to myself, maybe I can’t blame others, but blame myself for being ruthless and ungrateful. I don’t think I can spare time to talk about life and future with my friends, and I don’t participate in activities organized by anyone. Limitation, let yourself feel the flatness of life and the depression of emotions.Staying in the room every day thinking about the strange stories and anecdotes in the world is unbelievable, almost to the point of being divorced from reality.

Although there are many sincere friends among friends who tell their hearts, the contradictory psychology prevents me from going to friends to tell them, because I don’t want to waste time, I am stubborn and I want to succeed in writing as soon as possible, and I always want to wait until I have the ability Xuan Yao's capital goes to meet friends, who knows that haste makes waste, the more unwilling to waste time and cherish time, the more alienated from friends.So when I was lonely, I remembered how my friend's life was, but I didn't know how to get close to my friend. I often felt helpless, and the embarrassment of not seeing each other for a long time prevented me from looking for opportunities to relive old dreams and describe friendship.

After a long time, when I am empty and lonely, I will think of the friends who have gone through the sea and the friends who have shared adversity. The friendship with my friends has not lasted for a long time, but I still miss the kind-hearted friends I made when I was young. The innocence without interests has always been maintained For many years, there is only trust in each other, friends who are open and honest, and have no suspicion.

However, it is a pity for me to stay away from such a friend in life. I thought that if I could meet one day, how would I continue to communicate with him, but life did not give me such an opportunity, and I just lost the pure friendship between people while waiting. .